STELLA OF THE
NORTH.
A NOVEL.
LANE,
MINERVA-PRESS. LEADENHALL-STREET.
STELLA OF THE
NORTH,
OR THE
FOUNDLING OF THE SHIP.
A NOVEL.
IN FOUR
VOLUMES.
BY
THE AUTHOR OF ADELAIDE DE NARBONNE, &c.
“Virtue can
itself advance
“To what the fav’rite fools of chance
“By fortune seem’d design’d;
“Virtue can
gain the odds of fate,
“And from
itself shake off the weight
“Upon th’
unworthy mind.”
PARNELL.
VOL. III.
LONDON:
PRINTED AT THE
Minerva-Press,
FOR LANE AND
NEWMAN,
LEADENHALL-STREET.
1802.
OF THE
N O
R T H.
CHAP. I.
“Know
the joy thy triumph brings is short;
My
fate, (if the Gods govern) or, at least,
My
mind’s beyond thy reach, and scorns thy malice!”
ROWE.
FOR a short time a temporary alteration now took
place in the sentiments of Mrs. St. Vincent; who, after the discovery at the
grotto, began to imagine she had been rather too hasty in the opinion
previously formed of her husband’s conduct, and the imprudent share Stella was
supposed to have in it.
That
the real character of the latter was at length fully ascertained, appeared,
however, no longer doubtful; and a conviction so consolatory to the feelings of
Margaret, proved a source of no small exultation.
What, the favourite of her mother—she who was
tacitly held up as a miracle of perfection, capable of affording an example,
not merely to her equals, but even to her very superiors—in short, the
immaculate protégée of the
sententious prosing Mrs. Bertram, and the late tremendous object of her own
jealous apprehensions—had this paragon, then, actually forfeited all claim to
the ill-judged praise so erroneously, though so copiously bestowed upon her
conduct for virtues to which she was a stranger, and prudence which it was now
evident she never possessed? The incontrovertible disclosure of so fortunate a
circumstance was almost beyond her hopes. Thank God, the Major had escaped the
artful snares visibly spread to entrap him by this little presumptuous,
unprincipled wanton:—but this was, no doubt, to be entirely ascribed to her own
more conspicuous and irresistible attractions.—So thought Margaret; and the
idea was too pleasing not to be indulged.
A
slave perpetually to the existing impulse of the moment, she now became equally
solicitous to evince her attachment to the Major (for whom all her former
affection speedily returned with renovated force), as she had hitherto been
occasionally studious to pique him, by the fictitious appearance of a
preference for Mr. Jones; who soon found himself reduced to his natural state
of insignificancy, and apparently considered as of no further use in the part
which, she fondly flattered herself, was henceforth reserved for her to
perform.
Characters
of every description have their allotted scene of action in the world: many
members of the Privy Council, whose abilities were much on a level with those
possessed by the discarded Lieutenant, have been reinstated in favour even when
their final dismissal from office seemed no longer equivocal:—the sequel will,
perhaps, show that Mr. Jones proved equally fortunate.
Surprised
at this change, so new and unexpected in the manners of his wife, St. Vincent
at first could scarcely credit the reality of a metamorphose so totally
incomprehensible: on his side, he was not sensible of affording the smallest
cause for the line of conduct thus suddenly adopted, by any alteration in his
own: common civility, and some degree of polite attention had ever been paid
her;—those he considered her invariable due from a man whose pecuniary situation,
if not his domestic one, was so greatly benefited by her alliance; and these
she continued to receive as usual, though accompanied by apparent symptoms of
increased coolness and simulated respect. St. Vincent, who conceived himself
too well acquainted with her disposition to be mistaken, ascribed the new
system of proceedings entirely to caprice, that inexhaustible source of her
general manoeuvres; and under this idea treated it accordingly. She still
persevered however; till at length, willing to believe she wished to remedy
some of those errors he had particularly reprobated, and solicitous rather to
encourage the work of reformation, than crush its first laudable efforts by an
ill-judged adherence to his former frigid indifference, St. Vincent somewhat
relaxed in that point; and a greater portion of tranquillity proved the
immediate consequence in the family circle of Rossgrove.
This
condescension on his part appeared another proof of the injury done him by the
tenor of her recent suspicions; for it seemed to shew that the evils of which
he had frequently complained, sprung not from any deficiency in the article of
affection on his side, but rather originated in the capricious perverseness of
her own behaviour, which repelled his supposed tenderness, and irritated his
mind against her, by a mode of conduct totally inimical to the feelings of a
fond husband, or the sentiments of a man of honour.
In
the premature judgment of this superficial casuist, the above circumstances
would never more be productive of similar effects; because, so Margaret said,
and so she firmly believed at the time, they would never again be resumed, and
consequently would no longer interfere to the prejudice of her future
happiness.
Stella,
the hitherto detested Stella, was henceforth out of the question, for had not
she herself been a witness to the extent of her infamy in another
quarter?—After a discovery so conclusive, a proof so undeniable of her criminal
connexion with Montague, it would appear the climax of folly to injure her
husband, her dear St. Vincent, by any further imputation of such an improbable
nature—no, it was impossible to act in a manner so ridiculous and unjust. She
had seen the child whose existence was formerly whispered to be enigmatical,
and the same opinion continued to be still entertained—she had seen it now with
her own eyes, and likewise observed the indecent familiarities that passed
between its parents; for was not Montague admitted to the greatest freedoms,
even in the very face of day, without the least apparent reluctance on the part
of his abandoned paramour?
“Oh
fool! fool!” continued the charitable Margaret, “fool that I was ever to
suppose such a man as St. Vincent would degrade himself by harbouring any
degree of partiality for a being so profligate, so lost to all sense of virtue
and propriety!”
For
some days the enthusiasm of reformation and reparation operated in an equally
violent degree: but all extremes are liable to change, and enthusiasm either in
love or religion, the most so of any;—Mrs. St. Vincent’s soon reached its
climax.
The
first fortnight this second edition of the honeymoon was nearly expired, and
Margaret, to the wonder of her astonished husband, still continued to act the
reasonable woman; when a sudden stop was put to the further performance of the
comedy and the dramatis personoe
resumed their natural characters.
“Lord
bless me, Madam!” cried Jenny, bursting into her mistress’s dressing-room one
evening, with a countenance brimful of intelligence, “was ever the like heard?—I
declare I am quite dumfounderfied at the bare idea!”
“And
pray what is this mighty wonder that has dumfounderfied so wise a woman?”
asked Margaret, without taking her eyes from the Major’s picture, to which she
was affixing a superb gold chain.
“Nay,
Lord, Madam, only guess!—For my part I should never have thought of such a
thing: but people now-a-days pay no manner of regard to right or wrong, except
as it suits their own convenience.”
Margaret
put the chain round her neck, admired it and the miniature as she alternately
examined them before a large mirror, and humming a favourite air, seemed to
view her own figure with no small degree of complacency, without appearing to
recollect the presence of the consequential personage who impatiently waited to
be delivered of her important intelligence, but waited in vain.
Now
Jenny’s capability on the subject of retention was not of a first rate
description, unless the communication happened to implicate any part of her own
character, and in that case she could be secret as the grave; neither was Jenny
a very noted proficient in the art of forbearance when report enabled her to
extend the circle of human frailties through the augmented medium of
repetition: perceiving, therefore, that her mistress was far more disposed to
continue absorbed in self-contemplation, than solicitous to learn her intended
information, Jenny ventures once more to renew the topic, by exclaiming in a
drawling accent—
“La,
Madam, how beautiful! how heligant! how every thing
that is fine!—But I wonder your La’ship has not a
little more curiosity.”
“Curiosity!
for what?” said her La’ship, carefully adjusting her
handkerchief as she spoke— “why so, pray?”
“Lord,
Madam, cannot you guess?”
“Me
guess!—how should I guess?—Has my ci-devant friend, Jones, taken the lover’s leap?”
“Worse,
Madam!”
“Has
Major St. Vincent challenged him, and received a bullet in return?”
Jenny
had nearly said, “Worse, Madam!” again: but though her lady spoke in a gay,
jesting voice, she knew the length of her present tether too well to outrun the
constable; and therefore gulping down the nearly-committed mistake, suddenly
checked herself, and meekly replied, she hoped it was not come to that yet.
“What
is it come to then?—Prithee have done with this
nonsense, and tell me at once.”
“Nay,
dear Madam, do but guess.”
“Has
Captain Montague’s ghost appeared at the grotto, and the Lady of the Hermitage
flown to the original’s arms for shelter from the apparition of her dearie?”
“Madam!”
cried Jenny, looking round with an expressive glance of terror, as if she
expected to see something supernatural approaching to seize her.
“Has
Captain Harcourt persuaded you to run off with him? He was rather sweet upon
you last night in the passage I thought.”
“Me,
Madam!—Surely,” said Jenny, colouring violently, “your La’ship
cannot think that I would go off with any man! No, it is worse, far worse than
even that!”
“The
deuce it is!” cried Mrs. St. Vincent, with a smile. “But come, I will guess
again.—Has the virtuous Miss Stella Bertram produced another bantling, and
fathered it upon the Parson of the parish?”
“Worse,
worse still, Madam!”
“Indeed!—nay,
then I am able to guess no farther: so the mighty secret must remain untold,
unless you chuse to speak more intelligibly.”
“Well,
Madam,” replied Jenny, who by this time was as impatient to explain as the
other was to listen, “you shall now be obeyed:—but prepare to hear wonders.
Mrs. Tomkins says—nay, you will scarcely believe me,
Madam; but if I stand here, it is truth I speak;—Mrs. Tomkins
informs me Miss Bertram is actually to attend your mother to Devonshire in the
character of a companion!—Knowing what we know, Madam, can any thing equal
this, pray?”
Mrs.
St. Vincent turned hastily round, and stared at her for a moment in mute
astonishment.
“Yes,
indeed, Madam, you may well look surprised: it is truth, however, I assure
you:— ‘For,’ says the housekeeper, ‘marry,’ says she—”
“What
signifies what either you or the housekeeper says,” abruptly interrupted Mrs.
St. Vincent: “I must see my mother instantly:—is she up?—is she awake?”
“I
cannot tell,” muttered the waiting-maid in a sullen accent; who, in consequence
of being pretty deep in several of her lady’s secrets, ventured now and then to
take a little more freedom of tongue, than the other was always inclined to
grant her; “for you know, Madam, it signifies not what some folks say.”
“Impertinence!”
retorted Margaret, sharply;— “Begone!—I insist on
immediate obedience: inform my mother I must speak with her instantly.—No, stay,
stupid animal, and slow as a snail!—I will go myself.”
She
brushed past the still sulky Jenny, and hurried to the chamber of Mrs. Ross.
CHAP.
II.
“Speak
of me as I am: nothing extenuate,
“Nor
set down aught in malice.”
SHAKESPEARE.
THAT lady had just left her bed, after an
hour’s repose, as was customary with her of late in the evenings: Mrs. St.
Vincent, therefore, entered immediately on the subject of her present visit, by
abruptly requesting to know, if it was really possible, as reported, that she
meant to take Stella Bertram to Devonshire with her.
Mrs.
Ross answered in the affirmative.
“Good
God, Madam! you are not in earnest, I hope?”
“Why
not, Margaret?—Can I have a more eligible companion, or one that performs all
the incumbent duties of her station with more uniform propriety?”
Margaret
smiled contemptuously, and repeated the last word with a significant emphasis.
“Yes,
propriety, Mrs. St. Vincent!—Can
the term be better applied than on the present occasion? In my own family it
cannot you well know.”
Margaret
reddened at this home touch: but where a fact is too obvious to be refuted,
true wisdom consists in not making the attempt; she therefore merely
answered—“This young woman must not, however, accompany you, Madam.”
“Must
not!—Who shall prevent her?—Not my own children surely?”
“No,
Madam, you will save them that trouble, I dare say, when you know her story;
which, if you will give me leave, you shall do immediately.”
“Proceed
then, and let us hear it.”
Margaret
did not much admire the humour her mother happened to be in this evening. Of
late she seldom possessed sufficient spirits to contest any matter long with
the violent and overbearing temper of a daughter, whose total inattention to
almost all the filial duties of a child had been notorious for a considerable
length of time: to find this ill-treated parent now capable of so much
exertion, at a period too, when it was so little expected, and still less
desired, rather disconcerted the first attempts of this predetermined impartial
historian. She commenced her narrative of positive
facts, however, after a pause of very short duration; and gradually warming in
the progress of the communication, failed not to heighten every apparently
aggravating circumstance with all the additional colouring a censorious and
malignant mind could bestow. She then concluded the whole farrago of
intermingled truth and falsehood, by sarcastically enquiring if Mrs. Ross still
retained her former opinion of the girl’s passion for propriety, and persevered in her design of
taking her for a companion to Devonshire.
Though
accustomed to her daughter’s violence of temper, and thoroughly acquainted with
her natural bias to misrepresentation, Mrs. Ross could scarcely command her
usual portion of patience to the end of this curious recital; and it was only
with the utmost difficulty she restrained herself from giving vent to those
sensations of indignant resentment which repeatedly rose to her lips at the
idea of so vile an aspersion being thrown upon the hitherto unsullied character
of her young, and as she yet believed her, innocent favourite. Experimentally
convinced, however, of the inutility of reason, and
the still vainer attempt to implant the divine principles of mercy and
forbearance in a soil so inimical to their culture, she refrained from entering
at length on the subject, or exerting herself to refute what she knew was
previously determined to be maintained; and merely replied that her opinion and
intentions remained in every respect the same.
“Then,
Madam, you are stubbornly deaf to conviction, to truth, and the dictates of
your late valued system of propriety,”
said Margaret, with a strong expression of impatience on every agitated
feature.
“Your
share of the two latter, Mrs. St. Vincent, is, I much fear, infinitely too
small to supply my supposed deficiency in any article of the kind:—as to the
former, when error is adopted as the obvious rule of conduct, and depravity
scorns disguise, conviction must follow of course.—You are welcome to apply this
observation where your feelings tell you it is most suitable.”
Mrs.
St. Vincent burst into tears, and by that means evinced her comprehension of
the foregoing allusion.
Mrs.
Ross knew they were not the tears of penitence or reformation, and permitted
them to flow unnoticed. She took a volume of Blair’s Sermons from a table, on
which leaning her elbow, she seemed to be entirely occupied by the contents of
the book.
Margaret’s
pride now came to her assistance on perceiving her mother’s total inattention
to the late subject of discussion: she hastily wiped her eyes, and again
inquired if no further regard was to be paid to the nature of so important a
communication—a communication so critical in its consequences to the
respectability of her mother’s appearance either at home or abroad.
Mrs.
Ross raised her eyes from the page before her, and fixing them impressively on
the face of her adviser, observed that the case, in her opinion, required no
investigation.— “However,” added she, coldly, “I shall, nevertheless, mention
it to Mrs. Bertram when we meet again.”
“You
had better mention it to Captain Montague,” retorted Margaret, with quickness,
and then flounced out of the room with the air and look of a fury.
Mrs.
Ross followed her with her eyes, and a deep sigh burst from her bosom as the
incorrigible Mrs. St. Vincent pulled the door to with violence after her. The
latter threw herself on the sofa in her dressing-room, and again burst into an
hysterical fit of tears.
At
this instant Major St. Vincent entered the apartment, and, thunderstruck at the
scene that presented itself, requested an explanation.
Roused
by the sound of his voice, and flattering herself with conjugal support on the
occasion, she suddenly raised her head from the arm of the sofa; and labouring
under the dark influence of spite, disappointment, envy, and malice, instantly
entered upon the subject of her mother’s reported cruelty, and the cause in
which it originated.
Totally
thrown off his guard by the virulence of her language, and the volubility with
which it was uttered, indignation succeeded to astonishment; and recoiling a
few paces as the first energetic epithets bestowed upon poor Stella vibrated on
his feelings, St. Vincent emphatically exclaimed—
“Stella
Bertram vile, profligate, abandoned!—By Heaven, you wrong her!—I could stake my
salvation on the purity of Stella Bertram!”
The
scene that followed beggared description. St. Vincent was of too firm and manly
a character to retract from what he had once said, particularly when he believed
himself in the right. The former suspicion entertained by Margaret, returned
with additional force; and the frail bond of peace and confidence, thus once
more snapped asunder, the matrimonial breach soon became wider and more
disjointed than ever.
There
was a time when the enraged Margaret would have flown to her father, and poured
her complaints in the ears of parental affection: that period, however, no
longer remained within her reach; for the Nabob had set out the preceding week
to join his son at Montpelier, whose declining state of health required his
presence, and seemed at this crisis to threaten the most serious consequences.
Indeed,
her influence, even in that quarter, had rather declined of late. Since her
marriage every evil propensity seemed to be freely indulged as it rose in her
mind, and her passions permitted to reign with the most unbounded licence.
Where obvious distinctions are made amongst the children of a family, it does
not always happen that the particular favourite is uniformly the most grateful
or deserving of the ill-judged partiality; on the contrary, the reverse is more
commonly the case: and the weak injustice of the parent is but too often
rewarded by the neglect and inattention of the very being for whom probably the
other more worthy members of the domestic circle were constantly and totally
overlooked.
Something
too similar to this had occasionally occurred between Mrs. St. Vincent and her
father prior to her union with the Major. After she became a wife, her overbearing
and insolent spirit, as we have already observed, seemed more than ever to
spurn at all restraint; and Mr. Ross frequently found, to his cost, that
caprice and ill-humour, like death, levels all distinctions: his allotted share
indeed of each was not small when the perverse fit happened to be upon her; and
that, on a moderate average, could not be reckoned at less than two-thirds of
every day in the week.
Conviction
from self-experience is generally found pretty conclusive: and the Nabob’s
portion of the latter proved tolerably sufficient to establish the former. He
now began to perceive some few errors in the character of his once all-perfect
favourite; which led him to suspect she was not quite superior to her
fellow-mortals, as he had formerly been willing to imagine.
From
the Monarch to the beggar human favour is unstable, and naturally apt to change
its object when provocations arise, and those who ought to remain the governed,
attempt to become governors. In consequence of the foregoing discovery, Mrs.
St. Vincent’s power over her father’s affections declined; and in proportion to
the magnitude of the aggravating circumstances which daily took place to
estrange him from his usual bias to this misguiding daughter, the disposition
and character of the Major rose in his estimation, till it nearly reached the
climax of favour once so unworthily attained by his wife; who now found, to her
no small surprise and displeasure, that, in matters of domestic disagreement,
her complaints appeared gradually less and less attended to; while St. Vincent,
on the contrary, seemed to be the idol set up by her father as her substitute
in his good opinion.
The
sudden departure of the Nabob was therefore viewed by Margaret with the most
philosophical degree of indifference; and the cause of it, so far from being
considered a misfortune, appeared as little interesting to her feelings as the
separation from this long indulgent, but much-mistaken parent: for Margaret
still retained her former prudent manner of judging on the occasion, and looked
upon the certain advantages whish must necessarily accrue to herself by the
death of an only brother, as fraught with a sufficient number of consolatory
reasons to prove a full compensation for the event which produced them—an event
alike common to all the human race, and therefore not to be deplored as an
individual distress.—So thought Mrs. St. Vincent; and, under similar
circumstances, Mrs. St. Vincent was by no means singular in her opinion.
CHAP.
III.
“A
grateful mind
“By
owing owes not, but still pays, at once
“Indebted
and discharg’d.”
MILTON.
A WEEK now only remained till the commencement
of Mrs. Ross’s journey was to take place: during this period, as likewise that
which succeeded her immediate altercation with Margaret, the latter gradually
reinstated Lieutenant Jones in all his former rights and privileges, and,
apparently indifferent to the future notions, sentiments, or conduct of her
mother and husband, affected to carry matters with a higher hand than ever.
Perceiving,
however, that no particular notice was taken of any part of her proceedings,
and irritated to find herself of too little consequence to draw their
attention, she once more determined to try her strength in another attempt to
shake Mrs. Ross’s former resolution relative to our poor heroine.
In
this undertaking she was equally unsuccessful as before. Mrs. Bertram, under
the solemn seal of secrecy, had already entrusted that lady with the true state
of the case; and the part it appeared Stella had acted in it, raised her
character higher than ever in the eyes of her worthy patroness, who (now more
at liberty to follow the bent of her own inclinations since the departure of
the Nabob) no longer made any difficulty of avowing her steady adherence to
every former arrangement, and her unalterable design of being accompanied by
Stella—a design which at one time seemed rather to meet with the disapprobation
of her husband, in consequence of his daughter’s distorted representations; but
to which afterwards he tacitly ceased to give any very marked opposition, on
observing the strong desire Mrs. Ross expressed for the society of her young
friend during the period of her residence in England: preparations were
accordingly made for their departure, in spite of this second effort of Mrs.
St. Vincent to prevent our heroine from attending her mother.
Under
the pretence of avoiding every probable cause of exasperating Mrs. St. Vincent,
Stella had earnestly entreated to be spared going to the Grove, unless at those
particular periods when her unrelenting enemy was engaged with the rest of the
family on visiting parties in the neighbourhood: this request Mrs. Ross
reluctantly acceded to on perceiving her solicitude on the subject; and Stella,
of course, felt herself relieved from the many apprehensions which continually
haunted her imagination relative to any further interviews with the Major.
A
day or two previous to their intended departure, Mrs. Bertram took an
opportunity of recapitulating all the circumstances particularly connected with
her first introduction to her knowledge; and requested her above all things to
be particularly attentive to the preservation of the miniature picture, which
she now meant to confide to her care, as it was strongly impressed on her mind,
though she knew not how to account for it, that this painting was some how or
other connected with her birth, and might possibly in the end prove materially
useful in the elucidation of that hitherto mysterious affair.
After
a short pause, she proceeded next to hint at the uncertainty of life, and the
increasing vicissitudes to which every human being is, in various respects,
liable during their chequered progress through the chances and changes of the
world.
“We
may, and we may not meet again, my dear child,” continued this truly good
woman, regarding her auditor with a look expressive of the utmost compassion
and tenderness as she addressed her. “All events are in the hand of a wise and
over-ruling Providence: of course, what he orders must be best; and it is our
unquestionable duty to conform, without repining, to the high dispensations of
his omnipotent will. Your prospects, my love, are but of a limited nature: from
the station you are going to be placed in with Mrs. Ross, unforeseen advantages
may possibly accrue, and subsequent benefits I hope be derived as it will
render you more competent for the lot I have long mentally assigned you to
fill; and to do which with propriety, some knowledge of the world, of genteel
life, its habits and customs, is absolutely necessary. At any rate, however,
should our prospects on this head prove fallacious, you have still a maternal
friend, and a home ready to receive you, while God Almighty sees fit to permit
my continuance on earth. If the allotted term of existence happens,
nevertheless, to expire before your return (as I have already said, every thing
of this nature is uncertain, and therefore ought to be guarded against,) I have
done all in my power to secure my beloved child a small resource in the day of
trouble, (and the most prosperous are not exempted from such) by bequeathing
the Hermitage, and the few acres I can call my own, to her future possession.
In this drawer the papers belonging to it are all deposited: here, my love, you
will find the deed of settlement, which constitutes you mistress of the
Hermitage and its little domain:—see, Stella, the parcel is sealed, and lies in
that corner.—Nay, my child, weep not! Why should what I have said cause so much
emotion? Does the drawing of a will sign our mortal sentence, or discoursing
upon it accelerate its final execution? This is a weakness I hoped you were
superior to, and am grieved to find myself mistaken. Dry up your tears, my
love; we have yet, I trust, many happy days to spend with each other.”
Stella,
who had hitherto wept in silence, now suddenly rose, and throwing her arms
round Mrs. Bertram’s neck in an agony of grief, emphatically exclaimed, while
her words were almost inarticulate from the violence of her emotion—
“Oh
my dearest mother! blame not your Stella if she protests against quitting you!
You are ill—I am sure you think yourself ill;— under an impression so dreadful,
how can I possibly leave you?—Oh my more than parent! command me not from you,
but permit me to remain at the Hermitage! What is Mrs. Ross, what the whole
world to me, when put in competition with the obligations I owe my earliest, my
best, my ever-generous benefactress?—No, indeed, indeed I must not quit you, my
mother! Oh! allow your Stella, the object of your bounty—allow her to discharge
part of her immense debt, by dedicating her sole attention to the protecting,
maternal friend who sheltered the helpless foundling from the consequences of
that fate to which the less humane authors of her existence seemed to have
consigned her!—Say, my mother, only say— ‘Stella, I grant your request—you may
remain with me!”
Mrs.
Bertram attempted not to speak for several minutes, during which they continued
locked in each others arms. At length she disengaged herself from the still
weeping Stella, and, solicitous to dispel her apprehensions, strove by every
possible argument reason could suggest, to calm her fears, and inspire better
hopes respecting her future prospects in life. The fortitude of our heroine
seemed, however, to have lost its firmness; and it was not without much
difficulty that something like a faint degree of composure at last shed its
placid influence over her soft features, and illumed them with an appearance of
returning tranquillity. Stella never shone more interestingly beautiful than on
similar occasions: duty, gratitude, friendship, and affection seemed to blend
in forming the celestial expression of her mild and pensive countenance—a
countenance at all times uncommonly lovely, but which constantly derived
additional charms from any recent exertion of sensibility, of active
benevolence, or the softer effusions of that passion which had lately taken
possession of her breast.
Mrs.
Bertram’s rhetoric, though seldom so long in producing the desired effect, was
sure of carrying every thing before it in the end: Stella finally consented to
relinquish her own wishes in compliance with those of others; and, silent and
sorrowful, set about the disagreeable task of packing up the few articles of
dress prepared for her journey: these, though plain, were neat and genteel,
perfectly appropriate to the situation she was going to fill, without
encroaching on the sphere of her superiors, and such as Mrs. Ross could not but
approve.
At
the earnest request of Maria Campbell, Stella prevailed on her maternal friend
to indulge her with a sight of the child before she herself left the Hermitage.
This petition would probably have remained unattended to at any other period
than the present; but sensible of the magnitude of the sacrifice made by our
heroine to please her, Mrs. Bertram thought it would be hard to refuse so
trifling a favour—and a favour too, from whence her protégée could only at best derive a secondary degree of
gratification, since it was merely in compliance with the unfortunate mother’s
eager solicitations she had ventured upon asking it.
The
gentle and feeling heart of Stella was extremely affected by this interview:
she found herself, however, amply compensated by the temporary happiness it
bestowed on poor Maria, and the repeated assurances received from her of her
resolution to pay the most unceasing attention to the wants and wishes of their
mutual benefactress during our heroine’s absence.
When
she went to pay her last visit at Woodside, a similar act of friendship was requested,
on Mrs. Bertram’s account, from that worthy family; every individual of which
readily promised to call frequently at the Hermitage, and do every thing in
their power to supply her place on all possible occasions.
As
her young friends accompanied her part of the road back, they mentioned a
circumstance which appeared incomprehensible to our heroine, who was yet
ignorant of the imputation thrown upon her character by Mrs. St. Vincent, which
Mrs. Ross and Mrs. Bertram had mutually agreed to conceal from her knowledge,
as the inutility of such a vile communication was
obvious, and could serve no earthly purpose, the inhuman one excepted, of
tormenting its innocent victim.
Margaret,
enraged and unusually irritated by the manner in which her intelligence had
been received by her mother and husband, and particularly provoked at the
incredulity which marked their opinion of her veracity relative to what she
asserted having seen in the grotto, had flown in the first ebullition of
passion to Mr. Adair’s; where, unwilling to prove too explicit in her
enquiries, lest the friends of Stella should take the alarm, and be upon their
guard, the wary Mrs. St. Vincent attempted, by every insidious artifice in her
power, to ascertain the extent of what they knew respecting the conduct of our
heroine with St. Vincent and Montague. Not conceiving it possible she could
have any particular reason for such an investigation, and by no means
comprehending the precise meaning of her dark and mysterious hints, they
carefully avoided every thing that alluded in the most distant degree to the
Major, as a subject on which they were not competent to speak; while the manner
in which the other gentleman’s supposed partiality for their absent friend was
tacitly acknowledged, confirmed Margaret in her suspicions of both. Though
feelings of delicacy were imagined to prevent them from dwelling on the
infelicity of a husband in the presence of his wife, she departed perfectly
convinced that it was not for nothing he stood up in defence of Stella: and the
success of her mission would speedily have been detailed alike to the Major and
Mrs. Ross, had not the former left the room in evident displeasure on her
attempting to recommence the hackneyed subject; and the latter positively
prohibited her from presuming to mention it again in her presence.
