THINGS
BY THEIR
RIGHT NAMES;
A NOVEL,
IN TWO VOLUMES.
BY A PERSON WITHOUT A NAME.
Let us “encompass virtue with associations more than mor-
tal;
associations whose steady
light may survive the waving
and
meterous gleams of sentimental illusion.”—ANONYMOUS.
—“Servant of God, well done! Well has thou fought;
And for the test’mony of truth hast borne
Universal reproach, far worse to bear
Than violence; this was all thy care,
To stand approv’d in sight of God, though worlds
Judg’d
thee perverse.”——
VOL. I.
PRINTED FOR GEORGE ROBINSON, 25,
PATERNOSTER-ROW.
1812.
TO
THE DETHRONED SOVEREIGN
TRUTH.
MADAM,
ALTHOUGH your language has become so
nearly obsolete, that, in addressing you, I have scarcely a hope to make myself
understood; and your abode so obscure, that I know not where to
find you; yet, as I am assured by very high authorities that you do still
really inhabit this sublunary globe, I venture to present to you the following
work.
In laying at your august feet so
humble an offering, I am actuated by no selfish consideration. I too well know
the rigid limits to which your favours are restricted, to hope that any mark of
your grace will be extended to me. But, in attempting to restore “things to their right names,” I thought not of myself, but of you.
On all who rank on the side of your too potent
adversary, Falsehood, from the pitiful meanness of well-bred duplicity, to the
brazened vice of hardened perjury, I would make war: and if I have laid open
one insidious snare of your pretended friends, or repulsed one rude attack of
your open enemies, I have accomplished my aim.
May the blow be followed up by able
hands, until your Most High Mightiness be restored to your own legitimate
sovereignty over the human mind, and recognised as the conservator of all that
is dear and precious to man!
I am,
Madam,
Your greatest Admirer,
And humblest Votary.
THINGS
BY THEIR
RIGHT NAMES.
CHAP. I.
PHILOSOPHERS have said, and poets have sung, that every individual of
the human race is distinguished by a leading passion peculiar to himself. Now,
I have not been so neglected by Nature, as to be left without this appropriate
mark of humanity. I too, like the rest of my species, have my ruling passion; and this
passion is, the desire of being useful.
Of the means to attain
this end, money, talents, and leisure, are the most powerful. Of talents I must
not boast, of money I have not any, of leisure I have a great deal. It is my leisure, then, that
I must dedicate to the good of my fellow creatures.
Were I a woman, I might
find, in an unwearied application to my distaff, the enjoyment even to satiety, of my favorite desire; but being, unfortunately, of the other sex, and far gone in the
habits of gentlemanly idleness, I am reduced to my pen, as the single mean in
my power of being useful in my generation.
But even to the use of
this single mean there is an impediment. What is there in this all-sapient age
which is yet to be taught? Where is the mystery undeveloped? the truth that is
hidden? Where the most recondite science, that is not made “easy to the meanest capacity?” Let us not,
however, despair: in gazing on the sky, we may sometimes stumble over a mole-hill. Thus, while
we are learning to direct the winds, to change the temperature of climates, and
to disturb the whole economy of Nature; and while we are giving to our
astonishing discoveries new and imposing names, do we not conduct our every-day
affairs in a jargon where the expression is so foreign from the thing meant to
be expressed, as to confound and bewilder our principles of morality,—our ideas of happiness,—our sense of every thing that is just, true, and desirable? The science, therefore, that remains still
untaught, is “the science of calling things by their right names:” and this science I undertake to teach.
I could do this in
periodical essays, in weekly sermons, in evening lectures, in a poem, a play, a
pamphlet, all, no doubt, equally well; but I am not one of those churlish physicians,
who, provided they cure their patient, do not care though they half poison him
in doing so:
no, as the draught is wholesome, so shall it be, if I can make it so, palatable
also. The form, at least, shall meet the taste of the age. Sovereigns, statesmen,
archbishops and bishops, deans and prebendaries, literati
and non-literati, queens, dutchesses, and their chambermaids, all read novels; and
therefore,—I will write a Novel.
As the work that I am
about to enter upon is not an epic poem, I think myself at liberty to take up my story where it best suits my purposes to
do so. And as not only the fortunes, but the characters of many persons, take
their
colour from the faults or virtues of their remote ancestors, I must be allowed
to trace the source of those which distinguished my heroine as far back as I
see proper. I shall begin, therefore, with her maternal grandfather.
In an ancient mansion, belonging to
an ancient family somewhere in that part of Somersetshire which is washed by the waves of the Bristol
Channel, once resided Sir Edward Pynsynt. At the period when the personages
were born whose virtues I have undertaken to commemorate in the ensuing
history, Sir Edward had been dead many years, but his memory still survived in the hearts of
all who had known him.
Sir Edward had been
distinguished alike by the superiority of his character, and the more than
common share of felicity that had fallen to his lot.
Descended from an
illustrious family, the heir of large possessions, and nothing having been
wanting in his favour of any of those means which the world esteems necessary
to perfect what it is pleased to call a good education, Sir Edward had, from his earliest
infancy, been trained to those manners, and initiated into those acquirements, which distinguish the high-fashioned and high-bred. He had, of course, entered the world with all
those advantages which are so sure to meet with a good reception there. But,
beyond all these adventitious and extraneous gifts which he had received from fortune and
from culture, he possessed qualities which he owed to God alone. I have not
mistaken the word. When I am teaching the science of true nomenclature, it
would ill become me to put the effect for the cause. The philosopher may, if he
please, erase the simple monosyllable, and put his favourite Nature in its stead, and let him explain
how he has
amended the phrase. Will he have rendered his meaning one jot clearer to those
of his own sect? while, on the other hand, he will have made it tenfold more obscure to nine
parts out of ten of the rest of the human race.
The gifts bestowed upon
Sir Edward Pynsynt were worthy of the divine origin from whence they proceeded.
An understanding vigorous, clear, and acute; a heart warm, tender, and true; a temper
cheerful and conciliating; an integrity incorruptible, with all that
marks the honest man from the knave. This was so distinguishing a part of his
character, that truth, open and fair as daylight, shone forth in every look,
word, and action. Subterfuge, chicanery, double meanings, were far from him;
even the allowed duplicity of politeness was abhorrent to his taste, and made
no part of his system of benevolence.
Sir Edward had been
determined in the choice of a wife less by the charms of the lady’s person,
than by the apparent sweetness of her temper, and the quickness and
teachableness of her understanding: or, to express myself more accurately,
these were the qualities that Sir Edward himself
believed to have determined his election. In fact, however, the
beauty of Caroline Montford was such as to render it something doubtful,
whether Sir Edward’s judgment could have had fair play; and made it a question, whether his heart had
not been betrayed by his senses, rather than yielded by his reason. If this
were the case, Sir Edward was not less fortunate in this particular, than in all the other
circumstances that have been enumerated above. Caroline was not only “all that youthful
poets fancy when they love,” but all that human excellence can be in a girl scarcely eighteen. The
gay and frank manners of Sir Edward, and the spirit of his conversation, had
carried off the fair prize from several competitors, his superiors in station and fortune; and the
bridal hours were scarcely past, before she discovered that she had gained a
possession beyond the value of all that rank and riches can of themselves
bestow.
As the standard of possible merit was high in the mind of Sir
Edward, he would not easily have borne that the object of his most impassioned
affections should have fallen much below it. He regarded his Caroline as the
connoisseur regards the inestimable gem which gives distinction to his cabinet.
No eye gazes on it with delight equal to his own; but neither does any so soon
perceive the casual particle of dust, or the gathering damp, which threaten to
obscure its lustre. With these feelings, Sir Edward was not more the lover,
than the guardian and preceptor of his Caroline; and under his forming care the
charming girl became the all-accomplished woman.
Sir Edward had represented
to her, that it was not when surrounded by pleasure, assailed by flattery, and pampered with all
that riches can procure, that at eighteen we learn to know ourselves, or to
understand the claims that others have upon us; and he had easily led her to
retire with him to the seat of his ancestors, on the confines of the Bristol
Channel. Here, in a regular series of instructive reading, in the cultivation of every
elegant talent, and the acquirement of every useful art, and in the interchangement of the good offices
and real pleasures which the society of the good and the rational may every
where afford, their hours of amusement were past; those of duty, in every exertion of active
benevolence and even-handed justice, that their situation as lords paramount of the
neighbourhood, or as the richest people in it, could give occasion for. But the
line of demarcation between pleasure and duty;—that line which, to the
worldling and the licentious, appears sketched with so broad a stroke, and with a colour
so deep and decided, was with them but faintly defined. Their pleasures and their duties were
so much the same, were so intermingled and melted into each other, that the
social dinner was often an act of benevolence; and the amusements of the drawing-room the saving
of a law-suit. A visit to a sick cottage often superseded the hour of study;
and the harp and the pencil gave way to the instruction of the village-girl in
the arts of the needle or the spinning wheel: nor, when the hour of reflection
came, was it possible for Sir Edward or Lady Pynsynt to discover whether they
had that day been pursuing their duty or their pleasure.
This harmony between
the good and the pleasant was not to be imputed alone to the scene on which
they acted the part of life. It is true, that a residence in the country is
favourable to the virtues of moderation, order, and benevolence; but it is
equally true, that they are not necessarily connected with it. Intemperance,
misrule,
and oppression, may be seen under the shade of a tree, as certainly, though,
perhaps, not so frequently, as amongst “the crowded marts of busy men.”
But actions that spring from principles, are the same in all situations,
however varying. Sir Edward and Lady Pynsynt called themselves Christians. What
they called themselves, they strove to be: and it is in the divine system of
christian
ethics that we are to look for the rule of conduct which they prescribed to
themselves. Hence they saved much confusion of ideas, and many puzzling
disquisitions, on the right and wrong of their every-day actions. How a “man of honour” would act in such or such a
case; what might, or might not, be consonant to the manners or ideas of a gentleman;
what did, or did not, accord with his rank and dignity, might admit of debate,
and a variety of opinions; but, to “do justice,” to “love mercy,” and to “walk
humbly with their God,” was a plain doctrine, in which there could be no
mistake. And so they did walk, for several years after their marriage, in the
flowery paths which surrounded the Priory, themselves
the happiest of human beings, and
the blessing and delight of all with whom they had to do. Having thus, in the
security of retirement, allowed time for their principles to take deep root in
their hearts, and their virtues to grow strong by habit, they did not fear to
enter again into the world; from which, before they were so well secured from
its seductions, they had so wisely withdrawn. Not only in the capital of their
own country, but in that of most of the states on the continent, did they, in
the course of some years, mix with the great, the polite, and the learned. From
this varying experience, ever endeavouring to extract something by which to
amend themselves, or to benefit others; and learning, as the result of the
whole, that virtue is the parent of happiness, and home her most favourite abode!
Lady Pynsynt had now
been the wife of Sir Edward twenty years. In the course of this time she had
born him several children, three only of whom now survived—a daughter who had
completed her eighteenth year, a son who had not yet attained his fifteenth,
and a girl of eight years old.
Sedulously occupied in
the cultivation of the good qualities of her children; blest in the unabated
love of the fondest of husbands; surrounded by friends; followed by the prayers
and blessings of her dependants; high in affluence; and her bosom yet glowing
with the warm energies of youth; perhaps at no one period of her existence had
Lady Pynsynt been so completely happy; at no time could she have thought so
little of the darkness of futurity.
On the uncertain tenure
by which all sublunary bliss is held, Lady Pynsynt had not unfrequently
reflected: nor did she suppose that she was wholly unprepared to meet, with
patience and resignation, whatever change might be appointed. She was now
called upon to prove, by experience, how different is the degree of courage
necessary to contemplate the
greatest evils as possible, and
to feel them as certain.
Sir Edward, on mounting
his horse to take his morning’s ride, had promised an early return:—but Sir
Edward returned no more!—a fall from his horse had at once terminated his
mortal existence, and rendered life an almost insupportable burthen to Lady
Pynsynt.—Yet she sunk not under the blow.—Dead to every pleasure, to every duty she was alive. Her children, her
friends, her dependants, lost nothing of her care, her attention, her activity:
but, although she had not yet attained her fortieth year, although she was
blest with beauty, health, and affluence, many years wore away, and no one
could say that they had seen a smile enlighten her countenance.
Lady Pynsynt survived
Sir Edward about fifteen years; and this period was marked by several events
which were ill calculated to dispel that gloom with which his death had overshadowed
her mind. Her son, on the death of his father, had immediately been placed, by
his guardians, at one of those public schools where the manly character is supposed
to unfold itself with so much advantage. From hence he had been removed to one
of the universities. Here he soon discovered, that a fatherless youth of
eighteen, the certain heir of ten thousand pounds a year, could be under no
necessity to regulate his expenses by any other rule than his own ungoverned
appetite. Nor did he suffer the discovery to remain inefficient.—“Honour,” says
some body, “is not hereditary, though honours are.” Sir George Pynsynt resembled little the parent
from whence he sprung: and although he had qualities which might have been
trained into virtues, had they continued longer under the judicious and fostering
hand of Sir Edward; yet being now suffered to wither from neglect, or allowed
to run wild in a wrong direction, the weeds, with which they were surrounded,
soon checked the good seed, and made Sir George’s mind appear like a garden
long uncultivated, where, though here and there a beautiful flower rears its
head, and excites surprise and admiration, the general appearance is forbidding
deformity.
From the university,
Sir George went abroad: he returned to be elected to Parliament for one of his
own boroughs, found means to exchange his borough for a peerage, dismissed his
Italian mistress, married splendidly, and continued to make laws for his
country, and to break them in every action of his life. Lady Pynsynt, however,
had not the mortification of witnessing the whole of this worthy career: other cares, other
sorrows, before she had quite lost all hopes of better things from the
degenerate son of so worthy a parent, had conducted her to the tomb. Her eldest
daughter, when on the point of marriage with a gentleman as well approved by
Lady Pynsynt as acceptable to the young lady herself, saw all her prospects of
happiness snatched from her grasp by the hand of death. The lover died, after a
few days’
illness, of an inflammatory fever; and Lady Pynsynt felt the full weight of
this accumulation of misfortune. It seemed, indeed, as if the death of Sir
Edward had been the signal of disaster, or misconduct, to every individual of
his family: and the life and death of Lady Pynsynt were an awful display of
some of those mysterious dealings of Providence, which it is not given us in
this world to understand. The star of her morning had risen with no common
brightness; she was virtuous as she was happy; yet did she lie down in sorrow,
and her name was repeated with a sigh!
In the little sprightly
engaging Louisa, however, both the mother and the daughter found an object of
interest that still attached them to the world. But Lady Pynsynt’s vital powers
were now nearly exhausted; and the last act of her existence was the concluding
a marriage between Louisa and a young gentleman of the name of Fitzosborn.
Mr. Fitzosborn was the
second son of a gentleman of good birth and large estate; but this estate was
settled on the eldest son; and there being a third boy; and a numerous train of
sisters, the provision for the younger branches of the family was not
proportionable to their rank in life. Neither ambition nor avarice had,
however, a place in Lady Pynsynt’s bosom: her daughter’s fortune was fifteen
thousand pounds; and she thought this sum in addition to Mr. Fitzosborn’s
property, and the profits that might be reasonably expected as the result of
his abilities and industry, would afford such a competency, as would be
sufficient to secure the end of all riches—happiness. She had, upon these
reasonings, yielded to the earnest wishes of her daughter; and pleased herself
in believing, that the humble establishment of the sister would be productive
of more happiness and virtue, than she dared to flatter herself would result from
the larger possessions and more extended power of the brother.
A few months after the
marriage of Mrs. Fitzosborn, Lady Pynsynt breathed her last, and left Miss
Pynsynt one of the most desolated of human beings. From the period that had
deprived her of her betrothed lover, she had dedicated all her affections to
her mother and sister. The one was lost to her for ever in this world; and the other had now so
many new calls upon her heart and attentions, that Miss Pynsynt could scarcely
hope that she should retain that share in either, which had, for the last ten
years of her life, made the sweetest part of her existence.
Mrs. Fitzosborn’s
residence was to be in London, the scene of Miss Pynsynt’s greatest sorrows,
and the place to which she had resolved to return no more. Sir George was, at the time of his
mother’s death, residing in Italy; and, had he been in England, Miss Pynsynt had but
little reason to suppose that she would have found in his family a comfortable
asylum. The gleams of affection, the flashes of generosity, which had, from
time to time, illuminated his earlier years, had now ceased; and her
intercourse with him was one dispiriting, unbroken darkness. Thus, not
perceiving that any connexion which remained to her offered either
indemnification for those of which she had been deprived, or even support under
the acute sense that she had of such deprivation, she resolved to seek her
consolation in the indulgence of her sorrows; and, at four and thirty, to bid
adieu to the world. Lady Pynsynt had been enabled to add to the original
fortune of
Miss Pynsynt some thousand pounds; and, with a property amounting to something
more than twenty thousand pounds, she retired to a small house within thirty miles of
the Priory.
Here she had lived for
more than ten years, almost wholly forgotten by all who had once
known her:
seldom seen,
except by her servants, and by the neighbouring poor, to whom she was a most
unwearied and tender-hearted benefactress; to the extent, and beyond the annual extent, of
her means. She had no source of expense which at all entered into competition
with the call of benevolence, except the adorning her house and gardens: and, by
employing the labourers and workmen of her neighbourhood, she contrived to
gratify at
once her taste and her principle.
When first she
retired to the Grove, her sorrows were legitimate, and her plan rational: but, by having removed herself from the
control which the eye of society has over the conduct of every human being, she
had accustomed herself to consecrate as virtues all the feelings of her heart,
and, in the want of other objects for her affections, had found one in the indulgence of
affliction. Hence she had converted her habitation into a temple of constancy
and sorrow. Every room was adorned with the memorials of her loss, or emblems of her grief. She had
surrounded it with shady groves, formed for contemplation; and with gloomy grottos, where sorrow
might meditate—“e’en to madness.”
Do we find it scarcely
credible that the pupil of Sir Edward and Lady Pynsynt, of whose virtues she
was almost an adorer, and whose words were to her as the fiat of a Superior
Intelligence, could thus deviate from the line of sound reasoning and genuine
resignation? The anomaly arose from “calling things by wrong names.” An indulgence of every selfish feeling
she called “a dedication of her mind to the virtues of her lost friends;” a
withdrawal from the reciprocal duties of society, “an abandonment of all
earthly affections.” Thus, without one culpable inclination, without one wrong
intention, Miss Pynsynt, with the exception of her beneficence to the poor, scarcely performed one laudable action. With the
consciousness of the eye of
Providence over every thought, she suffered her heart to dictate to her reason:
with submission to the decrees of her Creator in her mouth, her whole life was
a continued murmur against his will: and in the indulgence of her grief for the past, she
overlooked the present, and forgot the future.
But the period, which
had thus been nearly a blank to Miss Pynsynt, had been one of much bustle and vicissitude to
her nearest relations. Sir George, within the term named, had returned to
England, had been made a peer, had married, and had now two sons and a daughter.
Mrs. Fitzosborn had passed through all the degrees of matrimonial love; from the most
ardent passion to the coolest indifference. The happiness that Lady Pynsynt had
promised herself, as the result of her daughter’s marriage, was to have been founded
on the unostentatious virtues of prudence, diligence, frugality, and
moderation. It happened, however, that those were not the virtues that
distinguished either Mr. Fitzosborn or his lady. One guinea had not been saved
by her prudence, or gained by his industry. While they had continued to love each other, they had played the fool together; when they had grown indifferent, they had
played the fool separately. For their mutual accommodation, Mrs. Fitzosborn had
found means to give up her settlement: the money was spent; debts were
accumulated; and, at the end of ten years, with broken fortunes and a ruined
constitution, Mrs. Fitzosborn found herself on the eve of bringing into the
world a wretched human being, whom she had deprived of the means of subsistence.
The voice of
conscience, often silenced, now spoke in accents it was impossible not to hear, and hearing to regard. Mrs. Fitzosborn
poured out all her self-reproach, and all her misery, to her sister: to that
sister, of
whom she had seldom thought in her gayer hours; or thought of, only to ridicule
as romantic and visionary. This letter awakened Miss Pynsynt as from a dream.
In her withdrawal of the eye from Mrs. Fitzosborn’s conduct on the entrance
into life, and the progress through its difficulties
and temptation, she thought she
saw the origin of all her deviations from the line of rectitude; and charging
her own negligence, rather than Mrs. Fitzosborn’s weakness, with the whole
guilt of the consequence, she considered herself as not less culpable than the sister who now
implored her compassion and assistance. The call was not in vain—she forgot all her once fancied
virtues, in the performance of real duties. Mrs. Fitzosborn was received at the
Grove with all the sympathy, and consoled with all the kindness, that even a
mother could have felt. But no sympathy could heal the broken heart, or restore
a ruined constitution. Mrs. Fitzosborn lived only to bring into the world a daughter; and Miss Pynsynt
felt the difference between the reality
and the romance of sorrow.
After the first
paroxysm of her grief was past, she found, however, in
her infant niece, a genuine,
and a more allowed source of consolation; and, from this hour, she dedicated
all her faculties, and all her affections, to the cultivating and fostering this tender
plant. On considering her own past conduct, she found much to reprehend; and,
on retracing her errors, she easily discovered the source from whence they had flowed. To guard
her young pupil from the illusions of fancy, to fortify her reason, and to
moderate her feelings, was therefore her most assiduous care. If it be
possible, said she, with a sigh of reflection on her own mistakes and those of
her brother, Sir Edward and Lady Pynsynt shall have one descendant worthy of
the stock from whence she sprung! What our heroine, in consequence of this
resolution, became in the process of time, the progress of this history will
show, but, until she has charms that can interest in her favour others besides
a maiden aunt, we shall say little of her. It will be sufficient to add in this
place, that Miss Pynsynt, from the birth of her niece, made an entire
alteration in her mode of life. She sought the neighbours from whom she had
before secluded herself; she busied her mind in every research which she
thought might be of service to her charge; and she put regularity and economy
in the expenditure of a fortune, which she now wished to leave behind her
unimpaired. Some years afterwards, the death of a relation made so large an
addition to her original property, that she found herself at liberty in some
degree to resume the lavish benevolence in which she had before indulged,
without too much intrenching on the provision which she had destined for her
niece. Although I have spoken of this infant as being wholly given up to her
maiden aunt, yet Caroline Fitzosborn was not quite an orphan—she had still a
father. We have seen him, in the early part of his life, dissipate not only his
own property, but the property of his child. The years, however, in which this
dissipation took place, were not, in the eye of a certain part of the world,
wholly thrown away. It is true that he had failed in becoming a good lawyer, or
even a good member of society; but then he had made himself a man of fashion; that equivocal being, who may possess every estimable quality of the
head and heart, and yet to whom not a single perfection of either is essential.
Mr. Fitzosborn had taken a middle course: he had a good share of understanding;
was not wholly without wit, was tolerably skilled in all gentlemanlike
literature, and possessed uncommon readiness in conversation. He was liberal
towards himself—courteous towards others; was never out of humour, when he had his own
way; or out of spirits, but when he wanted money. To these personal
qualifications Mr. Fitzosborn added all the claims to distinction that pedigree
could bestow. His family, disdaining to boast of the lineal and unbroken
succession which united them with their great ancestor, Sir Hugh Fitzosborn,
the favourite knight, companion and friend, of William the Conqueror,
fearlessly challenged inquiry into all the unintelligible MSS. of the long
destroyed monastic retreats of Normandy; and asserted, that long before the
period of the Conquest they would be found, by all who had patience and ability
for the search, springing upwards into barons, counts, dukes, and princes, even
until they reached the apex of human grandeur, in the person of the emperor himself. In this
long succession of ages, it is to be supposed that these high distinctions had
differently affected the different possessors of them: the grovelling pride of
some, it may be presumed, had rested satisfied with the honours derived from
their forefathers, while the more soaring ambition of others had, probably, by
their own meritorious deeds, sought to make that personal, which was before
only derivative. How many of the one sort, or of the other, which had disgraced
or dignified this illustrious family, cannot now be known; but certainly the
Mr. Fitzosborn of whom I am now writing, was rather of that humble turn of mind
which led him to take pride in what had been done by others, than of that lofty
spirit which might have prompted him to earn honour for himself. Of his noble
ancestors he thought little, but as they served for a kind of passport into
families, whom, though he considered as inferior to him in point of birth, had,
however, certain other distinctions and advantages that he was very willing,
condescendingly, to share. Nor had he any reason to complain of the neglect
either of his personal or derived merits: he was generally well received, and
associated with men of the first rank and fortune. As he gave place to no one
in point of birth, so he was not unwilling to vie with the richest of his companions
in expense. The consequence of this competition, in the earlier part of his
life, has
been seen; but he had not bought his experience in vain. No sooner did death
set him free from the shackles of his first marriage, than he sought to repair
the mistake of his youthful choice, by taking a wife whose riches would at
least take a longer time in dissipating than the moderate fortune of Louisa
Pynsynt had done. In this design he was not long without success. He married;
and as money was the only merit that he sought, he had no reason to complain,
if it were the only merit that he found.
Disencumbered of the
care of his infant daughter, he soon almost lost the remembrance that he had one; and having,
by a desperate family arrangement, as he called it, possessed himself of a very
considerable sum of money, in addition to the wealth brought him by his wife,
he established himself in a large and elegant house, furnished it with all that
taste and expense could suggest, hired the first cook, and became known for giving
the best dinners: confidently exulting in the wisdom of his plans, and
unfeignedly believing that life had no more to give, or the heart of man to
desire. His dream of felicity had been a little disturbed by the sources from
whence it had proceeded being, in a long succession of good dinners,
considerably diminished; and it seemed to vanish wholly from his view, on a
summons into Somersetshire, for the purpose of receiving his daughter from the
hands of her aunt, who now lay upon her death-bed. He now first recollected,
that one of the conditions on which he had obtained the wealthy hand of his
present lady, was, that the dreaded step-daughter should never be admitted under his roof;
and he had but too much reason to know, that any attempt to infringe this
condition would be the destruction of that gentlemanly household quiet on which
he piqued himself, and which he had hitherto preserved, by yielding to every wish of the lady,
except that of giving her his company. No two people could live more apart than
they did; and Mr. Fitzosborn would have preferred any alternative (except
death) to the necessity of discussing any single point with the Fury that he
called his wife. A habitation for Caroline must, however, be found; and in the
dilemma where, he turned his
thoughts towards her uncle, Lord Enville, the former Sir George Pynsynt. Mr. Fitzosborn
and Lord Enville were in the habits of intimacy; they even called themselves
friends: and as Mr. Fitzosborn had no doubt but that Caroline would inherit all
that her aunt could bequeath, he did not consider a request, that she might
become a member of her uncle’s family, as too great a favour to ask. The
proposition met with a most ready acquiescence. Lord Enville, it is true, had
seen little, and cared less, for either his sister or his niece, for several
years past; nor was he without his jealousy, on the probability that Caroline
would engross all the property possessed by his sister: but the proposal of Mr.
Fitzosborn, to receive her into his family at so early an age as that to which
she had as yet attained, opened to him a prospect of rendering the undue
partiality of his sister less injurious to his interests than it might otherwise
have been. He therefore scarcely suffered Mr. Fitzosborn to open his difficulties,
before he cried out, with the greatest cheerfulness, “Oh, let the girl come to
us. She will be no embarrassment whatever at present; and if, in future, Lady
Enville should find it too much to chaperon half a dozen young ladies, we will
think of some other expedient for your daughter.”
No philosopher, no
religionist, could more fully adopt the maxim of leaving the events of
to-morrow to provide for themselves, than did Mr. Fitzosborn; to dispose of the
present evil was all his care. He therefore thanked Lord Enville very cordially
for his so ready reception of his daughter; but, he added, “At present, I
believe, she will give more trouble to your governess than to any body else.