CHAP.
IV.
“Oh
soft Remembrance! airy sprite!
“Thou second life of bliss and pain;
“Exquisite
sense of keen delight,
“Who giv’st our
feelings back again!”
FOX.
TO account for this part of Margaret’s conduct
lay not within the compass of our heroine’s abilities: the curiosity expressed
by her companions on the subject consequently remained ungratified; and after
hazarding a few conjectures on the probable and improbable import of the whole,
their thoughts gradually reverted to the approaching separation about to take
place between them. This topic proved sufficiently interesting to absorb every
other for the short period they were now together; and at length they parted
after many reciprocal professions of friendship and remembrance.
The
heart of our heroine felt uncommonly heavy when the much-loved associates of
her youth retreated from view.
“One
melancholy task is now over,” said she to herself as she entered the garden:
“what would I not give to have those that remain equally so!—My mother, my
dearest mother, why dwells this oppressive presentiment of evil in my bosom
when I think of the approaching event?—Oh! could I only be permitted to
continue at the Hermitage, how happy should I be! But, alas! your Stella is not
privileged to follow the bent of her inclinations!—Poor, friendless, and
unknown, she must yield to the hard law of necessity, and quit her first,
generous benefactress, perhaps to meet no more!”
A
deluge of tears interrupted all further utterance; and, unable to suppress her
emotions, she hastened to the grotto, lest Mrs. Bertram should happen to
discover her present distress, and decidedly censure what she would style
another proof of mental imbecility.
To
our poor heroine, who had never been ten miles from home in the whole course of
her life, the journey before her seemed an undertaking of considerable
magnitude, and the separation from those she loved scarcely less than eternal:
the grotto—that spot in which so many hours of her existence had been spent,
unmolested by the intrusion of the world, and where innocent pleasure proved
her constant companion, till the arrival of the troops in Galloway mingled her
cup with the tincture of human vicissitude and secret sorrow—that grotto was
soon, likewise, to be far distant from her view!
The
tears of Stella flowed afresh at the sad ideas which rose in melancholy
rotation as she silently yielded to their force, and permitted the sensibility
of her nature to a temporary dominion over the suggestions of reason and the
cooler dictates of her better judgment. She regarded every object around her
with a degree of interest never before experienced, and almost persuaded
herself she should see them no more: every favourite shrub seemed to court her
attention—every bird to sing in a more plaintive note; and, from the threshold,
recollection assembled the festive group once more in the drawing-room of the
Grove—once more they appeared in the windings of the mazy dance, passing the
spacious windows in quick succession—and again the fascinating strains of the
military band reverberated on her ear: the transition was easy to what
followed—and the visionary forms of St. Vincent and his friend Montague
instantly floated before her.
Stella
sighed profoundly over the retrospective scenes that imagination portrayed in
the most impressive colours; and in the fulness of
her heart supposed herself the most wretched of human beings.
Thus,
in the absence of real evils, are we ever prone to create fictitious ones; and
sensibility, that criterion by which the young and untried mind is apt to
determine the standard of earthly perfection, overwhelms its possessor with a
thousand ideal distresses, unknown to those less fastidious, unrefined mortals
who consider the unavoidable misfortunes of life sufficiently oppressive
without the additional load of “airy nothings,” so industriously cherished for
the laudable purpose of self-formed misery, by the ill-judging few who have
never experienced the pang of actual anguish, or suffered affliction beyond the
illusive boundary of mental vision.
The
moon already shone with uncommon brightness before Stella could tear herself
away from her favourite retreat: the night, however, was not yet too far
advanced to prevent the execution of a little excursion she wished to
accomplish before it entirely closed in. She felt a strong inclination to bid
Sally Thompson and the child of Maria a last adieu. The shortest and most
unfrequented path to the house of the former wound past the ruins of the old
Abbey. It was gloomy and solitary: but the usual road lay considerably about,
and convenience prompted her to adopt it without further delay: she therefore
obeyed the impulse of the moment, and descending from the grotto, bent her
steps towards the farmer’s habitation.
In
the course of her progress, it was necessary to cross a quarter of the
venerable fabric that led to a vaulted gate-way through which she must pass. As
she walked hastily along, the reverberated sound of her footsteps seemed uncommonly
loud; and her heart began to beat in proportion as an apprehension of
something, she knew not what, took possession of her mind. Almost convinced she
was not alone in this forlorn and dismal looking spot, she stopped once or
twice, uncertain whether to return or proceed, and anxiously listened to
discover if her fears were really well founded, or merely the effect of
imagination. The owl, however, which now circled over her head, and then rested
on the northern turret, appeared to be the only living thing near her. At
length she reached a private passage, cut through a part of the rocky barrier
that on this side inclosed the little possessions of
Mrs. Bertram: at the end of it was a strong close-made door, which from time
immemorial had belonged to the proprietors of the Hermitage, and gave them a
right to a footpath leading to the parish church, across a field of the
Nabob’s, on whose domains it opened: but that gentleman chose to dispute the
legality of their claim to this privilege; and therefore, rather than contest
the matter with so powerful an opponent, it was never publicly insisted upon,
nor used, unless on some particular occasions similar to the present. The key
of this door, however, remained with the inhabitants of the Hermitage, who kept
it in a little adjoining recess, formed for that purpose in the rock; from
whence Stella now removed it, in order to effect her intended design: but on
applying it to the lock, her astonishment was extreme to find that already
occupied by another, exactly the same in every respect with the original one in
her hand.
A
circumstance so perfectly unaccountable renewed the recent apprehensions of our
heroine; and she now almost encouraged the idea that something like the
whispering of human voices, which at one time seemed to proceed from a retired
corner of the building, was not entirely the creation of mental alarm, or ideal
supposition, as she had then endeavoured to persuade herself. Impressed with
this notion, she hastened forward, eager to conclude a walk which, in her
present opinion, had never appeared so long before.
She
found Mrs. Wallace with her niece: the child, however, happened to be asleep on
her arrival; but in a few minutes it awaked; and Sally, having wrapped it up so
as to prevent any evil consequences from its exposure to the night air,
accompanied her aunt and Stella to the vicinity of the private door. The latter
had previously mentioned the strange incident of the key; and her companions,
no less surprised than herself by an event so totally incomprehensible,
determined to assist her in ascertaining the cause, if possible, of a
circumstance so alarming and suspicious.
While
they were conversing on the subject, and had nearly reached the spot where the
intended investigation was to commence, the infant began to cry, and the party
stopped to soothe it. Stella, who was naturally fond of children, and
particularly attached to this one, was not the least active in her efforts on
the occasion: indeed, more than one motive now urged her to make the attempt;
for she feared they might be overheard by the unknown owners of the key, who,
conceiving themselves discovered, might effect their escape before it proved
practicable to ascertain who they were; an event, in every point of view,
highly requisite to the safety of the Hermitage and its inmates, who
undoubtedly could not be expected to enjoy their usual state of tranquillity
while thus rendered liable to intrusions from such a mysterious neighbourhood.
In
this part of North Britain it was customary for smugglers to conceal themselves
and the produce of their contraband trade in situations similar to the present.
No one spot on the habitable globe could be better calculated for that purpose
than the ancient ruins of the old edifice:—it had more than once been occupied
by such tenants; and the companions of Stella thought it likely to be in the
same predicament at this juncture.
While
they whispered their conjectures on the subject, and our heroine was at
intervals fondly caressing her little favourite, the key was heard to turn in
the lock. They started at the sound, and, without allowing themselves leisure
to reflect on the road probable to be taken by those who were about to
approach, suddenly retreated behind the nearest bushes, and awaited the result
in silent apprehension.
Their
suspense was not, however, of long duration. A man and woman passed cautiously
through the door: their conversation was low, but apparently of an interesting
description, and, as they advanced nearer, appeared of a nature not very
favourable to the character of the female, whose delicacy seemed not of the
most refined kind, and little apt to be hurt by the unequivocal style of her
companion’s language, or the occasional freedom of his treatment during several
temporary pauses in their progress.
CHAP.
V.
“Here
matter new to gaze the Devil met.”
MILTON.
THE strangers were now, by slow degrees,
advancing to the very identical spot where the three females had attempted to
conceal themselves, and from whence they ventured not to move a single step,
lest a discovery of their retreat should prove the consequence; when the whole
system of caution hitherto observed was speedily rendered abortive by the
child, who once more began to cry, in spite of every effort used by Stella and
her companions to keep it quiet.
The
man and woman at first instinctively recoiled at the sound; and while the
latter uttered a faint scream, her comrade rushed suddenly forward in order to
ascertain the real cause of their alarm.
Mrs.
Wallace instantly perceived the inutility of any
further attempt at concealment; and whispering her companions, endeavoured to
assume an air of composure as she stepped from their hiding-place, and seemed
to be merely intent on the road they were pursuing.
In
consequence of this mode of proceeding, they were necessitated to pass close by
the woman, who apparently eyed them with no small degree of interest almost
from the first moment of their appearance, for the impulse of fear had quickly
given way to what is commonly supposed more powerful in the breast of a female;
and curiosity now usurped every faculty of her soul.
Stella
happened at this instant to have the child in her arms: but they had scarcely
passed the strangers, before she began to tremble violently; and finding
herself unable to bear it any longer, after a silent pressure of her lips on
its forehead, she turned round to replace it on the bosom of its faithful
nurse.
The
moon at this period emerged from behind a flying cloud which had partially
obscured it, and darting its beams through the surrounding foliage, they rested
directly on the lovely features of our heroine, who suddenly raised her eyes at
an abrupt exclamation which burst from the unknown, and perceived, to her utter
astonishment, that unknown now almost at her side, and no other than her
inveterate enemy’s maid Jenny.
This
girl was soon recognised by the rest of the party; but, with the person who
accompanied her, Stella alone was acquainted: hitherto he had kept behind,
evidently watching their motions, till the above-mentioned exclamation brought
him from the rear, and Lieutenant Jones stood confessed to view.
It
has been said that there are men who would rather face the mouth of a cannon
than incur the merited contempt of a virtuous woman: minds of this description
cannot be altogether void of some good qualities; for those who experience the
sensation of shame, shew thereby that they are capable of reformation. The
magnanimous Mr. Jones, however, was superior to such little weaknesses where the
possibility of retaliating his accuser’s imputation with safety was supposed to
be practicable. Under circumstances different from the present, he had perhaps
stole away, and permitted his companion to manage for herself in the best
manner she could: but Stella Bertram was conceived to be fair game;—her conduct
by some had been represented as highly culpable—by others as rather somewhat
suspicious: it is true, the very small number who chose to put this
construction on her actions, were mostly confined to the precincts of Rossgrove; but it was exactly there where the military
hero’s chief consequence was supposed to center:
wherefore he flattered himself with possessing the certain means of
invalidating any testimony she might feel disposed to prefer against him,
either now or hereafter, by the easy and simple mode of recrimination, which
her conduct had apparently enabled him to pursue, and which, he wisely judged,
would be sufficient to render whatever she might report, to his prejudice of
this night’s adventure, of little or no avail, from the evidence he could
produce of her own profligate character; since the caresses she lavished on the
child, the visible agitation she suffered on being discovered with it, as
likewise the hour and solitary spot chosen for the parting interview, all spoke
strongly against her, and fully corroborated the opinion previously entertained
by his friend Mrs. Vincent of her criminal intercourse with one, or both of the
admirers so repeatedly assigned her.
Conceiving
himself, therefore, pretty well secured against the event of consequences, and
feeling the malignant triumph incident to little minds, when an opportunity of
mortifying those they are secretly forced to acknowledge their superiors, is
unexpectedly obtained, Mr. Jones advanced to the charge with a tolerable
portion of assurance, and a full determination to wound the two men whom he
privately detested, but dared not openly attack, through the medium of an
innocent, defenceless girl, erroneously marked down as the favourite of both.
This
manly and meritorious design was further strengthened by a recollection of the
various benefits usually derived from what is vulgarly called “taking the first
word of fighting.” But though the foregoing resolution, in the existing state
of affairs, was a wise one, and the ideas from whence it resulted passed
rapidly through his mind, the scheme happened, nevertheless, to be rendered
abortive by the more active oratorical abilities of his female coadjutor, whose
genius for mischief was not inferior to his own, however strong might be the
bias of his natural disposition for that sort of food which the mistress and
maid seemed to swallow with an equal degree of avidity.
Mrs.
Wallace and her little party, relieved from the apprehension of more dangerous
neighbours, and feeling no inclination to interrupt a tête-à-tête so ill calculated for the eye
of observation, were proceeding on their way, when it occurred to the former
that some inquiry was requisite respecting the appearance of the additional
key, the real owners of which it seemed a matter of importance to ascertain;
she therefore turned round, and stopped nearly opposite the gentleman and lady
to make the necessary investigation: but the latter, bursting with malice,
ill-nature, and impertinence, which she was determined not to lose so
favourable an opportunity of venting, instantly commenced the attack with a
volubility so impetuous, and a torrent of abuse so incomprehensible, that Mrs.
Wallace, perceiving the impossibility of making herself heard, at length ceased
to attempt it; and remarking, with much astonishment, that the rhetoric of the
speaker was chiefly addressed to Stella, she fixed a look of surprise
alternately on each, in expectation of procuring some solution of a scene no
less new than unintelligible.
Her
curiosity, however, remained ungratified; for our heroine happened to be
equally unenlightened with herself, and little could be gathered from the
accuser, whose broad hints were alike thrown away on the listeners, as they
merely ascribed the virulence of her language to her mal-à-propos appearance and the
fear of exposure, to which a discovery so critical had subjected her.
Nevertheless, still solicitous to comprehend some portion of an harangue so
nervous, so voluble, and apparently so pointed, the silent group attempted not
to move from their present position, actuated by a wish to solve the mystery,
and an increasing desire to hear its conclusion.
Jenny,
who, like most of the frail sister-hood, was extremely apt to forget her own
errors in the laudable anxiety by which she was generally stimulated to
propagate those, true or false, saddled on her neighbours, so far from
harbouring any alarms originating in considerations of a personal nature, or
supposing herself liable to censure from the recent discovery, actually behaved
as if she imagined no blame could possibly be attached to her share in the
adventure, and seemed to think the black spots in her own character whitened in
proportion as she bespattered the moral principles of another; till at length,
almost breathless, and nearly exhausted with rage, on observing the cool and
rational conduct of those she wished to provoke, and the inutility
of all her endeavours to irritate their passions, she paused perforce; and Mrs.
Wallace immediately seized the opportunity of renewing her inquiry relative to
the key.
“The
key!” resumed Jenny, with an additional shade of colour, and a look that
conveyed the idea of a momentary recollection of something she wished rather to
remember in any other person’s conduct than her own:— “what have I to do with
your paltry keys?—Do you take me for a jailer’s wife, or the ‘Squire’s
housekeeper?—Marry, come up! people are wonderous
ready to forget themselves now-a-days!”
“It
is indeed a common case,” returned Mrs. Wallace, dryly, “and too frequently met
with in all ranks and conditions of life.”
The
manner in which this remark was delivered drew a sort of half-smile half-sneer
from the Lieutenant, which seemed to grate upon the feelings of his companion,
who turned short upon him, and abruptly requested to partake of the jest, if he
knew where it was to be found.— “Though, perhaps,” she added, with a look, full
of malice, directed to Stella, “Miss Bertram there may furnish you with one
some nine months hence, if the leavings of your brother officers proves not too
hard of digestion.”
The
sneer of the Lieutenant became more obvious as he emphatically replied, that
the experiment she alluded to had already been made in another quarter, and
produced an effect exactly similar to that she hinted at.
“I
would have you to know, Sir,” retorted the enraged Abigail, who only in part
comprehended his meaning, “I would have you to know, Sir, that I am meat for
your masters.”
“So
Captain Harcourt informed me,” said Jones, significantly; “but if such is the
case, I hope you have no
objection my being of equal service
to your mistress.—What say you, Miss Bertram? A fair exchange is no robbery,
you know: and you likewise know, that when wives are agreeably occupied,
husbands have more leisure on their hands to pursue the bent of their
inclinations with impunity. But come, my girl,” continued the incorrigible
coxcomb, turning to Sally Thompson, and making an attempt to uncover the child,
“let me see the little bantling; I am famous for my skill in physiognomy, and
will tell you at a single glance whether the Major’s star, or the Captain’s,
acquired the ascendant at its formation.”
“You
had better,” replied Sally Thompson, provoked at his undaunted impudence, and
retreating as she spoke, “you had better have consulted the stars on Mrs. St.
Vincent’s opinion of your visit to the old Abbey, and the danger of leaving a
false key in the door on occasions where concealment appears so necessary.”
The
Lieutenant gave a loud whistle, and stepped back with an air intended to shew
not only indifference, but derision.
Meanwhile
Jenny, who had now recovered from a flood of tears, produced by the taunts of
her ungrateful paramour, whom she no longer seemed to regard with an eye of
affection, once more prepared to rehearse a second part of the same story; but
in the present tumult of her mind, not clearly understanding the conclusion of
Sally’s speech, and supposing the truth remained no longer problematical, she
fell into the snare her own precipitancy had woven; and Mrs. Wallace soon
became convinced that the key had been obtained for purposes not very
creditable to the character of Mrs. Jenny and her occasional associates, who,
no doubt, found the unfrequented walk that led to this place, and the solitary
seclusion of the place itself, alike favourable to the tête-à-têtes, which happened to prove of a
description too critically dangerous to venture upon under the immediate roof
of her mistress.
Such
is usually the fatal effects of a wanton disregard of appearances in our
superiors, that it not only renders them personally contemptible, but likewise
extends the baneful influence of example to the lower classes of the community;
who, glad to find an excuse for the secret depravity of their own hearts,
endeavour to flatter themselves with the idea, that errors may be pardoned in
the low, the ignorant, and the humble, when they are practised by, and too
often shamefully tolerated in those who ought to know better and act differently.
Yet,
so great is the force of prejudice, and so strange the inconsistent nature of
our feelings, that Mrs. St. Vincent would certainly have dismissed Jenny from
her service, had the enormity of her conduct been fully ascertained, or even
suspected by her; though her own proud defiance of the world’s opinion, and her
consequent mode of proceeding with Mr. Jones, had probably encouraged the girl
to act in a manner very different from what she would otherwise have dared to
venture upon, if situated under circumstances more inimical to the free
indulgence of reprehensible inclinations, and better calculated to inspire the
light and superficial mind with some degree of reverence for the precepts and
practice of the truly good and virtuous members of society, in whatever station
they happened to be placed.
Mrs.
Wallace, who harboured not the smallest desire to become a reformer, and had
now satisfied herself as to the owners of the key, felt no further inclination
to prolong an interview from whence no gratification of a pleasurable
description could possibly be derived; and therefore, after a short, but
energetic admonition to the frail Jenny, she and her companions again advanced
forward to the passage through the rocks; while the former, sullen and for a wonder,
silent, took the road to Rossgrove; at a convenient
distance from which the Lieutenant thought proper to effect a retreat, and the
lady was consequently left to conclude her evening adventure alone.
CHAP.
VI.
“Thus
conscience does make cowards of us all!”
SHAKESPEARE.
TO account for the hatred and virulence
displayed on every occasion against our heroine by the Abigail of Mrs. St. Vincent, might be
judged superfluous when it is recollected that people of Jenny’s description
generally adopt the principles and mode of conduct practised by their
superiors, or at least such as they suppose most likely to find favour in their
sight. In the present instance, this line of proceeding had certainly proved
the chosen one, independent of any other stimulus whatever; but a circumstance
yet more powerful, had operated at an early period of their acquaintance to fix
the vain and vindictive Jenny an irreconcilable enemy to poor Stella: and
though our heroine was herself ignorant of the nature of her offence, it happened,
notwithstanding, to be of that kind which is most acutely felt, and most keenly
resented, by the party doomed to smart under its influence. In short, Stella
had been considered in the light of a successful rival by the disappointed maid of Mrs. St.
Vincent, who, from the moment this idea took possession of her mind vowed
eternal war and detestation against the unconscious object of her secret
aversion.
The
schoolmaster of the parish was a young, smart-looking man, and, being designed
for the church, had received a better education, and mingled with a genteeler circle of associates than the generality of those
in similar circumstances usually do in Scotland. From his first arrival in this
part of the country, Jenny had marked him down as a certain victim to her
charms; and no pains being spared to effect this purpose, she conceived herself
rapidly approaching to the crisis of her wishes, and already in fancy saw the
magic badge on her finger that was destined to place her in the honourable
station of a clergyman’s lady, when the unfortunate face and figure of Stella
Bertram destroyed all the illusive visions of matrimonial felicity, and totally
eradicated the enraged Abigail from the thoughts of him whom she had hitherto
erroneously accustomed herself to consider as her own. It is true, the young
man ventured not to disclose his sentiments to her rival, from a supposition
they would be rejected in his present dependant and humble station; but his
astonishment proved too obvious for concealment when the object of it appeared
in view; and, by those acquainted with his predilection in her favour, it was
generally understood he meant to offer himself when his expectations for
futurity were accomplished by the attainment of a good living.
Highly
provoked to find her hopes disappointed, and herself thus unexpectedly
deserted, Jenny, eager to recall the truant affections of her fickle admirer,
formed the common, but frequently dangerous determination of either attempting
to rouse his jealousy, or, if that were found impracticable, indemnifying
herself for her recent loss elsewhere by commencing another serious flirtation,
under similar views, with a serjeant in the light
horse, who appeared to be infinitely less fastidious in his taste than his
predecessor, and who had more than once evinced no reluctance to become the
rival latter.
Every
married soldier is generally supposed a single man if his wife do not fill a
corner of the baggage cart: the serjeant was exactly
in this predicament; for, though already a husband, the absence of his lady
allowed him to claim the military privilege, from time immemorial, of
bachelorship. Jenny, however, it must be confessed, was totally ignorant of
this circumstance, and her former lover Mr. Johnstone,
the schoolmaster, discovered no inclination to make her more clairvoyant on the subject; neither did he
appear to feel much interested in the progress apparently made by the knight of
the halberd in the fair nymph’s affections. This latter circumstance was
observed by her with increased bitterness; and either the ardour of revenge,
the instability of female sentiments, or the secret pleadings of a beginning
inclination for her new admirer, operated so powerfully, as at length to render
the office of the Priest no longer necessary to the attainment of his views,
even if clerical assistance could have been obtained in a legal manner without
let or molestation from the first proprietor of his hand and heart.
The
serjeant, however, like many other gentlemen of the
cloth, piqued himself on this honourable
mode of proceeding in similar cases, and seldom mentioned the extent of his
success to more than half a dozen confidential friends at most: and as those
might naturally think themselves at liberty to speak of his adventures to
others under the same restrictions, his good fortune was generally pretty well
known in a very short period after its accomplishment.
In
regard to the present affair, a little more caution was deemed requisite; for
it did not appear quite certain how far the Major might think the seduction of
his wife’s maid a laughable incident; and, should he take it in a different
light, as was invariably the case when such things came to his knowledge, he
knew the man he had to deal with sufficiently to dread the consequences:
Jenny’s secret was therefore supposed to be cautiously preserved; and from
gratitude, as she protested, for his attention to her character, his prudence
was repeatedly rewarded according to the petition he preferred for that
purpose.
But
the greatest warriors and the wisest politicians should never be too certain of
the ground they stand upon: security often proves a broken reed to those who
confide most in its dangerous protection, and, in conjunction with success,
frequently produces the very evil it was supposed to prevent. Secrecy and
opportunity had hitherto gone hand in hand with their wishes; and even the
schoolmaster himself, though he still retained a distinguished place in her
bosom, began to be occasionally excluded from remembrance. This temporary
exclusion, however, seldom lasted much beyond the term of her existing
interview with the serjeant; and her remaining
inclination for the one commonly resumed its former station when the absence of
the other left the infatuated girl more at leisure to reflect on what she had
once hoped to have been, and what she now was. Nevertheless, those fits of
galling retrospection were not of a description to reform or amend: of one
consequence alone they were constantly productive, and that was an additional portion
of hatred and resentment against poor Stella, whom she invariably considered as
the original source of all her misfortunes and succeeding misconduct.
There
is not, perhaps, in the whole self-consolatory system so liberally resorted to
in all such situations, a more useful or convenient auxiliary than what is
usually known by the name of a scapegoat:
our heroine stood exactly in this rank of serviceable beings, and never failed
to be most unmercifully burthened with the entire
weight of Mrs. Jenny’s disappointments, and the long train of et ceteras that followed. But while the load happened to be
unconsciously borne, the bearer suffered little; and therefore the other was
left at full freedom to take advantage of her rival’s ignorance in order to
lighten her own mind at the expence of one so
detested.
Unluckily,
it was yet found possible to augment that detestation, though even Jenny
herself at one time imagined such a circumstance next to impossible. The case
was this:—security and success gradually began to render the lovers more
careless and inattentive to the chance of discovery; and in one of her solitary
walks near the pavilion, Stella accidentally stumbled on the happy pair, who,
as she passed the lower windows of the bathing-room, were observed to be seated
amidst some of the green-house plants in the opposite corner.
So
little, however, did our heroine suspect the truth, and so very distant was she
from forming any uncharitable conclusion on the occasion, that she ventured not
even to look a second time, in order to ascertain the identity of the parties;
but, supposing it might be some of the guests or family at the Grove occupied
in examining the plants, and fearful of catching their eye, she made the best
of her way from the spot, lest the Major, or Mrs. St. Vincent herself, might be
of the number; for of its extent she was likewise ignorant, as the intervening
foliage prevented a full view of it, and might conceal persons from the
observation of those standing without.
Stella,
however, escaped not with equal impunity: she was perceived by Jenny, and her
accidental appearance was immediately marked down to the score of premeditated
design: the consequence was natural; and our heroine henceforth became the
innocent object of her unceasing abhorrence, calumny, and abuse on every
opening that occurred to vent her spleen and disappointment; for she doubted
not but the knowledge she afterwards suspected Mr. Johnstone
had acquired of her proceedings, was obtained through the medium of this
hateful rival, to counteract whose fatal influence she had been driven to adopt
those measures which had finally effected her complete destruction, together
with the total overthrow of all her ambitious dreams of future pre-eminence,
and the power of lording it over her present equals in the character of a
Minister’s wife and the mistress of a parsonage house.
Nevertheless,
after the rumoured attachment between Stella and Captain Montague began to gain
ground, and the removal of that part of the regiment to which the serjeant belonged put a conclusion to her intercourse with
him, she once more ventured to persuade herself that Johnstone
was not, as she had suspected, quite so well informed of certain circumstances,
as her former fears had represented; and even at times entertained the idea of
making a second attack on his heart, under the impression that our heroine must
now be for ever expelled from it; though in her conscience she could not help
believing her free from the imputed guilt thrown upon her character, as she
knew from good authority, however averse to acknowledge so much, that her late
rival was not only in perfect health at the period of her supposed confinement,
but even absent on a visit at Woodside, where, instead of being an invalid
herself, she was occupied in attending on one who actually was so.
This
piece of intelligence, so material for the re-establishment of our heroine’s
character, was not, however, even permitted to reach the ears of her mistress;
for the rancor she harboured against the former
happened to be too greatly gratified by the effects of concealment, to allow of
its promulgation.
As
her attachment to the serjeant had concluded with his
absence, she almost dreaded lest the same should prove the case with Stella and
the Captain, and her now premeditated reconcilement with Johnstone
be rendered abortive from the revival of his hopes in that quarter. No wonder
then, if actuated by this irritating apprehension, and provoked, at the same
time, to find she had once more committed herself to the person she considered
as the chief bar to her schemes, by so critical and mal-à-propos an appearance with
Jones, rage took entire possession of her breast, and threw her off her guard:
Jenny considered not that she herself was the original cause of so many
misfortunes, nor once reflected that her own misconduct, and not the officious
interference of another, proved the principal cause of every succeeding
mortification.
CHAP.
VII.
“He
knows too well
“Your
beauty and your worth: your lover comes not
“To
offer insults.”
PHILIPS.
ARRIVED at the door leading to the old ruins,
Stella bade a last adieu to Sally Thompson and her little charge, and soon
after reached the Hermitage with Mrs. Wallace.
Farmer
Thompson happened to be from home when our heroine visited his wife; and as his
road lay past Mrs. Bertram’s, he called on his return to enquire after the
family.
Something,
it appeared, had occurred to amuse him, for his features exhibited evident
traces of risibility. Mrs. Wallace remarked this circumstance, and enquired the
cause.
It
seems he had encountered Mrs. Jenny at some little distance from the Grove; but
though he accosted her with much civility, she appeared extremely sullen, and
scarcely deigned to notice him. Thinking she might possibly be ill, he turned
back, after having passed her, to inquire if that were the case; but before an
answer could be obtained, which she was visibly in no great hurry to grant, one
of the footmen hastily approached from the shrubbery, and, in a surly accent,
said she was wanted by her lady, who had been at home for some time, and was
exceedingly out of humour at her long absence.
The
disconcerted Abigail heard this intelligence with visible emotion; and after
muttering something about people never knowing their own mind, said she
understood her lady purposed remaining to a much later hour at Mr. Stewart’s,
where she had gone to spend the day.
“A
later hour!” repeated the messenger; “Why, what the devil, do you take the
present for an early one?”
“Oh
gemini!” exclaimed the trembling Jenny, looking at
her watch, “what shall I do? who could have imagined it was this time of
night?—I shall be scolded and huffed, and huffed and scolded, till one of us is
out of breath, and the other out of patience.—Let me run—let me fly!”
“I
will bear your watch for you,” said the fellow, who had been eyeing it as she
spoke; and snatching it suddenly out of her hand, added—”that you may run, that
you may fly so much the lighter!—I wish I could support your character as
easily; but it has already run
and fled beyond my ability to follow.”
“Insolent
puppy!” retorted Jenny, with an eye darting fire, and a heightened complexion,
“how dare you thus presume to insult me?”
The
footman, with an air of the utmost sang froid, continued to examine a trinket that hung
on the chain of the watch, while rage at first prevented the lady from thinking
of any thing but the provoking words he had uttered: almost immediately,
however, she recollected herself, and attempted to regain it with a degree of eagerness
that indicated the importance of the acquisition.
“Yes,”
resumed the man, holding it beyond her reach, and still continuing to observe
the trinket with the most irritating perseverance, “yes, you shall have it
instantly; but first let one take a better view of the fine new bauble you have
got:—if I am not mistaken, my sly Madam, this is the very identical thing I saw
a certain gentleman purchase in Wigton lately;—yes, dn—me if it is not!—Faith, Jenny, you’re a complete one!—I
suspected as much, however, and supposed “High Life below Stairs” would be
acted as soon as your lady left the Grove, in spite of some people’s pretended
indisposition as an excuse for not accompanying her. You recollect the green
bed-room scene?—Egad, I rather entered a little too soon, I believe:—but well,
well—”
Jenny’s
rage seemed to increase at every word he spoke, and her recent anxiety to obey
the summons of her mistress appeared totally absorbed in something that yet
more nearly interested her feelings. Her tormentor, however, visibly enjoyed
the storm he had raised, and the evident amusement it afforded the farmer: he
therefore still withheld the watch, and evaded her repeated efforts to force it
from him, at the same time inquiring, with a significant wink, if the evening
air had removed Mr. Jones’s headache.
Jenny
knew nothing of either Mr. Jones or his headache.
“Ah
ha, my girl!” cried Thomas, “say you so?—It won’t pass, however: John saw you
turn the corner yonder, and he likewise saw you were soon followed—Serjeants or Lieutenants—hey, Jenny?—all fish that swims in
the sea—hey, Jenny?”
The
“hey, Jenny?” was accompanied by a familiar chuck under the chin.
“Insolent
puppy!” again cried the furious Abigail, “take that for your impudence!” and a
sound box on the ear gave additional force to her rhetoric.
She
snatched the watch from his hand as, stunned by the blow, he recoiled a few
steps; and pouring a fresh volley of abuse on her antagonist, of which Thompson
himself got a share for not rendering her any assistance, she flew from the
spot, and hastened home as fast as her legs could carry her.
By
the foregoing detail of the farmer, who laughed several times very heartily
during the repetition, it was evident that Jenny’s late interview with the
Lieutenant was not the first of the kind; and greatly as Stella always disliked
this man, her abhorrence of him was considerably increased, from the conviction
of his duplicity and total want of principle when self-gratification or vanity
happened to be the prevailing passion of his mind; and she secretly wondered
how a woman in Mrs. St. Vincent’s superior station of life, could encourage the
attention, or even tolerate the presence of a character so truly despicable in
every point of view; a character too, which must appear to particular
disadvantage when opposed to that of the all-accomplished, elegant, and manly
St. Vincent. So thought our unexperienced heroine;
but she was not qualified by the nature of her education to judge of such
cases, nor competent to appreciate the convenience of an extensive influence
over one of those come-and-go
beings, so useful and necessary in the numerous arrangements of a fine lady’s
ever-varying vocations.
At
length the hour arrived that was destined to remove her from the Hermitage; and
about eight in the morning she repaired to Rossgrove.
Stella
knew that Mrs. St. Vincent seldom left her chamber till the forenoon, according
to her less refined notions, was pretty far advanced; any accidental interview
with her, was not therefore to be dreaded; and as for the Major, she had
previously understood he was to go from Mr. Stewart’s (where they dined) to Wigton. Such had once, indeed, been his intention; but on
second thoughts, he changed his mind, and returned to the Grove, in order to
accompany his mother-in-law, who considered him as the first of beings, a stage
or two on her journey. Great, therefore, proved the dismay of our heroine when,
on quitting Mrs. Ross’s apartment, she met them at the door; and after a low
bow to Stella, he conducted the old lady, who leaned on his arm, to her
carriage.
For
this rencounter poor Stella was totally unprepared;
and the agitation that seized her trembling frame, almost deprived her of
sufficient strength to descend the staircase. The Major, in one respect, was
more fortunate: he knew of the companion Mrs. Ross had chosen, and consequently
had not the additional load of surprise to struggle with: but though he
evidently strove to suppress his feelings, and was master of more time to
reason himself into the necessity of mental exertion, it was clear the effort
cost him no small trouble, and the gradual shade of deepening melancholy that
overspread his pensive features, spoke the arduous trial of the moment; which,
nevertheless, he was determined to surmount with propriety.
Some
trifling mistake in the arrangement of the luggage, occasioned by the
inadvertence of their attendants, obliged Stella to remain stationary at the
door of the carriage several minutes after Mrs. Ross had entered it. Major St.
Vincent, in the interim, was occupied in giving directions to his servant, who
appeared with a led horse, which till this moment had either been overlooked by
Stella, or passed in the hurry of her spirits for one on which some one of the
domestics was to attend them. She now, for the first time, perceived it was the
well-recollected charger of that gentleman; and glancing a quickly-withdrawn
look over his dress, saw he was prepared to make part of their escort.
Thunderstruck
by this conviction, Stella grew sick at heart; the colour forsook her cheeks;
and after an ineffectual effort to recover herself, she was forced to lean
against the panel of the carriage for support.
Mrs.
Bertram’s first intention was to have walked with her protégée to the Grove, in order to witness
her final departure, and bid a second adieu to the kind friend under whose
protection she was now placed; but an affecting scene which had passed between
her and Mrs. Ross in the morning, had rendered her unable to put this design
into execution: in consequence of which, Mrs. Wallace was deputed as her
substitute. That good woman happened at this period to be assisting the
domestics; when, on turning round, she observed the condition of her young
friend, and uttering a faint exclamation of surprise, flew to her side.
Mrs.
Ross was speaking to the house-steward at the opposite window, and neither
heard nor saw what was passing near her. St. Vincent, however, did both, and
reached her almost as soon as her female companion. Stella had not quite fainted
away: the sound of his voice vibrated on her ears, and roused her to
instantaneous recollection. She raised her head:—the look that was fixed on her
pallid features now speedily suffused them with the deepest shade of crimson;
and, without appearing to notice his evident anxiety, she hastily averted her
face. In doing this, her eye glanced upon the windows of Mrs. St. Vincent’s
apartments, who she discovered observing their motions from the interior of a
sash at which she had placed herself; while Jenny, who stood more behind,
seemed to be answering the remarks of her mistress with a consonant degree of
Christian charity and meekness.
Stella
regarded them for a moment with a sensation of mingled astonishment and
distress not to be defined: the latter, however, began to acquire the ascendant
over the former. She silently wrung the hand of Mrs. Wallace, declined the
offered assistance of the Major, and suddenly rushing forward, sprang into the
coach with a degree of agility she could not have supposed possible before the
attempted exertion.
A
laugh, intended to be heard, reached those who stood on the outside. St.
Vincent directed his eye to the quarter from whence it proceeded, and quickly
perceived the cause in which the latter part of Stella’s conduct originated.
Mrs. St. Vincent and her companion, apparently appalled by the expressive and
indignant look of reproof that succeeded and seemed to speak a language they
equally understood, now withdrew to a greater distance from the window, and the
Major stepped immediately into the carriage; when, every thing duly arranged,
and Mrs. Ross having concluded her conversation with Mr. Benson, the
postillions were ordered to proceed.
CHAP.
VIII.
“Are
these things then necessities?—
“Then
let us meet them like necessities!”
SHAKESPEARE.
THAT St. Vincent purposed attending them a
short way on horseback Stella had already seen enough to believe; but that his
design was to enter the carriage never once occurred to her thoughts, and of
his doing so she remained for some time ignorant, till Mrs. Ross, supposing her
evident distress proceeded from the recent separation with her friends at the
Hermitage, and solicitous to detach her mind from painful recollections, said
something calculated to change the tenor of her contemplations; when, removing
the handkerchief which had hitherto covered her face as it lay reclined and
half concealed from observation in a corner of the vehicle, the first object
that met her view happened to be the one she least wished to encounter.
Self-dependant,
and henceforth so situated as to stand or fall by the nature of her succeeding
conduct, Stella seemed almost instantly to feel what the respect due to her own
character and future peace demanded: she saw herself placed in a situation
critically delicate—a situation that certainly required the utmost prudence and
circumspection, but which the stronger energies of her mind whispered could
only prove dangerous by her own consent, or the censurable want of proper
mental exertion.
Stella
had never till this moment known the extent of her inward resources: she now
flattered herself they would prove equal to the trials she was destined to
struggle with; for that such were in store for her appeared too evident, if, as
she suspected, Major St. Vincent were to remain with them any length of time.
St.
Vincent, whose heart but too deeply sympathized with her feelings, and who
wished to relieve her from the casual observation of Mrs. Ross, artfully
contrived to turn the conversation and subject, in which our heroine was not
supposed to be interested, and consequently not expected to join. This
considerate manoeuvre afforded leisure for further reflection, and produced the
desired effect: she found her fortitude return, and her resolution to act with
circumspection and propriety strengthen, and secretly congratulated herself on
the ability she felt to meet the trials which might await her with becoming
resignation and magnanimity.
Necessity
is a harsh teacher, but commonly makes wise scholars: like experience, though
unpleasant at the time of trial, it repays us by a subsequent benefit, and is
often the cause of producing superior traits in characters that, unimpelled by its imperious dictates, had possibly never
been called into action, nor obtained the well-deserved meed
of applause for their noble sufferance under its stern decrees.
Apparently
actuated by a sense of these truths, St. Vincent seemed studiously assiduous to
avoid every mark of particular attention calculated, however distantly, to
occasion Stella the smallest uneasiness. Reassured by a mode of proceeding of
which her own heart fully taught her how to appreciate the value, Stella
endeavoured to evince her sense of it, by forcing herself to take some part in
the conversation when any topic happened to be mentioned in which her
participation seemed to be expected, or opinion required; and she acquitted
herself in a manner so highly honourable to her character, her judgment, and
the education she had received, that St. Vincent, who had never before seen so
much of her, nor enjoyed any opportunity of hearing her speak on subjects which
are usually supposed beyond the reach of her sex and years, felt the restraint
he had imposed upon his conduct more than ever painful, though more than ever
necessary, from the increasing admiration and respect with which she hourly
inspired him; while she, on her part, could not help remarking all the merit,
the worth, and various accomplishments of his mind, as different circumstances
developed them to her view: but none struck her more strongly than when his
filial attention to Mrs. Ross, which every possible opportunity that occurred
powerfully portrayed, was brought into competition with the total and unnatural
neglect of that lady’s daughter even at the very moment of her separation from
a valuable parent, with whom, as appeared from the present state of her health,
she was perhaps destined to meet no more.
Though
distressing recollections could not be easily suppressed as the carriage drove
past certain parts of the park and shrubbery where accident had formerly
brought them together, and though the timid, quick-withdrawn glance and
down-cast look of Stella betrayed the secret force of memory, no less than the
pensive, but more steady eye of St. Vincent, from whom, as contemplating the
well-remembered scenes, a profound sigh more than once escaped, which greatly
affected Stella, who but too readily comprehended the cause; yet the
firm-rooted principle of conscious integrity established in their bosoms
gradually surmounted the pang of acute sensibility, and enabled them, to
appearance at least, to assume an air of composure, the true value of which
could only be known to those superior minds who, like themselves, had
experienced the severe necessity of affecting a temporary triumph over the
softer feelings of the heart.
Mrs.
Ross bore the journey to Newton-stewart*
tolerably; well, but on quitting the coach, she found herself too much fatigued
to proceed any further at present: it was therefore agreed to remain here till
the following day.
Soon
after their arrival, Stella, who was peculiarly partial to moonlight scenes and
the still hour of evening, placed herself at a window of the inn from whence
the different windings of the river could be seen to most advantage: a similar
turn of mind had drawn St. Vincent likewise to the window, and he leaned
against the side of it, apparently absorbed in a deep and profound reverie.
“It
is the Cree,” replied the landlord, in answer to a question addressed to him by
Mrs. Ross, “it is the river Cree, Madam, which is navigable for small vessels
to within two miles of the town: there is a handsome bridge over it; and in its
mouth, in Wigton bay, there is a valuable salmon
fishery.”
The
man continued his information a few minutes longer, and then retired to give
orders for supper.
The
name of this river was not unknown to either of the silent moralizers now
occupied in gazing upon its meandering course; but neither of them took the
smallest share in the foregoing account of it, nor seemed disposed to put their
thoughts into language: these, however, if the varying colour of the lady and
the ill-suppressed sighs of the gentleman might be interpreted according to
appearances, wandered not far from the stream before them; or rather from the
spot where the former had once accompanied the name with strains of vocal
harmony, which still seemed to vibrate on the heart of the Major no less than
the accompanying circumstances did on that of our heroine.
The
Major at length starting from his musing attitude, traversed the room with a
hasty, irregular step; after which he placed himself at the back of Mrs. Ross’s
chair, and resting his arms upon it, began to speak on the first topic that
occurred in conversation: in the interim Stella had sufficient leisure to
regain her late assumed air of tranquillity; and the party sat down to supper,
without appetite perhaps for the meal before them, but, nevertheless, not more
unhappy than usual.
“I
think,” said Mrs. Ross, when the cloth was removed, “my dear Stella, there is a
beautiful little air, composed by Lady Elizabeth Heron, called “The Banks of
the Cree,” which, if I mistake not, I have formerly heard you sing: the words I
believe are by Burns: do you recollect it, my love?”
Stella
meant to have said “Yes;” but the word somehow or other was not quite ready;
she therefore only bowed.
“Are
you acquainted with this little song, my dear Henry?” continued Mrs. Ross,
addressing herself to the Major.
“I
once had the pleasure of hearing it, Madam, and admire it extremely,” replied
St. Vincent, in an embarrassed and hesitating manner.
He
glanced an expressive look at Stella as he spoke, and saw her eyes fixed upon
the floor, while a deep and conscious blush betrayed her recollection of the
period to which he evidently alluded.
“I
have ever been enthusiastically fond of music,” resumed Mrs. Ross; “sick or
well, it is always acceptable to me.—Will you, Stella, indulge me then?—I
should like to have “The Banks of the Cree” sung on the very spot which may be
called its birthplace:—the chief residence of the composer is situated near
this town—I shall point it out to you as we pass it to-morrow: meanwhile pray
oblige your impatient auditors, and commence the task requested of you.”
Stella
said something about a “head-ache;” but the sentence was uttered in too low a
voice to prove intelligible: Mrs. Ross imagined it conveyed her acquiescence,
and seemed to expect her to begin immediately; while the Major poured out a
glass of wine, and presenting it with an unsteady hand, his looks bearing
testimony to the inward perturbation of his mind, and his words scarcely
articulate, entreated her to try its effect in procuring them the wished-for
indulgence.
The
secret pride of our heroine and every gentler feeling of her bosom were roused
from their recent state of torpidness by the idea
that the very appearance she wished on all occasions to avoid, had now become
so conspicuous, as to require the encouraging support of the individual from
whose observation it particularly behoved her to conceal every reprehensible
bias in his favour, or every circumstance that even bore the semblance of such
a bias. Actuated by this impression, she instantly assumed an air of dignified
self-possession, and politely declining the offered wine, as unnecessary to his
purpose, began “The Banks of the Cree” with her usual grace.
St.
Vincent observed her for a moment with the most fixed attention; he then poured
out a bumper of Madeira, and hastily swallowing it with an avidity of which he
seemed perfectly unconscious at the time, threw his arm over the back of the
chair, and resting his head upon it, remained in that attitude some minutes
after the melody of her voice had ceased to be distinguishable. Mrs. Ross,
however, without noticing this circumstance, soon called for his plaudits on
the occasion; which were given in a style that sufficiently evinced his
approbation.
A
few moments more had scarcely elapsed before he remarked, or pretended to
remark, the look of fatigue Mrs. Ross was now supposed to exhibit, and urged
her to retire for the night. Candles were consequently ordered, and our heroine
followed her to her chamber; where, anxious to ascertain the terms of Major St.
Vincent’s attendance, she endeavoured to procure the information so ardently
desired without attracting the observation of that lady, or creating her
suspicions on the interest the inquirer took in a solution of her question.
Stella’s
questions were at first so managed, that for some time she remained
unsatisfied; for Mrs. Ross, not conceiving their ultimate tendency, frequently
replied in a manner totally foreign to the wishes of her auditor: at length,
however, success crowned the round-about measures of our heroine; and she
learned that Dumfries was at present the destined place of separation.
While
the chambermaid was conducting her to her own apartment, Major St. Vincent’s
servant appeared at the door of one they were passing, and requested another
candle for his master’s chamber, who had walked out, he said, and, from what he
told him, might not possibly return for some time.
As
an additional reason to accelerate Mrs. Ross’s retiring, St. Vincent had hinted
at the drowsy nature of his own sensations; that he should, therefore, have
walked out this time of the night, especially after such an intimation,
appeared extremely inconsistent and strange to Stella. The circumstance dwelt
upon her mind; and feeling no inclination to sleep, she seated herself at the
window of a small dressing-room which opened into her chamber, and from whence
the nearest parts of the surrounding country, assisted by a bright moon, were
still in a degree discernible. Here she continued till all in the house were
apparently sunk in repose, and the bustle of the day entirely subsided: it was
therefore natural to suppose St. Vincent had returned to his chamber; and
though curious to know if that were really the case, yet, as it appeared
totally impossible to ascertain the fact any more than to account for the cause
of his late ramble, she began to think it high time to retire to bed, without
persevering to fatigue herself any longer by a foolish desire to develop what
ought to be of no consequence to her.
She
now slowly retired from the window, and was just closing the shutters, when she
perceived the shadow of a man on the opposite side of the street, a little
below the inn. For a few minutes more she remained immoveable, being as it were
rooted to the spot. He advanced to the door; and she soon found her idea that
it was the Major justified by his nearer approach.
Though
Stella concealed herself behind the shutters as much as was convenient to admit
of observing his motions, he either discovered her figure, or, attracted by the
partial shade of light which appeared at the opening from her candle, concluded
she was still up (for he previously knew the direction of her windows): he
stopped before them for a few moments. She saw him fix a stedfast
look on the spot where she stood; she even fancied his sighs were sufficiently
audible to reach her ears at that distance.
At
length, apprehensive, from the time he continued stationary, that he had
discovered her in her watchful position, and no less shocked at the appearance,
than terrified by the construction a conduct so particular could not fail to
draw upon it, our heroine suddenly closed the shutters, and retired to the
other side of the room.
Feet
were soon after heard softly descending the staircase: she concluded it must be
his servant, for the door of the inn was quickly unlocked, and two people plainly
advanced along the passage leading to the bedchambers: another door now closed,
and all again seemed buried in silence. In about ten minutes more the servant
retired to his own bed; and Stella, hearing the clock strike two, hastily
undressed, in the hope of obtaining a few hours repose before she appeared in
the presence of some of her fellow-travellers, whose scrutinizing eyes she
greatly feared would discover, from her languid looks, the manner in which the
chief part of the night had been passed.
CHAP.
IX.
“My
conscience is of courtly mould,
“Fit for highest station:—
“Where’s
the hand, when touch’d with gold,
“Proof against temptation?”
GAY.
BESIDES Mrs. Ross’s own maid, another female
attendant made part of their travelling retinue. The latter occasionally
assisted the former: she was a good-tempered, obliging girl, apparently much
attached to our heroine, and fond of being near her when opportunities offered
for that purpose. Of these, however, few had hitherto occurred; and Ann conceiving
such might prove the case for some time longer, if she were not more fortunate
in her endeavours to the contrary, now determined to lose no time in attempting
the accomplishment of her design.
Not
much accustomed to travelling, fatigue had sent her early to bed on the
preceding evening: but next morning she entered the chamber of our heroine a
very short time after quitting her own; a piece of attention Stella would
willingly have dispensed with, as it awaked her from an early slumber, the
first she had been able to obtain since her retreat from the windows. Ann,
however, entertained not the smallest suspicion of having caused any greater
evil, than apparently rousing her from a long and profound repose, similar to
that she had herself been enjoying.
The
mischief, nevertheless, was done, and it appeared cruel therefore to say any
thing on the subject. Weary, languid, and unrefreshed,
she prepared to leave her bed; while Ann, full of all she had heard and seen in
the course of their journey, continued to detail a thousand uninteresting
circumstances with a degree of persevering prolixity and ridiculous minuteness
that defied the utmost patience of attention in her auditor: the thoughts of
the latter consequently recurred to the strange and unaccountable ramble of the
Major; and though the sound of the speaker’s voice was still heard, the import
of her discourse was no more heeded or known than if she had not been present.
“And
now, Miss,” continued the girl, who at length had seemingly brought her
narration pretty near a period, “do not you think it was the oddest and
queerest thing you ever heard?”
She
repeated this question a second time before Stella seemed sensible it was
addressed to her: the latter then started from her reverie, and inquired, with
the look and voice of one who was ignorant of the foregoing topic, to which it
alluded, what she meant.
“Mean,
Miss!” cried Ann, with a vacant stare of surprise; “why surely what should I
mean, but the very thing you have just been listening to? and, for my own part,
I really do believe every word he said: Mr. Donner is
a pretty sort of man, and would not speak a word that is not true of his master
for the world; besides, Miss, we all know that the Major—”
The
conclusion of the sentence touched a chord that instantly vibrated on the
feelings of her companion: she became suddenly all ear; and Ann soon found
herself under the necessity of re-commencing that part of the subject connected
with what she had last said. This task was not considered as any great punishment,
for the girl dearly liked to hear the sound of her own voice; and Stella, in
due time, was given to understand that the very circumstance on which she
herself had been intently thinking, happened to be the same Ann had recently
alluded to.
It
was the late and mysterious absence of St. Vincent from the inn which Donner had related to this girl, for whom the man had long
entertained a partiality, though he frequently sported with her credulity.
Stella, though she died to learn all he had reported on this topic, yet feared
to ask for the gratification of her curiosity, as it appeared plain Ann knew
little beyond the mere fact of her master’s unaccountable ramble; an event of
which she would probably have remained ignorant, had not Donner
(who supposed her previously acquainted with it from something she mentioned,
that seemed to imply as much) been led to name the incident before her.
In
the course of Ann’s imperfect intelligence, Stella more than once imagined that
she was deeper in the fellow’s confidence than she chose to acknowledge; and
the hesitation of the girl, which proceeded from a wish to recollect every
thing that tended towards the marvellous, and to represent the Major’s secret
excursion in the most wonderful point of view, seemed, in the eye of trembling
suspicion, to cover some information she feared to give, lest the displeasure
of her auditor should be incurred by a greater degree of explicitness.
It
was, nevertheless, certain that Ann, in the simplicity of her heart, had
repeated some hints dropped by Donner, which were not
perhaps intended to come round again: these, it is true, proved rather
unintelligible to her, but were perfectly comprehended by Stella, and served to
convince the latter that the state of the Major’s mind had not been totally
unobserved by his servant. Yet the substance of what transpired on the subject,
appeared equally as applicable to any other woman as herself: and though St.
Vincent was not accused of evincing a propensity to the fashionable vices of
the times, it was not, nevertheless, far from improbable, considering the
unhappy nature of his domestic engagements, that the former predilection in her
favour might have been superseded by a later preference for some woman in the
neighbourhood of Newtonstewart, possessed of easier
principles or superior attractions to those he had discovered in Stella, and
whose character he might wish to preserve free from the degrading stigma
usually attached to the conduct of her who is observed to admit the attentions
of a married man.
To
some transaction of this kind Donner evidently
alluded; though from the mysterious manner in which he had expressed himself,
his words admitted of more than one construction. This circumstance led Ann to
conclude there must undoubtedly be a degree of the wonderful in the case; and
her avidity for further information rose in proportion as the idea of such a
thing gained ground. The fellow perceiving this notion had taken hold of her
mind, did not attempt to remove it, but had amused himself at the expence of her curiosity, by the addition of a thousand
ridiculous incidents, the sole creation of his own prolific imagination.
Stella
again sunk into another reverie much as she had condemned herself for
harbouring the smallest partiality for St. Vincent, still the possibility that
now occurred of a change in his former sentiments, sat by no means so easy on
her mind as she had supposed would be the case while assured of the contrary.
Discontented and unhappy, she requested to be left alone; and the girl, after
teasing her with innumerable questions on the cause of her apparent dejection,
at length reluctantly retired.
Under
the severe discipline of a reproving, yet refractory heart, she continued in
her own room till summoned to the chamber of Mrs. Ross, from whence, though
much against her inclination, she afterwards accompanied that lady to the
parlour.
St.
Vincent was leaning on the mantle-piece when they entered: his eyes seemed
fixed on vacancy, and his whole appearance bespoke the deepest mental
abstraction. Their approach was not at first perceived; but the voice of Mrs.
Ross, who happened to say something to Stella, speedily recalled his attention,
and he instantly advanced to meet her.
After
the usual compliments and inquiries of the morning, having conducted her to a
chair, he placed another for Stella; and seating himself between them, began to
discourse on the subject of their journey, and other topics of general
conversation, with an air of more apparent gaiety and cheerfulness than had hitherto
been visible in the general tenor of his behaviour.
Stella
felt no inclination to follow the example thus set her: his averted looks,
however, as he continued talking to his mother-in-law, left her at leisure to
reflect on a mode of conduct so new and unexpected; and her thoughts again
reverting to the nature of Ann’s late intelligence, she gradually began to
conclude a total change had really been effected in his sentiments, and that
the uncommon flow of his spirits proceeded from the attendant success which had
crowned his wishes with the object of their present pursuit.
In
spite of the conviction afforded by her cooler judgment that this very event
was the happiest thing that could possibly befal her,
Stella was not able to restrain a sigh, which forced its way to the ears of St.