She is, in fact, scarcely out of the nursery; and, considering how she has been
brought up, can hardly be fit for any society. I shall be much obliged to
Madame de Tourville if she can form her into a rational creature. I have not
seen her these three years: but when I did see her, she was the reverse
of every thing I should have chosen a daughter of mine to be; except, indeed,
that she promised to be handsome: but your lordship knows, that it would have been
cruel to have deprived your sister of her only comfort; and a little polishing
will soon rub off the rust.” “Undoubtedly,” returned Lord Enville, who well
knew to what to impute his brother-in-law’s tenderness to the feelings of Miss Pynsynt:
“and if she is handsome,” added he, “in addition to the sparklers that she will
inherit from aunt Beatrice, nothing more will be necessary.” “Oh, my lord,”
replied Mr. Fitzosborn, “of those sparklers of which you speak, no doubt but
that your daughters will come in for their share, as certainly they ought to
do; yet that will be a little hard too, because, with their native charms—(they
are charming girls! my lord)—and the accomplishments that you have given them,
they will want no such aid to establish them in life; while my poor rustic will scarcely be
passable, with all the mines of Golconda for her auxiliaries.” “The world,” said Lord Enville, with a slight
bow for the compliment to his daughters, “is not so fastidious: but, after all,
our girls must take their chance, and there’s an end of the matter.”
Lord Enville, since the
period of Mrs. Fitzosborn’s death, had added two daughters to his family; both,
of course, younger than Caroline. Of his sons, one had completed his twentieth,
and the other his nineteenth year; while the eldest daughter had scarcely
attained seventeen. On his marriage, not only his paternal estate, but also the
large possessions that Lady Enville had brought him, had almost wholly been
settled upon his eldest son, twenty thousand pounds being all that had been
allotted as the provision for younger children; and as there were already four
of them, this sum did not promise a very splendid provision to any. Lord
Enville’s yearly expenses regularly exceeded the amount of his yearly income,
and thus consumed the only part of his property from whence he could have
supplied the deficiency which was likely to arise in the provision for his
younger children: yet let it not be supposed that Lord Enville was an unkind or
a partial parent. The sacrificing the comforts of the subordinate members to
the splendour of the head of his family, he genuinely believed—how truly, let those
who call things by their right names determine,—to be an imperious duty: but,
with this exception, his children equally shared his cares and his affections; in their sports, their
habits, their expenses, and school education, there was no difference observed
between the boy who, beyond five thousand pounds, was to owe his future
subsistence to his own industry, and the one who, without any exertion
whatever, was to have annually four times that sum. The hereditary statesman, and the
humble expounder of his country’s laws, were alike encouraged in the pride of
high birth, and the insolence of superfluous expense. He who was to be isolated
from his fellow man by his privileges and his pretensions, and he who was to
have no distinction but what he could derive from his talents and his virtues,
were equally taught to regard the mass of mankind as beings of an inferior order, and
were habituated to pride themselves upon circumstantial rather than inherent
qualities. As Lord Enville was not a fool, and as he had no intention to injure
his children, we can only account for the error in his calculation, by
referring it to his ignorance in the “science of calling things by their right
names.” Nor did the mistakes which this ignorance led him into, stop with his sons;
his daughters equally profited by so well-judged an impartiality, and a fondness equally discreet. As expectant
dutchesses,
marchionesses, and countesses, they were indulged in all the fastidiousness of
refinement, and all the imbecility of elegance. Lady Enville went a step beyond
her lord: what with him was indulgence, with her was system and injunction. To
be “lady-like,” was the ultimate end of their education; and in attaining this
end, they learnt to be ashamed even of the little power which they possessed of
being useful either to themselves or others. Hence their boast was rather of
negative than active qualities. They were sure “they could not dress or attend
upon themselves.” Every trifling inconvenience was beyond their power of
sufferance; and every little difficulty surpassed their means of contest: hence
they sometimes sought distinction from a feigned ignorance of what it would
have been becoming them to have known, and sometimes by a real extravagance,
which it was their disgrace to indulge.
When people are weak
themselves, it is necessary to look abroad for support. Lady Enville knew that the whole basis of so much cultivated
helplessness, and expensive refinement, was the above-named sum of five thousand pounds; and she was too
good an arithmetician not to be sensible how inadequate were the means to the end. In her
calculation, therefore, for the future establishment of her daughters, she
thought much less of what was certain, than of what was contingent. It was her
design to marry them, not according to the number of thousands which they were
to receive from their father, but to their rank; and as she had already marked
out the several noblemen on whom she designed to bestow the charms and talents
of her
daughters, she rather regarded in their education the rent-roll of their future
husbands, than the humble dower that they could bring with them. It was no
difficult matter to instil into the bosoms of these young ladies hopes so
flattering to their vanity, or to inspire them with every solicitude which
would promote designs so advantageous to their fortune. Hence matrimony, and a splendid
establishment, were ideas so connected in their imagination, that they were, in
fact, one and indivisible; and hence, every talent that they cultivated, and
every accomplishment that they sought, had reference to the rank which they
expected, so undoubtingly, to fill. That inconsistency, however, which is the
distinguishing mark of selfishness, was not less observable in Lord and Lady
Enville, than in their neighbours. Although they could see no reason why the
smallness of that portion which they could give their daughters should impede
their connexion with the heir of some noble family, they found it absolutely
impossible that either of their sons should take the equally portionless sister
of that heir in return. That Mr. Pynsynt must marry, was indispensable: how
otherwise would the title, so lately attained, and so highly valued, be
perpetuated? That he should marry a woman of large fortune was indispensable:
he would have his brother and sisters’ fortunes to pay, he would have debts to
discharge, he would have a family to provide for: the estate was already
scarcely adequate to the honours which it had to support; not one acre could be
spared—less than a hundred thousand pounds would do nothing. Charles, indeed,
if he were wise, would not think of matrimony at all: if he did, it must be with some one who
could bring him thirty thousand pounds at least.
Such were the politics
of the present heads of the Enville family. How widely different from those
which regulated the conduct, and pointed the
solicitudes, of Sir Edward
and Lady Pynsynt! But, as Lord Enville would frequently observe, “My father and
mother, who were certainly the best people breathing, had a most extraordinary
kind of understanding! well adapted, perhaps, for a residence in the country:
but, as I have no fancy for either its pleasures or its duties, I must regulate
myself by other rules; and, as I live in the world, do like the rest of it.”
In their hopes, and
their views for their children, Sir Edward and Lady Pynsynt had been
disappointed: Lord and Lady Enville were probably less so. But let us not,
therefore, conclude that Lord and Lady Enville were wise, Sir Edward and Lady
Pynsynt foolish. In the competition between virtue and vice for the good things
of this life, it will commonly be found, that “this world was made for Cæsar:” hence
the imperious necessity, if we would be virtuous, to look beyond it—hence the
duty of “calling things by their right names.”
Into this high bred and politic family
we have now to introduce Caroline Fitzosborn. The death of her aunt, as it was
the first sorrow which she had known, so she thought it was the most severe
that she could ever know. She had given to her benefactress her first
affections; and, with all the enthusiasm of youth, considered her as a perfect being, and loved her rather as a superior intelligence, than as a fellow mortal. The attacks of a
violent disease proved, however, the mortality of her friend but too fatally
for the peace of Caroline. The symptoms of the disorder were such, as gave the
most certain prognostic of her approaching dissolution.—She did not conceal
from Caroline what must be the event; but she called upon her to prove, on this
first trial, that the cares which had been bestowed upon the cultivation
of her reason and her heart, had not been thrown away.
“Let my closing scene
convince me,” said she, “that I have not lived in vain. Let me see that I have
trained a mortal and dependant being to view death with a steady eye, and to
submit with patient resignation to the decrees of its Superior.”
Caroline pressed the
hand of her aunt, in token that she would be all that she wished her to be—nor
did she overrate her own powers; she continued to attend at the bed-side of
Mrs. Pynsynt night and day; the most obedient and adroit assistant to those
whose greater experience entitled them to direct her; and the most acute
observer and diligent supplier of every wish and want of her dying friend: and this
with so solemn and so touching a steadiness of voice and feature, as showed
that it was not that she did not feel, but that she knew how to command her feelings.
Mrs. Pynsynt had
breathed her last before the arrival of Lord Enville and Mr. Fitzosborn, who both had hastened down
on the intelligence of the dangerous indisposition with which she had been
attacked. Their hearts beat alike with hope and fear, but not in equal proportions;
Lord Enville had more of the latter, and Mr. Fitzosborn of the former: and
though each, in apportioning their wants to the means of supplying them, were
accustomed to speak of twenties of thousands as trifles; yet, when such a sum
as one twenty was supposed to be about to fall to the disposal of one of them,
they acknowledged, by their mutual anxiety, all the importance of the prize.
Caroline was called
from the death chamber of her friend, to receive her father and uncle. The
tears, which, since they could no longer give pain to her benefactress, she had
suffered to flow freely, as a relief to her oppressed heart, she wiped from her eyes,
lest they should increase the sorrow which she believed that she was going to
witness in two persons so nearly connected with the deceased. On entering the
room, however, in which they were, she perceived instantly, that her precaution
had been unnecessary.
“So, Carry,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn, “I find it is all over—we are come too late.” “My poor sister!”
said Lord Enville, “I hope she did not suffer much?” Caroline had no voice to
reply to the observation of the one, or the question of the other—her heart
swelled; and the tears so lately suppressed, again streamed down her face.
“Come, don’t cry,” said her father; “your aunt was very good to you, but she
was an old woman; this event was to be looked for; we are come to take you away
from this dismal place.—Pray—pray—who have you had with you?—is there any man
of business in the house?—has——“Yes,” said Lord Enville, “do you know whether
my sister has left any will?”
Caroline stood
aghast.—“Mr. Somers, I believe, is in the house,” replied she.—“I thought I
could know nothing of such things. Dr. C—— was very good to me, and he told me
that he and Mr. Somers would take care that every thing was done that was
proper.” “Who is this Mr. Somers?” said Lord Enville. “My aunt’s executor, I
believe,” replied Caroline.—“Oh! then there is a will?”
said Mr. Fitzosborn. “Mr. Somers can inform you of every thing,” returned Caroline. “Shall I desire him to come in?”
“Pray do,” cried both the gentlemen in a breath; “and Caroline,” added Mr. Fitzosborn, “prepare
to leave this place to-morrow. Lord Enville and myself may find it necessary to remain here
some time; but you can have nothing more to do, and had better proceed towards
town in the morning.” “Not, I hope, till after the funeral,” said Caroline.
“What have you to do with the funeral?” said her father. “I am sure the sooner
you are gone the better, your eyes are swelled out of your head, and you have
lost all your colour.” Caroline withdrew; and having desired Mr. Somers to
attend the gentlemen, sat down to wonder, and to grieve, at what appeared to
her so strange and so sad. The curiosity of the two gentlemen was soon fully
gratified, but neither the wishes of the one nor the other fulfilled.
Mrs. Pynsynt had given
the whole of her property to her niece, excepting some few trifling legacies to
her friends and servants; and she had given her the full and entire power over
this property on her attaining the age of eighteen; appointing as her executor,
and trustee for her niece, Mr. Somers, a gentleman in the neighbourhood;
without mentioning either Lord Enville or Mr. Fitzosborn in the will, except by
signifying, that as the former and his family were already so amply provided
for, she concluded that he would not consider the disposal that she had made of
her property, in favour of her portionless niece, as arising from unkindness,
or as an undue distinction from others who stood in the same degree of
relationship to her. Lord Enville, though he had feared that Caroline would have the largest
share of her aunt’s possessions, was not prepared for so exclusive a preference
in her favour: and Mr. Fitzosborn, though sufficiently pleased that his
daughter was sole heiress, felt extremely disappointed in having no right to
interfere in the regulation of her money concerns. Lord Enville betrayed his
chagrin by muttering, “Amply provided for indeed!—What could an old woman know
of what is an ample provision for young people in these days? or the necessary
expenses of a man of the world?” And Mr. Fitzosborn no less betrayed what his wishes were,
by saying, “Strange! that so conscientious a lady as your sister, my lord, should think any one
so proper to take care of a girl’s interest as her father! But these old maids
are always for depreciating the rights of fathers and husbands.” “Surely you do not
complain?” returned Lord Enville. “Complain! no, my lord; I think I have said
nothing like it: not that I shall benefit one farthing by this extraordinary
will. I know this gentleman executor pretty well. You must have observed that
he is one of those over-righteous people, who adhere to the letter of their
duty, without once regarding its spirit. I dare say I might go to jail before
he would advance one penny of what he would call my daughter’s property.”—“And
I should consider him as being perfectly right in so
doing,” returned Lord Enville,
drily. “And do you consider your sister as perfectly right,” retorted Mr.
Fitzosborn, “in having given the reins entirely into the hands of a girl of
eighteen? What a preposterous notion, thus to antedate the period of supposed
discretion to one who is of a sex which never arrives at discretion at all!”
“Then the act of antedating is of little consequence,” replied Lord Enville.
“My lord, my lord,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, warmly, “the girl whose interests you seem so careless
about, is your niece, as much as my daughter. What will you say when, at
eighteen, she runs away with the first needy adventurer who has presumption
enough to ask her to do so?” “I say it is an event that will never happen,”
returned Lord Enville; “Lady Enville will take better care of her.” And,
indeed, Lord Enville had already determined upon the course that would restore
his sister’s coveted thousands to his own family; which, though a little more
circuitous than he could have wished, he did not consider as apocryphal.
The conversation was
here interrupted by the return “of the gentleman executor,” who had left the
room for a moment, after having finished reading the will. He addressed himself
to Mr. Fitzosborn. “I consider it, sir, as necessary that Miss Fitzosborn
should be present at the breaking of the seals which were affixed before my
arrival: but as this is not necessary to be done before the funeral, I hope
there will be no objection to the young lady remaining in this house till that
ceremony is over. This she is greatly desirous of doing; and it would be very
distressing to her at this time to look over Mrs. Pynsynt’s personal effects,
and to attend to the information which she ought to receive.” “You would not
talk of such things to a child!” said Mr. Fitzosborn. “My daughter must begin
her journey to town to-morrow; but surely the business you talk of may be
transacted as well in her absence as if she were here. I will attend you on the
breaking of the seals, an inventory of all may be taken, and I will be
accountable to my daughter.” “Pardon me, sir,” replied Mr. Somers, “I am alone
accountable to Miss Fitzosborn; and I am desirous that the trust which has been committed to me, shall
be not only faithfully, but literally performed.” “My daughter cannot remain in
this dismal place any longer,” returned Mr. Fitzosborn; “she is losing her
spirits, she is losing her health.” “If it is so necessary that Miss Fitzosborn
should be removed immediately,” said Mr. Somers, “she will, I dare say, so far
conquer her feelings, as to do to night all that is desirable to be done; and,
with your permission, I will now wait upon her for the purpose.”
This rigid observer of
forms well knew Mr. Fitzosborn’s character, his conduct during the life of his
first wife, and the whole of the reasons that had induced Mrs. Pynsynt to
exclude him from any interference in the money concerns of his daughter; and,
as his understanding was of that limited nature that did not enable him to
discover the meaning of the words “righteous over-much,” his rule for conduct
was, to do all that he knew or
believed to be right; and he was perfectly persuaded that it was right to keep
Mr. Fitzosborn as distant as possible from the property of his daughter.
Caroline, although
shrinking from the task that was proposed to her, was easily prevailed with to
do that which she was told was proper to be done; and what would enable her,
with whatever sacrifice on her part, to oblige her father in the point of her
speedy removal. The business lay in a small compass, and was soon despatched.
Caroline was put into possession of all the documents which would enable her to understand
her rights, when she should be at leisure to attend to them; and the harder task
of taking a last view of the lifeless body of her beloved friend being
performed, she accompanied her father and uncle into their carriage, and, with
a heart half broken, bade adieu to all that she had, as yet, ever loved, and to
the scenes of past pleasures which she thought no future ones could rival. Her
cousins were prepared to receive her as a creature of another world; awkward,
rustic, and uninformed: and though she derived some merit, in their eyes, from
the amount of the thousands which they had now learnt had centered wholly in her, yet they
considered them as the costly setting of a worthless pebble; and thought how
much better their own graces and accomplishments deserved, and would have adorned,
such an accompaniment. They were, therefore, a little startled, when, upon Lord
Enville presenting Caroline to his family, they found the clumsy country cousin
which they had imaged to themselves, an elegant formed girl, tall of her age, and
graceful in her movements, with an intelligent countenance, and features,
which, if not critically handsome, formed a whole which every eye must
acknowledge as beauty. Her cheek was, however, now pale; and her eyes, where at present no gaiety
sparkled, were too frequently bent to the ground. Here, indeed, her cousins had
much reason to congratulate themselves on their superiority; for, instead of
the unembarrassed air with which they were conscious that they should have
presented themselves, they saw Caroline blush and tremble, as Lord Enville
presented her first to one, and then to the other of her unknown relations.
Lady Enville, observing on her confusion, said, encouragingly, “But this is
wholly to be imputed to the fault of education; I dare say, Caroline, we shall
soon be able to make you more like the rest of the world.” But it was not by
bashfulness alone that Caroline drew on herself the contempt of her cousins. As
the superiority of her fortune was never a moment out of their minds, so they
concluded that it was never out of her’s; and they were not unprepared to pay
her all the deference which they had so well learnt to be due to wealth. But
when these pupils of fashion and fastidiousness observed the modest reluctance
that Caroline manifested to give trouble; her
indifference with respect to food
and accommodation; the simplicity of her taste, and her frank and genuine
satisfaction in all the pleasures suited to her age, they regarded her as the
most rustic and undistinguishing of mortals. “I do assure you, mamma,” said the
youngest of these well educated ladies, “Caroline has been so strangely brought
up, that she does not care whether the eggs are new laid or not, and is not
afraid to eat them when they are old. Dear, how strong her digestion must be!”
Miss Pynsynt was,
however, more tolerant than her sisters; and she had not known Caroline a week,
before she told Lady Enville, that she did not despair of the poor girl: “For, indeed, mamma, she is
not quite unladylike; and when she has been with us a little longer, I dare say
she will succeed very well.” Caroline was not, however, a very apt scholar in
the lessons that her cousins sought to teach her. At first astonished, and then
amused by the helplessness of her companions, she thought of nothing so little as
imitating them. She had been accustomed to be praised for her activity, her
diligence, the due regulation of her expenses, and the exactness with which she
performed all that was intrusted to her; nor could she view lassitude, indolence,
forgetfulness, and inattention, otherwise than as objects of reprehension or ridicule. Her youth, and her natural
disposition, led her more to laugh than to reprove; and her cousins found
themselves rather engaged in repelling her raillery, than in rectifying her
opinions. In all these little disputations, she found a never-failing advocate
in her cousin Charles; who, though he was not a whit behind any of his family in
his pretensions to all that constitutes a man of the ton, for some reasons,
either of his own or his father’s, was willing to conciliate the good opinion
of Caroline, and to uphold, at least in theory, the maxims of prudence,
regularity, and moderation. Caroline, on her side, now first, under the form of
an uncommonly handsome youth of twenty, began to be sensible to the charms
attendant on highly polished manners, and to awaken to the delight that gay and
refined conversation can bestow, and, in consequence, repaid the attentions of
Charles by a partiality that seemed to secure to Lord Enville all that his heart
could wish with respect to the at present alienated property of his sister.
On Caroline’s removal
to London, she first became known to some branches of her father’s family,
which she had hitherto never seen, and of some of whom she had scarcely ever
heard.
Mr. Fitzosborn had had
two brothers. The eldest had never married. His youth had been spent in a state
of constant indisposition, which having taken from him both the power and the
inclination of mixing with the world, had occasioned him to remain almost wholly in
the country. His pleasures were planting and gardening; and looking up “through Nature, unto
Nature’s God,” his mind had become imbued with the strongest religious
principles. He had applied all the energy of a vigorous understanding to the
investigation of the evidence of the Christian religion; and, in consequence,
he considered its truth as little less than demonstrable. What he believed to
be true, he did not suffer to be inoperative; and every action and every
thought was, with him, referred to a gospel rule. As he associated little with
his fellow men, the affections of his heart had never been called into action;
and having, in his own mind, a high standard of right, he thought there was
scarcely a human creature deserving of his love. He had found it easy to
himself to avoid all wandering into forbidden paths; and he therefore concluded
all who thus went astray to be such volunteers in vice, as left them without
excuse. “The Seer of hearts,” would he say, “may balance the temptation with
the crime; parblind man can judge only by the outward act: if the mark is in
the forehead, it is reasonable to conclude that the murder has been committed.”
With him, one established failure in the path of rectitude fixed the character
as vitious; and with vice he would hold no communion: for the anomaly of the
human mind he knew not to make any allowance; and with a heart naturally disposed to
kindness, no one appeared to be less kind.
Caroline’s father has been induced,
in a moment of extreme pecuniary pressure, in consideration of an ample
temporary supply, to join with Mr. Fitzosborn in cutting off the entail of the
family estate; and, from this hour, the elder brother had considered the
younger as no better than another Esau. He had ceased to have any intercourse
with him; nor would he suffer his name to be mentioned before him. “He has sold
his birth-right,” said he, “and is no brother of mine.”
The power, however,
that he had thus gained of disposing of his property, he had used liberally
towards most of the other younger branches of his family; rather, however, as the head of his
house, than as an affectionate relation who rejoices in the participation of
good. He had portioned his sisters bountifully, and established them in the
world; but to his youngest brother he dealt out his kindness with a more
sparing hand. The young man had married imprudently: and Mr. Fitzosborn
observed, that as he had gratified his passions at the expense of his duty, it
was right that he should have an opportunity of feeling the consequence of such
an election. The wife he would not see; objecting to her, that a woman who
overlooks prudence in a matrimonial connexion, must be a slave to the worst
propensities: and when the early death of his brother left her a widow with four children,
with little to subsist on, he relaxed from his rigid rule of right no farther
than to allot to her and her daughters a scanty provision, and to assign them a
small house, in a distant county, as their residence. The boy he put to school,
and gave
him such an education as would enable him to follow the law; but without any
distinction that seemed to point him out as his future heir: on the contrary,
he publickly declared that he would have no regard to blood or name in his
choice of an heir, but that he would alone be determined by the worthiness of the
individual. “The family which has not worth to stand upon, had better fall to
the ground,” said he. From such declarations, and from the whole tenor of his
life, he was considered so much of a humourist, that no one durst promise
themselves that his ample possessions would not become the property of the most
artful of those who were allowed to approach him. For some years past he had
nearly shut himself up from all society, his servants, and people on business,
being the only persons who in general were admitted to see him. The world was,
however, much mistaken in the character of Mr. Fitzosborn. Humourist as he was
supposed to be, no one in fact could be less so; his will was ever dependent upon his principles:
and if there appeared any irregularity in the course of his virtue, it was not
that he ever disregarded the
right line, but that he mistook
it: nor, secluded as he appeared to be, and regardless of all that passed
beyond the confines of his own domain, could there be a more observant or a
more sagacious overlooker of all that passed amongst his expectant relations,
than Mr. Fitzosborn. He knew the characters of each, and how to appreciate and
balance the different merits and claims of the contending candidates for his
favour.
The mistakes of Mr.
Fitzosborn arose not from any deficiency of heart; they arose only from a false
nomenclature. “Severity of punishment,” he called “vindicating the cause of
virtue:” the “fallibility of human nature,” he called “vice;” and “misanthropy,” he called “sitting loose to the world.”
Of Caroline, Mr.
Fitzosborn had scarcely ever heard; and it is probable, if Mrs. Pynsynt had lived, she would never
have engaged his notice. Lord Enville, however, knew what he called the world
much better than his sister had done; and as he had already, in hope, converted
the fortune that she had left Caroline to the uses of his own family, he was
not willing to be so wanting to himself, as to neglect any means which he thought
likely to dispose of the possessions of Mr. Fitzosborn in the same manner.
There was indeed, some difficulty in introducing Caroline to her uncle’s
notice; but the prize was a tempting one, and well worthy of some vigorous
efforts to secure it; nor was Lord Enville a man to be easily turned aside from the path of
interest. He believed, that if Caroline could once enter the doors of Henhurst, the work was done; so much
did he rely upon the charms of ingenuous youth; and so powerful towards the
conciliation of favour did one of the most artful of men feel the influence of
artlessness to be. This step, however, upon which all was to depend, Lord
Enville found it impossible to make. Amongst the numerous family connexions to
which Caroline had been introduced since her arrival in town, there was but one who
was willing, had they been able, to have introduced her at Henhurst. They most
of them hoped that her name would never reach the ear of Mr. Fitzosborn; and while
they continued to show her every polite attention themselves, represented
the impossibility there was of making her known to her uncle. There was,
indeed, one
exception to this general fear of a rival, and this exception was Edward
Fitzosborn, the fatherless boy of the indiscreet brother of Mr. Fitzosborn, who
was now expiating by a laborious profession, little cheered by the bounty of
his uncle, the mistakes of his father.
Edward Fitzosborn had
now had chambers in Lincoln’s-Inn about two years. From being the intimate
friend of Charles Pynsynt, he was in the habits of the most perfect familiarity in Lord
Enville’s family. As the possible heir of Henhurst, this young man had not been
thought wholly unworthy of Lady Enville’s attention; as furnishing, at least, a
resource for the disposal of one of her daughters; but, on the introduction of
Caroline into her house, she had fully agreed with her lord, that the interests
of the family would be better provided for by securing to her Mr. Fitzosborn’s
estate, and marrying her to one of their sons, than by an union of Mr. Edward
Fitzosborn with their daughter Charlotte. She was the more readily led into
this conclusion from there being nothing in the character of Edward that constituted, in the
opinion of Lady Enville, the excellence of man. It is true that he had the
reputation of acute sense, and of much information; of industry in his studies,
of moderation in his pleasures, and of unimpeached rectitude. He was already
considered as being an ornament to his profession: and the grave, the wise, and the good, spoke
of Edward Fitzosborn with approbation: but the grave, the wise, and the good, were
neither the oracles nor the associates of Lady Enville. She thought it
ridiculous in a young man to decline a late engagement because his duty awaited
him at an early hour in the morning; and mean-spirited to limit his expenses by the power he had of
paying his debts. The young ladies had, indeed, a more favourable opinion of
him; for while they candidly confessed that he had “some strange notions,” they contended that nobody made prettier verses, or
looked more like a gentleman; and Charles Pynsynt summed up the whole by
saying, “that Edward Fitzosborn was the worthiest creature breathing.”
How much of each of
these opinions Caroline combined in that which she formed of her cousin, may be
seen hereafter. At present she gave no sign of favour towards him, farther than
sometimes withdrawing her attention from the rattle of Charles, to listen to
the arguments of Edward, and sometimes making him the compliment of giving up
her opinion to his. On his part, he rather seemed to regard her as a younger sister, to
whom his protection was due, than either as a rival in
the competition for his uncle’s
estate, or as a lovely female growing into charms that might make his happiness
dependent on her will. “How I wish my uncle could know Caroline!” would he
sometimes say. “He thinks but indifferently of the rest of us, but he would be
puzzled to find fault with her; she would put his misanthropy to a nonplus.”
Time, however, passed on; and neither the good-natured disinterestedness of Edward, nor the more
politic endeavours of Lord Enville, had advanced Caroline one step in the
knowledge of the elder Mr. Fitzosborn: and so hopeless did Lord Enville
consider her chance of becoming the heiress of Henhurst, that he entirely gave
up the idea of uniting her with his eldest son, and began to turn all his
thoughts to the accomplishing her union with Charles.
Accident, however, did
that for Lord Enville which all his management had failed to accomplish. The
female servant who had attended upon Caroline from her birth, had accompanied
her on her removal to London, and had remained with her for more than two
years. At the end of this period, finding her health decline, she resolved to
return to her native place, and to pass the remainder of her life amongst her
relations. This native place was a village scarcely a mile distant from
Henhurst; and the relation with whom Mrs. Hanbrooke had taken up her residence
was one of the principal tenants of Mr. Fitzosborn. Caroline, who
entertained an almost filial regard for this old servant, had continued to
correspond frequently with her; and learning that she grew daily into worse
health, she was resolved to visit her.
Caroline found no
opposition to her purpose from any one. The distance from town did not exceed
fifty miles, and she intended to pass the single night in which she should be
absent, in the farm house to which she was going, and where she had learnt from
Mrs. Hanbrooke that she could be accommodated. Attended, therefore, only by her
own maid, and in one of Lord Enville’s carriages, Caroline made her little
journey very successfully; and the situation in which she found her friend made
her sincerely rejoice that she had undertaken it. Her complaints had increased
so rapidly, that she was now confined to her bed; and Caroline learnt from the
apothecary, that her life was not likely to be long. The poor woman was so
transported and cheered by the sight and kindness of Caroline, that the latter
naturally feared some bad effects from her quitting so immediately as she had
intended. She therefore resolved to continue where she was, at least for a few days; and
she conveyed the purest delight to the heart of her dying friend, by assuring
her that she would not leave her while she wished her to remain. This was no
long protracted period. Mrs. Hanbrooke drew her last breath within four days
after Caroline’s arrival. This death-bed scene recalled to the mind of Caroline
that which had bereaved her of the friend whom she had always most tenderly
loved, and whose loss she had not found any one in her now more extended circle
of acquaintance in any degree fitted to supply. Indeed, she considered this
second stroke of death as having deprived her of the human being who, next to Mrs. Pynsynt, had
most sincerely loved her, and that she was henceforward to be comparatively
alone in the world.
Her mind saddened with
these thoughts, and with the reflections that they drew after them, she was
sitting, the morning following the death of Mrs. Hanbrooke, in the little
parlour that had been appropriated to her use, when the door opened gently: she
raised her head, expecting to see the servant, and beheld not a woman, but a
little old man. On seeing a lady he started, begged pardon, and seemed to intend to
withdraw; yet stopt, as if he had a right to enter. The farmer, who appeared at
the same instant, hoped his honour would forgive him; said there was a fire in
another room; again hoped to be forgiven; and again desired his honour would
let him show him to the other room. Caroline had risen, on the gentleman’s
hesitation to withdraw; and she now said, with all the sweetness of civil
deference, “I beg I may not be in the gentleman’s way; I will go into my own
room, and I am sure it is more agreeable to the gentleman to be here.” “May I
ask,” said the intruder, “who is this obliging young lady, who is so desirous
to do what is agreeable to an old man?” “Oh your honour,” said the farmer,
“pray don’t be angry; it is Miss Fitzosborn. She is a very obliging young lady
indeed. She came here only for a few days, to look after my sister, who, please your
honour,
was dying, and now she is dead; and the young lady will go away. I believe, my
lady,” turning to Caroline, “I believe you are going away to-day?” “Yes, indeed I
am,” said Caroline, who had by this time discovered in the old man the
misanthropic uncle of whom she had heard; “and I am sure I shall be very sorry
if my having been in this room has been any inconvenience to you, sir.” So saying, she turned to go away. “Stay,
stay, young lady,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “you and I must have a word or two
together. Child, do you know who I am? do you know that I am your uncle?” “I
did not know it, sir, when you entered the room,” returned Caroline; “but I
concluded from Mr. Hanbrooke’s manner that it could be no other, and I really
beg your pardon if I have been any ways troublesome to you.” “Why don’t you
fall on your knees, and ask my blessing, and call me your dear uncle, and tell
me how much you have always loved me?” said Mr. Fitzosborn. Caroline smiled. “I
would ask your blessing, indeed,” replied she, “with all my heart; and though I could
not say that I had always loved you, yet I durst engage to love you for the
time to come, if you would let me; and then, sir, you would be my dear uncle of course you know.” “You
are saucy, I see,” said the old man, smiling upon her, and taking her by the
hand. “I should like to know a little more of you, but I will have nothing to
do with those Envilles—have you any of that tribe with you?” “I have only my
own maid with me,” said Caroline. “I came only for twenty-four hours, merely to
see poor Mrs. Hanbrooke, but she was so ill I could not leave her, and now I am
returning immediately.” “Then you could not pass a night at Henhurst, if I were
to invite you?” said Mr. Fitzosborn. “I can do any thing that you wish me to
do, sir,” said Caroline, “and I shall be happy to receive your commands.” “Well
then, go into your own room till I have finished my business with Hanbrooke
here, and then be ready to accompany me to Henhurst; to-morrow you shall return
to town.”
Caroline withdrew, as
she was ordered, and scarcely knew whether to be sorry or glad that accident
had introduced her to a person of whom she had heard so whimsical a character,
and whom she did not know whether, she ought to consider as a worthy or
unworthy person. Her three years’ residence in the family of Lord Enville had
given her a but too sufficient insight into the selfishness of human nature;
and she had but too frequently heard the difficulties that some of her
relations had raised to the introduction of her at Henhurst imputed to their fear of her as a
rival in the favour of its master, to be unaware that her visit to him would be
considered by all her connexions as an event of importance, and her conduct
upon the occasion as an object of severe scrutiny. Hitherto she had scarcely
bestowed a thought on the bickerings and gossipings that the opposite interests
of the different parties concerned had given rise to; and the only wish that she had ever
entertained upon the subject was, that Edward Fitzosborn should be her uncle’s
heir: but she now felt that she should from henceforth be considered as one of
the contending parties; and she shrunk from the ill-will, envy, and evil
imputations that she saw she should be exposed to.
The hour that Mr.
Fitzosborn spent with Mr. Hanbrooke, was occupied by Caroline in reflections such as
these: and when she obeyed her uncle’s summons to accompany him to his
carriage, they had spread over her face an air of thoughtfulness almost to
sadness. “You don’t look pleased,” said he, the moment he saw her: “if you repent your promise, I will leave you where
you are.” “No indeed,” replied Caroline fervently, “that is not the case.”
“Well then,” said he, “let me see you smile; for surely you are innocent, and smiles become
innocence.” In fact, Caroline had soon reason to smile, for nothing could
exceed the good-humoured pleasure that her uncle seemed to take in her company.
The old housekeeper saw with surprise a young lady accompany her master into
the house; and this astonishment was increased in a high degree, when she
received orders to prepare a room for the new guest. This surprise seemed to
spread itself through the whole household, and she perceived that she was
considered as an object of general curiosity. Caroline, on her part, looked
around with equal wonder. She was surrounded by magnificence; but it was
magnificence grown grey,—all was stately and gloomy: and when her uncle led her into the
dining-room, and placed her at the head of the table, she beheld, prepared for
two people, a hecatomb, rather than a dinner. The first entrance into this
ancient habitation had reminded her of the seclusion and privacy that had
pervaded her favourite residence in Somersetshire: but the simplicity, the
freedom and unceremonious order which was observed there, formed a striking
contrast to the magnificence, the restraint, and stately subordination that
seemed to prevail at Henhurst.
Her uncle was, however,
with her, perfectly easy and familiar; and seemed resolved to try both her
understanding and her heart, by putting her upon giving her opinion; not only
of every individual of the Fitzosborn family, her father excepted, but of all
the Envilles. Caroline acquitted herself in this difficult task so much to her
uncle’s satisfaction, that, when he parted with her at night, he touched her
cheek with his lips, and said, “Good night, child; it is a pity the world should spoil thee; at present thou hast less of original sin than
any one I ever conversed with.” When they met at breakfast, Mr. Fitzosborn
appeared more grave and thoughtful than he had been the evening before: at first he
spoke little; and Caroline took care not to interrupt his reflections even by
her attentions. At length he said, “I have been thinking whether I should like
to keep you with me; but I believe it is better not: you would, of course, be
tired in this dull place, shut up with an old man, for I see no company; and I
should not intend to make you what perhaps you might think would be a
recompense. You will not be my heir; you are rich enough for a woman; and are
but too sure, as it is, to be the prey of somebody who will love your money
better than yourself. I shall not increase your danger. So you see you would
get nothing by shutting yourself up here, and therefore I think we had better
part to-day.” “All I should wish for,” returned Caroline, “in shutting myself
up with you, as you call it, sir, would be, that I might add to the pleasure of
your life; and if you think that my remaining with you will do so, I have no
doubt but my father will consent to my removing to Henhurst.” “I have no doubt
but he would,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn with a frown. “I know his motives. But
don’t mention your father to me: he is no brother of mine. He has enabled me to
leave my estate as I choose to leave it, and I tell you this will not be to
you: and having fully considered the matter, here we will part: only promise
me, if I feel a desire once again to see the human countenance undisfigured by
the bad passions of the human heart, that you will come to me whenever I send
for you.” “You may depend upon it that I will,” said Caroline. “And I do assure
you, sir, with infinitely more pleasure after the declaration that you have made, than I could have done
before: because now I shall not only be sure of myself, that I am not swayed by
an improper motive, but I shall be able to convince all my friends that there
is nothing interested in the duty that I wish to pay you.” “I charge you,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn in a raised voice, “not to mention to a human creature what I have
said to you.
I will have all those whom uncertainty can
torture, left in uncertainty; it is what they deserve. And though I tell you
who will not be my heir, I do not
tell you who will.” Caroline had
the name of her cousin Edward on her lips; but she felt that it did not become
her to dictate, and she suffered it not to escape.
Mr. Fitzosborn, who
considered fifty miles as a long journey, hastened the carriage, lest Caroline
should be late in town; and, as he touched her lips at parting, he put on her
finger a very valuable diamond ring. “Take this to remember me by,” said he,
“it was my mother’s; she was a good woman: when you are tired of being good, send it me
back again.” “Rather,” said Caroline, “my dear uncle, when you hear any thing
of me which you disapprove, do you send for your ring again;
and oh, how much do I wish that
you could see and hear all I do and say, that while I retained the ring, I
might be sure that I was not doing wrong!” “Child,” said Mr. Fitzosborn
sternly, “this is flattery: you have your bible and your conscience, it is
enough—if you transgress against those two guides, you will not have the plea
of ignorance to allege; and while you do not return the ring, I will believe
that you are worthy to wear it.” An involuntary tear dropt from Caroline’s eye
upon the old man’s hand as he said these words: he seemed surprised.—“Well,”
added he, “I see that you are a tender plant: God keep you alike from too much
storm, or
sunshine; some of each you must be exposed to, or those qualities, which look
so like virtues in you now, will never grow beyond good
dispositions.—Farewell!”
Caroline, on having
informed Lady Enville of her intention to remain with Mrs. Hanbrooke, had
desired that no expectation of her return to town at any precise time might be
entertained: but she promised to do so the first hour she could, consistent
with her attention to her dying friend. She was well aware that the day and
night passed at Henhurst would not be considered as an unpardonable
infringement of this promise: she had, therefore, no
apprehensions of being ill
received on her reappearance in Grosvenor Square. It happened, however, that her father,
on being apprised where she was gone, and for what purpose, was by no means
pleased with the expedition. He called every day at Lord Enville’s with an
earnest inquiry after her; and was, by her lengthened stay, become entirely out
of humour with her. The feelings that had led his daughter to the sick-bed of a
faithful servant, and which still detained her there, were of no estimation in
his eyes; and he could not help reproaching Lord Enville with the ineligible
consequences of the lessons which she had received from Mrs. Pynsynt. In the
evening of the sixth day from Caroline’s departure from town, Mr. Fitzosborn
was sitting with Lord and Lady Enville, all warmly disputing as to the propriety of
having permitted the indulgence of so romantic a fancy, as Mr. Fitzosborn called the visit to Mrs.
Hanbrooke; but all agreeing, that if Caroline did not return that night, Lady
Enville should go herself the next day into Kent, and bring her back with her: Mr. Fitzosborn
at the same time promising to indemnify himself for the uneasiness that her absence had
occasioned, by the severity of the reproof which he resolved to bestow upon her
when she returned. Indeed these three well-bred people had talked themselves
into so ill a humour, and had so inflamed their minds against poor Caroline and
each other, that when her carriage stopt at the door of Lord Enville’s house,
they thought only of who should receive her in the most disobliging manner.
Caroline, whose mind, since she had quitted Henhurst, had been wholly occupied with
what had passed in her interview with her uncle, and the effect that this
interview would have upon so many, on whose temper and dispositions depended so
much of the comfort of her life, had never once thought of the displeasure that
awaited her, and which, on entering Lord Enville’s drawing-room, she saw so plainly marked in every
countenance.
“If this,” began Lady
Enville, the moment she saw her; “if this is the fruit of my indulgence”—“It
is the fruit,” broke in Mr. Fitzosborn, “of making young ladies independent at
eighteen; but I can tell you, madam,”—“Pray,” interrupted Lord Enville, “let
Caroline tell us; let us hear what she has to say in her defence: pray, child,
what can have induced you to make so preposterous a sojourn with that foolish
old Hanbrooke?”
Caroline, astonished by
a reception so contrary to any thing that she had looked for, was going humbly
to inquire what was her offence, when the mention of her lost friend in terms
so contemptuous, brought the tears into her eyes, and at the same time gave something of
the quickness of resentment to her spirit; and she replied, without any
deprecation or apology, “I have been at Henhurst.” The famous, “It was this day
I conquered Hannibal,” could not have had a more powerful effect in repelling
accusation, than had these few words of Caroline. The effect upon the nerves of
her accusers was evident as it was instantaneous: they each shrunk back, as if
into themselves; and retreating a few paces from her, all with one voice repeated,
“Have been at Henhurst! Well, and what, and how?”—“Give me leave to sit down,”
said Caroline, “and I will tell you every thing.” “Sit down by me, my love,”
said Lady Enville; “but first you must have some refreshment; have you dined?”
“I have not had any thing since I left Henhurst,” said Caroline; “but not
because I had no refreshment in my power; for my uncle, who considers fifty
miles on the high road between London and Henhurst as a very formidable
pilgrimage, ordered me such store of good things into the carriage, as would be
sufficient for my sustenance for a week to come.” As she said this, she
accidentally pulled off her glove: Lady Enville instantly espied the ring:
“Bless me, my dear, what’s that? I never saw you wear that ring before.” “My uncle
gave it me,” said Caroline. “It was my mother’s,” cried
Mr. Fitzosborn; “it was a part of
the family jewels; with what delight do I see it on your finger! I hail it as
the auspice that the estate will follow.” “Indeed, sir,” replied Caroline, “my uncle gave it me
with a very different intention; and I assure you I have no more reason to
expect to be his heir than I had before my visit to Henhurst.” “Tell us,
however, all about it,” said he: and her impatient auditors now gathering about
her, made her enter into the most minute detail of every action, word, or look
of the old man. They would, too, have been glad to have had an exact inventory
of all the moveables at Henhurst; but in this Caroline could not indulge them,
not even so far as to satisfy her father whether such and such particular
pieces of plate and furniture had escaped the general pillage. “For no doubt
his servants rob him every day,” said Mr. Fitzosborn. “Upon my word,” said
Caroline, “there is no appearance of any such robbing; I never observed any
household that appeared more under the command of the master of the house. My uncle, apparently, sees
and acts for himself on all occasions, and is to be obeyed with a promptitude
and respect that is not usually seen. And as to depredations, the whole house,
as far as I saw, is fully and magnificently furnished; and,” added she, with a
smile, “the furniture seems as if it stood just where it has done for the last
fifty years.” “So much the better, so much the better,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “there will
be fine
rummaging: but when do you go again, my dear? I suppose, now your uncle has once seen you, he
will scarcely bear you out of his sight.” “He does not seem to have any such
predilection for my company,” returned Caroline: “however, I thought I might
venture to promise him your permission, sir, to attend him whenever he wished
to see me.” “Undoubtedly. Poor Edward! I would not give him a pinch of snuff
for his chance.” As Mr. Fitzosborn said this, poor
Edward entered the room; and all, except Caroline, were eager to
tell him of the important event that had taken place, and of the high favour
that Caroline was in with her uncle. Edward heard all this without the smallest
change of countenance, or a single pulse beating faster or slower: but turning
to Caroline, he said, a sun-beam of benevolence then spreading itself over his features, “I congratulate you
with all my soul, my dear cousin; but I congratulate others more than I do you; for, had you
all the world’s wealth, it would only be used in doing good.” Caroline blushed, and said, “Edward,
you might equally have spared your congratulations and your compliments, they
are both equally unfounded: I have no reason to believe that I shall be my
uncle’s heir; and if I were to be so, I have no confidence in myself that I
should use his riches worthily.” The party was now increased by the return of
the young people from their dinner engagements, and Caroline was obliged to go
over again the story of the visit to Henhurst.
From this evening, in
spite of all Caroline’s assertions to the contrary, she was generally
considered, by every member of her own and the Enville family, as the undoubted
heir of the “old man.” It signified nothing to disclaim any such expectation on
her part, such disclaimings were treated as finesse and art; and many of those
who felt themselves the most disappointed by the allotment, which yet they were
so ready to make of Mr. Fitzosborn’s property, did not scruple to insinuate
that the visit to Mrs. Hanbrooke was all a pretence, under which Caroline had
designed, and had succeeded in forcing herself upon her uncle’s notice. In the
mean-time poor Caroline gained nothing by her supposed good fortune, but an
additional weight of envy and ill will, and a clearer insight into the bad part
of human nature. Nor was this made more evident by the taunts and sarcasms of
those who believed that she stood in the way of their interest, than by the
increased deference and attention that she met with from the Enville family. Of
this family, the only individual on whom her brilliant prospects did not seem
to have any effect, was Charles Pynsynt. So far from becoming more assiduous in his
attentions, he was, from about this time, more and more careless in his manners
towards her, and less at home than he had ever before been. The time, however,
was now passed, if indeed it had ever existed, in which this estrangement on
the part of Charles could have caused Caroline any mortification. A more
general acquaintance with the other sex had taught her that he was not the only
young man of graceful manners, or of gay conversation; and if, on comparison
between the lively good humour of Charles, and the supercilious coxcombry of
Mr. Pynsynt, Caroline gave the palm to the younger brother, yet there were
others, who, in her mind, as far excelled Charles in all that pleases the fancy
and warms the heart, as Charles excelled Mr. Pynsynt in all the lighter graces
of familiar intercourse. Indeed, her ripened understanding had enabled her so
to appreciate his character, that, upon the whole, she found in him more to
pity and condemn than to admire. If her vanity might still be supposed to find
some mortification in this falling off of one of her admirers, she had,
perhaps, in the eye of her companions, more than an indemnification in the
increased adulation and solicitude of another. Mr. Pynsynt had hitherto, of all
the family, been the least desirous to conciliate Caroline. He had often
treated her with neglect, and had even shown some disposition to mortify her;
but now his manner was wholly changed. He was scarcely ever from her side; and,
when there, endeavoured to retain her ear and win her heart by the softest and
most insinuating flattery: but if she had been little pleased with his former
treatment, she was disgusted with his present manner. If before she had
regarded him as an impertinent coxcomb, she now considered him as equally mean
and mercenary. How did Edward Fitzosborn shine upon the comparison!—If, as Mr.
Pynsynt, he did not seem to regard her more, neither did he, as Charles, seem
to seek her less. He was still the same obliging companion, the same easy
unrestrained relation, the same sincere monitor, which she had always found
him. They were, in fact, the only individuals of their family who were not swayed
by a pecuniary bias; and they found, in the similarity of their sentiments, an
interest and mutual attraction, of which they had not till now been sensible.
The years which had passed since Caroline first saw Edward, had not, with him,
been time thrown away: the promise of excellence which he then gave had been
fulfilled: the small circle was extended; his reputation had taken a wider
range. The first men in his profession thought themselves
honoured by distinguishing him;
the social dinner wanted its best attraction when he was absent; the ladies
called him “Sauvage,” but thought
him charming; and he had found the means of defending and befriending so many
in the lower classes, that, had he been a citizen of Athens, he might have been
in danger of banishment from the repetition of his praises. None of his
good qualities were lost upon Caroline, nor did it appear that he was blind to
hers. He gave his full credit for her disavowal of any expectation of her
uncle’s property; and, in discussing together the old man’s character, they
agreed in their conclusion, that the issue of the hopes and fears of every one
would be the disappointment of all. “My uncle,” said Caroline, “is not the
whimsical mortal that he is supposed to be: caprice will not dispose of his estate;
but so many qualifications and so many circumstances must unite in the person
whom he would think worthy of being his heir, that, in mere despair of finding
what he wishes, he will probably fix upon one who will be most distant from all
that he would have chosen.” “For my own part,” said Edward, “I waste not a
thought upon the subject. My uncle has given me the means of providing for
myself, and for this I sincerely thank him: I will make use of those means
while they are in my power, and leave, even as to my wishes, the future in that
obscurity, in which, after all our attempts to raise the veil, every thing
future is involved.”
A few months had passed
since the visit to Henhurst; and affairs were in the above situation, when, on
the return of Lord Enville’s family from their country habitation, Caroline
completed her eighteenth year. According to Mrs. Pynsynt’s will, she was by her
faithful trustee put in full possession of the property left her by that lady.
The affluence which the uncontrolled expenditure of so ample an income gave
her, awakened Caroline to new duties and new cares. She had been the almoner of
Mrs. Pynsynt, and by her hands had been distributed those ample charities which
had been bestowed on all around her. Accompanied by Mrs. Hanbrooke, she had also been
accustomed personally to visit the poor and the sick; and of every indulgence
granted by her aunt, she had felt none dearer than the privilege of doing so.
On her removal to town, she had been extremely surprised to find that such cares made no part of
the economy of Lord Enville’s family. She had questioned Hanbrooke on the subject; but
that prudent woman contented herself with reminding her young lady, “that every
body had ways of their own, and that it was not according to Christian charity
to search into the secrets of others.” The perfect humility which had been
implanted in the mind of Caroline, and the deference to all who were older than
herself in which she had been brought up, occasioned her, even thankfully, to
receive such admonitory hints from a servant whom she considered as wiser and
better than herself, and to whom she had been, for many years of her life,
accountable for her conduct. But, as Caroline grew older, she easily perceived,
without any breach of that Christian charity which Mrs. Hanbrooke had warned
her against,
what “the way” of Lord and Lady Enville, with respect to alms-giving, really was; and she
felt fully
assured, that it was not such as would give her any assistance in the little plans that
she was forming for the regular expenditure of her increased income: nor could
she expect more help from her young female cousins. They said, papa and mamma
took care of all such matters: they were sure papa subscribed to every thing
that every body else did; and, when they were in the country, mamma gave, at Christmas, flannel
and shoes, and they supposed the cook gave broth. No doubt every thing was done
that was right of that sort; but it was not their business: and mamma said
herself it was quite extraordinary how they could dress so elegantly, and run
so little in debt.—“To be sure,” they would sometimes add, “if they were as
rich as Caroline, they should be so happy to be generous! and to do like Lady
Elizabeth, who was always giving caps and pretty things to those of her young
acquaintance who had not so much money.”
Caroline wanted no such
hints as these to draw her bounty towards her cousins; but such gifts she did
not place to the account of charity, and she was resolved that they should not
encroach on that which was legitimately so. She had other cousins, whom, though
she had never seen, she was inclined to love better than those whom she had
seen; and these were the mother and sisters of Edward. Their wants she knew to
be more serious than “a change of pretty caps” could be. The
limited stipend that the elder Mr. Fitzosborn had thought sufficient for their
support, and which he thought liberal, because it was more, he said, than they
had a right to expect, the accumulating price upon all the necessaries of life, and
the increased expense attendant upon the growth of human beings, had rendered
so disproportionate to the real wants of poor Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn, that she
was not only obliged to abridge her daughters of every gratification suitable
to their age and rank in life; but was, notwithstanding every prudent effort on
her part, so much distressed, that she lived in perpetual dread of contracting
debts that she should be unable to pay, and which would also rise up in
condemnation against her with Mr. Fitzosborn. She well knew that he would
consider her not living upon what would scarcely find her family food and
clothes, as a fresh offence, and as an additional reason why he should do
nothing more for her. Never, indeed, had any one paid more dearly than poor
Mrs. Edward
Fitzosborn for a single act of indiscretion! for, except an imprudent marriage,
at the
early age of eighteen, her whole life had been irreproachable. During the
lifetime of her husband she had been an affectionate and frugal wife; and since
his death a most exemplary mother; bearing her own deprivations and sorrows
with humility and resignation, and instructing her children in every duty which
could render the present life more comfortable, or best secure the happiness of
that which was to come. Happily for Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn, the rigid justice
that makes “the fault its own punishment,” and that “visits the sins of the
fathers upon the children,” was not the favourite morality of Caroline. As she
loved the reported virtues of Mrs. Fitzosborn, so she most feelingly pitied her
distresses;
and the first use that she resolved to make of her affluence, was to testify
her sense of the one, and to relieve the other. She felt herself at a loss,
however, to determine both the amount of the sum that she ought to give, and
the best means of giving it. Caroline had no romance in her disposition; she
aimed not at doing things “prettily:” she hated mystery and concealment of
every kind: what she knew was right to be done, she did plainly and openly: but
not being confident in her own powers of judgement, as to the best method of
doing it, she was frequently led to ask advice of those whom she thought wiser
than herself. She would, however, as soon have consulted with the blind on the
choice of colours, as with any of the Envilles on the assistance that she was meditating to give to
Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn. Of her and her daughters they never spoke, but
with contempt; and would not have failed of being extremely jealous of such a
channel for a bounty which they wished to flow wholly to their own advantage.
Edward was accustomed to be her counsellor and adviser upon most occasions; but upon this subject she
could not apply to him. Her father was in all respects her proper confident in
this matter, and she was not able
to account agreeably to herself for the reluctance she felt in making him so.
“I see him so seldom, and never alone,” said she to herself: but she was conscious, as she said so, that
this was not her reason for not consulting him. “Mrs. Fitzosborn is so
repulsive,” added she; and she was aware that she only wandered from the point. “To be sure he
would be extremely happy to have his brother’s children made comfortable,”
continued she, encouraging herself, “and he is himself so affluent”—the current
of thought was checked, it flowed into another channel, and poor Caroline
pursued it till she had convinced herself that there was not a more improper
person existing than her father, to be her confident on this occasion. What was
then to be done? Nothing? or should she act wholly from herself? She resolved
on the latter; and reproaching herself for the time already lost in these
fruitless deliberations, she instantly wrote the following letter.
“Dear
Madam,
“The relationship in
which I have the honour to stand to you, will, I flatter myself, render
unnecessary any apology for the contents of this letter. You may probably have
heard that the partial kindness of my aunt Pynsynt has made me affluently
independent at a much earlier period than the laws of England have supposed it prudent
to entrust power into the hands of youth. I have not the vanity to imagine
myself a just exception to such a rule; and I feel all the weight of the
responsibility that results from having been made such. In these circumstances,
you will be aware that nothing can be so acceptable to me, as the appropriating
a part of my income to a purpose, of the rectitude and propriety of which no one can admit a
doubt. You must therefore forgive me, my dear madam, if I have so far consulted
my own pleasure, as to have taken the liberty to enclose you notes for three
hundred pounds. A similar sum shall be paid you annually, in regular half yearly dividends.
“I beg leave to present
my affectionate regards to my cousins; and
“I
am, dear Madam,
“Yours
very respectfully,
“CAROLINE
FITZOSBORN.”
The pleasure that
results from a consciousness of well-doing, was still throbbing at her heart,
and beaming from her eyes, when Caroline met her father in the drawing-room.
They were accidentally alone; and on her tenderly regretting that she had of late
seldom seen him, he answered, “I cannot see you in this house with any
satisfaction, watched as you are by these greedy Envilles, each striving who
shall get the most out of you. I am determined, if possible, to take you home
to me.” “I fear, sir,” replied Caroline, “such a step would not contribute to your domestic
happiness; for, let me do what I will, I find that I cannot conciliate Mrs.
Fitzosborn.”
“Domestic happiness!”
repeated Mr. Fitzosborn, contemptuously; “not conciliate Mrs. Fitzosborn!” Yes,
yes, Caroline, you have the means in your power to conciliate Mrs. Fitzosborn.”
“I shall be much obliged to you to point them out,” said Caroline; “but it
really appears to me that she has quite an aversion to me.” “An aversion, I
grant you, to charging herself with the care of a girl before she was out of her nursery; but
the case is now altered. You are woman grown now, Caroline; and, as your good
aunt has sufficiently shown, in the opinion of some people, at years of
discretion.” “I hope,” said Caroline, “I have so much discretion as to refer
myself to the judgment of others, rather than to depend upon my own; and if so,
I trust no great evil will result from my kind aunt’s too partial favour.” “Well, that’s
well said,” returned Mr. Fitzosborn: “and on whose judgment ought you to rely more than on a father’s?” “I
hope,
sir,” said Caroline, “I have never given you reason to think there was any
other opinion that I preferred to yours?” “I don’t say what you have done: let us see what you will do. And now tell me what has your sagacity discovered
as to the designs that Lord and Lady Enville have upon you?” “Designs?” replied
Caroline; “really, sir I do not understand you.” “Why, do you not see that they mean you to
marry their son Charles? And do you not hear that every body says that you are
to marry him?” “No, indeed; neither the one nor the other,” replied Caroline; “and I do
assure you, sir, that if such were their designs they would not succeed.”