Vincent: it seemed to possess some irresistible magic, for he suddenly became
confused, and all at once stopped short in the middle of a sentence which he
was still solely addressing to Mrs. Ross: in the next moment his eyes were
turned upon Stella with a look of acute anguish; which, nevertheless, escaped
her notice, from her being wholly absorbed by her own reflections, and
therefore unconscious of St. Vincent’s emotions. Instantly recollecting
himself, he pulled out his watch, observed the morning was far advanced,
expressed surprise at the apparent tardiness of the waiters, and abruptly
retired, in order, as he said, to hasten the preparations for breakfast.
Stella,
whose post it was to officiate on these occasions, happened to be seated at the
table before his return; and from the attention required to the ceremonies of
the tea-table, little leisure remained for further contemplation on surrounding
objects. St. Vincent’s former cheerfulness, however, seemed partly to have
vanished—at least, it was now much less apparent, and frequent fits of silence
occasionally seized him; but the instant he became sensible of this
circumstance, his late adopted mode of proceeding was immediately resumed; and
Stella, as she poured out the tea, found her hand sometimes arrested, and her
eyes irresistibly fixed in astonishment on the varying inconsistencies which
continually marked his conduct, and forced themselves upon her notice.
During
their journey this day, Mrs. Ross several times complained of an uncommon
degree of lassitude and fatigue. The bleak and mountainous track of country
they had to pass probably produced this effect: it was therefore determined to
take up their quarters for the night at—, where was an excellent inn, offering
every accommodation they could possibly desire; and the necessary orders were
accordingly given on their arrival for that purpose.
As
the travellers reached this place at an early hour, Mrs. Ross retired to her
chamber immediately after dinner was over, in order to obtain an hour’s repose;
during which the landlord, who attended them in person, had been repeatedly
questioned relative to the gentlemen’s seats in the neighbourhood, some of
which the Major previously understood to be extremely beautiful. The
information now received confirmed this idea; and when the ladies retired, a
resolution was hastily formed of visiting one or two of those he had heard
principally admired. Mine host was therefore requested to apologize for his
absence from the tea-table, without mentioning the particular cause in which it
originated; and the evening proving uncommonly inviting, he set out on foot, as
most suitable to his purpose.
St.
Vincent was peculiarly pleased with a very fine place in the vicinity: the
surrounding grounds were laid out with much taste, the gardens well stored with
a great variety of the best fruit-trees, and the house was modern, large,
elegantly furnished, and commodious; in short, every thing conveyed an
appearance of good order, of regularity and peace, for Virtue still held her
residence there; and neither religion nor common decency had as yet been
outraged by the bold and open introduction of daring depravity, or the
intrusion of its almost equally unprincipled supporters. If, as the old proverb
tells us, “the receiver is as bad as the thief,” what are we to think of the
mean sycophantic beings who chuse to degrade themselves in the most unequivocal
manner, by countenancing with their presence the unblushing votaries of
acknowledged adultery, because the chief culprit was in the possession of
twelve thousand pounds per annum?—and twelve thousand pounds per annum might be
expected to afford a tolerable portion of loaves and fishes in return for the
total disregard they had shewn to their own character, in the, no doubt,
disinterested solicitude evinced for the re-establishment of appearances, by
which none but the wilfully blind could possibly be duped in the smallest
degree, and which not even the erring parties themselves seemed anxious to preserve,
if their real sentiments could be properly ascertained by the persevering and
undisguised effrontery of their general mode of proceeding.
Indeed,
to such a length have the timeserving worshippers of Mammon sometimes carried
their venal adoration, that the same man has been known to cringe and fawn on
the very person he had previously exerted every endeavour to render infamous in
the eyes of the public, though no one circumstance had occurred to alter or do
away the stigma of imputed guilt it was found necessary to load her with,
except that the trifling article of self-interest lay now on the other side of
the question, and was, of course, supposed to be implicated in a change of
measures.
Characters
of the above description continually act with the most glaring impropriety: it
is not the dictates of moral rectitude, it is not a sense of right or wrong, by
which their motions are commonly regulated—no: worldly propriety is the idol
they look up to; and whether possessed of virtue or vice is considered a matter
of no consequence as long as the power of bestowing the good things of the
earth happens to be within their reach.
Hence,
though friendship or compassion may be the ostensible pretence, sordid avarice
is, in fact, the principle of their views; and those from whose imaginary
interference in pecuniary matters serious consequences have been weakly
apprehended, are held up to observation as proper subjects of detestation, as
wretches who ought to be hunted from society, that their oppressors may safely
enjoy the fruit of their iniquity free from the dread of refutation, and be
enabled to retain the ability of continuing to poison the public mind by a long
catalogue of exhibited, but supposititious errors, which never existed except
in their own corrupted creative fancy; while, at the same time, the avowed
adulteress, or the once well-known impure, is attended, countenanced, and
attempted to be introduced into notice with the most barefaced and
indefatigable industry, even though the actual presence of their spurious
offspring affords a damning proof of certain guilt beyond the utmost effort of
human impudence to palliate or conceal.
Similar
motives naturally produce similar effects; wealth purifies every gradation of
vice in the eyes of the mercenary in proportion as self-interest or poverty is
supposed to obscure the good qualities of those from those whose influence we
have any thing to fear, or from whose inability to serve us we have nothing to
expect.
CHAP.
X.
“Nature
here
“Wanton’d as in her prime, and play’d
at will
“Her
virgin fancies, pouring forth more sweet,
“Wild above rule or art.”
MILTON.
“To
be good is to be happy.”
ROWE.
AFTER taking a cursory view of one or two other
places in the neighbourhood, for the evening was now too far advanced to admit
of a much longer absence from his companions, St. Vincent retraced his way back
to the inn, and at a short distance from the town perceived Stella before him,
who was returning from a solitary walk curiosity had led her to take in the vicinity.
Absorbed
in one of those meditating fits in which she frequently indulged when alone, he
had already reached her side before his approach was even suspected.
The
voice of the Major, though manly and commanding, possessed, at the same time, a
harmonious softness which rendered it peculiarly insinuating, especially when
his mind was in that frame, to which it had latterly often inclined: this
happened at the present juncture to prove the case; and Stella felt more than
usually disposed to become a listener, when (her first surprise being over at a
meeting so unexpected) he began to discourse on the objects which had recently
attracted his attention. The manner in which he described them, and the whole
tenor of his remarks, though extremely interesting, had hitherto been entirely
confined to the beauties of inanimate nature; but, at length, digressing from
this subject, he insensibly found himself dwelling upon the probable happiness
experienced by the proprietors of the charming place he had first visited, and
the felicity congenial minds, legally united, must enjoy amidst scenery so
enchanting, with a fortune so enlarged, that the power of dispensing good
seemed continually within their reach, affording a rich resource of rational
pleasure by the conviction that others were rescued from misery, corporeal or
mental, and restored to a state of comparative ease, through the benevolent
exertions of a well-directed sensibility to the misfortunes of their less
favoured fellow-creatures.
As
he proceeded to deliver his sentiments on these topics, and feelingly drew the
picture of those enviable beings who, all in all to each other, while
conversing together, seem to forget the whole creation contains a single
inhabitant beyond their own little circle, where
“All
seasons, and their change, all please alike,”
Memory suddenly held up its retrospective
mirror to his view, and the distorted contrast which it exhibited of his own
situation, seemed at once to paralize the mental
faculties of the late animated speaker: his voice ceased to vibrate on the ear
of his deeply-affected auditor; and the sad and solemn pause that ensued
appeared to be reciprocally occupied by the same interesting ideas.
Stella
felt this impressive silence ought to be broken, for her heart too faithfully
portrayed what was passing in that of her unhappy companion. The effort,
however, proved unsuccessful, for the powers of language refused to second it:
she therefore renounced the attempt, and walked on at a quicker pace.
At
length St. Vincent’s mind became more tranquillized: he had lagged behind, to
conceal the interior anguish of his soul; but soon again joined our agitated
heroine, and was just beginning to speak, when Ann, who had discovered the
direction taken by Stella on quitting the inn, appeared in view, and hastily
advanced to meet her, with a message from Mrs. Ross, importing her wish to see
her immediately. The presence of a third person proved no inconsiderable relief
to the distressed Stella, and she opposed the motion made by the messenger to
retire, by requesting the aid of her arm, under pretence of having
over-fatigued herself by the length of her walk. St. Vincent in a faltering
voice requested the preference as her supporter.
The
accent in which he addressed her was but too expressive of the present state of
his thoughts, not to reach her throbbing heart, though the offer was modestly
declined, with a quick-withdrawn glance, such as apparently produced an
additional degree of anguish in him to whom it was directed; for, abruptly striking
his forehead, he uttered an exclamation of despair, succeeded by a profound
sigh, and suddenly turning into another path, instantly disappeared from her
view.
During
the time of supper, he seemed absent and inattentive to the numerous enquiries
made by Mrs. Ross on the subject of his recent excursion, the particulars of
which, it was pretty evident to some part of the company, he seemed by no means
inclined to repeat: the outlines, however, were given: and the hour of
separation for the night at length arriving, was secretly hailed as a
seasonable relief from the painful restraint and apprehended observation
experienced by the narrator and his late companion.
As
Mrs. Ross complained of a feverish sensation, together with an unusual degree
of lassitude, it was settled, on the following morning, to remain in their
present quarters till such time as she found herself more able to bear the
fatigue of travelling again.
After
breakfast St. Vincent recollected some professional business which required his
presence at —— before he returned to Rossgrove: his
original design had been to take that place in his way back from Dumfries; but
the unexpected delay which the above circumstance occasioned, produced a change
of measures; and he now formed the resolution of riding there in the course of
the forenoon, as it was only a few miles distant, and consequently he could
easily accomplish whatever was to be done, and join the ladies again in the
evening.
Stella
considered this arrangement in the light of a desirable relief from the painful
necessity of being forced to meet him at meals, unsupported by the presence of
Mrs. Ross, who had previously declared her intention of keeping her room
through the principal part of the day; and as she continued too unwell to receive
him there during the greater part of it, his absence was not likely to be so
much felt by her as, under different circumstances, might possibly have proved
the case.
The
business which carried him to —— being concluded at an early period, and the weather
proving quite favourable, one of the officers quartered at this place proposed
a walk to ——, the seat of a noble and very amiable family in the vicinity. As
St. Vincent had never seen this terrestrial paradise, though Fame had been loud
in its praise, no less than in that of its beautiful and highly-accomplished
inhabitants, he therefore readily assented to the scheme, and proceeded to put
it in immediate execution, the distance from —— being but inconsiderable, and
the road good.
But
scarcely were they arrived at this romantic and enchanting spot, before the
Major’s companion received a hasty summons from one of the serjeants,
requesting his speedy return on some recruiting business that required the
utmost dispatch.
Left
thus unexpectedly alone, St. Vincent wandered about the pleasure-grounds as
fancy or inclination directed his movements.
In
crossing a walk that lay in the vicinity of a small, but elegantly constructed
pavilion, the sound of a guitar arrested his attention: the music seemed far beyond
any thing of the kind he had hitherto heard, and the voice that accompanied it
was truly seraphic. Absorbed in the luxurious indulgence of the moment, he had
stood for some time immoveably fixed to the spot, and
fearful almost to breathe, lest a single note of the floating harmony should be
lost, when an old grey-headed domestic appeared advancing to the place from
whence it issued, with a letter in his hand.
On
perceiving a stranger, whose intelligent countenance evinced the most striking
expression of admiration and delight, the man suddenly stopped, and then
respectfully accosting him, requested to know if he wanted a message conveyed
to my Lord, or any of the family. St. Vincent, still solicitous to catch every
strain, slightly bowed without speaking, and motioning with his hand for
silence, continued to listen with the same air of eager facination he had at
first exhibited. The man seemed to participate in his feelings, as if deeply
interested in whatever appeared connected with the noble and worthy house to
which he belonged; and insensibly approaching nearer, his features beaming with
a look of peculiar satisfaction that defied every prohibition to the contrary,
softly whispered in the ear of the Major that it was Lady —— he now heard.
“Every body,” continued he, “says she plays
and sings like an angel, and I am sure she is as good as the best that ever was
in heaven:—but indeed, Sir, I know not any difference amongst them; for if ever
there were angels on earth, I think in my conscience they are all equally so.
And as for the young gentlemen—why, Sir, his Lordship’s heir, God bless him!
knows every thing under the sun; besides, he is so amiable and
condescending!—and then his brothers, Sir—faith, neither sea nor land, I
believe, can furnish their superiors. You may credit me, Sir; for these grey
hairs, silvered over in their service, bespeaks our acquaintance of a tolerable
date—Michael has known them long—”
St.
Vincent, who always felt particularly gratified by listening to the language of
the heart, now felt its magic influence in all the force of genuine nature; and
a temporary pause in the music having taken place, he regarded the garrulous
old man with an air of benignity that seemingly encouraged him to proceed, for
he immediately resumed his eulogium on the character and merits of his patrons
in the following terms of panegyric, though in a lower voice than he had
hitherto spoken.
“It
is true, Sir, my Lord is sometimes a little passionate or so, but then we are
seldom sufferers on those occasions, for he is as generous as a Prince, and
would not intentionally injure a worm; indeed he has the best heart and
disposition in the world: all his dependants love him and regard him as their
friend and benefactor:—to be sure he may be happy, if any person can be so on
earth; for he has the finest family, and the loveliest woman to his wife, in
Scotland—and that, Sir, your honour knows, is a wide word.”
The
national pride of the Caledonian seemed gratified by this idea; he appeared
some inches taller, and an air of exultation sat conspicuously triumphant on
every feature.
“Pray,
my good friend, what may be the extent of the Earl’s family?” asked the Major.
“Five
sons and five daughters, Sir.—Old as I am, I hope yet to see the young ladies
all Duchesses, and my young masters the greatest men in the kingdom, next to
his Royal Highness the Prince of Wales, God bless him!”
St.
Vincent could not refrain from smiling at the faithful creature’s laconic
method of arranging the future destiny of this noble family; neither could he
entirely suppress a sigh at the recollection that real happiness, so far from
being included in what he supposed its climax, was probably more distantly
removed from the higher circles of life than their inferiors generally permitted
themselves to imagine. That such, however, was not the case here he had soon
additional authority to confirm; for in a few minutes after his late companion
left him to deliver the letter he had in his hand, (a circumstance apparently
for some time over-looked in his eagerness to dwell on the eulogium of his
benefactors) a gentleman, whom St. Vincent recollected to have once seen at Rossgrove, advanced from one of the other walks, and joined
him. With the Earl and his family this person seemed well acquainted; he was,
besides, better qualified to be a competent judge of their merit than the
Major’s first informant, whose gratitude might be supposed to bias his opinion
in their favour: nevertheless, the account he now received only differed in the
mode of expressing it, for the matter-of-fact part entirely coincided with that
given by his predecessor.
Charmed
with the good and amiable character this family possessed, St. Vincent felt a
strong inclination to become known to them; and his new acquaintance, who was
then on a visit at the house, undertook to gratify this wish, after having
quitted him for a short period to mention his intention to the family.
His
Lordship, who neither liked Nabobs, nor the means by which their immense wealth
was usually acquired, had never yet paid his respects at Rossgrove,
and, from the general character of its present master, seemed every day less
disposed to do so.
Major
St. Vincent’s name was not, however, totally unknown to him, for he had more
than once heard it mentioned in terms highly honourable to its possessor: but
at this time he happened to be from home; and the intimation was therefore
given to the ladies, most of whom were then in the pavilion. A polite message
was immediately returned; but before the bearer could accomplish its delivery,
Lady —— was seen issuing from the door, accompanied by three of the most
elegant and lovely girls the Major had almost ever seen: they entered the path
in which the two gentlemen were standing; and the latter, supposing their intention
was to join them, instantly hastened forward in order to pay their respects.
St. Vincent was received in the most pleasing manner; and an hour spent in
their society fully corroborated all that had been previously reported in their
favour.
When
he quitted this terrestrial paradise, and parted from its charming inhabitants,
whose benevolent hearts and all-accomplished minds seemed to place them, even
more than their distinguished station, in the rank of superior beings, St.
Vincent could not help stopping on the last eminence from whence their retiring
forms were still visible, and continued gazing after them as they returned from
conducting him to the vicinity of the high road, till their white garments no
longer appeared amidst the trees. At length the fragrance of the honeysuckle
and sweet-briar, which every where shed their united perfumes round this
enchanting abode, ceased to regale his senses; and as he retraced his steps
back, a musing melancholy, almost approaching to something of a prophetic tendency,
gradually took possession of his mental faculties, and, in spite of every
effort to exclude the officious intruder, persisted in conjuring up to view the
too probable vicissitudes of futurity in store for the now happy group—the
thousand evils that flesh is, sooner or later, heir to those evils, which all
the human race, in one shape or another, are destined to encounter, and against
the overwhelming influence of which, neither virtue, wisdom, rank, nor riches
have been found altogether competent to protect the devoted victim of
misfortunes.*
CHAP.
XI.
“A
gen’rous mind, though sway’d
awhile by passion,
“Is
like the steely vigour of the bow,
“Still
holds its native rectitude, and bends
“But
to recoil more forceful.”
BROOKE.
HAD Mrs. Ross found her health equal to the
attempt, she would certainly have endeavoured to indulge the strong propensity
she felt, from the Major’s recital on his re-appearance at ——, to commence an
acquaintance with the amiable family in whose praises he was no less warm than
eloquent; but the case proving otherwise, she was forced to enjoy at second
hand that pleasure which a personal intercourse must have considerably
augmented. As for Stella, superior to every sensation of presumptuous
competition, or the mean instigations of an envious mind, she listened with the
most delighted attention, and secretly wished, since the narrator was destined
to marry on a footing of equality, that his lot had been cast at —— instead of Rossgrove: in that event, she persuaded herself, her feelings
would have been very different on the occasion from what they were at present;
his happiness must then have afforded a constant theme for contemplations of
the most gratifying nature, and compassion could not have existed to heighten
other sentiments in his favour.
The
enthusiasm of disinterested affection glowed in her bosom, and tinged her
cheek: in the ardor of self-exultation she felt her
soul rise above individual considerations, or the boundary of that limited rank
in life apparently assigned her by the mysterious circumstances of her birth:
for a few moments the pride of conscious worth seemed to have annihilated
worldly distinction, that intellectual merit might have room to act in its
proper sphere, and be enabled to display its genuine lustre, unfettered by the
adventitious advantages possessed by the rich and powerful sons of prosperity
over their less fortunate fellow-creatures: but bitter recollection soon
returned with all its train of mortifying attendants; and the mental vision of
happier scenes gradually vanished before the sad conviction of existing
circumstances.
Mrs.
Ross, finding her disorder somewhat better before St. Vincent’s return in the
evening, and afterwards conceiving herself so far recruited by a good night’s
rest as to be able to continue the journey, on the following morning they
recommenced it at an early hour, and reached Dumfries without encountering any
further interruption.
Here
they found Captain Montague, who had been previously acquainted with their
motions, ready at the King’s Arms to receive them: the pleasure that beamed on
his intelligent countenance was not inferior to that experienced by Stella on
the occasion, who was herself once more restored to the society of a friend so
highly valued, a man for whom she harboured the warm, but innocent affection of
a sister.
Solicitous
to obtain some account of the inhabitants of the Hermitage, Stella promised
him, on separating for the night, to be in the sitting-room by eight o’clock
next morning. She found him already waiting for her appearance; and as the
Major had walked out on quitting his chamber, sufficient time was obtained for
the expected information before the remainder of the party arrived to interrupt
the communication.
The
usual and natural cheerfulness of Montague’s disposition, it has formerly been
mentioned, had of late undergone some change, partly from the peculiar
circumstances in which he had unfortunately involved himself, and partly from
occurrences of a domestic description, the leading events of which had long
been supposed consigned to oblivion, till incidents of a more recent date
recalled them again to remembrance, and spread an occasional expression of
sorrow over his features on every recurrence to the painful subject. The eyes
of Stella, and the mournful air with which she regarded him when under the
influence of this secret distress, could not always escape his notice: he saw
her delicacy, however, would not allow of asking any questions, and determined
at length to reward her forbearance on the first favourable opportunity that
offered to second his views.
Mrs.
Ross proposed remaining in Dumfries for a few days; but St. Vincent’s departure
was fixed to take place on the third morning from their arrival. That period
now rapidly approached; and in proportion as it did so, the spirits of the
Major sunk, and his dejection became more apparent. Stella, too, was not
without her secret struggles; but the watchful eyes of Montague, she feared,
were upon her; and this apprehension added considerable force to her exertions
for the recovery of that degree of fortitude she had long determined to
maintain.
On
the night preceding his departure, Mrs. Ross finding herself too much agitated
to appear in the sitting-room, took a solemn and most affecting farewell of
this favourite son-in-law in her own chamber. The pang of separation seemed,
indeed, mutually experienced; for the Major instantly left the inn, and was
afterwards seen in one of the most retired walks, absorbed in a train of
melancholy reflections, from which he did not appear anxious to free himself.
Montague,
who happened to be ignorant of this circumstance, and supposed him still with
Mrs. Ross, was extremely surprised to find the case otherwise; and would have
set out in quest of him immediately, had he not been prevented by Donner, who informed him his master had left orders to say
he purposed returning shortly, and in the interim wished to be alone.
Stella,
who sickened at the idea of her share in the parting scene yet to take place,
would gladly have escaped it by remaining with Mrs. Ross; but this indulgence
was not allowed her: and she found herself most reluctantly under the
distressing necessity of adjourning to the supper table, where she and Captain
Montague were already seated before St. Vincent re-appeared. He spoke not on
his entrance; but throwing his hat on a sofa near the door, drew a chair
opposite to Montague, and leaning his elbow on a corner of the table, seemed
entirely unconscious of his present situation, till roused from his reverie by
the friendly voice of the Captain, who insisted upon helping him to something
on that side of the table. The supper, notwithstanding all the efforts of
Montague, proved uncomfortable and ill attended to; and the parties, though
solicitous to prolong it from a certain temporary relief which the presence of
the servants seemed to afford, yet secretly rejoiced when it was over.
The
few days passed by St. Vincent and Stella in each other’s company, had produced
too many opportunities for discovering the worth and merit of their respective
characters, not to rivet the attachment previously existing between them more
closely than ever; and though they mutually adhered, with the utmost possible
strictness, to the line of conduct self-prescribed for their behaviour, yet the
dearly purchased heroism, on which they sometimes privately congratulated
themselves, was more than once on the point of yielding to the superior force
of human weakness, and a keen sensibility of heart almost too acute to struggle
with: a strong sense of moral rectitude, joined to the innate delicacy of a
well educated mind, and a proud consciousness of what was individually due to
themselves, not merely in the opinion of the world, but, what appeared of
infinitely more importance, in that of their own, nevertheless sustained them
in the midst of the severest trials, and ultimately crowned their endeavours
with the most valuable of all rewards, the certain approbation of their own
upright and uncorrupted hearts.
This
night appeared fraught, however, with more than a usual demand on their
fortitude; for it was the last, in all human probability, they would spend
together for a great length of time; nay, perhaps for ever!—This idea, which
their better judgment taught them to suppress, perpetually intruded itself on
their thoughts, and imbittered every passing moment
that seemed to bring their hopes and fears nearer a final termination: one
pause continually succeeded another in the broken and disjointed conversation
attempted at intervals to be maintained; and either wearied out by the
ineffectual exertions of friendship, or insensibly giving way to the private
chagrin that at times preyed upon his mind, Captain Montague at length appeared
equally infected by the same inclination to mental abstraction and occasional
taciturnity which his two companions had repeatedly evinced.
An
observation of this circumstance brought our heroine to a just recollection of
her critical situation. While he continued to speak, she imagined herself not called
upon to take any very particular share in the discourse, and her thoughts were
consequently left at leisure to dwell on subjects which interested her more
nearly than those he introduced. Now the case was altered; for he who had
hitherto chiefly supported the conversation, no longer took any principal share
in its continuation; and she seemed to have no remaining choice but either to
endeavour at supplying his deficiencies, or render herself liable to probable
animadversions, against the chance of which it was absolutely requisite to
guard her conduct with the utmost precaution and persevering attention.
Influenced
by a motive so laudable, she turned to Captain Montague, and addressed some
common-place, trifling inquiries, she knew not well what, respecting Dumfries
and its inhabitants. At the sound of her voice, unsteady and faltering, St.
Vincent suddenly started from his musing posture, and expressively regarded her
for a moment in silence; then pouring out a bumper of wine, swallowed it, and
again resumed his former attitude.
Disconcerted
by this behaviour, but not entirely overcome, she speedily recommenced her
design, and called upon the still silent Montague for his opinion on the
foregoing subjects, who, apparently pleased to gratify her wishes, quickly
relinquished his late bias to contemplation, and entered upon the subject
Stella seemed desirous to inform herself of with his usual promptitude to
oblige.
Of
the town and its inhabitants he spoke in high terms of praise; but neither the
beautiful situation of the former, nor the well-known sociable hospitality of
the latter, on which he discoursed with apparent satisfaction, seemed long to
interest his female auditor, who, having accomplished her scheme of escaping
the chance of particular observation, by diverting its probable source into
another channel, again became absent, silent, and inattentive.
In
the ardor of energetic description, this change was
not at first perceived; and he produced a copy of some lines written by Mr.
Home, author of the tragedy of Douglas, which he recommended as a proof that
that gentleman’s sentiments coincided with his own on the occasion: they had
been composed as far back as the year 1756, at a period when no inconsiderable
degree of traffic in the tobacco line was carried on with Virginia; to which
circumstance the poet alludes, and which, in fact, nearly comprised the sum
total of all the commercial industry then practised in that part of the
country. The lines were as follow:—
COMPOSED
ON DUMFRIES
BY
MR. JOHN HOME.
“Sweet
is thy seat, Dumfries! by nature fine,
“And
Art hath made its pleasing graces thine.
“But
let thy streams in other numbers flow,
“And
other verses with thy beauties glow:—
“Thy
people’s manners my affections move;
“They
win my numbers, who engage my love.—
“Industrious
are thy sons, yet free and fair;
“Though
busy, cheerful, and though wise, sincere:—
“Fair
are thy maids—too fair for hearts like mine:
“Careless,
they please, and charm without design;
“By
sense conducted, neither fond nor coy,
“And
made for modest love and sober joy.
“Flourish,
Dumfries! may Heav’n increase thy store,
“Till Griffal*
sink, and “Nith† shall glide no more!”
CHAP.
XII.
“Parting
is such sweet sorrow,
“That
I could bid farewell till it were morrow.”
OF the foregoing verses, the three last lines
but two seemed to strike St. Vincent as particularly characteristic of her who
individually occupied so much of his thoughts: he requested to read them
himself; and during the perusal, his eyes were frequently turned upon our
heroine with an expression of the keenest sensibility.
Stella
almost equally wished and feared to quit the room at the usual time of
retiring; but a message from Mrs. Ross soon decided her wavering motions.
The
most critical moment of her existence seemed now arrived; and the manner in
which she conducted herself during the short, but trying interval that yet
required mental exertion, appeared the crisis of her fate, the touch-stone by
which the future tenor of her days was to be marked either with cheering
intellectual peace, or self-merited condemnation, according as the nature of
the succeeding step she was upon the point of taking should be managed.
To
escape the ceremony of a formal farewell was what she particularly wished to
accomplish; but how to do so, without rendering herself liable to the charge of
impoliteness, or the yet more distressing suspicion of the real situation of
her mind, seemed difficult to determine.
Hesitating
and irresolute in what way to proceed, she rose from her chair, while the
varying colour of her cheek and her humid eyes, as they timidly glanced round
the table, portrayed the agitation of her bosom, in spite of her solicitude to
conceal it from observation.
Montague
saw and felt for her situation; he likewise saw that the fluctuating resolution
of St. Vincent could scarcely maintain its ground against the propelling
influence of the moment, and that he seemed on the point of advancing to
address her. Apprehensive of the consequences to both, their considerate friend
instantly stepped forward, and seizing the hand of the trembling Stella, led
her to the door, where the servant waited her approach with a candle.