“What, you like the elder brother better?” said her father. “To this I possibly
might have no objection: and, since it has been known that you are to be
your uncle’s heir, I have observed that he has been very assiduous about you.
If this could be brought to bear, I shall like it very well; but remember, I
will never consent to your marrying Charles, or any other poor man.” “My
marrying,” returned Caroline, colouring, “is not in question; and I again and
again assure you, sir, that if it depends upon my being my uncle’s heir, it
will never take place.” “Pshaw, nonsense! Child, child, I know the world a
little too well not to see through all these modest disclaimings. You will as
surely be mistress of Henhurst, as it is fact that I ought to be its master:
and though I certainly do not lament any dereliction on my brother’s part by
which you benefit; yet, Caroline, I think I have some right to a consideration
from you for what you deprive me of.” “My dear sir,” said Caroline, trembling,
“why should we discuss this matter? my uncle is still alive, and, to all
appearance, likely to live; and surely the youngest of us all cannot be
justified in trusting to survivorship. Let us not disturb our minds with
contingencies. I hope that you do not doubt but that whenever I have the power,
I shall not fail in the will to do all you wish me.” “You are not wholly
without the power now, and——.” As he was proceeding, the entrance of company broke up the conference,
to the great relief of Caroline, who had caught from this conversation a
glimpse of her father’s character that filled her with very painful
apprehensions.
When he bade her good
night, he said in a whisper, “Think of what I have said of your quitting this
house, and do not fear the barking that may greet you at mine: take my word you have a
sop that will silence Cerberus.”
Caroline retired to her
pillow with much cause for uneasy reflection. She saw clearly that she
should have claims made upon her that she should be equally unwilling to comply
with or to resist: and the arrangement that she had made in her own mind for
the expenditure of her income, with all the heart-felt pleasures which she had
promised to
herself from the generous uses to which she had appropriated it, faded from her
imagination, and she already saw it ingulphed by the never satisfied plan of
selfish extravagance. She rejoiced that she had secured her gift to Mrs. Fitzosborn. The letter was
gone, she had given her promise, and she said to herself exultingly, “It cannot
be recalled.”
Lord Enville saw, even
more clearly than Caroline, all the consequences that were to be apprehended from the
depredatory disposition of Mr. Fitzosborn; and he was equally aware how unequal
Caroline was to the effort of preserving her property from the rapine of a
parent: he was therefore impatient so to unite her interest with his own, as to
give him a right to defend it: or, in other words, he wished to become the
depredator himself, and to place the spoil out of Mr. Fitzosborn’s reach. The
only objection to the proceeding immediately to the securing his point, was an
apprehension that the elder Mr. Fitzosborn might disapprove of the marriage of
his niece with the younger son of a needy nobleman; and that the consequence of
too greedily seizing some hundreds a year, might be the loss of as many
thousands. He had, however, learnt from Caroline the indifference that her
uncle had expressed towards all the honours, riches, and pleasures of this life; with the
paramount value that he gave to moral and religious worth: he therefore
thought, that if he could secure Caroline’s affections on his side, he might by
her means succeed in persuading a man who knew so little of what was going on
in this world as he supposed Mr. Fitzosborn to do, that Charles was a paragon of
sobriety, rectitude, and virtue. He had observed Charles had lately been more
remiss in his attentions to his fair cousin than formerly: but imputing this
rather to accident than design, or perhaps to the indifference which is the
offspring of security, he waited only for Charles’s return from an excursion on
which he had been for some little time, to open his whole plan to him, and the
reasons which called for its being carried into immediate execution: nor did he
doubt his ready and earnest concurrence in all he wished. From Caroline’s first
entrance into the family there had been a tacit understanding between the
father and the son; and Lord Enville had lately had some reasons to believe
that a settlement in life, which would at least procure him a present flow of
ready money, would at this time be particularly acceptable to him. As to
Caroline, he considered her as so wholly in their power, and (to say truth) of
so dull an apprehension as to her own interests, that he foresaw no
difficulties on that side, and doubted not but that the fervent love-making of
a handsome young man would carry all before it. Of the consequences of any opposition
from Mr. Fitzosborn he did not dream; for as Caroline had no expectation of any
pecuniary advantage from her father, it did not occur to Lord Enville that she
could have any motive for sacrificing her inclinations
to his. While these thoughts were
passing in Lord Enville’s breast, Caroline was fearfully awaiting a farther
explanation from her father; but he did not appear again in Grosvenor Square for some days, nor did
Caroline receive any answer from Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn to the letter she had
written. She had begun a little to wonder at the latter circumstance; when
being alone one evening, and having begun to take her coffee, the door opened,
and Edward walked in. He approached her with an emotion wholly unusual with him.—“How fortunate, my
dear cousin, to find you alone! But what have you done? What an extraordinary
person you are!” “What have I
done?” said Caroline, surprised, and not at that moment thinking of her bounty to Mrs.
Fitzosborn. “What have you done?” repeated Edward; “you have given away the
fifth part of your income to poor relations whom you never saw in your life!” “They have
not the less claim upon me,” said Caroline, blushing; “and I should be sorry that what
appears to me so simple, should appear extraordinary to you.” “Then, my dear
cousin,” said he, looking on her with ineffable delight, “I am afraid that you
must be sorry; for I do assure you my whole experience does not furnish me with
such another act of indiscretion as that which you have been guilty
of.”—“Indiscretion! Edward?” “Must we soften the word?” said he, smiling;
“Shall we call it miscalculation?” “I am not inclined to call it one or the
other,” said Caroline; “and I doubt whether all your prudence, and superior
skill in arithmetic, can convict me of either.” “Have you calculated all the
wants of a fine lady?” said Edward. “Do you know the calls that will be made
upon your vanity, upon your taste, upon your senses?” “I have calculated the
wants of a human creature,” replied Caroline. “As to my vanity, I intend to
keep it upon
very meagre fare; and as to my taste and my senses, I have consulted them both
upon this occasion, and they are fully satisfied.” “Then,” said Edward, “the
tear that glistens in the eye of gratitude, outshines, with you, the water of
the brilliant; and the incense of affection exhales a sweeter perfume than the
otto of roses.” “Pray let us talk prose,” said Caroline. “If I have had it in
my power to relieve in any degree the pressure that rendered the life of near
relations
uneasy, I assure you I have given myself the greatest pleasure I can know.”
“Take, then, the pleasure which you so well deserve,” said Edward, presenting
her a letter; “and may it be multiplied a hundred fold on every action of your life!” Caroline took
the letter; and as the tear strayed down her cheek on reading the animated
expressions of gratitude and affection which her bounty had called from the
warm heart of Mrs. Fitzosborn, Edward stood contemplating her with such looks
of love and delight, as, when she raised her eye to his, on having finished the perusal of the
letter, dyed her cheeks with the deepest blushes. “It is too much, indeed!” said
she. “Your mother, Edward, values the little I have done for her much too
highly.” “That is impossible,” said Edward: “but, my dear cousin, let us talk a
little seriously upon this matter; for though I could fall down, and do all but
worship you for your kindness to my mother, yet I cannot suffer your heart to run away
with your judgment, without endeavouring to restore the reins to the hands which ought always to
hold them.” “Spoke like my Lord Chancellor himself!” said Caroline. “Well, my
lord, I am ready to plead at your bar.” “May I then ask,” said Edward, “upon
what calculation you have gone, when you have alienated the fifth part of your
income so absolutely and irrecoverably as I know you will consider your promise
of a continuance of your bounty to have done? Have you considered not only your
present occasions for money, but those future contingencies which you ought so
properly to look to?” “This is really a very pretty catechism,” said Caroline;
“and I am not sure that my answer will satisfy so close an inquisitor; yet I
have satisfied myself that I have
drawn a very logical conclusion from very evident principles: and thus I have done it:—Here am I, Caroline
Fitzosborn, the uncontrolled and absolute mistress of a clear fifteen hundred
pounds a year, besides a ready money thousand or two not taken into the account. Three
hundred of the above sum afford me the protection and accommodation that I and
my two servants enjoy under this roof: I have been for the two last years as fine
as I ever wish to be, for one hundred pounds each year; and I am lavish enough to
myself, to allow another fifty pounds for any calls that my fancy, or, if you
please, my vanity, may make. My servants may, perhaps, cost me another fifty. And thus, in the first
instance, all absolute wants are supplied. If I have indulged myself in the appropriation of three
hundred pounds to the comforts of some of my nearest connexions, I have still
seven hundred pounds per annum to answer any demands that either my virtues or
my vices may make; and I trust that neither are so exorbitant, but that I can
fully satisfy them from such a fund. So much, my dear cousin, for the
calculations that refer to the present hour. As to the contingencies that you
speak of, I have no very clear notion to what they refer: but if what I have
parted with lessens my value in the eyes of any one who professes to regard me,
I have certainly cheaply purchased a knowledge of the kind of merit to which they were attached.
I am confident that I have retained sufficient for all that can contribute to
my own happiness; and when I have another home to seek, remember that I have
only to turn my eyes to dear Somersetshire, where a beautiful little country
house awaits me, and where I know I can live to my heart’s content upon less
than I have left myself. Such is my defence. I await the
judgment of the court.”
Edward, astonished and
enraptured by the disclosure of such an union of warm feelings and correct
judgment, stood for a moment silent, not venturing to trust his voice. Then, “Oh my
too dangerous cousin!” broke he out: but, checking himself: “Dear Caroline, you
have more than acquitted yourself: forgive my investigating spirit; forgive my
having doubted for an instant that you could reason as well as you could feel. Yet
suffer me to ask one more question; Does Lord Enville, does my uncle, know what you have
done?” “They do not,” said Caroline; “and I am aware that I may seem to deserve
censure for having acted in such a matter without the opinion of those who are
naturally the guides of my conduct and the guardians of my character; and if
you are inclined to indulge this censure, I must at present submit to it, for
on this part of my conduct I can enter into no defence.” Edward’s heart again swelled within
him at this fresh proof of the mingled frankness and delicate prudence of his
lovely cousin; he had certainly never thought her half so lovely before: yet a sudden
consciousness, or recollection, or some other cause, overshadowed his brow with
a sadness that did not escape her observation; and she said, “I see you think I
have done wrong?” “No, indeed I do not—I think—no matter what I think—Dearest Caroline, how shall I ever thank you enough
for what you have done for my mother and sisters! Did you know the worthy
hearts that you have lightened of an almost insupportable burthen, you would be
still happier than you are in this indulgence of your praiseworthy feelings.” “I mean to
procure myself this happiness,” said Caroline; “for I shall certainly make
myself acquainted with my aunt and cousins.” Edward made no reply; and indeed
he seemed to be so absorbed in thought, and so little inclined to conversation,
that Caroline thought it would be a relief to him to be reminded of the hour.
“You are right,” said he, rising; “it is time for me to retire to my solitary
chambers, and there to bed, with what appetite for sleep I may:” and so saying,
he bade her good night, and left her, not perfectly satisfied with the latter
part of their conversation.
Lord Enville, who now
expected the return of his son to town in a few hours, thought it time in some
degree to open his designs to Mr. Fitzosborn; rather, however, by way of
showing him that no opposition would avail, than as seeking his concurrence.
For this purpose he called at his house at an hour when he knew it was probable
that he should find him at home, and he was accordingly admitted into his
dressing-room.
After a little
indifferent chat, he said, carelessly, “I see plainly that this affair between
Caroline and Charles will soon come to an issue; and I really do not know what
you and I can do with a high-spirited and independent girl of eighteen, and a
young man, who, I am ashamed to confess, has always had his own way, but let
them please themselves, and make every thing as easy to them as we can.” “What affair?” said Mr. Fitzosborn,
affecting a surprise he did not feel. “Why, the fancy—the
love—the liking—the—I don’t know
what to call it, that they have taken to each other. It is not to be supposed
that they will postpone much longer the gratification of it, now Caroline has
her fortune in her own power; and, upon my word, I should be puzzled to find a
reasonable cause for opposition to their wishes.” “I should find no such
difficulty,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn; “but this is the first time I ever heard
of their wishes, nor do I believe that Caroline entertains any on the subject.”
“My dear sir,” returned Lord Enville, “you are not a man, not to see what is
going on before your eyes. I am sure I have always believed that you knew more
of the matter than myself; and yet it is pretty plain to me where Caroline’s inclinations point.” “Not,
I think, to your son Charles,” said Mr. Fitzosborn: “and if they do, she must
teach them to change their direction, for I shall never consent to her becoming
a beggar.” “Nay,” rejoined Lord Enville, “the match can be no object with me:
but there is no fear of beggary if she marry Charles: yet I acknowledge they
will not be rich, as some people estimate riches: but really Caroline does not
know how to spend money; and Charles is so moderate in his expenses, and so
much attached to your daughter, that I am confident he will not, as her
husband, have a wish beyond what their united property will allow the gratification of.”
“Pray, my lord,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “do you take my brother’s estate into
your calculation?” “I never think about it,” returned Lord Enville. “Such a
humourist as he is, may ‘die and endow a college or a cat,’ more likely than give one
penny to any relation he has: but this I will say, that if Caroline is not
mistaken in the estimate that she has made of his character, so disinterested a
connexion as this might perhaps appear to him, would be no improbable means to
draw his favour to her.” “He is no friend, I can tell you,” replied Mr.
Fitzosborn, scornfully, “to such disinterested connexions. He never forgave my
brother for marrying for love. He starved the poor fellow for it while he
lived, and now most religiously continues to starve his widow and daughters for
the same cause. I am sure my heart bleeds whenever I think of them.” “But
really, my dear sir,” returned Lord Enville, “Charles and Caroline are in no
danger of starving, let who will have the Henhurst estate: there is nothing in
my power that I will not do for Charles; he deserves all I can do: and I am not without interest in
proper places, as you know: and if he and Caroline can be happy without the pomps and
vanities of the world, why should you or I prevent them?” “You will allow me,
my lord, to keep my reasons to myself,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “but I think it fair
dealing to tell you, that I will never allow Caroline to marry your second son.” “Upon
my word,” replied Lord Enville, “I wish I had been aware of your determination
sooner; and that for your own sake. Some method might have been hit upon to have nipt this
unfortunate passion in the bud; now
I don’t know what can be done, for you must be sensible that you can have no
control over Caroline.” “No control over my own daughter?” said Mr. Fitzosborn: “this is
very new doctrine indeed!” “I really fear not,” said Lord Enville, shaking his
head: “what control can you have over a daughter who does not look for a
shilling from your hands?” “Are there no ties of affection?—of duty?” “Weak barriers against the swell of passion!
Besides, have you any right to make your daughter miserable?” “I have a right
to prevent her being poor,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “and I will exert that right:
and if matters are as you represent them, there is no time to be lost in
declaring an intention that I have meditated for some time. I acknowledge a
thousand obligations to your lordship and Lady Enville for the shelter you have
afforded my daughter hitherto, but it is not necessary to trouble you any
farther. Mrs. Fitzosborn reasonably objected to the education of a girl, but
she makes no scruple to receive a companion. She is ready to admit Caroline
into her house; and if your lordship had not done me the honour of this visit,
I was intending to have waited upon you, for the express purpose of informing
you of this arrangement.”
This was a blow wholly
unexpected by Lord Enville, and what he scarcely knew how to parry; but feeling confident of the
interest that his son had in the heart of Caroline, he replied, with all the
indifference that he could assume, “Never talk of obligation; it is all on our side;
Caroline is a charming creature; the whole family will be broken-hearted to lose
her: but we have certainly no rights that we can oppose to yours.” “I will,
with your
leave, call in Grosvenor-Square in the course of the day,” said Mr. Fitzosborn,
“and inform my daughter of the intended removal: but it may be late before I
shall be able to get to you; perhaps, my lord, you would be so good as to
mention it to her.” “Indeed, my dear sir, I shall be glad if you will excuse me; it will be a most
painful subject to me; and perhaps, when you talk to your daughter, you may see
cause to alter your purpose, and I shall then have executed an unpleasant task
unnecessarily.” “I should be sorry to impose any task upon your lordship,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn; “I
will make the communication to my daughter myself.”
These two worthy
friends now parted, each resolved to thwart the other in the favourite project
of his heart. Lord Enville perceived that he had not a moment to lose: it
became absolutely necessary that the young people should come to a perfect
understanding with each other, and that Caroline should have a precise view
both of what she herself wished, and what her lover desired from her; that she
might fully comprehend all that was to be yielded to the opposition which her
father had threatened: and when Charles was fairly opposed to Mr. Fitzosborn,
Lord Enville had little apprehension as to which side would preponderate in the
mind of Caroline. Lord Enville, therefore, hastened home, to make all the use he could of
the day, which seemed still to be his own: and Mr. Fitzosborn, no less active
on his side, did not lose a moment in despatching the following billet to
Caroline:
“You will have an
immediate proof that I was not mistaken in the designs that are meditated against
you: but remember that my prohibition to listen to such overtures is absolute.
Your apartments here are preparing. I shall see you in the evening, when we can
appoint the day of your removal.”
Lord Enville, on his
arrival home, heard with pleasure that Charles was returned, and he instantly
summoned him to his library. Had not his mind been too full of his own schemes
to think of any thing else, he must have been struck with the disordered air
and altered countenance of his son: but pursuing only the train of thought that
fully occupied him, he said, almost without looking at the object before him;
“I am extremely glad that you are returned: there is not a moment to be lost:
the thing must be done directly.”—“Good God!” said Charles, with a voice that made his
father start, “Is it possible? Can my ruin be known so soon?” “Ruin!” repeated
Lord Enville, “What is it that you say? what is it that you mean?’ Charles,
confounded,
and stammering, replied, “I thought you had heard—I thought you had known”—“What?” cried Lord Enville, eagerly; “do not torture
me thus! what is to be known? what is to be heard?” “My imprudence,” said
Charles,
in a smothered voice. “I come to offer you a remedy for any common imprudence,” said Lord
Enville. “Speak openly to me, Charles: I am no morose moral-preaching father; I
know young men must have their indulgences; I have long provided the means for
yours: now reap the fruits of my care. A little warm love-making is all that is
wanting on your part; and the pretty Caroline and all her thousands will be
yours.” “I cannot add baseness to indiscretion,” said Charles. “How now?” said
Lord Enville, angrily; “what new tone is this? Pray let us not have any
sentimental flights. Have you not always intended to marry Caroline? I tell you
there is not a moment to be lost. If you do not secure the prize, that harpy, her
father, will snatch it from you. You are bound in
honour to save her from ruin!” “I am ruined myself,” replied
Charles; “and would you have me spread destruction?” “Ruin! destruction! what
is it that you mean?” said Lord Enville. “My lord,” cried Charles, with a voice
of inexpressible anguish, “the thing cannot be concealed. Since I last saw you,
I have lost five thousand pounds at play. My honour is at stake, and who shall
redeem it?” “Not I,” said Lord Enville, in a firm tone; “the penalty, as the
folly, be your own.” “I could expect no other,” said Charles. “But oh, sir, you
are not inexperienced in such matters; I entreat that you will give me your
advice, that you will endeavour to suggest some expedient.” “There are ways; there
is a ready and an easy way: clear up your countenance, and fly to the feet of your lovely
cousin, and all will be well.” “Not for worlds!” said Charles; “I would not so
deceive her to be master of the globe!” “What a parade of honesty is here!” said Lord Enville: “Have
you not already deceived her? Have you not won that little foolish easy heart, which you
would now leave to break?” “No, on my honour!” said Charles; “nor do I
believe, were I inclined to try the experiment, that I could succeed. It is not
me whom Caroline prefers.” “I
tell you it is,” said Lord Enville, vehemently; “go tell her your soft tale,
and make her and yourself happy.” “Impossible! impossible!” said Charles:
“press the matter no farther, my lord, the thing is impossible.” “Then is it
equally so to pay your debt of honour. I leave you to think of the
alternative.” And thus saying, Lord Enville withdrew into his dressing-closet; while
Charles, scarcely knowing what he intended to do, or where he was going, left
the house in an agony of mind which no words can express.
Had Lord Enville
understood the real meaning of the words “losing money at play,” and “the
indulgences that all young men must have,” there could scarcely have been at
this moment a more miserable being. But it must be acknowledged that a false
nomenclature here stood his friend: he thought not of the immoralities of which
his son had been guilty; the worldly inconveniences which they drew after them,
alone engaged his attention, and he thus escaped from the severest agony to
which the human mind is liable. If his experience
in the ways of the world had deadened his feelings, it had rendered
his understanding more acute; and he saw resource and consolation in the
present case, that would have been hid from the affectionate and Christian
parent, sorrowing over the moral turpitude of a beloved child. In all such
embarrassments he had always found Lady Enville a most able counsellor and
assistant: and when he heard the door close after Charles, he immediately left
his closet, and sought Lady Enville in her dressing-room. Lady Enville heard
the overthrow of their hopes for the establishment of their son, and the account
of his follies, as she called them, with more sang
froid than her lord had done. “I cannot say that I am surprised, my
lord,” said she; “there is no end to necessary expenses now-a-days: young
people, who live in the world, must do as others do; and Charles is so well
received wherever he goes, and is so gentlemanlike and pleasant, that I am sure
we have great reason to be proud of him: and really, considering how little you
can afford regularly to allow him, we must look to these plunges now and then. I
am sure Charles will never do any thing that is ungentlemanlike.” “Yet five
thousand pounds,” said Lord Enville, “is a considerable sum. I have told him I
will not
pay a farthing; a little severity is not amiss, now and then; nor do I, indeed, know
how to pay it; and perhaps if he believes I will not assist him, he may be
brought to his senses, and find that it is better to look his former companions
in the face, as the husband of Caroline, than to sneak about this town with the
abashed countenance of a country girl doing penance for her first
indiscretion.” “Why really, my lord,” returned Lady Enville, “I have not, for some time past,
looked upon that connexion with the favourable eye with which I once regarded it: but, as I
considered the matter as nearly settled, I did not think it worth while to
derange it all again: and I am equally a mother to both my sons. But the fact
is, that since it is now pretty certain that Caroline will have the Henhurst
estate, she would be a much properer match for Mr. Pynsynt than for Charles: and if our
expectation in that particular should fail, I doubt whether what she inherits
from your sister would be a decent support for a person of Charles’s habits and
liberal turn of mind.” “I really do not see where he would be likely to do better,” returned
Lord Enville; “and the ready cash with which she would furnish him, would be
very convenient at present.” “You know, my lord,” said Lady Enville, “that I
always submit to your better judgment: but I have thought a good deal of this
matter lately: and though I should have considered it as unkind to have
interfered with Charles’s wishes, yet as he does not seem to entertain any for
the possession of Caroline or her fortune, it appears to me, that it is no more than
justice to further Mr. Pynsynt’s interest: and I know that he is lately become
much attached to Caroline.” “You mean to the Henhurst estate,” replied Lord
Enville. “Well, I must say for Pynsynt, he knows as well what he is about as
any young man of his age, and suffers his fancies as little to interfere with
his real good as can be expected; and though I am afraid he is still a little
infatuated in a certain place, yet I have no doubt but that he will make a very
good husband, and Caroline would certainly adorn a coronet.” “She must not inquire
too curiously into such matters,” returned Lady Enville, “no more than the rest
of her sex: and if I might advise,” added she, with great show of deference and
humility, “the business of Charles should be entirely given up. We should have much opposition to
contend with on Mr. Fitzosborn’s part, and I doubt whether Caroline has spirit
enough to assert either her rights or her inclinations against the will of her
father. Besides, she will be easily reconciled to a change that will be so much
in her favour. I think I know the female heart pretty well; and though love
will carry us a good way, ambition will go still farther. But what can be done
for Charles? we must not leave the poor fellow to cut his throat. He is new to his
situation, and, by your account, takes it to heart piteously.” “Some
arrangement must be thought of,” said Lord Enville; “but as for paying the
money for him, I assure you I could as soon pay the national debt.” “Oh, as to
paying, that probably will not be necessary. The sum does not exceed the amount
of his settlement. He cannot have the money now and hereafter. Some expedient
may be found to save his honour as a gentleman, and to give him a gentlemanlike
subsistence. Such things are done every day; and I am sure nobody will think
the worse of Charles for an act of indiscretion to which all men are liable.”
Lord Enville agreed to these liberal sentiments, and saying, he would think of the
matter, these careful parents separated, each in their respective department,
to labour for the happiness and advancement of their children. The misfortune
was, that they neither of them knew the true meaning of the words.
In the mean-time,
Caroline had received her father’s note, and found no difficulty in determining
to comply with his prohibition with respect to Charles; but she did not receive
his intimation of an immediate change in the place of her abode with the same
ready acquiescence. She had an invincible repugnance to becoming an inmate of a
house of which Mrs. Fitzosborn was the mistress; and she had an undefined dread
of being exposed to a constant and unrestrained intercourse with her father. She
did not dare to tell herself what it was that she feared: but she repeated ten
times in
an hour, “My promise to my aunt must be inviolate.” She was prepared by her
father’s note to meet Charles at dinner; but she was disappointed in the expectation:
none of the gentlemen of the family were at home. The party was entirely a
female one; and more than the usual gloom and dulness of such parties seemed to
prevail on this occasion. Lady Enville withdrew immediately after dinner, and
then the young ladies, all at once, began to indemnify themselves
for the silence which they had
hitherto maintained.
“I suppose, Caroline,
you have heard of this shocking thing!” said Miss Pynsynt. “I am sure it is
very monstrous of Charles, when my father is so generous to him, to go and lose
such sums at play. I wonder who is to be the sufferer?” “Mamma says,” joined in
Miss Louisa, “that papa won’t pay a guinea.” “I know better,” returned Miss
Pynsynt: “I know he will always pay money for my brother; no matter how our
pleasures
are abridged.” “Surely I do not understand you right?” said Caroline, extremely
shocked; “I hope Charles has not been so unfortunate.” “So foolish, call it,”
interrupted Miss Pynsynt; “I am sure it is very
foolish in
him, he knows so much better, and he knows he has no chance of establishing himself but
by marriage; and who that has any thing will marry a gamester?” “Don’t call things by
such harsh names, Charlotte,” said the younger sister; “I am sure Charles is
the best humoured creature alive; and if I had an hundred thousand pounds, and were not his sister, I
would give it him.” “You will have calls enow upon your generosity, never
fear,” returned Miss Pynsynt: “such extravagance cannot be supported but by the
ruin of a whole family.” “Pray explain this matter,” said Caroline, earnestly; “you quite
fright me: surely Charles cannot so far have forgotten his principles.” “Nay,
as to that matter,” said Miss Pynsynt, “poor fellow, he is not so much to be
blamed as to be pitied; he has only done what so many in his rank of life do.
Nobody will really think the worse of him; but to be sure it is provokingly
foolish, when he knew so much depended upon his prudence. However, he is a
noble creature; and I assure you he said, that he scorned to add baseness to indiscretion!”
By this time Caroline’s
faculties were completely bewildered: she knew not whether she were to
commiserate or to congratulate her cousins; whether she were to condemn or glorify
Charles; and in despair, without clearer information, of being able to accommodate her
sympathy to the feelings of her eager auditors, she contented herself with
saying, “I find it quite impossible to comprehend whether Charles has done well
or ill; whether I am to deplore his indiscretion, or exult in his magnanimity:
but I am sure there is no member of this family in whose good conduct I shall
not rejoice, and whose mistakes I shall not sincerely lament and pity.”
“Charles has lost five thousand pounds at the gaming table; and with it all his
prospects of doing well in life: Do I now speak intelligibly?” said Miss
Pynsynt,
angrily. “Too much so, indeed!” said Caroline, shrinking from the horrible intelligence,
and shocked to her very soul. “And yet,” says Miss Pynsynt, “there is nothing
so very terrible in this, except the inconvenience it must occasion: nothing,
my dear cousin, that need drive the colour from your cheek, whatever my aunt
Beatrice may have taught you. Charles, no doubt, will be wise in future: and if
those who are kind enough to lament his errors, would have generosity enough to
repair them”—“I dare say Lord Enville will do so,” interrupted Caroline; and as she
spoke she arose, and withdrew to her own room. When there, she stood for some
moments lost in thought; nor did one pleasant reflection occur to her mind,
when suddenly a ray of light darted across the gloom. To the guilty propensity
of Charles, with which she had just become acquainted, she thought she might
perhaps refer her father’s so peremptory aversion to her connexion with him;
and in recognising so legitimate a care for her happiness, she acquitted him of
every mercenary design, and gave to the winds all those uneasy and indistinct
fears of residing under his roof which had so lately disturbed her. From these
more cheering thoughts her mind again turned to the family scene which she had
just witnessed. She saw, with pain and astonishment, the perfect ignorance in
which these young people were, as to the just boundaries of virtue and vice;
and felt, that with virtue on their lips, and their hearts as yet uncontaminated by
any absolutely vitious indulgence, there was still but a step between their
present elevation of character and the lowest degradation.
The reflections that
the conduct of Charles gave rise to, were yet more painful. He had once been
with her a distinguished favourite; she still retained much partiality for him.
His manners and conversation pleased and amused her; and she had given him
credit for many of those virtues of which he had so much the appearance: but
she saw with a sincere regret, that however the outside was fair, the inside of
the sepulchre resembled but too nearly that of the surrounding monuments. These
thoughts made Caroline forget the business of the toilet; and the gay crowd
that was that night to assemble at Lord Enville’s had already filled the
apartments below, when she joined the company. The first object that met her
eye was Edward Fitzosborn, and the weight was instantly removed from her heart.
“An Edward Fitzosborn,” said she to herself, “may atone for half the follies of
the age!” But the gloom that was spread over his countenance damped the joy
which the thought of his excellence had excited.
“I do not ask you,”
said she, “what is the matter; I see that you can participate in the
unhappiness of your friend.” “If I do,” replied Edward, “it is not in
compliment to any of his family. See Lady Enville, her whole soul absorbed in
the chance of the pool: look at Lord Enville, how gayly
he smiles, and how complacently he listens to the story
of that royal duke,—of—they neither of them know what. Regard those butterfly
sisters,—the gayest of this motley group. As Miss Pynsynt passed me on the wing
just now, she asked me what made me look so dismal; and advised me, if I had a
law case to study, to return to my chambers. “And Charles,—” said Caroline,
with an inquiring voice. “Charles,” returned Edward, “the son and brother of
these happy personages, is one of the most wretched of his kind: with a full
conviction, I verily believe, not only of the consequences of his indiscretion,
but the turpitude of it.” “Is this an accidental lapse?” said Caroline,
anxiously; “or is the vice habitual?” “It may
hitherto have been habitual,” returned Edward, looking with an earnest and
scrutinizing eye on Caroline, “and the severity of the present blow may break
the habit for ever. If such should be the case, we, who love him, may have
reason to rejoice in his present sufferings.” “I am sure I should sincerely
rejoice,” replied Caroline; “for, with all his failings, Charles has certainly
many good dispositions, which, by cultivation, might become virtues; and till
this day, I never suspected him of vice.” “And,—” said Edward, hesitating,—“Can
you forgive me,” added he, after a pause, “can you forgive me, if I should be
very impertinent?” “I think I might promise forgiveness to any impertinence of
which you would be guilty,” said Caroline; “but I have no pope-like power to
pardon sins that may be
committed: if you choose to make the cast, you must stand the hazard of the
die.” “I will stand it then,” said Edward; “yet do not be very angry if I ask,
Whether I am to believe, what all the world says, that you have a particular
and personal interest in the good conduct of poor Charles?” “None in the least,
I do assure you,” said Caroline, earnestly; “nor can I conceive from whence
such a report could arise; for I am persuaded there is no foundation for it in
the inclinations of either of the parties.” “Thank God!” said Edward, with a
warmth that made Caroline both start and blush, and which seemed, the moment
the words had escaped his lips, to confound himself. “What is the cause of so
much thankfulness?” said Mr. Pynsynt, coming up at that moment; “is it that you
are fully sensible of the privilege of having had an hour’s tête à tête with
Miss Fitzosborn?” “Tête à tête!” said Caroline, laughing; “a tête à tête in the
midst of two hundred people must be a great privilege indeed!” “Oh, there is no
privacy like a crowd,” said Mr. Pynsynt; “and now poor Charles is obliged to
give in, you will find many, my fair cousin, who will let you know as much.”
The intelligence that Edward and Caroline conveyed to each other in a look, spoke
volumes, and made them better acquainted with each other’s character in a
moment, than the common intercourse of fashionable society would have done in a
twelvemonth.
Caroline was now
accosted by her father, who, drawing her on one side,
said, “Well, is the attack begun?” “Indeed, sir,” returned Caroline, “I am in
no danger of any attack that I know of, and least of all from the quarter you
mean.” “I tell you,”
replied he, “that I know better: Lord Enville this morning avowed to me the
design; nay, he assured me that you were in love with Charles, and that I had
no authority over you which would control your inclinations.” “I hope you did
not believe the latter part of the intelligence?” returned Caroline: “and
whatever were the designs of this morning, I am sure there are none entertained
at present of uniting me with poor Charles.” “Poor Charles!” replied Mr.
Fitzosborn; I like not such pitying epithets.” “Dear sir,” said Caroline, “do
you not know what has happened?” “What, the play-debt?” returned Mr.
Fitzosborn: “one reason the more why they should not let you slip through their
fingers.” “Were this their wish,” said Caroline, “what would it avail against
my so contrary opinion? I give you my word, sir, that I will never marry
Charles Pynsynt.” “Nor any other poor man?” said Mr. Fitzosborn. Caroline was
silent for a moment, and then replied, “That
would be too comprehensive an exclusion; but I will give you my honour, that I
have no intention to marry any man at present.”
As she said these
words, Lord Enville joined them, and taking Mr. Fitzosborn by the arm, led him
out of the room. Caroline now mingled with the crowd; but found, that wherever she moved, Mr. Pynsynt attended
her: and so explicit and unequivocal were his expressions of attachment, that
she could not doubt but that the family politics were changed, and that it was
not by her means that Charles’s broken fortunes were designed to be repaired.
She had never seen reason to believe that the attentions which she had once
received from Charles, and the favour with which he had continued to regard
her, had proceeded from genuine and self-springing love: but she had heard so much of his passion
from the rest of the family, and Mr. Pynsynt had appeared hitherto so wholly to
allow of Charles’s prior claim, that Caroline heard with inexpressible disgust
his present pleadings for favour, and the fervency of hopes that could only be
realized by a still farther supposed destruction of the happiness of a brother,
already rendered sufficiently miserable by his own imprudence. The selfishness
of Mr. Pynsynt, the unthinking indifference of the sisters, the apathy of the
parents in circumstances so calculated to call forth all the sympathy of filial
affection, and all the fears and regrets of parental love, astonished and
offended Caroline; and there was scarcely any situation that she would not have
preferred to becoming a member of such a family. “Is this what is called
knowing the world?” said she. “Is this the submission of virtue to inevitable
evils? or is it an indifference to vice?”
It was not wholly
either one or the other: it was the misapplication of terms, and the false
calculation of consequences.
Caroline repulsed Mr.
Pynsynt with a disdain that surprised him, and of which he thought her
incapable.
“How is all this, my dear cousin?” said he; “are you going to play the tyrant? I thought you were above coquetry.”
“Coquetry!” returned
Caroline. “Is the plain and simple expression of disapprobation to be called coquetry?”—“Plain
and simple indeed!” said Mr. Pynsynt, piqued: “you did not so treat Charles.”
“I had no occasion so to treat him,” said Caroline. “Tell me how I can please
you,” returned Mr. Pynsynt; “for please you I am determined I will.” “It is
scarcely worth your while, sir,” said Caroline, walking from him; “I shall not be
the heiress of Henhurst.”
While Caroline was thus
taking her part, Lord Enville and Mr. Fitzosborn were entering into engagements in direct
opposition to her determinations.
These two able masters
in the science of worldly wisdom knew the talents of each other too well, to hope that
either would be able to circumvent his opponent; and thinking it safer to meet
the danger they could not shun, mutually preferred, on this one occasion, the broad
plain of truth, to the covert of deceit.
“It is ridiculous, my
dear sir,” said Lord Enville to Mr. Fitzosborn, “that you and I should act like
two fencing masters, rather showing our skill, than accomplishing our end. It
is more manly, it is more friendly, to speak openly to each other, to state the
wishes of each, and the conditions on which each will concede to those wishes.
You told me this morning, that you would not suffer your daughter to marry my
second son. The events of the day have rendered such an union entirely ineligible.
Charles has undone himself in fortune and in love. Caroline will certainly
never listen to the overtures of a gamester: nor could I wish it, loving her, as I do, as though she were already my daughter: but I have now discovered, what the
generosity of the young man had hitherto concealed, that Pynsynt has been long
attached to his cousin, and that nothing but his brother’s prior claims, as he thought them,
have kept him aloof. This barrier removed, he has desired my permission to make
his addresses to Caroline. You cannot doubt, that not only my permission, but my most
ardent concurrence, attends upon his wishes; for Caroline is a jewel that would dignify the
diadem of a prince. But, after what had passed this morning, I was resolved to
avoid every risk of falling into a second error, and I told Pynsynt I would not
move a step in this business but as you should point the way. May I give him
any hopes?” “My lord,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn, “you say well, that it is both
more manly and more friendly to speak openly. I will be as candid with you, as
you are with me. It is my determination that Caroline shall not marry a poor
man: for which I have my own reasons. Your lordship has a noble estate, but it
is not a clear one. Mr. Pynsynt is of age; and you and he may, by acting
together, get rid of those restraints which settlements may have imposed upon
you. Thus the number of acres may be reduced below that number which I should
consider as worthy of Caroline’s acceptance. I know the Henhurst estate would
supply all deficiencies: but the possession of that estate is a contingency:
and if it were to be Caroline’s, it ought, in reason, to raise her matrimonial
views. Perhaps, however, I might, in consideration of the regard which I bear
your lordship and your whole family, be induced to wave this consideration: but
if my whimsical brother should disappoint our reasonable expectations, what can
Caroline bring that will make her a prudent choice for Mr. Pynsynt?” “What can
she bring?” returned Lord Enville, smiling. “Upon my word, my good friend, you
have a pretty just notion of the value of money. A clear fifteen hundred pounds
a year, with some loose thousands to set out with, is not an inconsiderable
portion for a wife to bring to any man, even in these days of the depreciation
of money; and what I am sure Pynsynt would be well satisfied with, even if the
poor fellow was not so much in love, as to think of nothing but the lady.” “My
lord,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, with profound gravity, “you miscalculate Caroline’s
wealth. Her husband, whoever he is, must be content with little more than
two-thirds of the property you mention; in addition, indeed, to her personal
charms, which, as you well observe, are no doubt above all price.” “How am I to
understand you?” replied Lord Enville. “Do I not know the property that my
sister possessed? and do I not know that she left it all to Caroline?”
“Admitting these two facts,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “yet I assure you I am not less correct in my
statement, that Caroline will bring to her husband no larger a portion than I have mentioned.
I think it right to deal openly with you; and it is your part to determine, whether a girl with little more
than twenty thousand pounds, is a proper match for your eldest son.” “You astonish me! I cannot comprehend
you,” returned Lord Enville. “I am sure Caroline has not alienated any part of
her property; and I am sure that no one else has a right to alienate it.” “My
lord,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn, “in the proposal that you do me the honour to
make me, it is reasonable to suppose that you are not wholly without a view to
the advantage of your own family. You and I are past the age of romance. My daughter’s
fortune must, of course, be destined to discharge some encumbrances: you would
indemnify her by means of settlements. So far all is fair. But is it not equally so, my
lord, that I too should look at home? My daughter is a good girl; she cannot be
happy except her father is made easy; nor can I scruple to accept an obligation
from my child. I tell you honestly, that some certain difficulties of my own
must be done away before I can attend to those of another.”
Lord Enville, with all
the self-command he could assume, was not able to conceal his chagrin on this
explicit declaration of Mr. Fitzosborn. “I feel obliged to you, sir, for your
candour towards me,” returned he; “but you must forgive me if I say, that I
should have been better pleased if an injury to my niece had not given occasion
for it.” “It depends upon your lordship,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “whether your
niece shall sustain an injury or no. You, as well as myself, must consider her
as the heiress of Henhurst. I have, indeed, no doubt but that your lordship
does regard her in that light: her present property is paltry, in comparison;
yet it is sufficient, perhaps, to accommodate the present wants both of you and
me, if we can agree that it shall do so. The advantages of the future will be
all yours and her’s: and I am persuaded, that the few thousands which, with so
truly a filial duty, she offers to my acceptance at this time, can neither, in
reason or in fact, be any object with her or your lordship.” “But how is it
possible,” said Lord Enville, “that you can be in want of these few thousands?
The terms upon which you gave up your own claim to the Henhurst estate, the ample fortune
that Mrs. Fitzosborn——” “My lord,” interrupted Mr. Fitzosborn, “all this is nothing to the
purpose. It might as well become me to ask, How, after the noble inheritance
which descended to you from your forefathers, and the handsome fortune which
you received with Lady Enville, you can have any wants, any difficulties? But I
really feel no surprise on the subject. The only use of money is to spend it: and, in spending it
in times of such pressure as these, it is not possible for men of liberal
habits, and a certain style of life, always to accommodate their expenses to
their income. You have a large family, my lord; you have many calls upon you. I
can easily suppose that money must be a necessary with you, in any connexion
Mr. Pynsynt can form. Nothing would give me more pleasure than to be assistant
to your lordship in his establishment in life; and if, instead of cavilling at
the wants of each other, we mutually endeavour to supply them, I have no doubt
but an union of your son and my daughter will afford us the means of doing so;
while we, at the same time, establish the happiness of the young people.” “I
acknowledge, my dear sir,” replied Lord Enville, “that nothing can be more fair
and candid than what you say; and I am ready to expose my affairs wholly to you; while
you, on the other hand, I have no doubt, will be equally explicit as to the amount of the
accommodation that you expect from your daughter’s fortune.” “My lord,” said
Mr. Fitzosborn, “I must have ten thousand pounds. If the remaining three or
four and twenty thousand pounds in present possession, with the reversion of the Henhurst
estate, will make her a wife for Mr. Pynsynt, such as your prudence can
approve, there is not a man in the world that I should prefer to him as a husband for my
daughter, or any thing that could make me happier than to consent to their
union.” “The reversion of the Henhurst estate would make the way smooth,” said
Lord Enville: “but this is no certainty: and how I could be justified in allowing
Pynsynt to marry a woman with only twenty thousand pounds, I know not: but,
poor fellow, his heart is set upon the thing; and his generosity in not entering the
lists with his brother while there could be any hopes for that brother,
deserves reward. My good old friend it shall be so. We must not be prudent at
the expense of happiness. And really Caroline, with her quiet spirit and
moderation of desires, is a treasure in herself. You will prepare her for this
happy change in her destination; and I will rejoice Pynsynt, by informing him
that he may win his fair cousin’s heart if he can.” “I wish my daughter to
remove to my house in a day or two,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “and if I am again so
soon to lose her, I shall prefer the least possible delay. Her apartments may
be ready for her to-morrow. Let us now return, my lord, to the drawing-room, that I may apprize Caroline of her
intended immediate removal; but as to any farther
arrangement, I believe it will be
best to say nothing about it till she is under my own roof: she has tender
spirits, and I would not have her hurried.” Lord Enville highly approved of
this precaution: and these two Machiavelian fathers, having thus concerted the
sacrifice of the happiness and the property of their children, returned with
lightened hearts, gay faces, and easy consciences, to mix with their fellow
creatures, and to assert and urge their claim to the distinction of “honourable
men.”—Could
they have dared to make such a claim, had they called “things by their right
names?”
Mr. Fitzosborn, in a
few words, informed Caroline that he should expect her to remove to his house
the following evening; and Caroline, disgusted with every individual of the
family she was now in, heard this notification rather with pleasure than with
pain. She looked round for Edward, wishing to have communicated to him the
intended change in the place of her residence; forgetting, at the moment, that
his sober habits had long withdrawn him from the gay scene before her.
Recollecting that he was no longer present, she said to herself, “Let me
imitate what I so much approve; nor be led, by mere example and habit, to the
waste of time that will return no more.” With this reflection she withdrew to
her own apartment; and when there, was at no loss for such employment as called forth at once the
exercise of her faculties and the feelings of her heart. The tumult below died
away, by degrees, into silence; and at length the disorderly household sunk to
rest.
The next morning, at
breakfast, she announced her intended departure: intelligence which seemed very little to
affect any of her hearers. Lord and Lady Enville believed, that while she
seemed to escape, she was in fact only drawing the net closer round her. Mr.
Pynsynt was offended by her conduct the night before, and sat apart in all the
dignity of sulky silence: and the young ladies, however they were ready to
profit by the bounty or good humour of Caroline, so little resembled her in her
pursuits
or disposition, that they had hardly an occupation in common; and there was
scarcely a word in the English language which they used in the same sense. At
dinner the scene was something changed. Lord and Lady Enville spoke much of
their regret to part with her, even for so short a time; and Mr. Pynsynt, with
a kind of proud humility, entreated her to forgive any unintentional offence
which he might have committed. Caroline returned little answer to either: the
day had seemed to her uncommonly long, and she rejoiced to see the carriage
arrive which was to carry her from a family which had sunk so low in her
estimation. Not one pitying word had she heard for the follies or the
sufferings of poor Charles; nor could she gain the least information as to what
was become of him, or what were his prospects. In answer to her inquiries on
this head, Miss Pynsynt could tell her only, that “mamma said all would be
settled very well, she had no doubt; and Charles having smarted a little, as to
be sure he well deserved, would be wiser for the future.”
“Good bye,” and
“farewell,” and “we will come and see how you go on with that boar of a
step-mother,” were the parting regrets of the family whose “hearts were to be
broken” by the absence of Caroline; of that Caroline, “who was a jewel that
would dignify the diadem of a prince.”
Caroline was too much
occupied with the past, and had too fearful an anticipation of the future, to
give a thought to what was passing before her at the present moment; but she
was recalled to her full attention, when upon making her acknowledgments to
Lady Enville for all her past kindness and indulgence, Lady Enville, embracing
her, said, “Say no more of that, my dear; you will soon have it in your power
to prove your sense of my maternal affections; and I have no doubt but that I
shall be as well satisfied with you as a daughter, as I have always been as a
niece.” The look of astonishment and dismay with which Caroline heard these
words, was not lost upon Lady Enville; but, patting her cheek, “Oh you little rogue,” said
she, “do you think to run away with the hearts of both my sons without any
return? No, no, Pynsynt must reap the harvest that Charles has lost.” “I
protest, madam—” said Caroline.—“Come, come, no protestations,” interrupted Lady
Enville. “Like a true woman I have perhaps suffered my tongue to outrun my
discretion; but I see no reason why an event that will make us all so happy,
should be buried in silence: and do you think I should have parted with you so
easily if I had not trusted to Pynsynt’s influence to bring you back?” “I
really do not understand you, madam,” said Caroline, very gravely, and with a
dignity that awed Lady Enville. “I wish you good evening” Lady Enville
attempted a laugh. “Good night, my little tragedy queen! there is a time for all
things; and there will be a time for confession, with all your reserve and
decorum.”
Caroline, angry and
confounded, stept into the carriage; nor, during her short drive, had she a
single thought that was not given to what had just passed between Lady Enville
and herself. She entertained no doubt but that it was the intention of the
Envilles that she should marry Mr. Pynsynt, and she thought with painful
apprehension on the probability that such a design would not encounter from her
father the same opposition which he had declared to her union with Charles. If
so, it was not the moral character of the husband that could make any part of
his consideration; for Mr. Pynsynt was still more objectionable in this point
of view than Charles.
On her arrival in
Sackville Street, Caroline was received by Mrs. Fitzosborn with a kind of sulky
civility; which the vulgarity of her manners made the more revolting.
“I shall be very glad
if I can make you comfortable, Miss Fitzosborn,” said she; “but really a fine
lady, who has been living in Grosvenor Square so many years, can hardly expect
all the accommodations which she has been used to, in so small a house as this. I never
thought of any addition to our family, or we should have had a larger: and a
larger we will have next winter I am resolved; for it will be but fair, with
your large fortune, Miss Fitzosborn, that you should contribute your share; and
Mr. Fitzosborn tells me that he is sure you will be willing to do so.” “I shall
be very happy, madam,” replied Caroline, “to contribute every thing in my power to the
gratification either of my father or yourself.” “Oh, as to power, you have
power enough; and take my advice, and keep it in your own hands. Don’t do as I did, throw it
all away before you well know how to use it. Pray, what did you pay those
Envilles for your board?” “Three hundred pounds, madam,” replied Caroline. “And
little enough too, as dear as every thing is, and these nasty taxes; and I
understand you have two servants. To be sure they could not want it; and,
besides, there was no occasion that they
should get any thing by you; but no doubt you would wish that Mr. Fitzosborn should benefit
by your fortune, of which it was hard that he had no share. I am sure that I
think five hundred pounds would not be a bit too much for you to give here, and
I hope you think so too?” “We will leave all these things to be settled by my
father, if you please, madam,” said Caroline. “Settled by your father, child!”
replied Mrs. Fitzosborn: “then I am sure I shall never be a guinea the better. Do you not know
that he would eat and drink gold? If you don’t look about you, he will not
leave you a shilling. No, Miss Fitzosborn, your best way will be to make me
your friend. Propose to your father to give a very handsome sum for your board;
suppose it is more than five hundred pounds; and insist upon paying it yourself
to me; and then you and I can settle what will be reasonable for me to keep,
and I can
return you the overplus. It will be your only way. If you once let Mr.
Fitzosborn have the fingering of your rents, you will find that they will all
stick to his fingers. Don’t I know him?”
Caroline, as she
listened to this low-minded and low-worded harangue, could not help
confessing that there is a charm in good-breeding that can throw a degree of
shade over even the revolting forms of avarice and selfishness. The designs
that the Envilles had upon her property were not very dissimilar from those of
Mr. Fitzosborn; yet the coarseness with which they were avowed by the latter,
made her look back with some little regret on the mansion which she had left;
where, though there was not more virtue in the heart, there was more politeness
on the tongue. Thus are we governed by sounds, thought Caroline: our nerves,
rather than our principles, are offended: and hence the advantage of calling
“things by their right names.”
Mr. Fitzosborn’s
evening engagements soon gave Caroline an opportunity of withdrawing to her own
apartment, and afforded her leisure to ruminate on the change of her situation.
There was an indistinct
suspicion and dread that hung upon her mind, that she could neither account for
nor shake off. She thought that she had no difficulty in understanding the
designs of the Envilles or of Mrs. Fitzosborn, and she felt that she was equal
to disappointing them both, whatever they might be. Her father’s plans were not
so clear; and her means of opposing them, if contrary to her inclinations, much
more difficult. She could not endure the thought that she had to guard against
a parent’s attacks upon her property; yet did it perpetually recur, and brought with it,
to her apprehension, so many painful sacrifices and adverse duties, as to
confound her powers of reasoning, and to oppress her heart. These meditations, though they did not
prevent her from retiring to bed at a reasonable hour, kept her wakeful long
after the late one which consigned the rest of the household to repose, and
roused her long before any one else was stirring. As soon as she could quit her
own room with any hopes of finding accommodation elsewhere, she went down into
the room where she had understood that breakfast was usually served; and where
she had observed, the night before, there was the only appearance of books that
the house afforded. There she took up a new publication, with which she
endeavoured to engage her mind till Mrs. Fitzosborn should appear.
With those, however,
who call “things by their right names,” the morning was gone before she had any
interruption to her studies; and they were at last broke in upon, not by Mrs.
Fitzosborn, but by her father. He saluted her, and welcomed her to his house,
and apologized that it was not in his power to be at home to receive her the evening
before. He told her that Mrs. Fitzosborn usually breakfasted in her own
apartment, as he did in his dressing-room; but that if it would be agreeable to her, he
would from henceforth breakfast with her. “I know you are an early riser,” said
he: “I am not late: and by meeting at breakfast, we shall secure a little
comfortable confidential chat every day, which otherwise it would be difficult
to get in the whole course of it.” Caroline most readily assented to this
proposal. It was her first wish to become acquainted with her father’s real character and
disposition: and she flattered herself that she might, by her conduct towards
him, so conciliate him, as to awaken in his breast a real affection for her;
if, as she
much feared, it did not at present exist. Caroline had, however, yet to learn
in how many ways the love of self was indicative of “perilous times.”
The father and the
daughter being seated at the breakfast table, “I hope,” said Mr. Fitzosborn,
“that Mrs. Fitzosborn received you well last night? I assure you she has very
good dispositions towards you, which it must be your business to cultivate. The
faults in her manners you must endeavour to overlook.” Caroline replied, that
she had no doubt but that they should do very well together; and added, that
there should be nothing wanting on her own part to produce so desirable an
effect. “With all your efforts,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn, “you might probably
find the task an irksome one: and it must be confessed, that, with all Mrs. Fitzosborn’s good
qualities, she wants the graces most miserably; and this want must be
particularly conspicuous to you, who have been accustomed to live, since you
can be said to have lived at all, with people of such good taste and elegant
manners as the Envilles.” Caroline had never heard her father talk of the good
qualities of Mrs. Fitzosborn before; nor was he in the habit of saying civil things
of the Envilles. She wondered to find him in so complimentary a humour. She
smiled: “There might be compensations for this good taste and those elegant
manners,” said she, “that would make me very willing to forego them.” “Oh, no
doubt,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn; “but I fear we must not look for these
compensations in Mrs. Fitzosborn: and when so much ton is united with so much
goodness as the Envilles possess, it must be highly desirable for a woman like
my Caroline to become one of so charming a family.” Caroline started; but
instantly hoping that her fears might run before the truth, she said, “I had no
reason to complain while I remained in Lord Enville’s house; and now you have
withdrawn me from it, I dare say I shall have every reason to be satisfied with
my home.” “I don’t talk of a temporary residence,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “I
allude to you becoming a member of the family,—a daughter of the house.” “I understood,” returned Caroline, “that you wholly
disapproved of any such connexion.” “What! with that spendthrift Charles? to be sure I did,
and I do. We are not talking of him: no, my dear Caroline, I am happy to say it
is by the means of Mr. Pynsynt that two families, already one in their tastes and their
affections, will be indissolubly united by the sacred bond of matrimony. I
congratulate you on the conquest you have made, and the prospects before you.”
“You make me smile, sir,” said Caroline, “when you talk of my conquests: never
was there a damsel more neglected than I was by Mr. Pynsynt before my visit to
Henhurst; and I fear, that whatever are my prospects in life, he will not
contribute to brighten them.” “The fear is vain, I assure you,” replied Mr.
Fitzosborn: “what you took for neglect, was merely generosity to that worthless
fellow Charles. He was resolved not to stand in his way; and could not but be conscious, that
if he had come forward ever so little, Charles could have nothing to hope: that
obstacle removed, his love has burst forth; and I come ambassador from him, and
Lord Enville, to lay his heart, his person, and his fortune, at your feet.”
“From me,” said Caroline, with dignity, “Charles never had any thing to hope; nor do I believe that
he ever entertained wishes or hopes with respect to me: but I must say, that
notwithstanding Mr. Pynsynt’s generosity, and his consciousness, were I
compelled to choose between the brothers, I should not hesitate to prefer
Charles.” “Poo, nonsense,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “reserve all this pretty disdain and
self-consequence for Mr. Pynsynt. It will give a poignancy to the cloying sweets of lovemaking
upon sure grounds; but speak honestly to your father: there is no reason to
deny to
him that you think, with all the fashionable female world, that Mr. Pynsynt is
the greatest ornament in it; or that you feel as every female, whether
fashionable or not, must feel on
the offer of a coronet.” “I see you are rallying me,” said Caroline, “and that
you give as little credit as I do myself to Mr. Pynsynt’s passion, or his
attractions.” “Upon my word you were never more mistaken,” replied Mr.