“I
shall do myself the pleasure of breakfasting with you to-morrow, if not
prohibited,” said he, in a quick accent.—”Good night, ma douce amie! may your slumbers prove sound, and your
dreams as agreeable as I wish them!”
Stella
slightly curtsied, but attempted not to return any answer, for the power of
articulation was not then at her command; nor did her conductor appear to expect it,
as he left her immediately, and she heard the door of the parlour
abruptly close behind him on his re-entrance.
Stunned
and surprised at the unlooked-for rapidity by which her late dreaded
difficulties had thus been suddenly terminated, our heroine remained for an
instant immoveably fixed to the spot, till the
servant, who, in the supposition she followed him, had already reached some
distance, accidentally perceiving his mistake, retraced his steps to inquire if
she waited for any thing he could procure. Roused by the sound of his voice,
she cast a last sad look at the door, and motioning with her hand for him to
proceed, followed in silence.
“You
have then parted with the Major, my love,” said Mrs. Ross, addressing her with
tears in her eyes: “is my dear Henry in better spirits than he seemed to be in
at the
period of our separation? His emotion affected me
deeply.”
“So
did it me, likewise,” thought Stella.
“Alas!”
continued Mrs. Ross, without waiting for a reply to her last inquiry, “why is
it not in my power to make him as happy as he ought to be? — it pains me
deeply, Stella—the sad conviction pains me more that I can express, that such a
soul as St. Vincent possesses should be rendered miserable, as is but too
surely the case, by the ill starred connexion he has
formed in my family. Of the giddy, the misguided Mrs. St. Vincent I wished to
have spoken to him, but the subject was evidently too distressing for his
feelings: and perceiving he strove to evade my design, I forbore to press it
from motives of delicacy, the value of which he apparently knew how to
appreciate. Another affliction is likewise continually before my eyes: should
my mortal career be, as I have too much reason to apprehend, rapidly advancing to a close, what
then is to become of my poor Maria and Emma? or who shall guard them against
the dangerous influence of example so cruelly set them by an elder sister?”
The
scalding tears of maternal anguish flowed faster as the latter reflection
intruded itself; and those of Stella, previously ready to burst forth, now
accompanied them without restraint, as kneeling by the pillow of the invalid,
she pressed her emaciated hand to her lips with all the mute, though emphatical eloquence of silent sorrow and heartfelt commiseration.
Though
young in years, the strength of her mind far surpassed that which commonly
belongs to so early a period of life, and had long taught her to support the
wavering fortitude of the unhappy, rather than endanger its firmness by a weak
and useless acquiescence in the inclination human nature generally experiences
to indulge in what is called the luxury of
grief. Such participations are frequently more calculated to soften,
than nerve the breast against the attacks of misfortune or unavailing regret,
and on most occasions ought to be carefully avoided. At present, however, her
own seemed the victim of both in too great a degree to speak that consolation
to others, which she no longer possessed wherewith to support herself.
Mrs.
Ross was the first who recovered some portion of composure, and kindly
apologized to her young friend for causing her, as she imagined, so much
distress.
“Rise,
my child,” said she; “let us speak, and, if possible, think no more of this
unworthy Mrs. St. Vincent. Good and evil are more equally dispensed by the wise
Arranger of terrestrial events than we are sometimes willing to allow. I ought
to be grateful for the blessings I enjoy, and they are many, without weakly
repining that my lot, like that of all my fellow creatures, has a tinge of the
bitter in it: from some quarter or another the black cloud must come, to compel
us to withdraw our thoughts from earthly attractions, and remind us of our dependance on a wise, just, and unerring Benefactor, who
will not load us with more than we can bear; but who (as our own interior
conviction fully ascertains) never meant us for perfect beings, and therefore
assigned a mingled lot of pain and pleasure for our portion, in order to prove
the necessity of a thorough reliance on his superior judgment, and our
inability to conduct ourselves without the aiding hand of a more omnipotent
director, who best knows in what way the rod of correction is required, and the
form in which it may be most beneficially applied. It has long been my opinion
that happiness and misery ought to be considered in a comparative point of
view; and if this axiom is established, say, Stella, have I any right to
complain? It is true, my first-born child has disappointed my hopes, and imbittered every prospect of earthly felicity; yet,
granting this to be the case, has she not likewise been the means of procuring
me such a son as St. Vincent? and am I not then indebted to her for an
acquisition so valuable?—Oh yes, surely I am! Henceforth I will try to fix this
circumstance in my memory, and aided by so persuasive a recollection, endeavour
to think of her with less acrimony than I have hitherto done. Let us, in the
meanwhile, persevere in what is right ourselves; and while we receive the good
things of this life with gratitude, learn to make the most of them; submitting,
at the same time, to the course of worldly vicissitudes and worldly sorrows as
necessary and, no doubt, proper attendants on humanity!”
The
substance of Mrs. Ross’s discourse, together with the leisure it afforded for
self-recollection, nearly restored the wounded mind of our heroine to a state
of tolerable tranquillity. Still, however, a visible degree of dejection marked
her looks and accent; and Mrs. Ross secretly reproached herself for being the cause
of this appearance, and exerted her whole strength to dispel it. After some
further conversation on different subjects, they separated for the night,
equally disinclined to sleep and disposed to solitary moralizing.
When
Stella entered the sitting-room next morning, her eyes were swelled with
weeping, her face pale, and her whole appearance languid in the extreme.
Montague almost started at her altered looks; and gently taking her hand, gazed
at her a few moments in expressive silence. Stella, whose soul revolted at the
idea of meriting compassion on such an occasion, felt her late colourless
cheeks instantly glow, for the manner of her companion spoke too legibly his
sentiments to be mistaken in their signification. She snatched her hand from
his with unusual quickness, and the tea equipage being just then brought in,
seated herself at the table, where, having speedily introduced some
common-place topic of discussion, she followed it up with a steadiness and
resolution that did her infinite honour in the eyes of her companions.
The
first sensation of embarrassment thus got over, every succeeding moment
rendered her situation easier: fortunately for her feelings, the friendly heart
who saw her motive, knew how to appreciate a conduct so meritorious, and
seconded her wishes so well, that the intellectual conflict she suffered was
sooner subdued, than, under different circumstances, would probably have
happened. No notice, however, was taken of St. Vincent’s departure; nor his
name introduced in any respect whatever.
The
weather had rather been unfavourable from the period of their arrival at
Dumfries, which was the chief cause that protracted the continuation of their
journey, Mrs. Ross not chusing to move till an
alteration for the better took place. The same reason that produced this
determination likewise operated to confine Stella to the house, and
consequently prevented her from viewing the numberless beauties of the
surrounding country. This circumstance was not, however, much regretted before
the departure of Major St. Vincent, as it did away the chance of meeting with
him out of doors; and while he remained within, it was easy to escape from his
presence, either by keeping her own room, or that of Mrs. Ross, from which, on
his entrance, she commonly retired. Nevertheless, it was not without infinite
reluctance this line of conduct was pursued; but a just and delicate sense of
propriety overcame every other sensation, and the approbation of her own mind
proved ever a precious reward for the struggles by which it was obtained.
When
under the necessity of appearing at meals unsupported by the company of Mrs.
Ross, Captain Montague’s presence proved a seasonable relief to her spirits.
This incomparable young man, who, as has been observed, generously entered into
all her feelings, endeavoured to spare her, as well as his friend the Major,
every possible difficulty within the reach of his ability to avert: now that
the latter no longer demanded his exertions, they were of course all directed
into one channel; and the restoration of our heroine’s peace would not have
remained unaccomplished, had his efforts been crowned with the success they so
well merited.
CHAP.
XIII.
“Some
sullen influence, a foe to both,
“Has
wrought this fatal marriage to undo us.”
ROWE.
ACTUATED by an irresistible inclination to give
the history of his domestic troubles to his young and fair companion, whose
very voice, no less than her form and face, continually presented the living
portrait of an unhappy mother to his view, Montague had more than once been
upon the verge of commencing the distressing communication, when a sense of
filial delicacy rendered the attempt abortive, and repeatedly compelled him to
silence.
One
evening had now only to intervene before Mrs. Ross and her protégée commenced the prosecution of
their journey: the weather had become more propitious to their wishes; and the
latter, accompanied by Captain Montague, set out to see the ruins of the
collegiate church of Linclouden, in the vicinity of
the town.
In
the course of this delightful ramble, the conversation accidentally turned on
subjects which led, in some degree, to the very one Montague felt so frequently
inclined to relate; and conceiving himself at this period more equal to the
task than he had hitherto been, they seated themselves on a stone in the
interior of the building, where, after a short pause, he spoke as follows:—
“When
my acquaintance first commenced with you, my sweet friend, I had but lately
quitted the gay scenes of London and its neighbourhood; where, absorbed in a
constant vortex of folly and tonish dissipation,
sober reflection was excluded from the order of the day, and every recollection
foreign to the great business of pleasurable indulgence, drowned in the
existing rage for fashionable pursuits, or obliterated from the tablet of
memory by occurrences more congenial to the taste of the giddy and frivolous,
though high bred circles, with which my situation in life entitled me to
associate.
“Domestic
incidents, however distressing, are but too apt to be partially effaced from
remembrance under such circumstances: I had experienced some which occasionally
were felt with the keenest sensibility; but too young and volatile to retain
any constant impression of misfortune, my mind easily yielded to the force of
example, and the temptations that daily surrounded me; and every trace of the
past was continually buried in the more fascinating enjoyments of the present.
Time, and absence from the great theatre of attraction, however, have at length
supplied the early want of mature judgment, and, united with other events,
gradually given a more serious cast to my character.
“My
father happened to be heir to a handsome and extensive landed property in the
south of England; and a considerable sum of money in the funds was to descend
to his younger children, provided he married with the approbation of an uncle,
who had always declared his intention of settling it upon him on the aforesaid
condition.
“By
an unfortunate and secret attendance on the orgies of the gaming table, the
family estate was discovered to be extremely involved on the demise of my
grandfather, who had long contrived to indulge this favourite, but dangerous
propensity unsuspected, or at least unascertained by those nearest and most
deeply interested on the occasion.
“Naturally
of an independent disposition, and strict in his notions of moral justice, my
father was no sooner acquainted with the real situation of his affairs, than he
adopted the advice of those more competent from their time of life, to form a
right opinion on the succeeding steps he ought to pursue in such a predicament.
His paternal fortune was all he had to look to during the existence of his
uncle; and therefore, after putting matters in a train to lessen the incumbrances, and finally clear the estate, he obtained an
appointment to a place of considerable emolument on a foreign station, and
departed almost immediately to take possession of it.
“The
commencement of my father’s new prospects was not so fortunate as the rectitude
of intention by which they were undertaken seemed to warrant; for his health
began to decline, and he soon found himself under the necessity of retiring to
the country for its re-establishment.
“At
no great distance from the principal town where he had hitherto resided, were a
number of rural retreats, surrounded by extensive woods, composed of many
different kinds of trees which never lose their verdure, but look green at all
times of the year: these, irregularly mingling their variegated branches,
appear in gay confusion, forming the most delightful groves and cool
retirements, well calculated for excluding the intense heat of a burning sun
from the languid traveller, unaccustomed to its fervid influence. My father
surveyed several spots of this description, and at length fixed upon one in the
vicinity of the seacoast, which appeared almost a terrestrial paradise; and the
small house he selected for a temporary residence, was only separated from
three or four more by intervening plantations of the cedar, the lignum vitæ, and the mahogany trees.
“Having
one evening rambled further from his abode than usual, he found himself
insensibly near an old ruinous-looking habitation in the centre of a grove,
which, from its venerable appearance, spread an air of solemn grandeur over the
space it occupied, that interested his feelings, and gradually led him forward,
in order to take a more particular survey of the whole.
“The
fabric, now fast crumbling into a confused mass of rubbish, seemed once to have
been extensive, and still exhibited some few remains of former magnificence. As
he stood silently musing on the effects of time and chance, unmindful that he
himself was not exempted from their overwhelming influence, a snake, probably
irritated by his near approach, which apparently interrupted its repose, made a
sudden dart forward, and before he could spring aside, wounded him in the leg,
and then hastily retired beneath some neighbouring brushwood.
“My
father stood at first irresolute what step to adopt for the best in so
dangerous an emergency: to return home required time, and his leg already began
to exhibit alarming symptoms—what then was to be done? No human being probably
inhabited the mouldering edifice; of course, assistance was not to be expected
from that quarter: every passing moment became more precious, for every passing
moment increased the difficulty of a removal in proportion as the pain he
suffered grew more acute.
“In
this state of tormenting anxiety, a rustling sound caught his ear. Apprehensive
of a second attack from some venomous reptile or wild beast, against which he
possessed no means of defence, even had the nature of his wound permitted him
to attempt it, he began to conclude the termination of his earthly existence
was at length arrived; and perceiving no means of escape whatever, if impending
evil happened once more to be threatened, he placed himself against the boll of
a large tree, firmly resolved to await the conclusive blow of that destiny he
was shortly doomed to encounter. With no small difficulty, however, this design
was, accomplished, for he could now scarcely make a foot; and the pain speedily
augmenting to a height too dreadful to support, at length deprived him of all
sensation: he sunk on the ground in a fainting fit, totally unconscious of the
past, and alike unmindful of the present or the future.
“When
my father recovered from this state of insensibility, he found himself laid on
a bed in a small, but well-furnished room, and attended by two females, whose
skilful assistance had considerably lessened the swelling in his leg, and
greatly alleviated the very acute agony he had lately suffered.
“Before
his curiosity could be gratified on the subject of his present situation, and
the humane aid thus seasonably afforded him, a young woman, of the most
fascinating appearance, entered the room, and delivered a paper to one of the
others, who, after raising her head to examine the contents, put her tongue to
a powder it contained, in order to ascertain its potency: she then mixed it up
with something else already in the room, and applied the whole to his leg,
rubbing it with both her hands from the knee downwards, with a degree of
persevering exertion that fully evinced the accident he had met with was
considered in a serious and alarming point of view. The indefatigable operator
on this occasion was a negro woman, and her companions seemed to be Europeans.
“My
father soon learned that to the younger of the latter he probably stood
indebted for the prolongation of his life, which had been effected by a
critical discovery of his condition as she was returning home from a visit on
the other side of the grove.
Several
days elapsed before he was permitted to quit the friendly roof of his
benefactors: his own domestics were, nevertheless, informed of his safety; and
the negro assistant faithfully attended him with the usual application during
the time he remained under her care.
“Every
apprehension of danger on his account was now at an end; but one still more
formidable fatally succeeded. Julia, the young and beautiful Julia Cramond, had inflicted a yet deeper wound on my father than
that which he had received from the snake. He applied for a remedy to the cause
in which this fresh disaster originated; but less charitable than the kind
negro woman, Julia gave a positive negative to his request.
“Mr.
Cramond, the proprietor of my father’s present abode,
which almost joined the old ruins already mentioned, happened to be from home
when the wounded stranger was discovered by his daughter, and conveyed by her
direction to the house.
“This
gentleman possessed much good sense, and a tolerable knowledge of the world;
but his predominant passion was avarice, and its influence proved frequently so
great as to obscure his every other good quality. Mrs. Cramond
happened to possess a very lofty opinion of high birth; she herself was
descended from an ancient family in Scotland, whose rank had long survived the
less honourable, but more useful article of fortune; and though she had condescended
to accept an untitled husband in consideration of other advantages, it was the
first wish of her heart to hear her daughter addressed by the superior
appellation of my Lady. An incident capable of bestowing this envied
distinction was not, however, likely to occur in this quarter of the world; and
several years being yet to elapse before the situation of their affairs would
permit their return to Great Britain, their only daughter was strictly
prohibited from entering into any engagements inimical to the future views of
either of her parents, for her establishment in the matrimonial line.
“A
few days subsequent to my father’s accidental introduction into the country
residence of this gentleman, letters had arrived from England announcing his
accession to a Baronet’s title, as male heir to a distant relation then dead:
of this circumstance the ladies were yet ignorant when Mr. Cramond
returned. Though personally a stranger to his guest, they were, nevertheless,
known to each other by sight; and the lucrative situation my father possessed,
proved an object of no less consideration in the eyes of his new acquaintance
than his late acquired title, when discovered by chance, did in those of Mrs. Cramond. The declaration of my father, therefore, who
happened to be too much in love to rest satisfied with the first refusal of the
lady, was joyfully received, and the continuation of his addresses
unconditionally authorized by the parents of Julia, when applied to for their
sanction. His health, too, now gradually returned; the wound in his leg was
entirely cured: and though his former occupation demanded personal attendance
elsewhere, he still contrived to find leisure sufficient for the purpose of
visiting at Mount Cramond.
“Though
ever an acceptable guest to the principals of the family, she, for whose
favourable opinion he was chiefly solicitous, seemed not to second either their
wishes or his own. Cold, reserved, and frequently surprised in tears, yet
always listening to what he said with polite, though silent attention, Sir
Charles knew not what judgment to form on appearances so inexplicable, nor
could all his entreaties prevail upon her to grant him any satisfactory
explanation on the occasion. In time his assiduities, however, were no longer
refused; and if a verbal consent was not actually obtained, he was tacitly at
least permitted to consider himself as a favoured lover. At length, at the
earnest request of my father, who had ineffectually applied to Julia on the
subject, Mr. Cramond announced the consent of his
daughter to their union on the following Thursday; and preparations were
accordingly set on foot for the celebration of the ceremony, which took place
at the appointed time.
“Two
days after the consummation of this event, Sir Charles received a letter from
that uncle on whose approbation of his proceedings so much depended. The
contents of this epistle proved a thunder-stroke to the now happy husband; for
they informed him of his being affianced to a lady of rank and fortune in
England by the friendly exertion of this gentleman in his favour; and concluded
with a positive assurance, that accordingly as he fulfilled or disappointed his
expectation on this occasion, was his future dependance
on his friendship and good offices to be estimated.
CHAP.
XIV.
“Ah,
gentle pair! ye little think how nigh
“Your
change approaches, when all these delights
“Will
vanish and deliver you to woe!”
MILTON.
“SIR Charles, who, in the ardour of passion,
had either forgotten, or wilfully overlooked the former knowledge he possessed
of his uncle’s intentions, happened to be in company with Mr. Cramond when this intelligence reached him; and as the
impression it made on his countenance was too obvious and striking to escape
that gentleman’s notice, he laid the whole affair instantly before him, and
entreated his advice in respect to his future conduct in this business.
“Mr.
Cramond mused over the unexpected communication for
some minutes in silent meditation. If evil threatened to turn the beam on one
side, a considerable portion of good existed to counterbalance it on the other:
a very short delay might have rendered his views for his daughter abortive, had
this unlucky epistle arrived two days sooner; as the case now stood, she could
not be unmarried again—of course, nothing was to be feared on that account; and
perhaps every apprehension on the score of pecuniary disappointment might yet
be done away by a little adroit management—at least, it was certainly worth a
trial. So reasoned Mr. Cramond; and the natural
disposition of the man spurred him on to make every possible exertion, in order
to avoid the practical part of my great-uncle’s declaration.
“Fortunately,
the necessary arrangement of some domestic occurrences had prevented the
publication of the marriage for some days: in the present state of affairs, no
circumstance could have happened more opportunely; and therefore, as the old
gentleman could not live for ever, so Mr. Cramond
justly observed, it was agreed to conceal his nephew’s union with Julia till
such time as the former was fairly gathered to his forefathers; a consummation
most ardently wished by this able politician. Meanwhile it was easy for Sir
Charles to produce a thousand ostensible reasons for prolonging the term of his
residence abroad; without entering into any particular discussion of his
uncle’s intentions as to the nature of the future destiny supposed to be in
store for him.
“This,
with some other accompanying arrangements, was therefore speedily settled; and
Lady Montague, of course, remained in her father’s house, under the lately
renounced character and name of Miss Cramond.
“In
the opinion of some married women this would not have been judged a very
eligible situation, when rank and increasing riches entitled them to sport an
establishment of their own: to my mother, however, such a consideration
appeared not of the smallest importance; on the contrary, she acquiesced in the
determination with an air of apparent indifference, calmly declaring that all
places were alike to her; and the general tenor of her conduct at this period
sufficiently evinced she spoke truth.
“Mrs.
Cramond, under pretence of bad health, now constantly
resided at their country residence; where her husband likewise spent most of
his time, when the nature of his commercial occupation permitted of his
absence. It need scarcely be added that my father pursued the same plan: but as
many of his countrymen were inhabitants of the same place in which his abode
was chiefly fixed, he was forced to act with much caution, lest accident or
design should discover his secret, and waft it on the wings of rumour to his
native shore.
“Three
years had already elapsed in this manner, and the fourth commenced, when Mr. Cramond’s health, which had latterly appeared much on the
decline, afforded serious cause for apprehension; and as his lady had also been
frequently indisposed in the course of the last twelve months, he determined to
follow the repeated advice of his physicians, and try what effect a sea voyage
and an European climate would now produce on their debilitated constitutions.
“The
aforesaid period had given birth to two sons in the family of Mr. Cramond, of which I happened to be the youngest; and how to
dispose of our mother and her infant charge, hitherto concealed from the knowledge
of the world, was a question of no small difficulty to determine. Some months,
however, were yet to intervene before my grandfather’s affairs could be finally
wound up; and, in the interim, it was not unjust to suppose the adjustment of
this circumstance might likewise be accomplished in one way or another.
“This
expectation was soon realized, in consequence of an incident as little looked
for as were the effects which finally resulted from it.
“My
father received private intelligence that, as his movements were known to be
watched by a secret emissary from England, it behoved him to act with more
caution, and visit seldomer at Mount Cramond.
“Astonished
at the nature of an intimation, the source of which he found it impossible to
discover, Sir Charles once more applied to his father-in-law as his
never-failing counsellor in all cases affecting pecuniary concerns; for there
seemed but too much reason to suppose his uncle had got some hint of his
matrimonial situation, and commissioned one of his acquaintances, of which he
had several in this part of the globe, to observe and report the proceedings of
his nephew.
“Alarmed
by this idea, which appeared to have probability for its foundation, various
schemes were alternately adopted and renounced, in the hope of averting the
consequences of a discovery.
“At
length Mrs. Cramond mentioned one, which she said was
first suggested by her daughter:—it was, to take the latter with them to
England, where, her maiden name being still retained, she could appear in the
character of a single woman, and the children might be produced to the world as
the orphan offspring of a relation committed to the guardianship of Mr. Cramond.
“This
proposition was not quite to the taste of my father, who, though he saw his
wife much seldomer than proved agreeable to his
wishes, yet could ill brook the thoughts of a total separation, which, in that
event, must inevitably take place for some time.
“But
a man who is either involved in debt, or forced to be the artificer of his own
fortune, must comply with existing necessities, without arrogating to himself
the envied privilege of chusing his destiny. New
demands, unforeseen as unexpected, had recently been made on the family estate
in England; and to add to this unpleasant circumstance, several speculations in
which the Baronet had engaged, and which, on their commencement, promised the
most profitable conclusion, had ultimately disappointed his expectations in
almost every respect.
“Mr.
Cramond’s avidity to provide against future circumstances
of this kind, was not less ardent, than his solicitude to repair those which
had already taken place: should the latter be found impracticable, the ability
of my great-uncle to afford a sufficient indemnification for the loss, was too
well known to be overlooked with the smallest degree of prudence or common
sense. A proper attention to self-interest, Mr. Cramond
averred, ought to be the first consideration of every rational being: to avoid
incurring the old gentleman’s displeasure was a thing Sir Charles, therefore,
certainly owed himself and his family. No alternative of course remained—a
separation appeared the most likely means of providing against an evil so
formidable; and the result of the whole ended in my mother and her sons’
accompanying Mr. and Mrs. Cramond to England.
“At
the period of our embarkation from the West Indies, Lady Montague had not yet
completed her eighteenth year, though upwards of three years a wife. Her eldest
son was about two-and-twenty months old, myself not more than eleven.
“Arrived
in England, my grandfather fixed his residence in a retired part of the
country, at a considerable distance from the metropolis. But the benefit
expected to be derived from his native air did not by any means answer the idea
previously formed of its success: the liver complaint, to occasional attacks of
which his wife had long been liable, daily gained ground; and medical
assistance proving of no avail, Mrs. Cramond expired
in less than two years after we reached Europe.
“In
the third year after this event took place, a military gentleman, who, with his
regiment, had been stationed for some time in the West Indies, from whence the
corps was but recently returned, arrived in the neighbourhood of our abode, and
frequently called at the Lodge. As my grandfather’s health seldom permitted him
at this period to quit his chamber, my mother usually received their visitor
alone, and often walked out with him for a couple of hours at a time. At length
the family at whose house he abode, left their country residence: but though he
accompanied them to Town, and the distance was great, still this circumstance
did not prevent his occasional appearance at the Lodge, where he gradually
became a great favourite with my grandfather.
“Another
year now passed away without any material occurrence taking place. In the
spring of the second, part of the regiment to which this officer belonged;
happened to be quartered in the vicinity; and his visits at the Lodge again
became frequent.
“At
length the route arrived; and about a week before the first division was to
march, an incident occurred in our family that nearly brought Mr. Cramond to the grave, and proved the commencement of much
domestic misery.
CHAP.
XV.
“Farewell,
remorse! all good to me is lost:—
“Evil,
be thou my good!”
MILTON.
“MY mother, who had latterly evinced a
particular partiality for moonlight walks, left the house one evening at a late
hour to indulge this favourite inclination: she was accompanied by her own
maid, an elderly woman, who went from England at an early age, for the purpose
of waiting upon her some years after her birth, and had remained ever since
that period in the service of her young mistress, by whom she was extremely
beloved.
“A
situation near the sea had been recommended to Mr. Cramond,
after the death of his wife, in preference to any other whatsoever; and the
Lodge, exactly answering the description of the place he wished to procure, it
had been immediately taken, and the family removed to it without loss of time.
“This
rural retirement lay upon a bold, romantic coast, within a very short distance
of the ocean, but sheltered by extensive woods from the violence of those
occasional tempests which are sometimes experienced in the neighbourhood of the
sea. A covered path through the trees, led directly from the east side of our
habitation almost to the edge of the water; where, on the verge of a small bay,
stood a little bathing-house, neatly fitted up. Hither Lady Montague, whose
spirits had become very indifferent for some time, often resorted at the making
of the evening tide, in order, as she said, to observe the reflection of her
favourite planet upon the smooth expanse of the deep, or to walk along the
rugged surface of some precipice, and listen to the pensive, monotonous sound
of the coming wave, before it dashed against the rocky barrier by which its
further progress was limited.
“In
little more than three quarters of an hour after she quitted the Lodge, her
maid returned to the house; and meeting one of the servants, mentioned the
cause of her being sent back as originating in a headach,
on which account her Lady had insisted on her leaving her, in order to procure
a remedy.
‘I
shall, nevertheless, attend her again the instant I am better,’ continued the
woman; ‘therefore no other person need supply my place, for so my Lady
positively commanded: and at any rate you know she is as often unaccompanied as
otherwise on such occasions.’
“The
girl to whom she addressed herself, readily assented to the truth of this circumstance,
which, as it frequently happened, created no particular degree of surprise in
the present instance.
“Time
passed on, however, and Lady Montague appeared not: it grew late, and her
lengthened absence began to assume a serious aspect. The domestics were
alarmed; and the girl who had been spoken to by her maid, repaired to the
chamber of the latter to discover if she had joined her mistress: this was so
far from proving the case, that she found her fast asleep in bed; from which,
nevertheless, she instantly started with every appearance of horror and dismay
on hearing the cause of their apprehensions; and accusing her late headach, the effects of which, she said, had made her
oversleep herself when she ought to have been with her Lady, she hastily joined
the other domestics, who now proceeded in different directions in quest of the
absentee.
“In
vain was every spot searched in the neighbourhood, not the smallest
circumstance was discovered by which she could possibly be traced, and despair
gradually succeeded to the first ardor of pursuit.