Fitzosborn; “I am most profoundly serious; nor can I entertain a doubt but that
you are as well pleased as myself with this change in the family politics; this
substitution of the elder for the younger brother.” “Substitution of the elder
for the younger brother!” cried Caroline. “What! am I at the disposal of Lord
Enville? Does it depend upon him to say who I shall make my companion for life? My
dear father, forgive me; who is it that fills your mind with such unfounded
notions? What have I to do with either of the brothers? I should be miserable
to be the wife of either. Whatever may be Lord Enville’s views, we have nothing
to do with them. If Mr. Pynsynt must be established by the means of a wife,
there are others of higher rank, and larger fortunes than I can pretend to, that will answer the purpose
much better. But this is no concern of mine. He has nothing to offer that can please my
fancy, tempt my ambition, or gratify my feelings and my taste: my principles
and my heart equally reject him.” “Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, solemnly,
“you must marry Mr. Pynsynt.” “Must! my dear father?” said Caroline; “from
whence arises the necessity?” “Would you see your father in a jail?” “What can you
mean, sir?” said Caroline, shuddering. “What connexion can there be between so
deplorable an event and my marriage with Mr. Pynsynt?” “With your not marrying
Mr. Pynsynt and such an event there is a very intimate, and indeed an
indissoluble connexion.”
The light now broke in upon Caroline;
and strengthening herself to support the evil which she saw herself called upon
to suffer; “I understand you, sir,” said she, “and will spare you the pain of
any farther explanation: what was the price at which I was to have been sold to
Lord Enville?” “My dear Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “what strange words you
use! Sold! Who would have sold you? Arrangements
there must be in all family transactions. If you knew more of the world you
would understand this. Nor can a coronet be had for nothing: nor are such
charms and such virtues as your’s an every day prize. Lord Enville knows this,
and Mr. Pynsynt feels it; and it is these considerations that have induced them
to abate a certain part of your fortune. That certain part is necessary to me,
if I am to continue to live as I do: and could I suppose for a moment that you
would object to such a disposal of a part of your wealth? you, who have always been
so affectionate a child? All the advantages of the bargain, you see, are on our
side; you are established in the world at less cost than we could have hoped
for; and the surplus of your property remains in your own family instead of the
whole being alienated. But what is there in this like being sold? I should rather say that you were given away.”
“Forgive me,” said Caroline, with an anguish of spirit that she had never
before felt, and for the bitterness of which she could scarcely account to
herself: “forgive me, if I am incapable of understanding these nice
distinctions. I would use no words that can offend you; but I am accustomed to
use such as,
to my apprehension, best explain my meaning. I wish to be dealt with in the
same manner. May I ask, what is the amount of the sum necessary to your——accommodation?”
added she, hesitatingly. “Whatever it is,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn, sullenly, “it matters
not; for, except in the case of your marrying Mr. Pynsynt, I can assure you I
am not such a wretch as to take it.” “If, my dear sir,” said Caroline, gently pressing his hand; “if
we might speak in direct terms, we should be less apt to mistake each other, or
to deceive ourselves; less in danger of being led away by false delicacy or false generosity.”
“Do allow me, without offence, to state the case in such words as will best
convey to you my sense of it. If I am wrong, you will correct me.” “Is it of
Edward,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, sarcastically, “that you learn to speak so like a
lawyer? that at eighteen you insist upon understanding all you utter? But go
on.” Mr. Fitzosborn had, however, for a moment rendered it impossible for
Caroline to obey him: the blood rushed from her heart to her cheek, and
retreated thither again as hastily, before she could command her voice
sufficiently to say, “It appears to me that you designed to have appropriated a
certain part of my property to your own use, in consideration of having secured
to me what you imagined I should esteem a much superior advantage: in a word,
that you had made for me a good purchase. If, in my opinion, the relative value
of the articles to be exchanged had coincided with your’s, my dear sir, your
conclusion would have been just. Unfortunately it differs so widely, that I
would give double the sum, whatever it is, that was to have purchased me a
coronet, to avoid receiving it from the hand that now offers it. But there are other advantages more than equivalent to my whole fortune: that of making you, my dear father, easy,
ranks the highest: name the sum that will make you so, and it shall be your’s.”
“What! and leave you unestablished? What will the world say if I pillage my
daughter, and do not secure her a rank and station in life which is so justly her due?”
“What has the world to do with any transactions between you and me, my dear sir,” replied
Caroline; “if you have wants, it is a daughter who ought to supply them. An
establishment! rank and station in life! these are words that convey to my mind
no distinct meaning, and therefore can have no attraction for me. When I marry,
it shall be with the prospect of such an income as will be competent to afford
me those conveniences of life to which I have been accustomed. Beyond this, I
have no conception of any selfish gratification from the accumulation of
thousands; and I should certainly consider such wealth more as a trust, than as
a possession.” “All this is very good, my dear,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “but it
is also very young. It was so that I and your mother talked when we were in
love: but, as you are not in love, I would advise you to be a little more
rational, and take warning from what you know was the consequence of our folly.
I tell you that there is no living in this world without money, and a great
deal of money too. Could any thing short of this conviction have made me the
husband of the present Mrs. Fitzosborn? To marry to poverty is not only folly,
but degradation. Have you never heard of the miserable way in which the mother
and sisters of Edward live?” “Yes, I have
heard of it,” said Caroline, with emphasis. “Well, should you like to live as they
do? I am sure that I never think of them without equal compassion for their
misery, and indignation at that strange brother of mine. If you value his
favour, Caroline, if you value mine, you will never think of connecting
yourself with a poor man.” “I do not think,” said Caroline, blushing, “of
connecting myself with any man. Such considerations are far from the present
purpose. Will you be so kind as to inform me what is the sum that you wish to
have?” “Deuse take me if I can prevail with myself to pillage you thus! Dear
Caroline, think better of your own interests; accept the offer that is made you; and make
us all the happiest family in town.”
Caroline felt a degree
of indignation arise in her breast, which hurt the delicacy of her filial feelings: but,
repressing the involuntary sensation, she replied, “I entreat you, sir, urge me
no farther on that subject: my resolution is definitive: and if you would
accept assistance from me on any terms, surely you will prefer those which are
the easiest to me.” “Why, to be sure it is more in the sound of the thing than
any thing else,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn. “In the natural order of things, the
whole of your fortune, in right of your mother, ought to have passed into my
hands: that it did not, was the whim of romance. The little that I now want is less than what, in that
case, I should probably have found it prudent to have appropriated to the
settling my affairs; so that you will still be better off than you might have
been; nay, rich, with all your little economical ways and your moderate
desires; so that I do not know why I should scruple. But the transaction may be
known, and not the circumstances which led to it; and then it may be mistaken,
and imputations may attach to me that no man of honour can bear; and I can
hardly hope that Lord Enville, stung as he will be by the disappointment of his
hopes, will spare me.” “Oh, my dear sir,” said Caroline, “do not let us puzzle
ourselves with all these possibilities, and suggestions that are nothing to the
purpose. If what we do is right, why should we look farther? Why should we care
what ill-informed or ill-intentioned people may say?” “Caroline,” replied Mr.
Fitzosborn, “this disregard to character is a very dangerous principle.
Reputation is the best guard to virtue. When we have lost the one, the other is
seldom preserved. This is a maxim that ought more especially to be held sacred
by a woman; but it is not to be despised by a man. The transfer that is
proposed by you, is not only expedient, but laudable; and as your interest and mine must be the same,
equally right in both parties: but perhaps this may not be quite so plain to
the world at large. If I do accept your offer, it must be upon the condition of
inevitable secresy on your side.” “My dear father,” said Caroline, “do you think I should
ever mention such a transaction to any creature?” “No, no; not voluntarily, and
unquestioned, mention it. I am sure your own prudence would prevent you: for why unnecessarily lessen yourself in the eyes of the world, where you are considered as being
worth more than thirty thousand pounds? I do not think you such a simpleton.
But you must be upon your guard; you must be prepared with some plausible story
that will satisfy Lord Enville: you must persuade him, that on being obliged to
break the engagement I had entered into with him, I am an equal sufferer with
himself. In short, you must pass for a little obstinate gipsy, who would attend
neither to her own interest nor the interest of her father.” “Would this be
quite consistent with the regard for character that you inculcated just now?”
said Caroline. “Oh, this is a trifle,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn. “Who thinks the
worse of a woman for following her own inclinations, and keeping all the power
in her own hands?”—“If such were the motives of my conduct,” returned Caroline, “my being
determined by them would involve a breach of duty to my parent, and manifest
both folly and selfishness; none of which appear to me trifles in the character
even of a woman.” “Well, well, tell the story your own way; only let it be such
an one as will effectually screen me from all suspicion as to the real truth of
the matter.” “I can promise you, sir, the most obstinate and not to be shaken
silence,” said Caroline: “farther, I hope you will forgive me if I do not engage for.”
“Truly, mistress Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “I think the most rigid
veracity need not be startled with imputing unpersuadableness to your ladyship.
What single point have you conceded to me in the whole course of this long
conversation?” “Indeed,” returned Caroline, “I have yielded all that was in my power; and all, I hope,
that is necessary either to your character or your happiness.” “Nay, child, it
is not for my own sake that I shall encroach upon your thousands. It is the
love of justice that induces me to accept the assistance you offer me. Ten
thousand pounds, though in fact no great sum, is considerable to people of a
certain description; and upon my honour I have too much feeling to bear the
thoughts of distressing honest tradesmen, who work hard
for their living.”
It was with an effort
that almost amounted to suffocation, that Caroline was enabled to repress the
exclamation of surprise that these words occasioned. Her consternation and
dismay were but too visible to her father; but, carefully avoiding any remark
on them, he went on:—“From an income of better than fifteen hundred
pounds per annum, a young woman, having no house or establishment, cannot feel
any deprivation by the diminution of five hundred pounds a year. If she have any prudence she
would not touch a single penny of it. A thousand pounds a year ought to be amply sufficient for
all her wants while she remains unmarried; and she would thus have the pleasure
of making her hoard a more worthy present for the man she loved. This, my dear Caroline, is
a pleasure that no consideration for others would have induced me to rob you
of, did I not consider this paltry thousand pounds per annum as not a tenth
part of your wealth. The Henhurst estate will infallibly be yours. That ring is the
gage of its being so. And when you have that, you may gratify your taste for
marrying a poor man, without much imputation on your prudence.”
Caroline’s various
emotions on this speech of her father’s, the confusion of ideas that such a gross
misapplication of words occasioned her, and the bitter reflections that the
whole of this conversation had given rise to, made her for some moments wholly
unable to reply to it. His last words had most particularly affected her;
though the emotion which they had occasioned was of a kind that she could not have
described, and which she did not understand. She remained silent so long, that
Mr. Fitzosborn, alarmed by the symptoms of dissatisfaction that appeared in her
countenance, said, “What is the matter with you, Caroline? are you not well?”
“I acknowledge myself something surprised,” returned Caroline, “at the
largeness of the sum which you have named; and I confess I am so far sorry for
it, as I fear the alienation of it may in some degree disappoint the
expectations
that Mrs. Fitzosborn mentioned to me last night.” “How so? what expectations did she manifest?”
“That I should pay five hundred pounds a year for my board,” returned Caroline.
“Harpy!” said Mr. Fitzosborn. “But if it were
to be so, my Caroline; there would still be another five hundred pounds left
for your private purse; and I have heard you say that you do not spend two
hundred.” “Not on myself,” said Caroline. “And surely, my dear little Lady
Bountiful, three hundred pounds a year are ample for all the purposes of
benevolence.” It falls short, thought Caroline, of the demands of extravagance.
“But,” returned she, “I have really no such sum to bestow.” “Nor need you. Yet,
when your servants’ wages are paid, and you have allotted a certain sum for
such presents and attentions as are indispensable, there will still be such a
surplus on your income, as may well satisfy your passion for indiscriminate
charity.” “There will be no surplus at all,” said Caroline. “You mentioned, my
dear father, just now, the distresses of Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn: I have already
appropriated three hundred pounds of my income to her. I have given my word
that it shall be continued to her.” “Three hundred pounds a year to Mrs. Edward
Fitzosborn!” exclaimed Mr. Fitzosborn. “Was there ever such folly? Why, child, were you mad? or had
you lost all power of calculation?” “It is plain,” returned Caroline, “that I
did not take into my calculation all that I ought to have done: but the thing
is done; nor can it be recalled. Of the seven hundred pounds a year that remain
to me of my property, it is for you, sir, to say what part
you require for the maintenance of me and my servants; and for me so to regulate my expenses, as not to
exceed what may be left to my disposal.” “This is a very foolish affair indeed,
Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, peevishly. “This comes of making girls of eighteen mistresses
of themselves. I wonder at your courage in having disposed of so large a share
of your property without my consent. You see what inconveniences you bring upon
yourself by such self-willedness; nor will the mischief stop here. If this
matter comes to the knowledge of your uncle, adieu to all our hopes of the
Henhurst estate. He will as soon leave it to a beggar as to one who has taken
upon herself to relieve the distresses of those whom he had consigned to perpetual
poverty. Some means must be found to stop the mouths of those silly
Fitzosborns, who will be talking of your bounty, and call it gratitude, and so
ruin you. The deuse take me if I were ever more vexed at a thing in my life!” “I do not fear any evil
consequences from what I have done,” returned Caroline; “and if any should
occur, they will be wholly to myself. I hope, therefore, sir, that you will not
suffer this matter to rest upon your mind, any farther than as it may influence
your decision as to the other parts of my property.” “The evil consequences wholly to yourself
indeed!” said Mr. Fitzosborn. “Is there not an immediate evil consequence that
affects others? In the state of indigence to which
you have reduced yourself, do you
think that I can consent that Mrs. Fitzosborn shall realize her projects of advantage at your expense? And
shall not I then be the victim of her ill-humour?”
Caroline could not help
wondering at the quick-sightedness of selfishness, and the cold-heartedness of
avarice.
“I beg,” returned she,
“that this may not be the case: I can live very happily upon two hundred pounds
a year. I desire that you will permit me to pay Mrs. Fitzosborn the five
hundred pounds on which she has set her heart; all then may be peace and
harmony, as far as my residence in this house is concerned: and I can
faithfully promise you, that I will not trouble it by any regrets of my own.”
“I believe it had best be so,” returned Mr. Fitzosborn, carelessly. “My lawyer
shall be here to-morrow morning, when every thing necessary to the transfer
that we have agreed upon may be completed; and ere long the Henhurst
estate will make all up to you again.”
Thus ended this
memorable conversation; Mr. Fitzosborn, as he said the last words, sauntering out of
the room, and leaving Caroline at a loss to know whether the sacrifice of one
third of her fortune, and the alienation of another third, had conferred an obligation, or had
excited the smallest feeling of gratitude. She had heard the most gross
misapplication of words, and she felt herself the victim of the most lavish
extravagance and the most flint-hearted selfishness; while the person who thus spoke,
and thus acted, seemed unconscious that his arguments were inconclusive, or his
conduct reprehensible. Caroline could not understand this: nor would she have
understood it better, had she been privy to all that passed in the mind of her father. So
accustomed was he to call “things by wrong names,” and so little did he attend
to the motives for his actions, that he believed unfeignedly that his expenses
were no more than necessary; that in offering his daughter a coronet he had
fulfilled the part of a good father; that by inculcating falsehood and
cold-heartedness, he was teaching her prudence and a knowledge of the world;
that in robbing her of her fortune he was taking no more than his due; and,
finally, that she could suffer no real injury, as she would infallibly inherit the
Henhurst estate. On the whole, as he had secured the ten thousand pounds to
himself, he was better pleased that Caroline had refused Mr. Pynsynt than if she had
accepted him. By being still to be disposed of, fresh advantages might accrue
to him in the disposal of her; and in the contingents of futurity, events might
arise which would give him cause to rejoice that Caroline was accountable only
to himself for her conduct. The only particular that now occupied his thoughts,
was how to
conceal from Lord Enville, and every other person, the diminution that had
taken place in Caroline’s fortune, with respect to the ten thousand pounds
absolutely given to himself, and the lessening of her income from her
benevolence to Mrs. Edward Fitzosborn. He flattered himself, that as he was
sure of her unbroken silence on these two points, that this would not be
difficult;
and he left his house, to throw himself into his usual round of morning occupations, with as much
self-complacency and lightness of heart, as if he had been performing the most
disinterested actions.
Caroline withdrew to
her chamber in a very different state of mind. She could not doubt but that the
promptness with which she had yielded so large a part of her property was
right. It was a parent who had required her assistance; and the assistance that
she had given him was so far from being beyond what she could prudently spare
from her own wants, that she considered herself as still affluent. In the plan
that she had sketched for the expenditure of her income, she had considered
that part of it which she had appropriated to the calls of benevolence, as a
fountain from whence to draw her purest pleasures. The stream was now to be almost
wholly directed to one object, and that object her father. But where was the
corresponding joy that such an indulgence of the filial and benevolent feelings in one seemed so
imperiously to call for? Poor Caroline knew it not; felt it not. All within was
blunt discomfort, or involuntary, but unequivocal condemnation. She durst not
trust herself to embody in words the thoughts which the discovery she had made
of her father’s character gave rise to. She did not dare to call things as she
knew them to be; and she would willingly have relinquished her power of giving,
to have escaped such a proof of her father’s injustice and rapacity. She turned
from his maxims and principles with an abhorrence that terrified her; and then
again she meditated schemes the most impracticable, how she should escape from
the contagion of his example. But the turpitude of her father was not the only
painful discovery that Caroline had made: she was conscious of the sharpness of
the pang which she had felt on divesting herself of so large a share of her
property; and with a heart as little mercenary as she knew her own to be, she
could not be at a loss to account for what she had felt.
“I have still sufficient for
my own gratification,” said she. “I have parted with the superfluity to a
parent. For whose sake, then, do I regret that I am no longer rich?”
Her head sunk upon her
bosom as she said these words: and as she closed her eyes to exclude the light, which was at that
moment hateful to her, “Oh Edward,” cried she. But who
has told me, thought she, a little
recovering her composure, that, were I queen of the globe, Edward would
condescend to share it with me? Why should I regret an affluence, which, had I
retained, it is but too probable, I should have found valueless?
The train of thought which these
reflections gave birth to, led her to the conviction that she had no ground to
flatter herself that the kindness which Edward had always manifested towards
her, was marked by that particular distinction which would make him take any
selfish interest in the diminution of her fortune. She saw in his manners towards her, frankness of
disposition, friendship, perhaps partiality, but not love. She scarcely knew
whether there was admiration. He had never paid one compliment to her person;
never, except when warmed by gratitude by her favours to his family, had he
been led or betrayed into a warm approbation of her sentiments. Nor could she
recall to her mind a single symptom of jealousy, or even uneasiness, that the attentions of
others of his sex to her had ever discovered. He had, indeed, warmly expressed
his pleasure on being assured that she was indifferent to Charles Pynsynt; but
she could too easily trace this feeling back to a general principle of
benevolence, to be able, by any self-flattery, to place it to the account of
any particular interest. In all that he did or said with respect to herself, he
appeared unactuated by hope or fear; and she remembered with pain, that it was
not till Charles had so unequivocally proved himself unworthy of her, that he
had seemed to feel even a wish to ascertain the truth of any connexion between
them. It was impossible to escape from the conclusion that these reflections
forced upon her; and Caroline found, in one and the same moment, that her heart
was no longer in her own possession; and that she had given it to a man who was
probably indifferent to the gift.
Shocked, grieved, and
humiliated, Caroline felt as if alone in the world. Poor, with reputed
thousands; unprotected under the roof of a parent. Instead of a father, she had
found an invader of her property; instead of the kindness of friendship, the
machinations of selfishness; and instead of having secured the heart of one
favoured individual, the mortifying conviction that she had lost her own! With this
consciousness she lost also all the unreproved delight hitherto attendant on
her intercourse with Edward: she felt that she ought never to see him more, and
yet not a single moment passed in which she did not wish to see him. She had
accustomed herself to look to him as the enlightener of her paths, and the
rectifier of her opinions. His better knowledge of the world, the strictness of
his principles, and the steadiness of his conduct, had made her, from her first residence in
London, turn to him for that assistance which she was sensible she must want on
her entrance into life, and which she would have looked for in vain from Lady Enville, or
from any of her family. The decorum of civilized society, the elegance of
fashionable manners, she might indeed have learnt from them, had the
benevolence of her disposition, and the correctness of her taste, left her in
want of any such instruction: but the strength of principle, with the
tenderness of feeling, that distinguishes the Christian, could not be taught by
those who made not the precepts of the Gospel the standard of their actions.
That Edward did so, she well knew, and therefore she had considered him as a
casuist on whom she might safely rely. But could she now expose herself to a
more intimate knowledge of his excellencies, when she suffered so severely from
what she knew of them already? If Edward were not to be her friend, she had not
one in the world: and how forlorn is that being who is friendless! Although
Edward visited her father, she knew that he was seldom included in his dinner
parties; nor was her chance of seeing him at the entertainments
given by Mrs. Fitzosborn much
better than that of meeting him at dinner. Mrs. Fitzosborn, constantly engaged
from home, returned the civilities of her friends by one or two crowded and
magnificent assemblies in the course of the season. With the exception of these
meetings, the society to be met with in her house did not extend beyond the
hour that the law of fashion decreed as the instant of separation for those who
had dined together. Caroline could no longer hope to be a welcome visiter in
Grosvenor Square; nor would she have wished to be a frequent visiter there,
could she have supposed herself welcome. As she was scarcely emerged from
childhood, and as the three years previous to her attaining the epoch of her
premature majority, had been fully engaged with the masters which it had been
thought necessary to accumulate to supply the deficiencies of her country
education, she had had little leisure to familiarize herself with any of the
young people whom she was accustomed to see at Lord Enville’s; and in general
their pleasures and ways of thinking were so dissimilar to her own, that she
had found no attraction in their company. She visited no where, but as a member
of Lord Enville’s family; nor did she suspect that, on her removal to Sackville
Street, the intercourse with her present acquaintance would extend beyond an
interchange of visiting cards; or that the new ones which she was likely to form, would open to her a
more intimate society. The particular associates of Mrs. Fitzosborn, she was
sure, could not be her’s; and of the mixed multitude of names which were to be found in her
visiting book, Caroline knew it was most likely that she should not become
acquainted with half a dozen of the persons to whom they belonged.
At the moment that
Caroline was thus reviewing, with a heavy heart, the forlornness of her
situation; where acquaintance did not secure society, or intercourse
friendship; she was told there was a gentleman below who wished to see her. She
went down with no expectation of meeting a welcome visiter: she opened the door
of the drawing-room, and found herself with Edward. “Dear
Caroline!” “Dear Edward!” was the involuntary and eager exclamation of both:
but Caroline felt herself blush so intolerably as the words escaped her, that
Edward had taken her passive hand before she was aware of the liberty. “I
protest,” said Edward, laughing, “I am as much rejoiced to see you again, as if we had not met
these ten years; so sadly estranged from us all do you seem by the change of your abode. We were
a melancholy party in Grosvenor Square last night.” “Not on account of my
absence,” said Caroline, with a melancholy smile. “Oh don’t be so modestly
incredulous,” said Edward, “nor inquire too closely, whether I have not adopted
the royal style, when that of the humble individual would have been nearer the
truth. I am only bound to answer for myself; and I can say with the most
perfect veracity, that it is the only unpleasant evening that I have passed in
that house these two years.” Caroline again felt her cheek suffused with
blushes. It seemed to her that Edward had penetrated the secret of her heart,
and that he was resolved to absolve himself from the charge of insensibility.
“But you do not tell me
any thing of Charles?” said Caroline. “My dear cousin,” cried Edward, looking
earnestly at her, “what is the matter? Are you not well? You speak dejectedly.” “Pray, if
you do know any thing of Charles, tell me,” said she. “It was
one of the purposes of my visit,” returned he: “but shall I confess that the
sight of you drove every thing else out of my head? Those grave looks, however,
will soon bring me to my recollection.” “What of Charles?” said Caroline. “Ah,
my cousin,”
cried Edward, while, as he looked earnestly on her, all traces of gayety faded
from his countenance, “is this earnestness of inquiry consistent with the
declaration that you so frankly made the other night?” “How should it be
inconsistent?” said Caroline. “Can I not be solicitous for the good conduct or
happiness of so near a relation without having a personal interest in his solicitude?”
“I beg your pardon—the exhilaration of my spirits—my giddiness—my—I don’t know what, makes me commit a thousand blunders: but the truth is, that matters are mended with
Charles;
and a letter I have received this morning has set my brain a working in so
agreeable a manner, that I scarcely know what I am about.” “But how are matters
mended with Charles?” said Caroline. “By having the play debt so arranged,
though I fear at the expense of all that was settled upon him, as to leave no
stain on his honour, as it is called, and by having got an appointment through
the interest of Lord Evelyn, which will carry him out in a few days to India in
a very eligible situation. But still more, as you will think, by the just
regret for past errors, and the fervent resolutions against all such evil for
the future, that this awakening blow has produced. Indeed, he feels so bitterly
his late folly, that I should think him as pitiable as a man could be, if his
present sufferings were not the guarantee of his future happiness.” “And are the family in
Grosvenor Square satisfied with all this?” asked Caroline. “Oh, more than
satisfied,” replied Edward: “Lady Enville thinks it the luckiest stroke in the
world; and gravely tells her daughters to observe how good comes out of evil;
then falls to castle building, and erects Charles into a governor-general at
least: while Lord Enville remarks, like a profound politician, that the ablest
designs are often less successful than the caprices of fortune; and the young
ladies declare that they were never uneasy, for they were sure that Charles
would never do any thing to make them ashamed of him. “I am very glad of it,” said Caroline,
in a tone of voice that showed how far her thoughts were from the subject on
which she spoke. “My dear cousin,” said Edward, fervently, “what is the matter?
Why so grave? Why so sad? If you put me upon asking questions, I shall be very
impertinent.” “No, that you cannot be,” said Caroline; “but it is not in my
power to tell you all that at this moment weighs upon my mind, and I would not
mislead you by any double dealing. In general I may venture to say that my
change of residence does not promise me an increase of happiness: but I say
even thus
much only to you, and you must
not repeat it.” “Sacred is the confidence, however limited, that you repose in me,” returned
Edward; “but give me one smile, I pray, my sweet coz, and tell me that we shall
meet this evening in Grosvenor Square.” “Indeed we shall not,” said Caroline.
“Why then you will break half a score of hearts,” said Edward; “for, be as
unbelieving as you will, I heard of nothing but your perfections last night,
uncontroverted even by the fastidious criticism of that admirable judge of
merit, Mr.
Pynsynt himself. And Lady Enville declared she should call upon you by sunrise, and run
away with you for the whole day.” “I fancy I may have lost some of my
attractions in her ladyship’s eyes by this time,” said Caroline. “And I can
guess how you have lost them,” said Edward. “I could have told these Machiavels
as much last night; nor did I believe a word of what I heard: yet give me the
pleasure of hearing from your own mouth that you will never marry that puppy
Pynsynt.” “I will never marry any body who I think a puppy,” returned Caroline, gravely. What was the
precise impulse from whence Caroline returned so evasive an answer to a request
that was neither offensive nor puzzling it would,
perhaps, be difficult to say. It
is true that her spirits were low, and her heart oppressed; and there was
something in the gayety and ease of Edward so uncongenial to her feelings, that displeased her:
but she felt, the moment the words were uttered, that he did not deserve such a
reply. On him it had an instantaneous effect. “I beg your pardon,” said he;
“nothing was farther from my intention than to offend you? I see I have been
impertinent. I ought to have been more circumspect.” “And I less peevish,” said
Caroline. “It is I who ought to ask pardon: but I will do more, I will make you
all the amends in my power. I will tell you in express terms, that I never
will marry that puppy Pynsynt.” “Ten thousand thanks for your condescension,”
said Edward,
kissing the fair hand that was held out to him in token of reconciliation:
“this dear hand must never be made a property of: reserve it for him, whoever
he may be, who would not part with its little finger for all this world’s
wealth: and pray don’t let these foolish people use you as I see they do:
assert your independence, and show them that a little steady principle and
plain dealing are a match for all their versatile politics and polished
duplicity.” “Upon my word,” said Caroline, with a faint smile, “you are in a
very odd humour this morning. I never saw your spirits
so buoyant, nor heard your tongue
so flippant.” “It is because you never saw me intoxicated before,” said Edward:
“but I
have this morning drank so delicious a draught of hope, as has entirely overset
my senses.” “I shall begin to think so in good earnest,” said Caroline, “if you
are not more sober.” “Well, then, I will be gone before I have quite lost my reputation. Adieu, and all good angles guard you!” And so saying, he opened the door, and ran
down stairs.
Caroline had scarcely
time to think of the uncommon humour that Edward was in, before the entrance of Mrs. Fitzosborn
interrupted her meditations.
“Upon my word, Miss Fitzosborn,” said that
lady, “this is a pretty specimen of the manners of Grosvenor Square. Are you
accustomed to tête à têtes with young men?” “It was my cousin Edward,”
replied Caroline. “And suppose it was my cousin Edward,” returned the vulgar
censurer, “what then? I can tell you, Miss Fitzosborn, I shall suffer no such
doings in my house. I am accountable for your conduct to your father, and I
know his mind too well to let you be intimate with any man who is not worth a
shilling.” Caroline made no reply: and Mrs. Fitzosborn, with the colour rising,
said, “Pray was this visit wholly to you? Did not the civil young man ask for
me? I am sure he owes me all respect.” “Probably, madam, he did,” replied
Caroline; “but I really know nothing of the matter. When I came down to Mr.
Fitzosborn, I did not know to whom I was coming; nor that you, madam, were not in this room.” “Well,”
said Mrs. Fitzosborn, “I shall give proper orders in future; for we must have
no such hugger-mugger doings, I can tell you. Pray, Miss Fitzosborn, what has
been settled between you and your father? What compensation are we to have for
all the trouble that you and your fine servants will give in this house?” “My
board is to be five hundred pounds a year, madam,” said Caroline. “And am I to
receive it?” “Really I cannot tell; that will be as my father pleases.” “Upon
my word, Miss Fitzosborn, I wonder at you; did I not warn you against trusting
Mr. Fitzosborn with a guinea of your fortune? If you would make me your
friend, all might be well; but if you put your affairs into Mr. Fitzosborn’s
hands, you will be ruined; that’s all.” It is but too probable, thought
Caroline. “I am obliged to you, madam, for your advice,” replied she, “but all
these matters must be left to my father.” “Then you will be ruined: remember I
tell you that you will be ruined.” “I cannot be ruined, madam, in any painful sense
of the word, if all I have contributes to the comfort of my father.” “I
understand nothing of such romance,” replied Mrs. Fitzosborn, contemptuously.
“I suppose the truth is, that you reckon upon Henhurst; and a good reckoning it
is: though, to be sure, the right of the thing is with Mr. Fitzosborn; and I am
sure I do not blame you for giving him a great deal, for you have stood sadly
in his way; and to be sure the father was born before the daughter, whatever
some people might think: but, as to all house concerns, the money ought to pass
through my hands, and I can tell Mr. Fitzosborn it shall.” To this Caroline
again made no answer, and Mrs. Fitzosborn, having been silent for a few minutes, said; “Well, Miss Fitzosborn, I am going out this
morning, and I would have you go with me, that I may introduce you to such of my acquaintance
as I shall think proper. We will leave our cards together.”
Caroline knew that she
had nothing to do but to submit, and she endeavoured to do so with the
best grace she could; but she had already had a sufficient specimen of what she
might expect in a residence in Sackville Street, to determine, if possible, to
find some other abode, let the exchange cost her what it would.
After a tedious morning
spent in driving from door to door, and from shop to shop, the two ladies returned
scarcely in time to dress for dinner; and as Caroline cast her eyes on the visiting
cards that had been received in their absence, she saw with surprise, but not
wholly without pleasure, the names of Lady Enville and Miss Pynsynt; and at the
same time, written with a pencil under that of Lady Enville, “Dear Caroline,
can you come to us this evening? We shall be at home, and long to see you.”
After the prohibition
with which Mrs. Fitzosborn had threatened her in the morning, she could not but
be pleased to see that there was still a house open to her, where she might
hope to see Edward without provoking the vulgar suspicion and ill bred
reprehensions of her step-mother: nor was she insensible to such a proof that
she was not regarded by the Envilles wholly on account of their own interest; for
as she had no doubt but that her father had communicated the result of their
conversation as far as related to Mr. Pynsynt’s proposals, she considered the
visit of Lady Enville, and the familiar and kind invitation which she had just
read, as an evidence that her rejection of the son was to make no difference in
her intercourse with the rest of the family. It was now, therefore, that she recollected, with increased mortification, an
engagement that Mrs. Fitzosborn had made for her for a part of the evening; yet she flattered herself
that she might still steal an hour for Grosvenor Square, and she was resolved
to obtain her father’s permission to do so. How far certain words that had
fallen from Edward might conduce to that self-complacency in the mind of
Caroline, which led to a kindness of feelings towards others, I will not
pretend to say; but it is certain, that at this moment she was inclined to
think more favourably of the whole Enville family than she had done ever since
the misconduct of Charles had betrayed their general insensibility to all
distinction between right and wrong: and as to any fears of being again exposed
to an intimate intercourse with Edward, I doubt whether she was conscious of
any such apprehension. Thus fearless of the one, and inclined to believe as
much good of the other as they would allow to be possible, Caroline thought of
nothing at present with so much pleasure as a visit to Grosvenor Square; and
she was resolved to accomplish it if possible. She had, however, made herself
too great a compliment in supposing that any part of her value with the
Envilles was personal: her merit, in their eyes, was wholly dependant upon the
number of her thousands; and the hope that they might still secure these
thousands to themselves, was the main spring that put all their actions into motion. Mr.
Fitzosborn, on leaving his daughter, had gone directly to Lord Enville’s, and
had there related, with what colouring he had thought expedient, Caroline’s
rejection of the hand of Mr. Pynsynt. But, in order to lull to sleep any
suspicions that the sharp-sighted peer might entertain of his having secured his own
share of the prize, while he had wholly abandoned the interest of his ally, he
insinuated that this rejection need not to be considered as absolute; that
there was, in fact, more reason for Lord Enville’s belief of Caroline’s
attachment to Charles than he had, till now, seen any ground for; and that
though all thoughts of any connexion between them must now be at an end, and that it was not to be expected
that the liking for one brother, could be so soon transferred to the other; yet that time
and assiduity on the one side, and good sense and ambition on the other, would
in all likelihood accomplish all they wished. Lord Enville, though he could not
contest the solidity of a reasoning which rested upon facts that he had himself
so strenuously asserted, was not without his suspicions that this was not the whole of
the matter; but he did not the less readily agree with Mr. Fitzosborn, that
they ought to give the most favourable opportunities to the operation of those
active principles from which Mr. Fitzosborn professed to look for so happy an
issue; and that, for this purpose, the two families should be more than ever
together: and to keep off all competitors for Caroline’s favour, the heads of
each agreed to encourage the report that she was irrevocably destined for Mr.
Pynsynt. It was not only with a view to conceding the whole of what had passed
between himself and his daughter, that Mr. Fitzosborn thus condescended to
deviate from the straight line of truth. A little reflection had convinced him,
that of the seven hundred pounds a year, which his own rapacity and Caroline’s
generosity had alone left her possessed, it would be much more conducive to his
domestic repose, and the splendour of his establishment, that the five hundred
appropriated for her board should remain to that use, than that it should make
any part of a matrimonial portion for Caroline; and as he was persuaded that
she would never marry Mr. Pynsynt, he thought he might, by encouraging the
report of her engagement to him, probably prevent her from marrying any one else; at least till after the death of his
brother, when the possession of the Henhurst estate would call for other arrangements. Of his own
death he did not think. A succession of expedients was the whole of his
provision for the future; and as no expedient could avert the stroke of death,
he thought, when he did think of it, as a misfortune to which he must submit,
and as an additional reason for crowding the hours he was to live with every
possible gratification. For these reasons, Caroline’s desire to comply with
Lady Enville’s invitation found a ready concurrence from her father; and by his means all
difficulties with Mrs. Fitzosborn were easily obviated; though on the brow of
the latter sat a cloud that threatened a future storm. At present there was no
time to enter into any discussion. The dinner hour was come; the guests arrived: every
countenance was to be smoothed, and gayety and good humour were to prevail.
Caroline was known to
most of the individuals who formed this dinner party. It was chiefly composed of men of fashion of
the same standing in life as her father, while the proper number of females
were supplied by those to whom Mrs. Fitzosborn had introduced Caroline as to her particular
friends. Accustomed as Caroline had been to the well-appointed and elegant
establishment of Lord Enville, she was astonished with the refinement of luxury
and the wantonness of expense that she found at her father’s table. Wines of
the most expensive kinds were in the utmost profusion; while the mysteries of
art, and the riches of nature, were exhausted to render the viands exquisite.
Nor were such attentions lost upon the guests. To eat and to criticise, and to
analyze what they ate, seemed with them to be the great purpose of life.
Caroline had sometimes been wearied at the table of Lord Enville; but never,
till this day, had she been so completely disgusted; nor ever had she before so
earnestly returned, in wish, to the simple diet and unremarked repasts of her
early days. In this world, however, all things have an end; and the dinner of
Mr. Fitzosborn was at length concluded. Caroline was to pass the early part of
the evening in Grosvenor Square; and she was in haste to be there. She found
the party at coffee; and Edward, who had dined there, made one of it. If the
ebullition of his spirits seemed to have subsided, the pleasure and spirit with
which he addressed her seemed the same; and the animation with which he
conversed with her, and the delight which sparkled in his eyes as he looked at
her, equally astonished and gratified her. She, too, became gay and happy; and
while she gave way to the suggestion of hope, that she was not indifferent to
the man she loved, she forgot how much the transactions of the morning had lessened her power of
obliging him. By the Enville family she was received with the most flattering
kindness. “Now this is so good of you!” said Lady Enville, “to come so early!
and to
look so pleased to return to us! I hope you have no engagement for any part of
the evening? We have none that we will not joyfully break to have the pleasure
of your company.” “It was so provoking not to find you at home this morning!”
said Miss Pynsynt. “I wanted to have seen a little of your interior; and to
have heard all about Mrs. Fitzosborn,” added she in a whisper. Lord Enville,
taking her hand, said, “Caroline, we thought we knew your whole value when we
parted with you; but a few hours’ absence has taught us to appreciate it more
justly: although,” added he, drawing her a little aside, “you have made use of
those hours rather cruelly for some of us. Pynsynt, come here,” continued his
lordship. “I am sure, Caroline, I may promise this poor mortified fellow that
you will regard him still as a relation and friend; and I will promise for him that he shall not
trouble you with high pretensions. Let him seal this compact on your fair
hand.” “I shall always be happy to consider Mr. Pynsynt as my relation and my
friend,” said Caroline, giving her hand. “And I,” said Mr. Pynsynt, raising it
gently to his lips, “would not forego that honour for all that the rest of your sex has to give. I have been
presumptuous; I have been precipitate. Only pardon what is past, and you shall have no
cause to complain for the future.” How unjust have I been! thought Caroline:
yet the insensibility shown to the sorrows and the indiscretions of Charles recurred
to her mind; and she felt that she could not be wholly mistaken in the estimate
that she had taken of the hearts and the sympathy of these kindly professing friends. She
hoped that some one of the family would have mentioned this young man; but as
no one did, she took an opportunity of saying to Lady Enville, “I am glad, my
dear madam, that poor Charles’s indiscretions are not likely to be attended
with all the inconvenience that might have been feared.” Lady Enville looked
earnestly at her, endeavouring to ascertain the truth of what Mr. Fitzosborn
had so lately, and so opportunely as it were, admitted of her attachment to Charles; of which, in fact, Lady Enville herself
did not believe one word, and therefore suspected that there were some other
reasons for her refusal of the elder brother, which the father did not think
fit to avow. Caroline’s unchanging countenance confirmed her suspicion. “Oh, my dear Caroline,”
returned she, “don’t mention the subject! Think what a mother feels whose son
is about to be banished to India! And think how much more she feels when that
son deserves his banishment!” After what she had witnessed, Caroline could
scarcely be the dupe of this sudden start of maternal sensibility; and, in
spite of her candour, she could not help suspecting the sincerity of it. Have I
no asylum, said she to herself, from the coarse selfishness of Mrs. Fitzosborn, but
the polished duplicity of Lady Enville?
That part of the
evening, however, that could be allotted to Grosvenor Square, was not, upon the
whole, passed unpleasantly by Caroline; and she parted from her friends with
repeated assurances on all sides that they would meet frequently. The next
morning brought Mr. Fitzosborn’s lawyer, and the alienation of the ten thousand
pounds was completed. Mr. Fitzosborn also informed her, that he had consented
that the five hundred pounds which was to be paid for her board was to pass
through her hands to those of Mrs. Fitzosborn; adding, “I believe that Orpheus
must have had a golden lyre, or he would never have silenced this Rhodope.”
A few weeks now passed
in the usual routine of a London life; nor had Caroline much reason to complain
of her situation. If her time were not so much at her own disposal as she could
have wished it, or if it were not always spent as she approved, she considered
that she was yet, by the laws of her country, an infant, and that it was one of
her first duties to comply with all the wishes of a parent that did not lead to
actual guilt. She sought to be good, but not to be distinguished: and though
she knew that she ought to be about “the business” of her heavenly Father, she was not less aware
that submission to her earthly parent made a part of that business. She had it still in her power
to redeem some of those precious moments which would return no more; and she
endeavoured, by a diligent cultivation of her understanding, and a strict guard
over her principles, to prepare herself for that more independent and actively
virtuous life to which she looked forward with hope. The diminution of her means of
doing good had greatly curtailed those pursuits of benevolence which she had
proposed to herself so much pleasure in the prosecution
of: and indeed she found that it
required the strictest economy with respect to her own expenses, if she were to preserve any part of
her small income for the purposes of pure charity. So many were the demands
upon her from the vanity or rapacity of others, and she found so much expected
from her as to her own appearance, that it was little indeed that she could
appropriate to the wants of real distress, or the gratification of those who could not spare
from their necessaries any indulgence to their fancy.
Her father, in
particular, a professed observer and critic of female dress, gave her much
disturbance by his constant disapprobation of the simplicity and
unexpensiveness of her’s. She would willingly have sacrificed her taste to his;
but her principles she was resolved to maintain. Neither remonstrance nor
reproach could induce her to contract debts which she knew she should be unable
to discharge without encroaching upon that part of her income which she had
appropriated to the actual wants of others—an income that was become so limited by her
largesses
to her father himself. Nor were the difficulties which arose from these sources
the only cause that Caroline had to lament the loss of so large a part of her
property. They were accompanied with many mortifications from other quarters.
She began to be conscious that she was considered as niggardly and
mean-spirited by many of her companions. The profusion and self-indulgence
which alone, in the mind of those triflers, made up the idea of generosity,
were not found in Caroline. The expensive baubles which those who had not the
fourth part of her supposed income, considered as indispensable to their appearance,
made no part of Caroline’s. She declined all expensive amusements, and turned a
deaf ear to those tales of elegant woe,
and heart-rending distress, with
which certain fine ladies attack the sympathy of others, who they intend shall
take upon themselves the whole expense of that benevolence which they know so
well how to express. Caroline would see with her own
eyes, and determine with her own judgment: and knowing that she could no longer be extravagant even in good deeds,
she left those distresses which
engaged the attention of every body, to be relieved by the aggregate of the
small sums collected by the fashionable mode of subscription from those who were
indifferent to what purpose the money was applied, provided only that they
complimented a high titled beggar by letting their names appear amongst the
list of subscribers to her favourite charity. Her benefactions were secret, and
well chosen; and she found means, even in that almost indivisible mass of vice and misery that
London presents, to distinguish between the suffering of misfortune and the
complainings of depravity. She endeavoured to content herself rather with the
practice, than the reputation of liberality. But it was not always that her
habit of calling “things by right names,” or even the pleasure that she derived
from the restored comfort and gratitude of those whom she had relieved, could
so wholly conquer self-love, as effectually to repress a painful sensation when
she saw that her refusal to expend in some trifle the guinea that was
appropriated to the mitigation of the evils of poverty, drew on her the
imputation of sordidness.
Caroline had, however,
been well-grounded in the Christian religion; and was aware that humility and
self-abasement were the foundation stones on which it rested; and therefore if
the first sigh arose from mortified pride, the second sprang from self-condemnation, and was
followed by a resolution that her “conscience and her bible” should alone be
the regulators of her conduct.
She continued to be
extremely well received by the Envilles; and Mr. Pynsynt had assumed so much
deference in his manner towards her, and so much appearance of attachment, that
had Caroline had as much vanity as falls to the share of most human creatures,
she would certainly have concluded that he was in love. But in fact Caroline
had but a mean opinion of her own attractions. For the first fifteen years of
her life she had never heard a single word of her person, or of the art of
adorning it. Her virtues had been sedulously cultivated: but, as humility had
been represented as the prime of them, she had been oftener led to consider
whether she was humble, than whether she was good: and as the course of a right
education, even in the guidance of the best disposition, will rather be the correction
of faults, and a guard against errors, than a laudatory on progressive
improvement, Caroline could recollect more instances of reproof, or caution,
than of reward, or praise. The always delighted, though regulated indulgence of
Mrs. Pynsynt when Caroline gave cause for indulgence, had convinced her of the
unfeigned love of her aunt, and had occasioned her to carry every deprivation
or reprehension which she had suffered, to the account of her own faults: and when,
from the stable form of excellence which the character of Caroline had taken in
the last years of Mrs. Pynsynt’s life, she had the satisfaction of scarcely
ever finding a word or action produce a reproof, she became not the less
humble, but the more grateful. Nor had the flatteries which she had met with
since her residence in London been of a kind likely to counteract the influence
of her earlier education. Of those who praised her most she had by no means a
high opinion; and the evident motive by which both Mr. Pynsynt and Charles had
been actuated in their attentions to her, was any thing rather than flattering
to her self-love. The approbation and gratitude of Edward, whom she considered
as the prototype of what a man should be, she believed herself to possess; yet could not
her mind fasten upon one circumstance from which she could derive a hope that
his regard for her exceeded the bounds of a tender friendship. Since her
removal into Sackville Street she had seen little of him: nor had the vivacity
of his regard towards her extended beyond the single day in which she had first
remarked it; he had fallen back into his ever apparent; it is true, but calm and cousin-like,
approbation: and though their intimacy seemed always to be progressive, there
was no sign that it would ever ripen into an affection more tender than esteem.
I may be approved, said
Caroline; but I am not made to charm! The fortune-hunter and the friend can
approach me, without either the one or the other forgetting his calculation or his
prudence.
Whoever had heard this
conclusion would have supposed that Caroline had never looked into a glass.
They would have supposed that she could never have seen that brilliant
complexion where the “purest red and white strove for mastery;” that hair which
shaded, in beautiful abundance, a forehead, whereon sat enthroned benevolent intelligence; those
eyes, from whence sparkled sense and spirit, or from whence beamed the gentler
rays of affection and compassion: they would have supposed that she had never
contemplated a person where symmetry and grace were united, or observed the limbs which might have served
as a model for the statuary. Yet Caroline had seen, had contemplated, had
observed all this; and the conclusion still was, “I am not made to charm.”
She had, however, yet
been scarcely seen; and the report so confidently propagated, that she was
destined first for Charles, and then for Mr. Pynsynt, had occasioned her
to be seen without hope. Of coquetry she had not a single spice in her
disposition; and the little interest that she took in the frivolous
conversation of those with whom she usually associated, prevented her from ever
appearing the first figure in the group. But as she mixed in more general
society, as she appeared more frequently in public, the admiration which followed her,
gave her ample reason to retract the humble opinion that she had formed of
herself, and would have justified her in the opposite conclusion, that “She was
made to charm.” If the discovery gave her pleasure, and it cannot be supposed
that it did not give her pleasure, it was, notwithstanding, more than
counterbalanced by the conviction, that every day seemed to grow stronger, that
the only eye in which she would most have desired to have appeared lovely,
seemed to regard her only as a kind relation and agreeable friend. Something of
the same kind of moderation seemed, indeed, to pervade much of the admiration
which now drew after her many followers wherever she appeared. No one seemed to have formed any
design of making a particular interest in her heart. She might have wondered at
this, if she had thought about it: but the truth was, that without adverting to
the cause of so extraordinary an indifference, she
enjoyed the calm that it produced,
with scarcely a consciousness of what was passing in her heart: she rejoiced to
escape all solicitations on the subject of marriage; and, without acknowledging to herself the
period to which she looked forward, she nourished a secret hope, that the apparent
calmness of Edward’s affection was less a proof of the indifference of his
heart, than the result of the disinterestedness of his mind, and the nicety of
his honour. Whatever might be the cause of the distance which Edward maintained
in all his intercourse with his lovely cousin, it certainly had nothing in common
with that which deprived her of the more particular homage of many of those who
gazed upon her with admiration. He was not the dupe of the art of the Enville
family: and though he suffered the report of Caroline’s engagement with Mr.
Pynsynt to prevail, unchecked by any contradiction from him, he knew its
falsity; while, to the apprehension of every common observer, nothing could
appear more certain than the connexion that was reported to be between them.
Caroline was never seen in public, unaccompanied by some of the Envilles; Mr.
Pynsynt was the constant attendant upon her steps, and ever by her side; nor
did she appear to repulse his assiduity, or to withdraw from his attentions. As
the exclusive right to entertain her which Mr. Pynsynt seemed to assume,
interfered with no plan of her own, it either passed with her unnoticed, or
disregarded; and feeling, that after the explicit rejection of him as a
husband, and the stipulated terms of their continued intercourse, that her
purposes could not be misunderstood by him, she was indifferent how they were regarded
by the world: and thus she contributed alike to the furtherance of Lord
Enville’s and her father’s designs, without being aware of either.
But if the fear of a
refusal were sufficient to keep at a distance those who merely admired her
beauty, or would have been glad to have possessed themselves of her fortune,
it was not powerful enough to restrain the ardours of a real passion; and such was the emotion
that Caroline had excited in the heart of Mr. Beaumont. He had met her at
dinner; he had sat by her at the opera; he had danced with her at a ball; and
he was perfectly persuaded that she was the most lovely and excellent of her
sex. He was told of her engagement to Mr. Pynsynt. In consequence, he had
observed their intercourse closely; and he was convinced, that though there
might be an engagement, there was no attachment. Mr. Beaumont compared himself
with Mr. Pynsynt, and he did not do himself the injustice to fear the event of
a competition with him for the favour of Caroline.
Mr. Beaumont joined to
an engaging person the manners of a gentleman and man of sense. In every stage
of life he had added something to his reputation. The distinguished scholar at
Eton had been the first amongst his companions at college. To all the
improvement that the usual course of education could give him, he had added a
personal knowledge of all that was worthy of
observation in his own
country, and of all that attracted curiosity in such other parts of the world
as were not shut from the British traveller by the strenuous arm of ruthless
war. He had returned home to take a part in the legislature of his country; and he already stood so high
in the opinion of his fellow citizens for every public and private virtue, that
virtuous mothers, and ambitious fathers, desired no better for their sons, than that they
should resemble Mr. Beaumont. Descended from an old and respectable family, he
was possessed of a large estate, unencumbered by debt, and adorned by an
ancient mansion, where magnificence, beauty, and comfort, were united. It was
surely no unpardonable vanity in Mr. Beaumont to aspire to the hand of
Caroline. As there was nothing less in her thoughts than the making of
conquests, so no one could be duller in discovering those she did make. Mr.
Beaumont had appeared wherever Caroline was to be seen, and had talked almost
exclusively to her for nearly a fortnight, before she began to see any thing
more than usual in his attentions. In his conversation and manners, indeed,
there was little in common with those who had hitherto distinguished her; and
both were so much to her taste, that she was always pleased with “the lucky
chance,” as she thought it, that placed Mr. Beaumont by her side. On these
occasions she thought more than ever of Edward, and regretted that he was not
with her to share the pleasure which she experienced. She learnt that he was
but slightly acquainted with Mr. Beaumont; and the places and hours where she
met the latter, were not those where Edward was often seen. She had sometimes
mentioned to Edward the satisfaction that she took in her new acquaintance, and
was surprised that though he allowed the merit that she celebrated, he seemed
to shrink from the subject, and became dejected and absent as she pursued it.
“You are very ungrateful,” said she one day to him, on observing the coldness
and pain with which he seemed to listen to her praises of Mr. Beaumont: “you
will not say a word in favour of a man who is always commending you, and
expressing the greatest desire to know you more intimately; and I am sure, if
you knew him, it would be impossible that you should not love him.” “We do not
easily love the thing we fear,” said Edward, and turned hastily from her.
“Fear!” repeated Caroline to herself. “Is it possible? Can Edward fear Mr.
Beaumont?” and at the same time a ray of hope shot across her mind, which made
her more than amends for what she had the instant before felt on the coldness
and narrowness which she thought she had discovered in the character of Edward.
Her eyes were now opened as to the nature of Mr. Beaumont’s attentions: and no
sooner was she alive to his designs, than the dread lest they should meet with the approbation of her
father, made her resolve to show him unequivocally that he had no chance of
obtaining her favour. Her manners towards him became so entirely changed, that
from this day he could find no opportunity of explicitly declaring his passion.
As he thought Caroline incapable of caprice, he could impute this conduct only
to the advice of her friends, who put her upon this mode of procedure the
sooner to bring the matter to an issue. He did not, therefore, despair but that
a direct proposal to her father might restore him to Caroline’s good graces,
and himself to happiness. Having in vain, for more than a week, endeavoured to
meet her in their usual haunts, and finding that she appeared nowhere, he
waited on Mr. Fitzosborn, and made him such proposals as he had no reason to
suppose that any father would reject. Mr. Fitzosborn expressed in the politest
terms his sense of the honour done both to himself and his daughter: he
declared that there was not a man in England that he should have preferred to
Mr. Beaumont as a son-in-law, and lamented that so public and so well known an
engagement as his daughter’s with Mr. Pynsynt should not have saved him the
unmerited mortification of a refusal. Mr. Beaumont, thunderstruck, and for a
moment incredulous, was, however, obliged to master his surprise, and to
increase his faith as well as he could, for Mr. Fitzosborn had nothing more
to add upon a point that would admit of no discussion or appeal. Mr. Beaumont
could only retire; which he did very respectfully, and with evident signs of
that sorrow which filled his heart: a sorrow not wholly selfish; for, as it was
impossible for him to believe that such a woman as Caroline could be attached
to Mr. Pynsynt, he concluded that she was to be the victim of some family
arrangement, where her happiness, and perhaps her integrity, were alike to be
sacrificed.
Experience had now
convinced Caroline that the small income which she had reserved at her own
disposal was very inadequate to the constant calls that were made upon her
generosity, either from her own feelings, or the self-interestedness of
others; and that the duty which she owed to appearance, would not suffer her to
make any further sacrifice from her personal accommodation than she had already done.
The savings which had arisen during her minority amounted to something more
than two thousand pounds. This sum she had, in her own mind, appropriated to
the purchase of a library; and it lay in her banker’s hands for this purpose. On the alienation
of the ten thousand pounds, she did not wholly give up the hopes that she might
still be able to allow herself this gratification. She flattered herself, that
by a strict economy in the expenditure of her income, she might make it equal
to all her own wants, and all the reasonable claims of others: but she soon
found this not to be the case; and that while she was the reputed possessor of
fifteen hundred pounds a year, she would not be suffered to live either in
peace or reputation on the expenditure of two hundred. She therefore resolved
to sacrifice her wish for a library to the increase of her income; and being
informed about this time, by her good and faithful trustee, Mr. Somers, that he
could provide her with an unexceptionable security for the money, she gave
orders accordingly, and the business was completed.
Although Caroline had
received with the most perfect deference the advice of her father, whenever he
had bestowed it upon her, yet she did not consider it as her duty to seek it in
pecuniary concerns. The above transaction had, therefore, been begun, carried
on, and concluded, without his concurrence, or even the slightest suspicion on
his part. He had, however, frequently heard her mention
her intention of laying out
the money in books, and it was for this reason that it had not been brought
into the calculation of her income, when he had appropriated so large a part of
it to himself. He believed it to be still undisposed of; and one morning, as
they were sitting together at breakfast, he said carelessly, “Caroline, could you lend me that two thousand
pounds for a few months, which is in Hoare’s hands? You have at present not
much leisure for reading; and when you want it you shall have it again.” “I
have lent it upon mortgage,” replied Caroline. “Without my knowledge!” said Mr.