“The
question of what was next to be done, now resounded on every side. Mr. Cramond had retired for the night soon after she quitted
the house; he was probably long since asleep: and having of late been in a
convalescent state, his servant feared a relapse would prove the consequence of
such distressing intelligence if abruptly communicated. Under this
apprehension, the advice of my mother’s maid was adopted, and they agreed to
refrain from disturbing him till the result of their renewed labours afforded
something of a more satisfactory nature to direct their further motions: this
they flattered themselves would certainly prove the case previous to his usual
hour of waking; and again their enquiries were recommenced in every quarter.
“But
success still continued equally wanting to their wishes, and disappointment
attended every attempt to discover my mother. The morning had already dawned on
their fruitless efforts, when a countryman at length arrived to inform them that
a small vessel, supposed from the coast of France, had been seen hovering at no
great distance a short time after the night closed in; but whether with hostile
intentions, or merely in the smuggling line, he could not pretend to determine,
though, in his opinion, the former appeared most likely: and Miss Cramond had, no doubt, fallen a sacrifice to their
rapacity, in the expectation of receiving a handsome sum for her liberation.
“In
confirmation of this idea, the speaker produced a pocketbook found on the
beach, which was soon recognised for her property: this, the man averred, had
certainly been offered to the ravishers by their terrified victim, as a
temptation to release her; and, in the agitation of the moment, must have
dropped from her hand.
“Lady
Montague’s maid eyed the narrator of this very improbable story with a varying
colour, and an air of much anxiety; she then glanced a look of scrutinizing
solicitude on his auditors, who apparently coincided in his sentiments on the
subject: after which, having claimed and obtained the pocketbook in right of
her mistress, it was judged proper to acquaint Mr. Cramond
with the whole of this mysterious and most unaccountable incident.
“To
describe the scene that followed, is impossible; suffice it to say, that though
my grandfather gave no credit to the absurd supposition of the countryman, his
sufferings on the occasion were not less acute, for the evil appeared equally
irremediable: indeed infinitely more so, since he fully persuaded himself that,
in stepping over some of the projecting rocks, her foot must have slipped, and
herself been instantly precipitated into the ocean below. The shock naturally
produced by a conjecture so dreadful, proved too much for his enfeebled
constitution to sustain; and after again ascertaining the inutility
of further enquiry, his former disorder returned with additional force, and
rendered him unable to quit his bed for several succeeding weeks.
“During
the two first of these, Captain Ormsby (the gentleman
before mentioned) spent every moment he could possibly spare from his
professional duties with the unhappy father, and strove by every means in his
power to mitigate the acuteness of his misery. The division of the troops to
which he belonged, happened to be the last in the order of the march; and this
circumstance furnished him with more leisure to obey the calls of friendship
than could otherwise have been procured.
“It
was not without difficulty, however, that the poor old man could be brought to
listen to the necessity of acquainting Sir Charles with the melancholy event
which had taken place: for in the first effusions of his grief, the secret of
his lost child’s matrimonial union had transpired, and reached the ears of the
friendly Captain, at least so the latter informed him; and though my
grandfather could not recollect the circumstance, yet neither could he
positively deny it, because the state of his mind was such as to disqualify him
for retaining any knowledge of what he might or might not have said during the first
paroxisms of parental affliction. To assert a
falsehood was not, however, to be thought of: and as concealment in this
quarter, therefore, appeared no longer practicable, Ormsby
was soon made acquainted with the whole transaction; and at length brought Mr. Cramond to coincide in his opinion on the propriety of
immediately writing to Sir Charles. The fatal letter was accordingly dispatched
to my father; and the Captain on the following day bade adieu to the house of
mourning.
“Though
in a very early stage of life when this sad, this ever-to-be-regretted affair
happened, I yet retain a perfect recollection of my unhappy mother: this
circumstance may possibly, in a great degree, be owing to the constant view of
several fine portraits of Lady Montague which had been taken to send to her
husband. The small miniature which I saw at the Hermitage was certainly one of
these; for I well remember there were two of that size and similar appearance,
amongst the number; one of which my grandmother usually wore during her
lifetime, the other was intended for my father: the hair of the head, and the
whole style of the painting, were of too striking a nature to be easily
mistaken; and if worlds were in my power to bestow, I would freely give them to
develop the mystery of its unaccountable discovery in that quarter of Great
Britain.
“Of
our mother,” continued Captain Montague, “my brother and myself were
particularly fond; and even at this distant moment,” he added, deeply sighing
at the painful images memory conjured up to view, “I still in idea see her
lovely form before me, and feel the warm tears distilling from her eyes, drop
upon my cheeks as she strained her quickly deserted children to her palpitating
bosom, and kneeling by her pillow, attempted to implore that protection for
their helpless youth she dared no longer ask for herself.
“Oh
God! never—no, never shall I forget the transactions of that fatal night, nor
the fearful astonishment her words and manner created in our minds!—Diabolical
villain! infernal monster!—but do not be alarmed, Stella; I will endeavour to
command my feelings if possible, and restrain execrations but too well merited;
for are not the errors of a beloved, yet reprobated mother implicated in the
same curse that issues forth to blast her unprincipled seducer, the abhorred,
the infamous Ormsby?”
Though
Stella was partly prepared for this discovery, she could not help being
strongly affected when her companion reached the end of the last sentence: he
himself appeared no less so; and a pause of some minutes ensued, which neither
seemed disposed to interrupt. At length Montague resumed the task he had
undertaken, and continued his narrative as follows.
CHAP.
XVI.
“I
know thee brave;
“Of
such the time has need, of hearts like thine,
“Faithful
and firm.”
BROOKE.
“THE first violence of our grief for the
supposed death of my unfortunate mother had scarcely begun to subside, when her
maid, under the pretence of bad health, requested my grandfather’s permission
to retire from the Lodge. Though extremely unwilling to part with her, his
consent was at last reluctantly obtained; and after receiving a considerable
sum of money, which she preferred to the annuity he offered her as a
remuneration for the time spent in his family, she departed from the house, to
reside in future, according to her own account, with some relations in the
north of England.
“In
the course of the following two years and a half, nothing occurred worth
troubling you with. Mr. Cramond’s health was in some
degree restored, and Frederic and myself placed at a celebrated academy in the
neighbourhood of the metropolis; near which our grandfather likewise took up
his residence.
“Towards
the end of that period, an estate that lay within a mile of his abode happened
to be on sale, and was soon after purchased by my father’s uncle, who in a
short time came to live in the mansion-house.
“Though
the first intelligence of this circumstance rather startled Mr. Cramond, a very little reflection served to convince him it
was a matter of no consequence, for we still retained the fictitious
appellation by which we had been known since our arrival in England; and as he
himself was now the only person in Great Britain, my mother’s maid excepted,
who knew the real state of the case, scarcely any chance of discovery was to be
feared.
“Reassured
by this conviction, he shrunk not from an accidental interview which took place
very unexpectedly with Mr. Howard in the course of a forenoon visit at a
gentleman’s house in the neighbourhood. At the same house they were afterwards
invited, though unknown to each other, to spend the day; and before the company
separated in the evening, each became so far pleased with the conversation and
manners of his new acquaintance, that a friendly intercourse was immediately
established between them, which appeared equally agreeable to both parties.
“At
length the Christmas holidays restored my brother and myself to our parental
roof; and two days after our arrival, Mr. Howard called to enquire after my
grandfather.
“Even
at this early period of our lives we were tolerable horsemen: Mr. Cramond, kindly indulgent to our bias for manly exercises
of every description, had furnished us with two beautiful little animals of the
New Forest breed; and when Mr. Howard entered the parlour, Frederic and I were
amusing ourselves with making them perform a thousand different manoeuvres in a
small field fronting the windows, from whence our grandfather was observing us
with an air of the most delighted attention: so occupied, indeed, was the good
old man with the objects before him, that he heard not the name of his visitor
announced by the servant who preceded him, nor was even sensible of his
nearness, till that gentleman, after approaching the nearest window, and
discovering the cause of his friend’s temporary fit of abstraction, suddenly
turned round, and demanded to whom these young men belonged.
“At
the sound of his voice Mr. Cramond started, and in
spite of his efforts to the contrary, felt a considerable degree of
embarrassment; but on a second repetition of the same question, he replied they
were his nephews, (for in that light we had hitherto been represented) and were
lately returned from school to spend the holidays with him.
“Mr.
Howard, after this information, regarded us a few moments longer in silence. My
horsemanship had the good fortune particularly to please him; and when we
entered the room after the conclusion of our forenoon exercise, I was honoured
with several distinguished marks of his approbation in a degree superior to my
brother.
“Insensibly
from this day we acquired an increasing interest in his heart; and our next
vacation from the academy was passed, at his particular request, in the
habitation of our new acquaintance, who frequently regarded us with a degree of
scrutinizing attention that inspired his elder visitor with no small portion of
apprehension for the consequences.
“One
incident which took place in a short time after this period, nevertheless,
somewhat allayed his fears on our account. The lady formerly mentioned by Mr.
Howard as affianced to my absent father, had set out on a matrimonial excursion
to Gratna Green with a gentleman of her own chusing. This gentleman happened to be a low-born
adventurer of infamous character; and as her own conduct soon shewed her
principles to be similar to her lord and master’s, our uncle repeatedly
congratulated himself, in Mr. Cramond’s presence, on
the happy escape of his nephew Sir Charles Montague, from the ill-sorted fate
he had prepared for him; and as fresh instances of his intended niece’s
depravity reached his knowledge, he became gradually weaned from every wish to
interfere in the future domestic arrangements of my father; who, he often
declared, would have rendered him completely happy had he made him the great-uncle
of two such boys as Frederic and myself.
The
sensations of Mr. Cramond on such occasions may
easier be conceived than described; and in the effusions of parental
tenderness, he augured the most happy effects from the daily augmentation of
Mr. Howard’s friendly attachment to his nephew’s unacknowledged children.
“The
blind Goddess Fortune loves a train, and seldom smiles or frowns without a
lengthened succession of followers, good or bad: at present she appeared to be
in the former mood, and apparently disposed to adopt us as particular
favourites.
“My
brother in process of time was removed to one of the Universities; while, on
the contrary, my predilection for a military life became so strong, that Mr.
Howard, at my earnest request, was prevailed upon to intercede for Mr. Cramond’s acquiescence to my wishes—a compliance the latter
seemed extremely averse to grant; but at length, overcome by the importunity of
his friend, willing to gratify him at all events, and partially reconciled to
the measure by the certain conviction that it was sanctioned by the approbation
of my advocate, who otherwise was not of a character to have spoken on my side
of the question, permission was granted me to follow the bent of an
unconquerable inclination; and at the age of sixteen, my father’s consent being
previously obtained, I commenced my military career with all the ardor of a young and sanguine mind, which conceives itself
in the certain road to future glory and never-ending fame.
“Mr.
Howard, much gratified by having carried his point, and considering himself as
the sole medium through which my wishes could possibly have been crowned with
any certain degree of success, seemed now more than ever interested in my
future destiny; and, finally resolved not to leave what he had engaged in half
done, he declared his determination to accompany me on my first visit to the
Colonel of the regiment, who had given directions for my immediate attendance
upon him in London.
CHAP.
XVII.
“High
arbiter
“Chance
governs all.”
MILTON.
“WE were just finishing the last stage but one from the
metropolis, and the evening was already pretty far advanced, when the carriage
was suddenly stopped by a couple of highwaymen, one of whom held a pistol to
the breast of the postillion, while the other, with
the most horrid imprecations, abruptly burst open the door on the side next Mr.
Howard, and presenting a blunderbuss, threatened instant destruction if his
pecuniary demands were not speedily complied with.
“As
he spoke, the deadly instrument was raised to the head of my uncle, and his
finger already upon the trigger evinced a positive determination to be quickly
and exactly obeyed. I saw there was not a moment to be lost. Mr. Howard’s
agitation prevented his keeping pace with the villain’s impatience, whose
watchful eye glancing on all sides, immediately discovered my intention: he
turned the muzzle from his first destined victim; we fired at the same instant;
part of the contents of his blunderbuss lodged in my shoulder, mine entered his
heart, and he dropped upon the ground, uttering another volley of curses,
accompanied by a deep and hollow groan.
“The
report of fire-arms once more resounded in our ears: it was from the fellow who
stood at the head of the horses; but the postillion escaped
uninjured: and his late dreaded antagonist, on perceiving the fate of his
comrade, speedily quitted the field of action, and made good his retreat,
before our servant, who had been detained behind by his horse losing a shoe,
could arrive to assist in securing the fugitive. Previous to his appearance, I
had myself sprung from the carriage to lay hold of the ruffian, and followed
his steps, till the quantity of blood that issued from my wound rendered me
unable to continue the pursuit. Mr. Howard, apprehensive for the consequences,
had likewise quitted his seat to observe my motions; but being too infirm to
overtake me, the servant was supporting me back from the ineffectual attempt,
when I found myself suddenly clasped in the good old man’s arms, with a degree
of warmth that sufficiently spoke the nature of his feelings.
“In
the interim the wounded man had shewn some symptoms of life; and the postillion, who stood over him during our absence, proposed
having him removed to the nearest house, until such time as his real situation
could be properly ascertained. A cart, which at this period opportunely
approached, was immediately hired for the purpose; Mr. Howard’s servant
accompanied it, while we proceeded to the conclusion of our night’s journey.
“After
procuring a surgeon to dress my wound, which had previously been bound up in
the best manner existing circumstances would admit, and now upon examination
pronounced not dangerous, my uncle waited upon a neighbouring magistrate of his
acquaintance, to whom he related the foregoing affair. This gentleman declared
his readiness to save us all the trouble that could possibly be avoided on the
occasion; and in consequence of this assurance, we fully expected to reach the
metropolis at an early hour on the following day.
“On
this subject, however, it was found we had reckoned without our host. I was
unable to travel long before the time for our intended departure arrived; and
the end of the week was nearly closed ere my removal appeared either safe, or
even practicable.
“During
this juncture the friendship, attention, and anxiety evinced by the kind Mr.
Howard, are not to be described: indeed they far exceeded in magnitude the
cause that called them into action, for I had done nothing but what any other
person in the same situation would have performed with an equal degree of
readiness; and the reflection that I had saved a worthy man from destruction,
more than sufficiently repaid all he supposed himself indebted for.
“At
length we reached London; and my convalescent state being now ascertained, Mr. Cramond, who, from humane considerations, had hitherto been
kept in ignorance of my condition, was finally informed of the whole
transaction, accompanied by the warmest encomiums on my conduct, and a positive
assertion that to my successful exertions in his favour, the writer was solely
indebted for the prolongation of a life which, differently situated, must have
fallen a sacrifice to the barbarous rapacity of his daring assailant.
“Pardon
me, Stella, for my prolixity on his subject: I should not so far have
encroached upon your patience, had not the consequence of this event entitled
it to a greater degree of minute attention than would otherwise have been
bestowed upon so common an occurrence.”
“Proceed,”
replied his auditor, with a smile: “however lightly you may chuse to treat this
business, it has already so completely terrified me, that some indemnification
of a pleasant nature is certainly due; therefore let us have it quickly.”
Montague
bowed, and resumed his story.
“The
contents of Mr. Howard’s letter almost equally gratified and alarmed my
grandfather—gratified, to find that gentleman’s former predilection in my
favour was now become too confirmed to be easily removed—and alarmed, lest my
situation should be worse than represented, and a pious fraud practised to keep
him easy in the event of any casual rumour unexpectedly reaching him. Under
this impression, his health being tolerably restored, he lost no time in
relieving his apprehensions, by immediately setting out to join us in the
metropolis.
“The
meeting that took place between the two old gentlemen was such as might be
supposed, warm and affecting; and that with my grandfather and self no less so.
The former had for some time harboured so strong a wish to disclose the degree
of relationship I stood in to Mr. Howard, that he was now more than once on the
brink of mentioning the whole affair; but the intelligence seemed so important,
on account of further losses recently sustained by my father, that fearful of
the manner in which it might be received by his uncle, he forbore to speak on
the subject, until the sanction of Sir Charles, to whom he had written, could
first be obtained.
“Unfortunately,
during the delay occasioned by my recent confinement, Colonel Philips had left
Town; and ignorant whither to follow him, I was forced to wait till his address
could be procured.
“This
circumstance prolonged our residence for a fortnight in London. At the
expiration of that period, I received orders to join him at Dover; and,
accompanied by my two highly esteemed companions, who insisted on proceeding
with me, my journey thither was speedily accomplished.
“Mr.
Howard possessed many acquaintances in this part of the country—Mr. Cramond none: while the former, therefore, happened to be
engaged abroad, the latter, who declined all new society that could possibly be
avoided, usually occupied himself in finishing a written detail of those
circumstances which had occurred in his family since the first introduction of Sir
Charles Montague at Mount Cramond. This statement of
facts had been occasionally preparing for some time, and was intended either to
refresh his memory when the particulars of the various transactions were
required, or to be presented in its present form, and left to relate what he
ardently wished to be spared a verbal repetition of. One copy was designed for
Mr. Howard, the other for Frederic and myself, who were now to be speedily
informed of events which our time of life rendered us fit to be entrusted with.
“Some
recording spirit, prophetic of approaching evil, surely guided his hand in the
task he had thus critically undertaken to finish. Alas! how blind are we to the
future! and how little did I suppose that the delay caused by the preservation
of one dear relative, should ultimately prove the means of sending another to
his grave, by conducting our steps to the coast of Kent at this most
inauspicious juncture!—The ball of the highwayman missed its intended victim,
it is true; but the arm of a much more atrocious villain unhappily succeeded
too well in a work of destruction, without affording me the envied satisfaction
of reflecting that my interference had proved equally successful in a cause
still nearer to my heart—a cause that deeply interested every filial, every
grateful sensation inherent in human nature, and yet chills the blood in my
veins when imaged circumstances of the past start from the tablet of memory,
and point to a venerable parent consigned to a premature grave for the crimes
of—whom?—a daughter, and a mother!—Oh God! preserve my burning brain from the
fatal effects of so horrid a recollection!”
The
agitated Montague struck his forehead with violence, and starting from the side
of the trembling, weeping Stella, darted past a projection of the ruins, and in
melancholy solitude continued to pace over the mouldering monuments of former
days, where the ashes of the saint and the sinner alike lay mingled in one
promiscuous mass of confusion, and every surrounding object bore witness to the
fragile nature of human exertions, the vanity of earthly pride, and the
instable tenure by which our highest hopes and most favourite enjoyments are
sometimes rashly supposed to be rendered fixed and certain.
CHAP.
XVIII.
“If
thou tell’st the heavy story right,
“Upon
my soul, the hearers will shed tears!”
SHAKESPEARE.
STELLA, though extremely solicitous for the
continuation of a recital that deeply interested her feelings, yet intreated Montague, on his return, to postpone the
remainder of his communication for the present, under the idea that he was too
much agitated to proceed with any degree of ease to himself. But, however
grateful for the considerate motive that dictated this proposal, he declined
profiting by it; and soon after reseating himself, again proceeded.
“The
principal inns in Dover are commonly too much crowded and too noisy for the
accommodation of those whose health is not sufficiently strong to encounter
those circumstances with impunity: Mr. Cramond’s,
though infinitely better of late than usual, happened nevertheless to be so
circumstanced; and we therefore removed to a more retired and tranquil
situation than that we had occupied on our first arrival.
“My
grandfather and I were at this time alone; for as that part of the regiment to
which I belonged, was to remain some time in its present station, I tarried in
Dover, the two gentlemen having agreed to continue with me: Mr. Howard was now
on a visit in the neighbourhood.
“We
were sitting by ourselves on the second evening of our residence in this new
abode, when Mr. Cramond appeared more than usually
thoughtful: the idea of his lost daughter seemed frequently to recur; and he
expressed an uncommon degree of anxiety to discover if I still recollected
several circumstances he now mentioned as particularly indicative of her
tenderness and attachment to Frederic and myself. On this subject I presently
satisfied him, for the remembrance of her was too deeply engraven
on our hearts, young as we then were, to be easily erased; and I concluded this
assurance by protesting, with emphatical warmth, that
had Miss Cramond been in fact our own mother, I did
not believe we could possibly have loved or respected her more sincerely.
“Softened
by the nature of our conversation, and totally thrown off his guard by the
animated and energetic manner in which I spoke my sentiments on this
interesting topic, the old man suddenly burst into tears, and falling on my
neck, exclaimed, in broken, disjointed sentences—
“Oh
my beloved boy! the dear, the sainted Julia Cramond,
the ever regretted child of my affection, was indeed thy mother!’
“Confounded,
and greatly agitated by intelligence so strange, so unexpected—
‘Oh
God!’ I cried, ‘my mother, say you?—Why then, ah! why was the gratification of
knowing this, of learning our affinity to the dear departed saint and yourself
concealed from our knowledge until a watery grave interposed to tear us for
ever from the arms of maternal affection?—But can it be possible! are we indeed
your grandchildren, my much respected friend and benefactor?—Tell me all—say,
by what appellation is our father distinguished? lives he, my dear Sir?—Oh
satisfy the solicitude of filial curiosity!’
‘He
lives, my son; but his name must not yet pass your lips:—Sir Charles Montague
was the husband of my poor girl, and your father.’
“Soon
after the commencement of our discourse, stifled sounds of distress had more
than once produced a pause in the conversation; they seemed to proceed from an
adjoining room, between which and that we occupied there was apparently but a
very thin partition. Before the conclusion of the last sentence, they increased
and became more audible. As it finished, a deep and hollow groan was distinctly
heard; and immediately something fell upon the floor with a violence that
caused us involuntarily to start from our seats, and rush to the apartment in
which this unaccountable circumstance appeared to have happened.
“Oh
Heavens! what was the unexpected discovery that ensued!—Stella, it beggars
description: let me then briefly mention, that on the floor of the chamber we
entered lay a female figure totally deprived of sense or motion, who, long ere
a partial restoration of either could be effected, was recognised by her
unfortunate and now dreadfully agitated father and son for the Julia Cramond, the Lady Montague, supposed for such a length of
time the inhabitant of a watery grave!
“The
eclaircissement that afterwards took place, proved no
less distressing than disgraceful; for it appeared that an attachment had
existed between my unhappy mother and the villain Ormsby
previous to her marriage with Sir Charles Montague, which, upon being
discovered by Mrs. Cramond, had been discouraged in
the most unequivocal terms, on account of a total want in the two necessary
articles of birth and fortune; and it was only in consideration of her
daughter’s implicit obedience to her desires, that she consented to conceal the
knowledge she had obtained of the foregoing affair from my grandfather.
“Naturally
too timid and gentle to contest any point, however interested in its
accomplishment, with parents who had constantly required, and uniformly
experienced the most unconditional compliance with all their wishes, my mother
yielded to the storm she dared not resist, and tacitly accepted the offer made
by Mrs. Cramond. Ormsby,
nevertheless, was not to be so easily renounced: too well he knew his influence
over the heart of his predestined victim; and though she determined to avoid
his presence after her marriage with my father took place, still he found
means, apparently without design, to throw himself in her way, and through the
medium of his emissaries, gradually became master of all that happened at Mount
Cramond.
“My
grandmother, who knew the sacrifice her daughter had made to filial duty, and
judged of its extent by her faded cheek and dejected air, fearful of some
untoward accident from the unprincipled and secret perseverance of the vile Ormsby, whose conduct she had privately watched, became at
length anxious to quit the West Indies and return to England. In this wish she
was seconded by her on whose account a change of scene had first appeared
desirable.
“Virtue,
and that degree of respect every woman ought invariably to preserve for
herself, were by this time, alas! found too weak to resist much longer the
powerful bias of an erring inclination, and a too tender heart! this fatal
conviction was, therefore, no sooner ascertained, than she secretly prayed to
be removed from the threatened danger, while a retreat could yet be accomplished
with honour. The voyage, as already mentioned, took place; and though neither
her spirits nor happiness returned in consequence thereof, a conscious sense of
having acted with propriety shed some small portion of occasional tranquillity
over her reflections, which was further increased by the presence of her
children, for whom she had always evinced the most unbounded affection and
tenderest regard.
“Here
had the affair rested, it would have proved well, and much misery in that case
been spared to each of the parties; but, unfortunately, the regiment to which Ormsby belonged received orders to sail for Europe, and my
grandmother’s death having smoothed the way to a renewal of his diabolical
machinations, they were consequently commenced, and again carried on with but
too much success. The situation of the Lodge lay convenient for the
predetermined execution of his purpose: a small trading vessel was hired to
second it; and my mother, finding herself in a state that must soon publish her
infamy to the world, in an evil hour consented to deceive her aged parent, and
desert him and her once idolized children for the degrading society of an
artful seducer, a base and unprincipled scoundrel, with whom self-gratification
was the chief object in view, and the misery entailed on its hapless victim
considered as a matter of no comparative importance.”
Again
Montague’s voice indicated extreme agitation, and again he started from the
side of Stella; but hastily resuming his seat, thus proceeded:—
“The
villain Ormsby’s family had formerly resided some
time in Ireland, and he was well acquainted with many parts of that country: to
that kingdom, therefore, he took her, as most likely to furnish the surest
means of concealment, and hoped to reach a safe retreat ere the time of his
companion’s confinement should arrive. In this hope he was, nevertheless,
finally disappointed, as their intended progress was retarded on the evening of
his landing by the inability of my mother to proceed forwards for several days.
About the time she appeared able to recommence their journey, apprehensions of
an imaginary pursuit seized her conductor; and misled by the impulsive force of
a guilty conscience, he again embarked in a vessel ready to sail for Scotland.
Lady Montague was shortly after delivered of a child, which survived not its
birth; and long before the re-establishment of her health was effected, a
second alarm of a similar description, obliged them again to change their
quarters.
“Their
next route was to Wales, where they procured a small retired habitation. From
this place the Captain occasionally joined his regiment; but on succeeding to a
small property in the West of England, entirely quitted the service; after
which they settled for some years in France.
“Two
daughters saw the light during their abode on the Continent, where they were at
the time of the fatal encounter with Mr. Cramond and
myself at Dover. This very unexpected meeting was occasioned by some pecuniary
losses, owing to the dishonesty and failure of a person who happened to have
the chief part of Ormsby’s little fortune in his
hands; and they were now on their way back to France, whither the fugitive had
fled, in order to discover his place of concealment, and endeavour to obtain
restitution, if possible to procure it, of what he had defrauded them.
“With
this view, Ormsby had left my poor infatuated mother,
to secure a passage in one of the packetboats, only a
very short time prior to our taking our place by an adjoining fireside in the
same house they occupied. Having some business to transact afterwards about six
miles from Dover, his return was not looked for before the succeeding morning;
and in the interim my grandfather’s voice being recognised by his daughter, the
discovery I have mentioned ensued.
“The
foregoing particulars were partly collected from the broken and unconnected
information of my unhappy parent, but still more from her attendant, who proved
to be the identical woman so long employed about her person, and the same who
left the Lodge, under pretence of bad health, soon after the supposed premature
death of her mistress. Apparently ashamed of her share in the transaction, or,
what was more probable, seized with a temporary fit of remorse for her
ingratitude to so good a master, she now seemed uncommonly eager to make some
atonement for the past, by the explicit nature of her present communications.
Yet my grandfather visibly listened to her with an air of suspicion, that
plainly evinced the small degree of confidence he placed in her recital, the
observation of which more than once disconcerted the semblance of sincerity so
artfully assumed by this able historian.
“Meanwhile
the consequences that resulted from so affecting an interview, had nearly
proved fatal to both parties: my mother was again seized with a succession of
fainting fits, attended with the most alarming symptoms; and her father, unable
to sustain the contemplation of her sufferings, was at length conveyed to his
own chamber more dead than alive.
“My
heart is not surely composed of the softest materials; for though deeply torn,
though bleeding almost at every pore, still the sensation of indignant
resentment, of propelling revenge, reigned predominant over every other
passion; and I sedulously watched for the return of the succeeding morning,
destined to witness the merited punishment of a villain by the hand of the
woman’s son he had so greatly injured.