Fitzosborn,
angrily. “The truth is,” said Caroline, “I found that I could not afford to lay
out so large a sum in books, and I thought it better at present to add it to my
income.” “Upon my word, Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “you will be ruined if
you suffer every body to pillage you so. I am sure you do not lay out your money
on yourself: twenty pounds a year would dress you as you dress, so that how you
can spend
two hundred, without suffering yourself to be robbed, I cannot guess.” “I am
very sorry, sir,” said Caroline, “that you disapprove of what I do.” “I
disapprove of this independent spirit, child,” returned Mr. Fitzosborn, “which makes you
act without advice. What can you know of business? or indeed of the proper
expenditure of any income?” “I readily acknowledge my ignorance,” replied Caroline; “but
experience will correct it, I hope.” “You cannot have a better corrective than
the present,” replied her father, “since you are likely to be the greatest
sufferer by what you have done. It was for your advantage that I wished just
now to have the command of two thousand pounds. There is a speculation, which I
am invited to join, and which will certainly return fourfold within the next
twelve months, which you and I might have shared the profit of, if I had had any ready money; but
nothing is to be done without money.” “If,” said Caroline, smiling, “the
inconvenience extends no farther than to the loss of what we have neither of us
possessed, it is not much to be lamented.” “Such philosophy,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn,
sarcastically, “accords ill with the extravagant spirit which is always calling for increase of
income.” “I hope I am not extravagant,” said Caroline, mildly. “Yes you are,”
returned Mr. Fitzosborn, “and perhaps more culpably so than those whose
personal expenses are much greater. How many hungry mouths and shivering bodies
are fed and warmed by what you moderate people call luxury; while your
charities encourage idleness, hypocrisy, and all manner of meannesses!” “I am quite
unequal,” returned Caroline, “to the discussing the comparative advantages of
benevolence and luxury; and indeed I do not mean either to condemn the one, or to lay claim to the
other: all I aim at, is to expend what I have, most to the advantage and
pleasure of others and myself; and if I am not so happy as to meet your
approbation in what I do, I hope you will rather condemn my taste than my
principles.” “Well,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn, “we will not discuss this matter now. The mischief is, that by your
having taken on yourself to act without consulting me, you have led me into a
scrape. Depending upon the two thousand pounds, which I thought I could have at an hour’s
notice, I have already entered into the engagement which I mentioned. My word
is past, I cannot go back.” Caroline was silent. After a short pause: “And what is
still worse,” resumed Mr. Fitzosborn, “the money must be paid immediately, or
my honour and credit are blasted.” “I am very sorry,” said Caroline. “Yes, I
dare say you are very sorry,” interrupted Mr. Fitzosborn: “and let this be a
lesson to you for the future, never to do any thing in money matters without consulting me.” “So advantageous an
adventure,” said Caroline, “would probably be easily disposed of.” “You talk of
what you do not know,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, passionately; “the money must be
had, and I must furnish it. I must take the inconvenience on myself. You must
lend me the money, and I must abate so much as the interest of it comes to from
what I was to have received for your board. And indeed,” continued he, assuming
a more conciliatory tone, “perhaps after all, this will be the best arrangement. The money
will be paid again in twelve months, you will have suffered no inconvenience,
and I shall have gained a very considerable sum at the cost of one hundred
pounds.”
Already Caroline
thought that she saw all Mrs. Fitzosborn’s predictions of her ruin by the hand of
her father accomplished. She trembled, she hesitated; she found it impossible
to utter a word. There were no terms in which she could refuse to grant a
favour to a parent, that she would not have refused to an indifferent person of
whose integrity she had entertained no doubt: yet her understanding forbade her
to comply.
“I will give you my bond, or any
security that your advisers may instruct you to require,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, haughtily.
Caroline felt intolerable
anguish, and even shame, thus to have betrayed her suspicions of a parent.
“Oh sir,” cried she,
“don’t talk so. I have no advisers—I ask no
security—All—every thing—Your word—”
She scarcely knew what
she said, and still less what she meant to say.
“I see,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn with a kind of dignified concern, “the unjust prejudices that have
been instilled into your mind: I have always seen them, and my heart has been
deeply wounded. Oh, Caroline, you cannot guess what it is for a parent to know
himself distrusted by his child; to feel that one for whom he would sacrifice
his life, does not give him credit for common honesty.” “Oh my father,” said
Caroline, falling at his feet, “do not speak so cruelly, do not think so
harshly of me!—I—myself—all that I have is yours. Do
with me what you will—I am nothing—I have nothing—dispose of all. I will be the child of your bounty; but
do not, do not kill me with such cruel words!” “Caroline, my love,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn, raising her up, and pressing her to his bosom; “there is no cause
for all this agitation: the whole matter is not worth it. Forgive me if I have
read your reluctance amiss. I did not mean to accuse you. You have always been
a good child; but I know how unkindly your aunt thought of me; I feared that
she might have communicated the unworthy feelings to you. Forgive the alarm of
parental sensibility. I perfectly acquit you. I am sure your reason and your
affections must equally persuade you, that you will receive no injury from me.
Have I not always dealt openly with you? When I wished for the ten thousand
pounds, which I really thought my due, I told you so in express terms. I come
now to borrow two thousand pounds, as one friend would ask such a favour of another, and I offer
you any security which you think proper: indeed I will not accept the money without
giving such security. What is there in all this that ought to agitate you? It
is merely a matter of business. Compose yourself.”
Caroline endeavoured to
do so. The evil, whatever was the extent, she saw was inevitable; and to meet
inevitable evils with calmness she knew to be her duty.
“What is it, sir,”
said she, “that I must do?” “We must sell some of your stock,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn, “and you must tell me what security I must give you.” “I know
nothing of these sort of transactions,” said Caroline:
“your lawyer, sir—” “I will speak to him,” interrupted Mr. Fitzosborn: “he shall prepare the papers, and you will
have nothing to do but to sign them.”
Caroline was about to
have proposed that she should have spoken to the lawyer herself; but, so interrupted, she knew not how to object to her father’s arrangement. Her reluctance,
her doubts,
her wish to be her own agent, all sprang from one feeling—a doubt of the integrity of her father: and this
doubt, though she could not but entertain, she could not bear to act upon. “The business will soon
be despatched,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, rising, as if to withdraw; “and a good
business it will be for us all. I am resolved next winter to have a larger house;
and the increase of income which I shall derive from the matter in hand, will
enable me to give you and Mrs. Fitzosborn this gratification without any
inconvenience.” So saying, he withdrew, leaving Caroline to regulate her
thoughts as well as she could.
“My poor father
certainly deceives himself,” said she; “but I cannot think that he means to
deceive me. And if I do lose this money; what then? It is but two thousand
pounds. I have still enough for myself.” To the thought that followed, “Edward
does not wish to share it with me,” she gave no utterance; but soon lost, in
that very thought, all sense of the sacrifice that she had been making.
The next morning, Mr.
Fitzosborn, accompanied by his lawyer, joined Caroline at the breakfast-table;
the necessary papers were produced; Caroline received directions
what she was to do; she signed her name, and endeavoured as much as possible to
drive from her mind the remembrance of the whole transaction.
In the evening she met
Mr. Beaumont, and was not displeased to find that a grave and distant bow was all the notice that
he took of her. She was glad to be spared a more explicit declaration of her
sentiments, and was gratified with thinking that she had not exposed him, by a
more equivocal behaviour, to the mortification of a direct refusal. Edward was
standing near her at this moment, and asked eagerly if she and Mr. Beaumont had quarrelled? “No
indeed!” said she; “why should you think so?” “Because he avoids you; and who would do so,
who was assured of being received with favour?” “Why should he be assured of
being received with favour?” asked Caroline. “Have you not declared that you
think him the most agreeable and estimable man you know?” said Edward. “I am
not aware that I have,” replied Caroline. “One
of the most, is, I am sure, quite as far as ever I went.” “And far enough too,
my dear cousin, to encourage even a modest man to hope for a more exclusive
preference.” “Do you not think,” said Caroline, smiling, “that Mr. Beaumont
knows his own designs and inclinations better than either you or I? and had we
not better leave him to them, without troubling ourselves about the matter?”
“Oh, I do assure you,” returned Edward, with vivacity, “my concern is not about Mr. Beaumont’s
inclinations.”
Caroline blushed; and
then sighed at the thought of the depredation that had been made upon her
fortune.
Three weeks had now
elapsed since Mr. Fitzosborn’s rejection of Mr. Beaumont’s proposals for
Caroline, when one morning early she received the following billet:
“Return in the carriage
which I have sent to fetch you, or send back the ring.”
Amidst the wishes for a
change of residence that her father’s pillaging spirit had given rise to in
Caroline, she had not unfrequently cast an eye towards Henhurst; but the entire
oblivion into which she seemed to have fallen with the master of it, had for
some time past made her cease to look towards him with the hope of support or
shelter. Nothing could be more unlooked for than a summons to attend upon him;
but nothing could have been more welcome, had it been conveyed in terms less
peremptory and ungracious. Caroline was astonished and alarmed. It was plain
that she had offended; but it was beyond the power of her imagination to
conceive how. She would immediately have communicated with her father, but he
was from home. Her decision, however, admitted of no delay. The servant who
brought the letter, sent to inquire at what hour she would have the carriage;
adding, that he had orders to be at Henhurst that evening. Caroline could not
doubt what side of the alternative her father would have chosen; she therefore
did not hesitate to follow her own wishes; and she sent word, that she would be
ready to depart in an hour. She immediately prepared to do so. Mrs. Fitzosborn
was still in bed; but the intelligence of Caroline’s intended departure soon
reached her; and before Caroline could finish a note that she was writing, to
inform her of the necessity she was under to leave town, she sent to desire to
see her.
“Well, my dear Miss
Fitzosborn,” said she, the moment she saw her, “this is nice! Now will all be as we wish it. To be sure the old
man is dying, and he wants to see you, and give you all his fine things before he
dies. I am sure you are a lucky person with aunts and uncles: and now you see
how right we all were when we told you that you would be his heiress. Well,
sure when you have Henhurst you will think yourself rich enough to dress like other
people. I do hope that Mrs. Prudence will then be turned out of doors.” “I
should hope not, madam,” returned Caroline; “and I have the pleasure of hearing
that my uncle was never in better health.” “Then what can he want you
for? Can he be so barbarous, if he is well, to take you away just now? Why the
town was never so full or so gay the whole season. I verily think we have
engagements to four balls.” “I believe we have to six,” said Caroline, coolly;
“but perhaps I may come in for some of them, for I have no reason to suppose
that my stay at Henhurst will be long.” “What strange whims old people have!” said Mrs.
Fitzosborn; “but to be sure, when they are rich they must have their own way.
Well, dear Miss Fitzosborn, good bye! take care of yourself; make the best use
of your time; and, if you can, put in a good word for Mr. Fitzosborn.”
Caroline, thus
carefully instructed, took leave of her kind step-mother, whose caresses always
rose or fell according as she thought her more or less likely to be the heiress
of Henhurst, the thermometer of self-love being the only standard, in the mind
of Mrs. Fitzosborn, by which she measured her benevolence to her fellow-creatures.
Caroline informed her
father in a few words, that the earnest desire of her uncle to see her had
determined her to comply with his request to return in the carriage he had
sent: but as she could not explain the meaning of the enigmatical words of the
note, she took no notice of them. She gave the same information, as to her
departure from London, to Lady Enville: she hesitated whether she should make a
separate communication to Edward: but as she had no opinion to ask, nor any
confidence to make, she was afraid of appearing to give more consequence to her
absence than she might feel it to deserve: she therefore laid down the already taken
up pen, and said pensively to herself, perhaps I shall return before Edward
will miss me.
Before the appointed
hour, Mr. Fitzosborn’s carriage came to the door; it had post horses, and was
attended by three servants on horseback, one of whom was out of livery: he
informed Caroline that his master’s coach-horses would meet her within two
stages of Henhurst, and that Mr. Fitzosborn had particularly desired that she
would travel at her ease, and by no means fatigue herself. The parade of the
equipage Caroline could account for from the high notions which she had
observed,
while at Henhurst, her uncle to entertain of what belonged to the dignity of an
ancient family; but the attention to her personal convenience she could derive
only from kindness, and from thence she drew a hope that he was not very angry
with her; and it was evident what side of the option which he had given her he
both wished and expected her to take. At the worst, she knew that she had nothing to fear from
caprice: if she could convince his understanding that she had neither done nor
meditated ill, she was sure of a kind acquittal. The danger lay in the
prepossessions which he might have received; and she knew that what he had once
believed true, it would be difficult to convince him was false. She endeavoured, however, to present
herself before him with the modest confidence which ought to accompany
conscious innocence.
The moment she
appeared, “I am very glad to see you,” said her uncle, with emphasis. “I would not for half my estate
that you should have sent me back my ring.” “It is here,” said Caroline,
drawing it from her finger, and presenting it to him. “I am not worthy to wear
it till I am as clear in your apprehension from the intention of offending you, as I am in
fact.” “Offending me, child!” said Mr. Fitzosborn sternly, and taking, with
evident marks of disappointment, the offered ring: “that is not the question;
you may offend me, and yet not have broken the condition on which the
ring was to be yours. ‘When you are tired of being good, send me back the
ring;’ were my words when I gave it you. Are you tired of being good?” “Alas!
sir,” said Caroline, with a sigh; “I dare not couple such a word with my best performances: but
indeed I love virtue, and would not knowingly deviate from her paths.” “Then
answer me, and answer me with that strictness of truth, without which there is
no virtue, How came you to be so depraved as to refuse all that can dignify
human nature in the person of Mr. Beaumont; and consent to ally yourself with
all that can disgrace it, in the compound of profligacy and insignificance, Mr.
Pynsynt?” “Ally myself with Mr. Pynsynt!” said Caroline: “never,
never did I entertain the
thought!” “And you have not rejected the hand of Mr. Beaumont?” said her uncle,
his brow becoming more and more contracted as he spoke. “I might reply with the
most perfect truth that I have not,” said Caroline; “for on my honour, sir, it
never was offered me: but it is my duty to conceal nothing from so kind a
guardian of my rectitude. I would rather answer to your meaning than your words;
and I confess, that such were the distinctions that I received from Mr. Beaumont, that I had
no doubt what his intentions were; and knowing that I could not meet them as he
would wish, I endeavoured, by the coldness of my manner, to divert him from his
design, and save him from the mortification of a direct refusal.” “And your
engagement with Mr. Pynsynt was the reason why you could not meet the intentions of Mr.
Beaumont as he wished?” “Oh my dear uncle,” said Caroline, “do not so wound me!
I have said that I never entertained a thought of uniting myself to Mr.
Pynsynt; how then can I have any engagement with him?” “Beware, Caroline, what
you are about,” said Mr. Fitzosborn: “all that glow of offended ingenuousness
will not bear you out against facts. I have proofs that Mr. Beaumont has
received an actual refusal of his offers from you, and that the reason alleged
for such a refusal, was your engagement with Mr. Pynsynt.” “Does Mr. Beaumont
say,” returned Caroline, trembling, and turning pale, “that the refusal, and
the reason for it, were given by me?” “No,” replied Mr. Fitzosborn; “but they
were given by one, who, unfortunately, has authority to give them, and who
could not have done so without authority from you: a concurrence proved by your
acknowledgment that you do not wish to be the wife of Mr. Beaumont.” Caroline,
who could alone recognise her father in the person who had authority to act for
her, saw at once both the motive for his rejection of Mr. Beaumont, and his
assertion that she was engaged to Mr. Pynsynt; and, confounded with guilt that
was not her own, she stood as a criminal before her uncle, unable to utter a
word. “Oh girl, girl,” said Mr. Fitzosborn, “how soon have the wicked ones
defaced that fair image of its Creator! You were formed to love virtue, to recommend
it, to adorn it: how will you answer for such a dereliction of the purposes of your existence?”
“My dearest uncle,” cried Caroline, falling in an agony at his feet, “by what
strength of assertion shall I induce you to believe what I have asserted as
truth? How shall I persuade you that I never had any engagement with Mr.
Pynsynt? that I was ignorant, till this hour, that Mr. Beaumont had offered me
his hand?” “If you are true,”
said Mr. Fitzosborn, raising her as he spoke, “your father is a rascal!”
Caroline covered her face with her hands, and bowed her head to the earth. “It
is so! it is so!” cried Mr. Fitzosborn eagerly; “and why should I be surprised?
The man who could sell his birthright, may not scruple to vitiate his child! To
secure you a coronet he would hazard your soul. Look up child; compose
yourself: you shall return no more to those mansions of wickedness; here shall
be your asylum:—here you may tread the path of virtue not only with steadiness, but with
safety.” “And you will indeed, my dear uncle,” said Caroline, delightedly, “let me live with
you? Will you be my safeguard from temptation, which I might not of myself be
always able to resist?” “I will do all this for you, child,” returned Mr. Fitzosborn: “so perhaps
I may save from everlasting misery an immortal soul. But remember that you
bound your expectation to such guardianship: you will not be my heir.” “Could you see
my heart,”
said Caroline, “you would see that caution was unnecessary. I am not, indeed I
am not mercenary.” “I do believe it,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “but many
circumstances may perhaps occur that might insensibly lead to this idea: you will infallibly be
treated by all who approach you as the heiress of this place: you will be
flattered, you will be solicited. Naturally, perhaps, the idea might arise that
there was some ground for all this: bear it ever in your mind that there is
none. I have not, however, yet done with my questions. From whence could arise
sufficient foundation on which your father durst presume to build so gross a
falsehood as your engagement with Mr. Pynsynt, if there be in fact no connexion
between you?” “Such a connexion was proposed,” returned Caroline, “but it was
peremptorily and promptly refused by me: on the score of relationship, however,
the intercourse of the families continued as it was. Mr. Pynsynt ever claimed,
on the same ground, the right of conversing with me in private, and of showing
me every common civility in public. As he never attempted to renew his application
for any greater distinction, I had no reason for refusing him this; and being
perfectly indifferent as to the conclusion the world might draw from seeing him
still upon the terms of friendship with me, I may have been too inattentive to
the reports that you seem to say were so general: but, upon my word, this is
all I know of the matter.” “Had you no fear that such reports would keep at a
distance men whom you would have liked better?” said Mr. Fitzosborn, smiling.
“No indeed!” returned Caroline, a little piqued, but blushing. “I presume you
intend to marry?” said her uncle. “I cannot be said to intend not to marry.”
said Caroline; “but it is an event
that must depend upon many circumstances which I can neither control nor
foresee.” “Look you, Caroline,” said Mr. Fitzosborn; “I am no marriage broker.
Your marriage, as a matter of negociation, I neither have, nor will have, any thing to do
with. With your moral qualities I have much to do; and of course with all from
which they may hope improvement, or dread deterioration. As in the state of
maidenhood, half the virtues of the sex are not brought into action, so are
there many deviations from the right path, which lie more open to the young
unmarried woman than to her whose mind must be supposed to be occupied with the
most sacred duties, and heart filled with the best affections: besides, the
will is apt to become stubborn, the mind presumptuous, when submission and
deference are not at times enacted, and thus the woman degenerates. Now,
Caroline, I must not have you degenerate; and therefore
I wish you to marry. You have
acquitted yourself of the coarse turpitude that would have attached to your
accepting Mr. Pynsynt as a husband, and have given a repose to my mind which it has not known night or day since I first entertained a contrary belief: nor do I say that your rejection of Mr.
Beaumont must spring from unworthy motives: but the being insensible to the
qualities of such a man somewhat impeaches your taste, and may awaken
suspicion, that in your choice of a husband you would be more swayed by an ill-directed fancy, than by
the virtues which ought to engage your heart. These, I know, are delicate
subjects; and such as perhaps I do not understand; or at least such as you will
think I do not understand; and we are strangers to one another yet. But suffer me to ask one question—Pray, what was
it that you did not like in Mr. Beaumont?”
This was a hard push
upon poor Caroline, who looked more like a fool than ever she did in her life
before; and she stammered and coloured while she said, “Not like!—Indeed
sir, I think Mr. Beaumont is—is—is very much to be liked.” Mr. Fitzosborn looked
earnestly at her. “I am no inquisitor, Caroline,” said he; “I mean not to have
recourse to racks and tortures to extort confession. I have said that we are
yet strangers. At present, perhaps, I have not a right to expect that you
should deal explicitly with me on such subjects; but remember that I shall take
my estimate of your character from your choice of a companion for life. If your rejection of Mr.
Beaumont arises from your preference to a worthless coxcomb, you become, in my
eyes, but like the rest of your frivolous sex; and I shall leave you to ruin
yourself your own way, while I strive to forget the never-before known interest
which you have awakened in my breast.” “Be not afraid, my dearest uncle,” said
Caroline: “take my word, my honour, that no worthless coxcomb has any interest
in my heart. No,” added she, blushing at once at her own warmth and the cause from whence it arose, “the sun will sooner cease to
shine than that I shall love a worthless coxcomb!” “Here then, I restore your ring,” said Mr.
Fitzosborn: “wear it till I challenge the failure of your oath.” “Then,” said
Caroline, “it will rest on this finger while I breathe, and descend with me
into the tomb as a testimony that your Caroline did not disgrace you!”
The uncle and the niece
now proceeded to arrange every thing necessary for Caroline’s taking up her abode at Henhurst. They
were equally desirous that she should return no more to town. Mr. Fitzosborn
would as soon have exposed her person to the breath of the most contagious
pestilence, as he would again have hazarded her morals in the society of
London: and Caroline did not less dread to see her father, whose image filled
her mind with a mingled feeling of horror, contempt, affection, and pity. She
knew he would consider her residence at Henhurst as a guarantee that she was
one day to be the mistress of it: an event, the advantages of which she was now too well aware he
by no means intended should be confined to herself, and which therefore she did
not doubt to be the great object of his wishes. At Henhurst, also, she would be
removed from the danger of any matrimonial application, which she now had had
so pregnant a proof that he dreaded her yielding to: and here, too, the small
income to which he had reduced her, would be not only adequate to her real wants; for on
that point she could not but suppose him indifferent; but sufficient for that
appearance by which he wished to repress all curiosity or conjecture on her
mode of expenditure, which might lead to the discovery of how little she had to
spend. Nor did she suppose that he would be wholly insensible to the advantages
arising from the four hundred pounds per annum, which would, she had no doubt,
still find its way into Mrs. Fitzosborn’s hands; for as she should make no
demand for it, in consequence of the occasion being past for which it was
given, so she felt pretty sure no offer of relinquishing it would be made. If Caroline had any
regrets on quitting the focus of every delight that luxurious pleasure or the refinement of
elegance can give, it was not that she was no more to listen to the harp and
the viol; no more to feast her eye with wonders of splendour and of art. To all
this she was at the present time as insensible as old Barzillai to the singing men and the singing women of
Jerusalem: but, in quitting London, she quitted
Edward—Edward, who, in spite of
all her efforts to the contrary, in spite of her conviction that he had no
corresponding sentiments to her, still kept his place in her heart; in whose
conversation she found a charm unknown elsewhere; and in whose friendship and
good sense she imagined that she had at once a support and a safeguard. This
Edward she was to be separated from; she knew not for how long, nor how
entirely. He did not visit at Henhurst. She was ignorant in what degree of
credit his character was held by Mr. Fitzosborn. It was probable that the
disapprobation which he manifested to the rest of his family extended to him;
and that having once set him afloat in the world, he meant to leave him to his
own devices. She was sensible that she ought not to seek an epistolary
intercourse even with so near a relation of a different sex; or even to accept
it, if sought by Edward. Thus she felt that all correspondence was cut off between them; and the sadness that followed this
conviction proved but too plainly,
that an asylum from vice and depredation was not without a powerful competitor
in her heart. It was determined that Caroline should send her maid to town for
the purpose of packing up her wardrobe, and of superintending the removal of
all that belonged to her. She was also to be the bearer of such letters as
Caroline thought proper to write. The mode of announcing to her father the
change in her abode, Mr. Fitzosborn left wholly to herself: he would not
condescend to account to him for his conduct; nor did he ever pronounce his name without evident
marks of reprobation and disgust. The high sense that he professed to entertain
of every moral obligation, would not allow him to say that Caroline owed no
deference to such a parent; but the indifference which he betrayed as to how
she performed this duty, discovered that it might have been violated without drawing upon her any
reprehension from him. Caroline had, however, in the correctness of her
principles and the softness of her heart, a surer guide to all that was right.
She wrote respectfully and affectionately to her father; simply stating, that
she had found her uncle so unwilling to part with her, that she had consented
to take up her residence with him, and that she had the more readily done this from the
persuasion that her remaining at Henhurst would be acceptable to her father.
She begged that he would frequently write to her, and assured him of her duty and
affection. To Mrs. Fitzosborn she wrote with all civility, and to Lady Enville
with kindness and freedom. Again she wished to write to Edward; nor was she at
a loss for some reasons for so doing, that appeared to be sufficiently plausible: but the
depressing thought that her letter would be read, though not with
indifference, yet without any of the feeling that she could have wished to
excite, withheld her hand, and she suffered her messenger to depart without any
apparent remembrance of the one for whose sake alone she regretted that she
knew not when she was again to revisit London.
Caroline had rightly
calculated on the effect that her remaining at Henhurst would have upon her
father. It relieved him from certain incivilities of his conscience, which
he had not before been wholly able to repress, and from all fears of any
discovery of the depredations that he had committed on the property of
Caroline. The possession of Henhurst, which he now considered as secured to her
beyond a doubt, would more than indemnify her for what he had robbed her of;
and her seclusion, during the life of her uncle, would effectually screen from
the eye of curiosity the proportion that her expenses bore to her supposed
income. Thus “guilty without fear,” Mr. Fitzosborn hushed his disquietudes to rest,
and, unchecked, held on the career of the man of fashion and the man of
pleasure. Caroline’s notification of her change of residence was received in Grosvenor
Square with very different sensations. It was indeed considered by the
Envilles, equally with her father, as a proof that she was to be the heiress of
Henhurst; but they plainly saw that the heiress of Henhurst would not now be
the wife of Mr. Pynsynt. The bubble that had so long pleased their fancy was
now broke; and they saw that they must look elsewhere for the thousands that
were so much wanted to prop the falling fortunes of the house of Enville.
“She has then slipt
through our fingers,” said Lord Enville. “Let her go!” cried Mr. Pynsynt, with
a tone of affected contempt, and real mortification: “I need no longer weigh my words before I utter them.” While Lady
Enville, with true female pertinacity to a favourite scheme, said: “Don’t speak
so, Pynsynt; the old man cannot live for ever; and while he lives she is safer
from any attack inimical to our interest, than if exposed to the solicitations
of all the money-seekers in town: and when he dies she will accept the first
hand that is offered to lead her from her prison. I assure you I think our game
is better than ever. We shall have no more such frights as Mr. Beaumont gave us.” “I am sure,”
said Miss Pynsynt, “if I were my brother I would not care about the matter.
There are as rich people as Caroline, surely, and who would not cost Pynsynt
half the trouble to gain that she has done: and if he had married her, I am sure we
should have paid dearly for it; for she would have made us all methodists, or
charitably consigned us to the regions below because we were not so.”
“Charlotte,” said Lady Enville, “restrain your vivacity: these are not subjects to be jested with. Caroline, it
is true, is a little too strict; but that is not the worst fault a man can have
in a wife.” “Pray, mamma,” said the youngest daughter, “what is being a little
too strict? for you know we are told that we ought always to do our best.” “Oh
yes, to be sure,” returned Lady Enville; “but there is no occasion to be always
thinking of right and wrong, and making ourselves tiresome with our scruples. I
am sure it is not good-humoured nor well bred to make people uncomfortable with themselves.
The best way is to do as others do, and to intend no harm. The intention is every thing.”
With this little
exposition of morals the family dialogue ended; and each member of it went
their several ways, to practise the doctrine which was so clearly and ably
laid down.
END OF THE FIRST VOLUME.
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