“My
poor grandfather, suspicious of my secret intention, grasped my hand in his,
and as I assisted in supporting him to his room, solemnly adjured me, in the
most affecting language, as I valued his future peace and happiness, to remain
by his pillow, and upon no account whatever to leave the room, without
obtaining his previous permission. My tongue refused to signify the requested
acquiescence with his wishes; and had not a burst of tears relieved the anguish
of my bosom, I think I could scarcely have survived the conflict that throbbed
tumultuously through every vein. The good old man restrained the violence of
his own sorrows, to gaze on me for a moment; and raising himself in bed, again
wrung my hand in sad, expressive silence.
“The
morning was fast approaching to its first dawn, ere sleep, that usual deserter
of the unfortunate, came to his aid. This circumstance had no sooner taken
place, than an indistinct bustle in the house seemed to indicate the return of
the vile Ormsby. Every word recently uttered by my
grandfather instantly vanished from my memory, and starting from the side of
his bed, I stole softly to the door: this I immediately closed; and then, no
longer apprehensive of restraint, rushed along the passage, actuated by a full
determination to take a deadly revenge on the object of my fury.
“The
first person I encountered was Lady Montague’s maid, who held her mistress’s
door half open, evidently in the act of watching who approached. Speedily
satisfied on this subject, the discovery was no sooner made, than she seemed
disposed to retreat further into the chamber, and close the door: this I
prevented, however, by stepping up to her, and sternly demanding to know if Ormsby had yet returned. She assured me in the strongest
terms that he was still absent; and, with seeming earnestness, entreated me to
retire, or at least speak lower, as she dreaded disturbing her Lady, who was
only just fallen into a light slumber, from which the smallest noise would
undoubtedly rouse her, and probably produce the most alarming consequences.
‘Tell
me first,’ cried I, ‘from whence proceeded the bustle I overheard below stairs.
If not occasioned by your rascally master’s return, in what else could it
originate?’
‘Really,
Sir,’ replied she, ‘it is not in my power to account for every accidental
occurrence that may happen in a public inn, where travellers are arriving and
departing at every hour of the night. Mr. Ormsby,
however, you may be assured, had no earthly concern in it whatever; so pray
retire, for I tremble lest Lady Montague suffer from the effects of your being
here.’
CHAP.
XIX.
“Oh
Heav’n! that such resemblance of the Highest
“Should
yet remain, where faith and realty
“Remain
not!”
MILTON.
“WHILE I stood irresolute whether or not to
comply with her request, Mr. Cramond’s servant, who,
half asleep and half awake, had been dozing in a corner of the room at the time
of my leaving his master’s pillow, happened to perceive I was absent from my
late station, and trembling for the effects of my rashness and his own
inattention, instantly followed my steps, in order to prevent the apprehended
evil from taking place while a possibility of evading it yet remained.
“The
faithful, affectionate fellow conceiving himself justified by existing
circumstances in the adoption of a little art, speedily effected my return, by
intimating Mr. Cramond’s misery, when he awoke from
his short and unrefreshing slumber, on discovering my
departure. Silent and disappointed, I permitted myself to be conducted back to
his chamber; but not before a positive promise was extorted from William to
give me immediate intimation of Ormsby’s appearance.
“My
grandfather was asleep, however, when I re-entered the room, and his man
affected to express no less pleasure than surprise on the occasion:
nevertheless, he afterwards confessed the whole transaction was a contrivance
of his own to meet the exigencies of the moment. In the mean time, satisfied
with the promise I had obtained, and having no idea that any inclination to
sleep could be experienced at such a period and under such circumstances, I
threw myself into an easy chair near the bed, and, no doubt, overcome by mental
exertion and bodily fatigue, before I was aware, sunk unconsciously into a
temporary state of oblivion.
“From
a short and unexpected sleep, I soon awoke, but not before the broad face of
day illumed the apartment. My grandfather, whose sleep had proved transient,
interrupted, and unrefreshing, appeared at this
moment once more insensible to the power of misfortune. I listened to discover
if I was right in my conjecture, and having fully ascertained this point, stole
again softly to the door. William met me at the entrance: his looks bespoke
some important intelligence; and conceiving it could only allude to the
circumstance of Ormsby’s return, I was rushing
impetuously past him, without allowing myself time to make any enquiries, when
he suddenly stopped me with the very irritating and astonishing information,
that my mother, accompanied by the wretch I so ardently longed to meet, had
quitted the house upwards of an hour before my accidental interview with her
maid, who I now found had purposely remained behind to mislead enquirers, and
by that means secure them from the danger of a too speedy pursuit.
‘And
where is the infamous woman now?’ cried I, in a voice almost inarticulate with
passion and disappointment.
‘Gone,
Sir, to her superiors,’ the man replied; ‘she followed them in a very short
time after you spoke with her.’
‘How
came her villanous employer to return so much sooner
than expected?—and why did you not give me timely notice of this circumstance,
according to your promise?’
‘The
woman, it seems, Sir, sent a messenger with a note to Mr. Ormsby;
which doubtless brought him back so quickly. As to the latter question, I can
only say that, not suspecting any thing of the kind, I was not prepared for the
event that succeeded, consequently could not guard against it.’
“I
was going to ask why he had not guarded against it, agreeable to my directions;
but the mischief was already done, and could not now be remedied, unless by an
immediate attempt to overtake them.
“The
moment this idea occurred, I gave instant orders for the means of accomplishing
it. But here my wishes were again frustrated, either from the real or pretended
inability of the people in the house to throw any light on the route taken by
the travellers, whose steps they positively averred were totally unknown to
them: and after several ineffectual efforts to surmount the various
difficulties I had to encounter on the occasion, all the information I could
procure ended in learning, that a vessel had sailed for some part of the Continent
early in the morning; but to what particular quarter no person could possibly
conjecture with any degree of certainty.
“To
conceal this painful intelligence for any length of time from Mr. Cramond, was soon found impracticable; and the fatal
conviction it brought with it, of Lady Montague’s innate depravity and total
want of principle, proved a fresh stab to the already deeply-wounded bosom of
her poor old father. From this moment he rapidly declined; his health seemed to
have suffered an irreparable injury, and his spirits entirely deserted him.
“On
the second evening from the departure of my unhappy mother, Mr. Howard rejoined
us. The alteration that had taken place during the short time of his absence,
in the situation and appearance of my grandfather, was too striking not to
create the utmost surprise and alarm: and the latter, finding himself gradually
weaker, at length conceived the moment at hand in which the long-concealed
secret respecting our affinity to that gentleman ought to be divulged. Under
this impression it was divulged; and the evidently desperate condition of the
speaker failed not to have its due weight with his astonished auditor in
dispelling all idea of intentional imposition, or casual mistake, through the
whole of the very unexpected communication.
“Happily for me the hold I had already
obtained in Mr. Howard’s affection was too firmly established to be easily
shaken; otherwise it is hard to say how my grandfather’s confidential
intelligence might have been received, since the visible irresolution he
evinced in the course of the recital, and the apparent emotion of his mind, did
not at first promise so favourable a conclusion to the business as afterwards
proved the case. In short, a plain, unvarnished tale, aided by the force of
previous friendship, finally triumphed over pride and prejudice; and in spite
of the infamy attached to my mother’s character, Mr. Howard at length
acquiesced in the wishes of his expiring friend. My father’s ill-starred union
with Miss Cramond was forgiven, in consideration of
the consequent misery it had caused him; and the offspring of that union were
henceforth permitted to address their relative as the acknowledged children of
his nephew Sir Charles Montague.
“Mr.
Cramond breathed his last sigh in my arms exactly ten
days from the period of a disclosure, the successful termination of which
seemed to afford his departing spirit the only remaining degree of satisfaction
it could now possibly taste on earth; and in three months after his decease, my
uncle followed him to the grave, having first nominated me his successor in a
will made expressly for the purpose, which contained, besides a few other
trifling legacies, one of considerable amount to my brother, with several very
valuable family jewels.
“The
grief and regret experienced for the loss of two such valuable relatives was
fully as deep, I believe, as any hitherto felt by a young man at my early time
of life; and you, Stella, I think, will credit me when I solemnly aver, that
the great pecuniary advantages derived from these melancholy events, were so
far from appearing in the light of a compensation for recent deprivations, that
I would most willingly have yielded them up to the last farthing, if by so
doing the much lamented death of friends so esteemed could have been prevented,
and myself restored to their society.
“But
though my sorrow, as I have said, was perfectly sincere, I pretend not to aver
it proved more durable than that usually experienced by those who have only
numbered the same years. At the time of life I had then attained, the first
sensation of grief is commonly rather violent than lasting: mine gradually
subsided; and though an affectionate, a tender remembrance of their goodness
and worth can never be totally eradicated from the tablet of my memory, my
mind, nevertheless, became shortly more tranquil, and insensibly reconciled
itself to circumstances of irremediable evil, the final accomplishment of which
neither human wisdom nor human strength can avert when the decisive fiat of
mortality commands the vital spark of existence to finish its earthly career,
and soar from corruptible to incorruptible regions of never-ending happiness
and peace.
“At
first I ascribed this comparative state of mental ease to insensibility, to
want of thought, to want of natural affections, and a thousand other causes,
which were all reprobated in turn, on account of the supposed effect they
produced. At length I discovered that progressive time was the great cause of
the whole, aided by the wise construction of the intellectual faculties of the
mind, which are so ordered by a superior hand, that every thing shall work for
good and useful ends; and grief, after a stated period, yields its place to the
more active and necessary demands of the different stations allotted us to fill
through life.
“Possessed
of a fortune that might well be termed affluent, uncontrolled master of myself
in the moments not devoted to professional duties, I plunged ere long into
every species of juvenile folly and dissipation. Alas! could the worthy Mr.
Howard have looked up from the grave, how differently would he have appreciated
that mistaken confidence in my imaginary prudence which had led him to
constitute me my own guardian, when subsequent events proved I was so ill qualified
for the task of a self-director!
“In
the midst of this wild career, the admonitions of St. Vincent, my early friend,
occasional companion, and ever judicious adviser, were not spared, to effect a
change in sentiment and proceedings so little congenial to his own. But
temporary and transient proved the work of reformation: nor did the dangers and
difficulties which were frequently encountered during the course of our abiding
on the then hostile shores of America, so entirely damp this propensity for fashionable
pursuits, as to prevent the mind from recurring to the same giddy round of idle
indulgence on my return to Europe: even the attractive charms of Louisa St.
Vincent, for whom I nevertheless experienced an attachment no less ardent than
sincere were at first found inadequate to wean me from errors, venial perhaps,
when my time of life and other circumstances are duly considered, but,
notwithstanding, still highly censurable, in as much as my cooler judgment was
not remiss in furnishing repeated intimations of disapprobation on the subject,
although the too ready means of indulging confirmed habits continually plunged
me into situations similar to those so recently condemned, on every succeeding
opportunity that occurred.
“Soon
after my arrival in your part of the country, several incidents happened to
give my mind a more serious turn: with one of those, my dear Stella, you are
already sufficiently acquainted; and to you my obligations on the account are
infinite. After the foregoing confession of the nature of my former conduct,
you may probably form conclusions not very favourable to the sincerity of that
contrition you have more than once witnessed for my part in the fatal affair
which took place at Green-Bank. If suspicions of this description, however,
really exist, believe me, my sweet friend, you wrong me much: of premeditated
seduction, I repeat, I am, and ever have been innocent; I abhor, I reprobate
the idea of such a thing, and would not be guilty of it for worlds. But pardon
me, Stella; I trust assurances on this head are unnecessary to you; at any
rate, they must prove superfluous, since what I have now said is but a renewal
of former assertions to the same purport.
CHAP.
XX.
“Instead
of rage,
“Delib’rate vengeance breath’d,
firm and unmix’d.”
MILTON.
“THE more regular and rational mode of life
which a happy necessity obliged me to adopt in the less fashionable and less
dissipated circles of Galloway, afforded a greater portion of time for those
serious reflections which the energetic and manly admonitions of St. Vincent
had frequently, though transiently, led me to encourage: and—shall I confess
it? temptation being now almost beyond the likelihood of appearing, to deceive
or mislead, I felt my good resolutions gradually strengthened, and every
intellectual faculty acquire additional force, accompanied by a certain degree
of mental tranquillity, to which I had long been a stranger, but which now
insensibly gained ground, and filled my bosom with sensations of the most
agreeable nature.
“Otherwise
situated in point of society, lassitude and ennui
would probably have been the consequence of a change so sudden as that I had
lately experienced, from the unlimited pleasures which on every side court
acceptance amid the gay and dangerous allurements daily occurring in the
metropolis, to the dull, unvaried, monotonous scenes of a distant provincial
residence, where the corps to which I belonged formed the most prominent figure
in the scene, and supplied the chief source of public and private amusement.
“The
presence of Louisa St. Vincent soon confirmed the alteration, of which her
brother’s constant precepts and example, in conjunction with my recent
introduction at the Hermitage, had already laid the foundation.
“Had
the first and latter of these circumstances taken place at an earlier period, I
might probably have been spared much subsequent pain on account of the
ever-regretted transaction with poor Maria Campbell: and yet, when the minutia
of that business is fairly estimated, I may justly be permitted to say that
self-reproach ought not wholly to attach to my—However, we will change the
subject if you please; it cannot be agreeable to you, and never occurs without
distressing myself extremely.
“Blest
with constant and uninterrupted opportunities for entertaining her who had long
been in possession of my heart, and enjoying every advantage that could be
obtained from the friendship of the Major, and my inestimable, though new
acquaintances at the habitation of good Mrs. Bertram and her amiable Stella, a
new creation seemed already opened to my view; and I turned my eyes with
increasing astonishment on the frivolous scenes, the degrading pursuits
formerly adopted with as much eagerness, as if they alone contained all that
was desirable, all that was praiseworthy on earth.
“In
the midst of this pure and new-born felicity, or rather soon after its
commencement, my father arrived in England; and eager to see this hitherto
unknown parent, to whom I ardently longed to be introduced, I procured leave of
absence from Colonel Arabin for that purpose; and the
day of my intended departure was already fixed, when intelligence reached me,
the nature of which produced a sudden change of measures, and rendered the
projected journey then unnecessary.
“You
recollect I formerly mentioned that Mr. Cramond had
drawn up a written detail of domestic occurrences, one copy of which was
designed for Sir Charles, before the fatal interview with my mother took place
at Dover: what happened subsequent to that incident was afterwards subjoined,
at the particular request of the poor old man, and the whole forwarded to
Jamaica, in order to make the Baronet master of what it appeared proper to
acquaint him with.
“My
father and Ormsby were personally, though slightly,
known to each other while the latter remained in the western hemisphere; and
the events that succeeded his return to Britain, of which Sir Charles had by
the foregoing means been informed, were not of a description to efface any
remembrance he might yet retain of so infamous a character; on the contrary,
they rather served to rivet his face and figure more forcibly on the memory of
this unfortunate husband, who, on his first landing at Falmouth, felt every
single particle of forbearance instantly desert his mind on hearing the name of
the unprincipled destroyer of his peace pronounced by some person, in an angry
tone of voice, as he entered the inn to which he had been conducted on quitting
the vessel. My father rushed to the room from whence the sound seemed to issue,
and in the following moment discovered the cause of all his sorrows engaged in
an altercation with another man, whom he had never before seen.
“The
consequence of this very unlooked-for encounter may be easily imagined.—They
fought; and Ormsby received the well-merited reward
of his criminal conduct from the hands of him he had so deeply injured:—he
fell! His wound was declared mortal; and the surgeon who attended him, gave it
as his positive opinion that he would never see the dawn of another day.
“The
expected result of this affair obliged his antagonist to think of his own
safety. Sir Charles, who, under other circumstances, would have stood his
trial, and firmly submitted to the decision of a British jury, found himself
utterly unequal to the task of sustaining the mortifying recapitulation of
domestic grievances, the sarcastic remarks, and galling rumours of recollected
error and subsequent guilt, attached to every remembrance of his unhappy wife’s
too culpable conduct, which he doubted not would soon be in common circulation,
as is usually the case on such occasions, and which, however groundless, seldom
fail to fix a stigma on the certainly blameless husband of her whose character
in this respect remains no longer enigmatical.
“Actuated
by the impulsive sensations of suppositions so repugnant to his feelings, and
still further instigated to the measure by the solicitude and advice of two
very particular friends, who were his fellow-passengers from the West Indies,
he stepped on board a vessel at this critical juncture quitting the harbour,
and, without enquiring her immediate destination, proceeded on the voyage,
apparently indifferent on what quarter of the wide extended world he was next
to be landed.
“His
two friends were severally requested to acquaint my brother and myself with the
circumstances of the foregoing transaction; and Frederic, who was but recently
returned from a residence of some years on the Continent, happening to be more
master of his time than, as a military man, I could pretend to, speedily
followed our father’s movements, after procuring all the knowledge that could
possibly be obtained of the vessel’s course, and the port she purposed making.
“It
is but lately that my unceasing enquiries after them have been successful. They
are now together in a safe situation; and the last intelligence I received from
Frederic, mentions my father’s intention of returning to Jamaica. Happily, my
fears on their account are, I trust, over, though they have long kept my mind
agitated and uneasy, ignorant of their motions; for a considerable period
elapsed before the confidential friends of Sir Charles could afford me the
smallest satisfaction on the subject of either his or his son’s final
destination; a circumstance peculiarly distressing at the time, as a series of
tempestuous weather had succeeded their embarkation, which seemed to threaten
the actual existence of the evils my busy imagination had created in order to
torment me. I dare say the hints which frequently escaped me on the arrival of
the letters those gentlemen favoured me with relative to this painful topic,
and the evident emotion every disappointment produced, cannot be yet totally
effaced from your memory.”
Stella
assured him he was not mistaken in this idea; and added that she had often
sympathized with him in secret, without venturing to take the liberty of
probing too deeply those wounds which he apparently wished to conceal from her
knowledge.
To
this Captain Montague replied, that it was not merely to her he declined entering
on the detail of domestic events; for it was a theme he had hitherto cautiously
avoided alike before every individual whatever who remained ignorant of the
transaction.
“Indeed,”
added he, “while Ormsby existed, and Lady Montague
persevered in continuing a connexion so inimical to her peace, so disgraceful
to her character, my soul shrunk involuntarily at the mortifying recollection
of the freedom from justly merited chastisement enjoyed by one of the culprits,
and my own unfortunate affinity to the other; and though frequently desirous to
speak with you on these degrading occurrences, I continually shuddered at the
thoughts of their introduction. Ormsby, however, is
now in his grave; and whatever may have been the atrocity of his conduct, I war
not with the dead. As for his erring companion, I am yet ignorant of her fate:
that penitence and prayer may have succeeded to a criminal perseverance in
guilt, I would gladly persuade myself is the case. I know her generous, but
much injured husband and his son will not let any opportunity escape of
discovering her retreat, and mitigating her afflictions, provided they are not
caused by crimes of too heinous a nature, and merit any degree of indulgence.
On this score, therefore, my mind is now become tolerably easy; and in this
state the affair at present remains.
“Thus,
my dear Stella, have I concluded the task of family historian, and related the
principal incidents which have long caused me many a heartfelt and secret pang.
Pardon me, however, if I add, that had I previously found you really implicated
in the recital as—shall I say it? the child of her you so greatly resemble,
which, in conjunction with the mystery enveloping your birth did not appear
totally impossible when every attendant circumstance was duly weighed, I could
in that event have almost overlooked the errors of an unhappy parent, and
thanked her from my heart for the compensation afforded me in the acquisition
of such a sister. Nay, even at times I still catch myself indulging this
favourite supposition—a supposition strengthened by the apparent coincidence of
circumstances, which I often mentally strive to render compatible with my
wishes on the subject; but which, it must be confessed, generally eludes all my
attempts for the purpose of actual conviction.”
Stella
sighed as the flattering images thus suggested alternately rose and vanished
from her view.
“Alas!”
thought she, “no such good fortune is in store for me!—The unknown, the
unacknowledged Stella dares not, after the lapse of so many years, hope to meet
with a brother so truly worthy of her warmest affection, so well calculated to
advise and protect her from evil.—Yet, Oh God!” she mentally murmured, “how
desolate, how unconnected with her fellow-creatures, must be that hapless being
who is even reduced to the humiliating condition of regretting that she is not
the spurious offspring of such a woman as Lady Montague!”
While
these mortifying reflections rapidly passed through the mind of our heroine,
her companion seemed equally absorbed in his own ideas; and the silence now
observed by the respective parties remained uninterrupted, till the wild,
discordant voice of an owl, perched on one of the half-decayed turrets above
them, broke the spell of abstraction, and recalled their attention to the late
hour, and the lengthened time of their absence from Mrs. Ross.
Stella,
languid and dejected, willingly accepted the offered arm of her military
escort, and casting a farewell glance over the venerable pile of ruins, under
the walls of which she had sympathized in the sorrows of a much-valued friend,
proceeded back to Dumfries; where, no further impediment occurring to retard
their progress, their journey was again commenced at the appointed period.
It
may here be proper to remark, that the foregoing information relative to
Captain Ormsby’s decease, proved erroneous, and was
rather meant by his medical attendant to create a high notion of his own
professional abilities, by the subsequent cure that was effected, than a real
state of the case; for though the wound he received was certainly dangerous, it
by no means proved mortal; and in the course of a few weeks he once more sailed
for the Continent, which had only been quitted in order to settle some
pecuniary affairs with the person whose failure had formerly brought him and
his female companion to Dover. This circumstance, however, was not discovered
by the son of the latter for upwards of two years from the date of his recent
communication to Stella.
Captain
Montague accompanied Mrs. Ross and her young friend as far as Carlisle; from
whence, having seen them depart on the following morning, he returned
immediately to Dumfries.
CHAP.
XXI.
“Of
those who sleep in dust so cold,
“For
ever hid from human view,
“Shall
many a tender tale be told,
“For
many a tender thought is due.”
THE weather favoured the travellers, for it was
now become uncommonly good; and Mrs. Ross bore the fatigue of her long journey
much beyond the expectations of our heroine, or any of her domestics.
The
situation previously chosen for them in Devonshire was commodious, romantic,
and beautiful; and they were no sooner settled in their new abode, than Mrs.
Ross, who was impatient to see her two younger daughters, and had promised to
send for them when she reached Bellefield, directed
Stella to write to them immediately on the subject. This commission proved too
agreeable to the latter not to be executed with alacrity. But the pleasure
experienced by their mother and friend on the prospect of a meeting so ardently
desired, was speedily and cruelly damped by the disappointment that succeeded;
for the answer received in return, informed them that Maria had lately been
extremely indisposed, and was then confined to her bed with every symptom of a
feverish complaint, which for some time past had been very frequent in the
neighbourhood.
Extremely
alarmed by this intelligence, our heroine was again directed to write to the
governess of the school, requesting that Emma might instantly join her mother
at Bellefield, lest she should catch the infection
from her sister, and, like her, become unable to reach Devonshire for some
time.
Before
the end of the following week, this second letter was answered by Emma in
person, whose joy at meeting with her mother and old companion Stella, seemed equally
great with that experienced by themselves on the occasion.
The
accounts received of Maria’s situation for several succeeding weeks proved so
very unfavourable, that Mrs. Ross at length formed the resolution of sending
our heroine to attend upon her. As Emma could now supply her place at Bellefield, this determination was not supposed to
interfere much with the other arrangements of that lady; and every former
apprehension on the subject of infection having happily subsided, Stella
departed, in compliance with the wishes of maternal solicitude.
She
found the poor girl even worse than her fears had represented: weak, sick, and
emaciated, every day seemed fraught with her final sentence; and Stella awaited
the too certain approach of that sentence with a sensation even more oppressive
to her feelings than she imagined could have been endured by herself under
circumstances of a similar description.
While
overwhelmed with anguish, and scarcely able to suppress the starting tear that
seemed continually ready to burst forth from the restraint in which she strove
to keep it, a lady of a most prepossessing appearance entered the chamber of
the invalid, and approaching the bed where Stella was then supporting her sick
friend, apologized in the warmest terms of regret for her unfortunate absence
in the country at so critical a period, and in the language of genuine
goodness, expressed the utmost solicitude to prove serviceable on the present
occasion.
For
two dreadful days Maria had ceased to speak above a faint whisper, and even
that was now become nearly inarticulate, and required an exertion she appeared
no longer able to command. At the sound of the stranger’s voice, she half
raised her languid head from the bosom of Stella, and extended a bloodless,
feeble hand for the acceptance of the former, while a transient gleam of
something like pleasure illumined for a moment her pallid features, on which
the seal of death had already fixed its decisive mark.
Stella,
hitherto totally inattentive to every other object except that which chiefly
occupied her thoughts, now turned her eyes from the face of Maria to that of
the speaker, which, on examination, seemed not entirely unknown to her; and as
she continued to gaze upon it, her heart began to palpitate with a sensation at
the time perfectly unaccountable. The visitor, nevertheless, appeared neither
to notice her nor her emotion, but silently grasped the cold hand of the poor
invalid, while an unconscious tear trickled down her cheek as she bent over her
helpless form, and contemplated the ravages of sickness on her young and once
beautiful countenance; then heaving a deep sigh, and retiring a few steps from
the bed, she conversed in a low accent with one of the attendants, and soon
after left the room, evidently much affected by the hopeless condition of the
dying Maria.
In
a little time the latter dropped into one of those heavy, dozing slumbers,
occasionally interrupted by convulsive startings, to
which she had of late become subject. Stella then softly replaced her head upon
the pillow, and quitting her situation behind it, kneeled at the side of the
bed, from whence she watched her looks with the most tender anxiety.
In
less than an hour a servant entered with a small basket of very fine grapes,
accompanied by Mrs. Mortimer’s best wishes, and a hope that Miss Ross would
find them refreshing.
“And
who, pray, is Mrs. Mortimer?” enquired Stella, without appearing to take much
interest in the question she asked.
“I
cannot exactly inform you,” replied one of the teachers who was then present:
“however, she is the lady who called here lately, and I think must be in some
manner connected with poor Miss Ross, for she has latterly seen her pretty
often, and seems particularly solicitous for her recovery.”
“I
do not recollect meeting with her before,” said Stella; “and yet her features
are familiar to me.”
“She
has been absent in the country from the period of your arrival till now,”
answered the teacher.
As
Stella had never heard of such a person, she conceived her idea on the subject
erroneous, and ere the lapse of another hour, scarcely remembered she had even
seen her.
In
the evening, however, Mrs. Mortimer again returned. Our heroine at this
juncture happening to be placed more in her view, attracted her notice in a
manner so strikingly obvious, that it was easy to perceive she observed her
with no inconsiderable degree of interest.
Supposing
her one of the boarders particularly attached to Maria, she merely enquired her
name of the teacher; and having learned it, addressed Stella in the most
flattering terms of approbation on the tender and unremitting anxiety she
displayed in behalf of her companion.
The
affecting manner in which she spoke, the sound of her voice, and an undescribable something in her whole appearance, altogether
struck Stella so forcibly, that, low spirited, and unable to command her
feelings, she burst into tears, and hastily retired to a distant corner of the
chamber.
Mrs.
Mortimer gazed after her for a moment in silence, but checked the first impulse
that inclined her to follow and renew the recent topic: she spoke of her,
however, with additional kindness; and after giving some further directions
relative to the invalid, and conversing a short while with the governess below
stairs on the probable melancholy event now fast approaching, this very
pleasing woman departed, leaving a positive injunction to be instantly sent for
when any material alteration seemed likely to take place in their patient’s
present alarming situation. Indeed it was her earnest wish to have remained in
the sick chamber through the night; and she had expressed a strong desire to be
indulged in the gratification of it; but to this proposal her husband, who
accompanied her to the school, and attended her motions in the parlour of the
governess, had previously put a decided negative, as her advanced state of
pregnancy totally disqualified her for such an exertion of friendship.
The
closing scene of Maria’s short and innocent life now rapidly approached its
final crisis; and before the dawn of the succeeding morning, that crisis was
for ever passed. She expired in the arms of the much-afflicted Stella; and her
gentle spirit departed to its native heaven almost without a sigh.
Our
heroine, hitherto supported by a sense of duty and usefulness to her beloved
companion, had sustained every trying occurrence, and borne infinitely more
than her share of fatigue in the course of the recent and melancholy attendance
in which she had constantly been engaged since her arrival in London, with a
degree of persevering fortitude that seemed to set aside all considerations on
her own account, and absorbed every feeling foreign to that which the most
affectionate attachment dictated: now, when her presence and good offices were
become equally unavailing, and exertions, mental or corporeal, no longer
necessary, she felt herself totally incapacitated to struggle with existing
evils any further; and yielding perforce to the oppressive load of anguish that
overwhelmed every faculty of her soul, in a short period after the termination
of her late cherished hopes and fears, she was removed to her own apartment in
a state of mind nearly bordering on utter insensibility.
Mrs.
Mortimer, who, according to the private directions of her husband, was not summoned
to witness the decease of poor Miss Ross, found our heroine in the above
condition some hours after all was over with the object of her friendly
solicitude; and apprehensive in the general confusion and bustle such an event
naturally creates every where, but particularly in a boarding-school, that she
might not be attended with that degree of tenderness and care her present
condition demanded, humanely requested the governess’s permission to take her
home with her in the carriage.
This
favour was readily granted; and Stella, scarcely yet conscious of the
transactions around her, was conveyed to the house of her new and kind
acquaintance.
CHAP.
XXII.
“The
tear that flows
“From
holy Friendship’s eye is register’d
“For
future joys, when tears can flow no more.”
A FORTNIGHT had nearly elapsed after her
removal, before Stella appeared sufficiently recovered from the shock of
Maria’s death, and the succeeding indisposition that seized her, to leave her
chamber.
During
a great part of this time her condition seemed so seriously alarming, and her
mental faculties so unsettled, that her worthy hostess could not at times
divest herself of the utmost anxiety for the consequences that might eventually
take place. At length, however, the disorder took a more favourable turn; and,
agreeable to the opinion of her medical attendant, who had always averred there
was no actual danger, she was soon declared in a state of convalescence.
She
was sitting alone in her own room one evening when a carriage drove up to the
house, and stopped before the door. Mrs. Mortimer had been from home for the
greater part of the day; and she therefore concluded it was that lady now
returned. A little bustle, however, succeeded below stairs; and one of the
maids soon after entering, she enquired the cause: but relative to this matter
the girl could afford her no satisfaction; all she knew being merely no more
than that her mistress had got some visitors. This circumstance had nothing
particularly singular in it, and therefore she asked no further questions on
the subject.
When
the hour of retiring for the night arrived, Mrs. Mortimer, after wishing the
strangers good repose, repaired to the invalid’s apartment, in order to learn
how she found herself; and having chatted a few minutes with her protégée, casually mentioned the arrival
of a guest whose presence, she observed in a lower voice, could willingly have
been dispensed with.
“Yet
I speak not this from my own knowledge of her character,” added she, “for we
are nearly strangers to each other, though she is the wife of my younger
brother, who, I may venture to affirm, is one of the best and most amiable men
in the world. Would to Heaven,” she continued, with a sigh, “his lot had proved
equal to his merit! and then we should all have been but too happy! From some
quarter, however, a little black cloud is perpetually rising to remind us of
our imperfect state on earth: this grievance is, perhaps, sent with a similar
view; and therefore we ought not to repine, but rather endeavour to make the
best of unavoidable evils: at least, such I am determined shall be my mode of
proceeding; and, whatever is the event, I can then have nothing to reproach
myself with.”
As
the topic appeared a tender one, Stella said little on the occasion, further than
expressing her regret that Mrs. Mortimer should have any thing to give her
uneasiness; and they soon after separated for the night.
Next
morning Stella overheard two people conversing in the little dressing-room
adjoining her bedchamber: the voice of one of them was speedily recognised for
the house-maid’s; that of the other she could not so immediately recollect,
though it appeared scarcely less familiar to her ear. The subject of their
discourse seemed to turn upon herself and her situation; for she distinguished
her own name in the course of their discussion, accompanied by several
particulars, which had come within the knowledge of the former, relative to her
late residence at the boarding-school, the death of Maria, and a long detailed
account of the latter’s funeral, which struck the heart of our heroine with a
sensation of deep and acute anguish that swelled it almost to bursting. Her
sobs at length became audible; they reached the party in the dressing-room:—a
sudden pause succeeded. The housemaid then entered the chamber, followed by her
companion. Stella raised her head, and abruptly looked round on their entrance;
when, to her inexpressible astonishment, she discovered in the person of the
latter Mrs. St. Vincent’s maid Jenny.
An
exclamation of affected surprise burst from the lips of the staring Abigail as
she advanced further into the apartment and pertly gazed upon the wonder-struck
Stella. After a minute or two passed in this manner, apparently with the design
of identifying the person of our heroine, she turned upon her heel, and
assuming an air of supercilious contempt, such as she had seen practised on
similar occasions by her mistress, flounced out of the room.
Stella
could not avoid remarking the masterly imitation; and, in spite of her present
agitation, internally whispered—
“How
futile, how trifling are the adventitious distinctions of rank and riches,
while minds, formed of congenial materials, and thus levelled by nature, betray
their original similitude, beyond the power of art or education to counteract!”
But
shortlived was the mental soliloquy, and painful the
train of reflections that speedily succeeded.—How came Mrs. St. Vincent’s
favourite attendant under the roof of the amiable Mrs. Mortimer?—She must have
changed her mistress since Mrs. Ross left Galloway, for Mrs. St. Vincent had
then no intention of visiting the south at this period; and indeed could not,
with any degree of propriety, quit Rossgrove while
Mrs. Arabin and one or two other friends of the
family remained as her guests.
This
recollection afforded a temporary relief to the thoughts of our heroine, for
the elder sister of her departed Maria was the very last person she wished to
encounter in the present weak state of her health and spirits; and unconscious
of having merited the ill offices of that lady’s maid, she gradually began to
consider the unexpected appearance of Jenny as rather fortunate than otherwise;
for however indifferent might be her private opinion of the latter’s temper and
prudence, still she was persuaded that the whole tenour
of her own conduct and character, had ever proved too irreproachable to be
mentioned in any terms but such as would do her credit amongst strangers.
Considering the matter in this point of view, she doubted not, therefore, but
Mrs. Mortimer would, through the usual channel of Abigail conveyance, soon
receive additional conviction that her friendship and goodness were not thrown
away on an unworthy object; for in whatever manner Jenny might evince her
personal dislike, though ignorant of the cause that gave rise to it, she could
never let herself believe the girl was so totally lost to every sense of truth
and justice, as to give an unfavourable representation of a person who, to her
knowledge, never even formed a wish to cause her a moment’s uneasiness on any
occasion whatever.
Thus
judging of others by herself, she suspected not that hatred in bad minds
increases in proportion to the unmerited injuries we have heaped upon the
innocent object of our malevolence; a fact too well established by sad and
uniform experience to admit of appearing in a questionable shape, however
mortifying the truth thereof may prove to the honour of humanity.
One
agreeable circumstance was sure to accrue, at any rate, from the very
unlooked-for arrival of Jenny: she would now have a charming opportunity of
enquiring after the dear mistress of the Hermitage; and perhaps learn
something, likewise, of the unfortunate Maria Campbell; though on every thing
relative to that subject, the utmost caution was requisite with a character of
Jenny’s description. The idea of a letter from Mrs. Bertram next succeeded: of
this she thought herself perfectly assured; and wondering Jenny had not
delivered it on discovering she was the guest of Mrs. Mortimer, Stella became
extremely impatient for the appearance of the housemaid, in order to make the
necessary enquiries on this interesting topic.
While
thus eager to realize the pleasing day-dream she had indulged with all the
enthusiasm of warm and youthful expectation, the whole fabric was most
disagreeably overturned by the occurrence of a circumstance she had recently
endeavoured to persuade herself could not possibly take place at this juncture.
The
door of her chamber was suddenly thrown open by the identical person who was
supposed to possess the power of gratifying her wish for domestic intelligence;
and in the following instant Mrs. St. Vincent, the formidable Mrs. St. Vincent
herself, appeared at the entrance.
The
flush of hope, of pleasure and expectation, which had coloured the late pallid
cheek of Stella, fled with the rapidity of lightening, and she shrunk
intuitively from the bold, unfeeling gaze of her very unwelcome visitor; while
the latter advanced further into the room, with an expression of increasing
malevolence on her countenance, which indicated insult and mortification to the
terrified and trembling object of her constant, but unmerited aversion.
“You
will now, Madam, no doubt, believe the evidence of your own eyes,” said the
Abigail, with a pert toss of her head.
“Wonderful!
most wonderful!” cried her mistress, in a voice scarcely articulate with rage
and every bad passion that agitates the human bosom: “this I could not have
credited unassisted by the aid of occular conviction.
But pray, Madam,” she continued, “was not your former attempt to seduce the
brother’s affections sufficiently atrocious, without evincing an intention to
persevere in a design so abominable, by thus practising on the credulity of his
sister, and daringly establishing yourself in her family? But, no doubt, my
wise mother’s candid, immaculate Miss Bertram would generously acquaint her
hostess with the sum total of her adventures in Galloway; and should the
authenticity of the confession appear dubious, why Captain Montague, we all
know, can easily certify your claims to veracity, by producing a living proof
in confirmation of what you may chuse to advance on the subject. Infamous girl!
your impudence can only be equalled by your artful contrivances; and both, I
firmly believe, are unparalleled in the annals of the unprincipled sisterhood
to which you belong!”
Mrs.
St. Vincent had now completely run herself out of breath; a circumstance to
which the pause that succeeded seemed solely attributable; for to any humane or
considerate motive, those best acquainted with the general tenour
of her character will not ascribe it. The thing itself, however, proved of
little consequence in the present posture of affairs; for Stella, who at first
was struck dumb with astonishment and a total incapacity to comprehend the
meaning of what she heard, became afterwards so perfectly overcome with horror
and a faintness that seized her whole frame, that long ere the conclusion of
the harangue, the sound of the speaker’s voice had ceased to reach her, or her
presence to inspire either terror or indignation.
Nevertheless,
Mrs. St. Vincent was so absorbed by the spirit of unappeasable revenge, that
she noticed not the groan uttered by her victim, nor heeded the motionless form
of the helpless being who, with her head sunk upon her bosom, lay stretched,
without sense or recollection, on the sofa that received her when her trembling
limbs refused their supporting aid, and placed her in this humble and
death-like situation before the eyes of her mean and vindictive oppressor.
Jenny,
however, began to fear the joke had been carried a little too far; and the
housemaid happening to pass the door when this idea first occurred, she hastily
summoned her to the assistance of the invalid, and entreated her mistress to
leave the room.
While
this short conversation passed between the Abigail and her worthy mistress, the
housemaid, who had now raised the head of our heroine, suddenly exclaimed—
“Oh
my God, she is gone!—the best young lady in the world is surely dead!”
“The
best young lady in the world!” repeated Mrs. St. Vincent, in an accent
expressive of the most hardened and unfeeling disposition, accompanied by an
air of ineffable contempt:—“perhaps so. But either the best young lady in the world quits this house
immediately, or I am no longer an inhabitant of it!”
Having
pronounced this with uncommon energy, the furious Mrs. St. Vincent indignantly
retired, followed by her equally respectable attendant; who, nevertheless, had
the sense to prevent her mistress from appearing below stairs till the first
effervescence of passion had in some measure subsided.
CHAP.
XXIII.
“The
stroke of Heaven I can bear; but injuries from man
are
not so easily supported.”
FARQUHAR.
TERRIFIED by finding all her efforts unavailing
for the restoration of Stella, the housemaid at length rung the bell for
additional assistance; and the consternation produced by the discovery of our
heroine’s situation soon became general.
Several
ineffectual remedies were successively applied; but the condition of the
patient remained nearly unaltered; and she continued apparently unconscious of
every exertion in her favour.
Mrs.
Mortimer, extremely alarmed and agitated beyond measure, determined not to quit
the lifeless form of her favourite till the medical aid already sent for
arrived. Having come to this resolution, she dispatched one of the domestics to
Mrs. St. Vincent with an account of the disastrous condition of Stella,
accompanied by a request to excuse her absence from the breakfast-table,
whither she entreated her to repair without ceremony, and act as mistress of
the repast, till she herself was again able to rejoin her, and resume her
place.
“Indeed!”
cried Mrs. St. Vincent, with a disdainful motion of her head as the speaker
concluded his message;—“upon my word, very extraordinary usage it must be
confessed! Things are really come to a pretty pass, when the daughter of Mr.
Ross is only to be considered as a secondary object to a low-born country
girl—to Stella Bertram of the Hermitage! Tell your mistress, friend, I am
infinitely indebted to her for so great an instance of attention; but at
present I do not chuse to avail myself of her politeness: I am not disposed for
any breakfast at this juncture.——You are answered, Sir, and may therefore
return to her who sent you.”
The
man, however, did not return as commanded; but, not being able to comprehend
the substance of what he heard, remained stationary, in evident expectation of
something less inexplicable, and more resembling the commonplace messages with
which he had hitherto been usually entrusted.
Mrs.
St. Vincent was not in a humour to be trifled with: she repeated her orders for
his absence, accompanied by a look well calculated to enforce immediate
obedience; and the servant, with a countenance expressive of dissatisfaction
and astonishment, instantly quitted the room. Mrs. Mortimer seemed equally at a
loss with the footman to comprehend the unintelligible message he attempted to
deliver; for it was merely an attempt, and so cruelly mangled into the bargain,
that even Mrs. St. Vincent herself would have found some difficulty to
recollect her own arrangement of it, had she been present at the time.
Nevertheless,
concluding that the circumstance was produced by some blunder or misapprehension
of the servant, and not doubting but her request to Mrs. St. Vincent had been
better understood, Mrs. Mortimer, chiefly occupied by her extreme anxiety for
the recovery of Stella, soon gave herself no further concern on the occasion,
but strove to accomplish this desirable event with a degree of solicitude
highly honourable to her feelings and character.
After
a considerable space had elapsed, our heroine at length opened her eyes, and
gazing around her, with a languid, yet terrified look, finally rested them on
the anxious face of her friendly hostess; then suddenly clasping her arms round
the neck of the latter as she raised her head from that lady’s shoulder, a
violent burst of tears succeeded, from which much apparent relief was presently
obtained. But though the faint murmurs and half-pronounced sentences that
escaped her were yet too unconnected to be easily comprehended, the sound of
her restored voice was speedily heard by the attentive Jenny, who had secretly
stationed herself so as to observe all their motions; and no sooner were her
fears dissipated by this circumstance (for Jenny and her mistress began to be a
little alarmed respecting their share in the foregoing part of the transaction,
as the consequences became more and more serious), than she hastened to her
employer, and related the happy turn the business had now taken.
Relieved
by this intelligence from apprehensions she now felt ashamed to encourage, all
the late suppressed, but not yet subdued, evil propensities of her mind, once
more returned with renovated force, from the galling reflection of Mrs.
Mortimer’s neglect, for which no adequate atonement had hitherto been offered;
nor any further notice taken of her motions than if she had not been in the
same house with the mistress of it.
Propelled
by these irritating recollections, so hostile to the feelings of wounded pride
and self-consideration, she listened to the information of her maid with a
degree of inexpressible rancour, which increased on every given instance of Mrs.
Mortimer’s affectionate attention to Stella. At length she suddenly started
from her seat, and, determined to be an eye-witness of what Jenny related with
the most provoking aggravations, proceeded to the chamber of the invalid.
Mrs.
Mortimer supposing she came from a humane motive, paid her some compliments
under that idea; and was proceeding to speak on the subject which had caused
her so great an alarm, when the impatient interruptions of her auditor, and the
manner in which she expressed herself on the occasion, produced an explanation
of her real sentiments, that proved by no means agreeable to the former, who,
though she knew enough of her visitor’s character and disposition to be
perfectly convinced neither of them were of the most amiable description, yet
could not have believed them so extremely the reverse, unless such an instance
as the present had occurred to ascertain the fact.
Mrs.
Mortimer, though uncommonly good tempered and gentle in her manners, was yet by
no means weakly so; and on occasions where it appeared proper to exert herself,
possessed sufficient spirit to resent premeditated insult, or ill-timed
officiousness: rightly judging, therefore, if any case could authorize her to
shew her sense of another person’s improper conduct under her own roof, she was
now certainly placed in that predicament:—a tolerable warm altercation ensued,
which, though carried on with the semblance of politeness on one side, was
conducted with so much violence and even scurrility on the other, that an open
rupture seemed the probable, and indeed unavoidable consequence resulting from
the whole.
In
the course of this unpleasant fracas,
during which she heard herself openly accused of the most degrading and
atrocious propensities with which a vindictive, jealous woman could possibly
charge her greatest enemy, our poor terrified heroine found means to steal from
the apartment; but unable, in the present trembling agitation of her frame, to
proceed to a more distant situation, she was forced to take shelter in the
dressing-room; where, throwing herself into the first chair that offered, a
violent burst of tears came to her relief, and soon proved of infinite service
in removing a considerable part of the load that oppressed her overcharged
bosom.
She
had not remained here above half an hour before a voice she could not
immediately recollect, accosted her.
“My
dear Miss Bertram,” said the stranger, “I grieve to see you thus; and still
more to reflect that your sufferings originate in the unhappy temper of a person
with whom our family happens to be so nearly connected: but, believe me, in our
opinion you stand fully acquitted of the charge brought against you; and both
Mrs. Mortimer and myself will ever be found ready to do you any service in our
power to accomplish.”
Stella
was at first too much engrossed by the melancholy nature of her present
reflections to pay attention to exterior objects, or to think of immediately
uncovering her face, bathed in tears, to the observation of the speaker. At
length, overcome by the friendly importunity of the latter, she raised her
head, to acknowledge the sense entertained of her goodness at a juncture so
trying and painful; and her eyes rested upon features certainly not unknown to
her, though unable to recollect the friendly stranger’s name in the present
state of her spirits.
This
inability was too strongly portrayed on her expressive countenance not to be
quickly understood by her visitor; who taking her hand, and regarding her with
a look of ineffable benignity, tenderly enquired if she had so totally
forgotten Louisa St. Vincent as not to recognise her in the person of her
present companion.
Stella
started—her throbbing heart beat quicker at the question; and while she
apologized for her inattention on the score of sickness and distress of mind,
requested to learn what happy circumstance had procured her the honour of her
presence at a period so critical and embarrassing.
“I
came to meet Mrs. St. Vincent at my sister Mortimer’s,” replied Louisa.
“Your
sister Mortimer’s!” repeated Stella, with increasing astonishment: “is my ever
amiable and kind Mrs. Mortimer your sister, Madam?”
“Surely,
my dear Miss Bertram, you cannot remain ignorant of that circumstance after
being so long under her roof.”
“Indeed
but I am ignorant of it, Madam; and my want of information on the subject will
not appear so extraordinary when it is recollected that, from the nature of my
first acquaintance with the dear lady, she would probably suppose her connexion
with Mr. Ross’s family previously known to me, and therefore judge it
unnecessary to mention it. It is, nevertheless, true she occasionally spoke of
a favourite brother, to whom she appeared particularly attached; but the topic
seemed ever accompanied with some distressing remembrance, and therefore it was
never prolonged by superfluous questions on my part: besides, I have hitherto
been too greatly indisposed to converse much on any occasion whatever, even had
my spirits proved more equal to the task of exertion than they really were. But,”
continued she, bursting into a fresh flood of tears, “ill health and mental
distress are only comparative evils, I find, when brought in competition with
unmerited disgrace—they vanish into nothing.”
The
voice of Stella here became inarticulate, and Louisa’s too much interrupted by
her feelings to administer consolation, where it was evidently so much wanted.
In a few minutes, however, the latter again addressed herself in the soothing
terms of friendly compassion to our heroine; who, somewhat tranquillized and
reassured by the tender sympathy of so kind a comforter, endeavoured to shew
her gratitude by the subsequent restraint she put upon the violence of those
sorrows that filled her agitated bosom.
CHAP.
XXIV.
“Regretter ceux qu’on aime est
un bien en comparison
de
vivre avec ceux qu’on hait.’
ROCHEFAUCAULT.
ALTHOUGH the sound of voices in altercation no
longer issued from the adjoining room, yet the smallest noise in the house made
Stella still tremble, and the colour of her cheeks undergo an immediate change;
for she feared her cruel and implacable enemy would again appear before her,
and again use her influence to render her contemptible in the eyes of
strangers. At length, flattering herself there was nothing more at present to
apprehend on that subject, she ventured to enquire after her tormenter,
secretly wishing, yet hardly daring to hope that she had left Town, or at least
was no longer an inhabitant under the hospitable roof of Mrs. Mortimer.
“The
friendly interposition of Mrs. Arabin has effected a
sort of reconciliation between my sister and Mrs. St. Vincent,” replied Louisa,
faintly smiling, and endeavouring to suppress a sigh which heaved her bosom as
she spoke; “but, from my knowledge of their characters, I much doubt whether it
will be very lasting.”
“Mrs.
Arabin, Madam—is she too in England?” asked our
heroine.
“Yes,
my dear,” said Louisa. “It was through her means my unfortunate brother’s wife
came at this juncture to the south. Mrs. Arabin has
had a considerable fortune lately bequeathed her by a distant relation, which
rendered her presence absolutely necessary here; and Mrs. St. Vincent was
seized with the whim of accompanying her. No person, you probably know, has so
much to say with Mrs. St. Vincent as that lady; and, convinced she could not be
with a more worthy woman, her husband readily consented to her absence, on
condition she should spend a few days with Mrs. Ross in Devonshire. To this
proviso she agreed; and I was desired to meet them at a gentleman’s house about
half way to Town: from thence we proceeded to Bellefield;
for on receiving information of Maria’s death, Mrs. Arabin
wished to visit her poor afflicted mother as speedily as possible; and the
situation of her own affairs fortunately permitted her to put this design in
execution without any detriment to them, or inconvenience to herself. We
arrived in London late last night; and this house not being sufficiently large
to accommodate more than Mrs. Arabin and her
companion, I removed to a friend’s in the next street, with whom I have long
been particularly intimate.”
“But,
my dear Madam,” interrupted Stella, with much eagerness, “tell me, I beseech
you, how did you leave the family in Devonshire?—Poor Mrs. Ross—”
“Is
in deep affliction,” returned Miss St. Vincent; “but, nevertheless, calmly
resigned to the irresistible dispensations of Heaven. Yet, were I to hazard an
opinion on the nature of her feelings, I should be apt to imagine she suffers
not less on account of the living than the dead: her eldest daughter’s conduct
was not exactly what either Mrs. Arabin or I could
have wished while at Bellefield; her heart, indeed,
seems totally callous to every sensation of filial duty. She declined to remain
behind, though we strongly urged the propriety of such a measure at that time,
arising from our domestic distress; but we urged in vain. Alas, my ill-starred
brother! how terribly different is the character and disposition of this
unhappy woman to yours!—Ah, why, why was so great a sacrifice demanded!—Would
to God—but—”
Here
the feelings of Louisa became too acute for utterance; and a pause ensued,
which neither seemed disposed for some time to interrupt.
At
length it was broken by our heroine; who, in a faltering, tremulous voice,
enquired if the ladies were below stairs.
“No,”
replied Louisa, wiping the tears from her eyes as she spoke. “Mrs. St. Vincent,
ever occupied by personal considerations, recollected she had some articles of
fashionable mourning to purchase, and condescended to request my sister’s
company on the occasion. As Mrs. Arabin happened to
be otherwise engaged, and could not attend her, Catherine, though still
extremely dissatisfied with her late behaviour, would not again irritate her by
a refusal. They will not probably return for some time. Meanwhile you are left
in my charge: and as Mrs. Mortimer gave me a thousand injunctions on the score
of attention, I must now take upon me to order my patient to bed; for indeed,
my dear Miss Bertram, that appears the most proper place for you at present, as
you seem completely exhausted by the preceding cruel events of this morning.”
This
was really true, for Stella could scarcely support herself during the greater
part of the conversation; and the exertions she had used, originating more in
terror and apprehension than any other source, now subsiding, left her proportionably weak, as they had previously been too great
for her yet precarious state of health. Two questions, however, still remained
to be asked.—Did Mrs. St. Vincent purpose residing constantly with Mr. and Mrs.
Mortimer while in Town? and what stay might she be supposed to intend making?
Neither
of these enquiries could be answered with any degree of certainty, Louisa
replied: the former depended on particular circumstances; though she talked of
staying with Catharine when she left her husband, yet her temper and
disposition were both so variable, it was impossible to reckon on what
succeeding contingencies might produce; and the same assertion held good in
regard to the time allotted for her continuance in Town. “But, my dear girl,
more of this hereafter; I prohibit any further discourse at present. Hasten to
obey the directions of your female physician; and, if practicable, endeavour to
procure some repose.”
Stella,
snatching the hand of her kind adviser, pressed it silently to her lips; and,
assisted by the maid who usually attended her, retired to obey her friendly
injunctions.
But
though thus considerately prohibited from speaking on the topic nearest her
mind, thought, busy thought, was not to be so easily repressed; and in the
course of her solitary meditations, the idea more than once occurred of
returning immediately to Bellefield. To remain where
she was appeared now incompatible with the happiness and comfort either of
herself or others: and what right had she to intrude on the peace of those very
friends to whom she stood indebted for so many good offices since the period of
her final separation from poor Maria?—Was she predestined to make every member
of Major St. Vincent’s family equally unhappy with himself?”
The
nature of this last reflection proved too bitter not to produce the most acute
feelings; and for some time Stella wept, like a child, over the sad conviction
of her untoward fate. One step, and one alone, remained to be taken; and she
wondered that she had not thought of it even in the midst of her greatest
agitation.—Yes, she would set out immediately for Devonshire:—it was her
intention, at any rate, to have done so in a few days at the furthest; and, by
Emma’s last letter, it appeared plain she was impatiently expected at Bellefield. To meet the dreaded Mrs. St. Vincent a second
time could not be thought of with any degree of composure: under the roof of
her mother she ran little chance of encountering so unpleasant an accident; for
there Mrs. St. Vincent was less likely to come again in haste, than to any
other quarter of the country.
Stella
now soon arranged her plans for the accomplishment of a speedy retreat; and her
mind, relieved by the prospect of a circumstance at present so desirable,
became more and more tranquillized. She fell at length into a profound slumber;
from which she awoke two hours after, with renovated strength, refreshed alike
in her mental and corporeal faculties, and fully determined on the earliest
opportunity to put her scheme into execution.
The
first object that met her view on drawing aside the bed curtains, was Mrs.
Mortimer; to whom she communicated her intention instantly to depart; but that
lady, no less tenacious of her right to free agency than the imperious Mrs. St.
Vincent, warmly protested against such an undertaking in the present delicate
state of her health. Stella, however, continued firm in her notion of the
propriety of the measure; and Mrs. Arabin, who
happened to be in search of Mrs. Mortimer, led by the sound of her voice, now
joined them, and reinforced the arguments of our heroine with additional ones
of her own. These proved so replete with good sense and rational conviction,
that their kind hostess, though with much apparent reluctance, at last
acquiesced: on condition, however, that Stella relinquished the design of
commencing her journey till the following day; which, on being permitted to
remain quietly in her own apartment, was reluctantly agreed to.
Mrs.
St. Vincent, fortunately, spent the day abroad; and, as “night was at odds with
morning” before her return took place, the two sisters passed most of the
intervening time with our heroine; for Mrs. Arabin
was engaged in looking over some papers relative to her own affairs; and Mr.
Mortimer happened to be absent on a visit to a friend in Wales.
The
kindness and friendship evinced by these two amiable women for Stella, was such
as to affect her in the most sensible manner; and when the hour of separation
arrived, she felt the pang of a final adieu scarcely less acute than that
experienced on parting with her beloved Mrs. Bertram.
END
OF VOL. III.
LANE,
MINERVA-PRESS, LEADENHALL-STREET.