STELLA OF THE NORTH.
A NOVEL.
LANE, MINERVA-PRESS. LEADENHALL-STREET.
STELLA OF THE NORTH,
OR THE
FOUNDLING OF THE SHIP.
A NOVEL.
IN FOUR VOLUMES.
BY
THE AUTHOR OF ADELAIDE DE NARBONNE,
&c.
“Virtue can itself advance
“To what the fav’rite fools
of chance
“By fortune seem’d design’d;
“Virtue can gain the odds of fate,
“And from itself shake off the weight
“Upon th’ unworthy mind.”
PARNELL.
VOL. I.
LONDON:
PRINTED AT THE
Minerva-Press,
FOR LANE AND NEWMAN,
LEADENHALL-STREET.
1802.
OF THE
N O R
T H.
CHAP. I.
“Darker scenes obtrude
“Than Fancy fashions in her wildest mood.”
PLEASURES OF HOPE.
ABOUT ten o’clock one
night in October, 17—, a loud knocking was heard at the door of an inn situated
in the most retired quarter of the small town of Port Patrick, in North
Britain.
The landlord, who acted in the
double capacity of host and waiter, had, for some time previous to this period,
discerned a vessel attempting to reach the shore, in spite of the wind, which
happened to prove unfavourable, and greatly retarded its progress. Conceiving
the crew had at length accomplished their landing, and flattering himself with
the prospect of benefiting by their arrival, he started from the recumbent
posture in which he lay reclined on a bench before a well-replenished turf
fire, and, hastily stirring it to a brighter blaze, flew to admit the welcome
visitors.
The first object that met his view
was a tall, military-looking figure, in a blue coat, with a red collar; the
latter stood high, and concealed the lower part of his face, while a large hat
was so placed as to effect the same purpose above. After casting a cursory
glance round the kitchen, he returned to the door, and presently re-entering,
was followed by two sailors, bearing an armed-chair. In this homely conveyance
sat a female, her head resting against the back of it; her attitude bespoke the
last stage of sickness and debility; but her form and features were entirely
excluded from observation by the immense quantity of covering in which she
seemed enveloped. A woman, apparently past the meridian of life, assisted to
support her; and a third sailor carried a travelling trunk on his head, which
having deposited on an old-fashioned oaken table near the window, he called to
his companions to take time by the fore-lock, and hasten back to the vessel,
lest Master Borus
chopped round again before they reached her; adding, with a significant nod,
that wind and tide were not to be detained by a can of grog.
Saying this, he pocketed a shilling
thrown him by the gentleman, tossed off a glass of spirits, and snatching up
his hat, hurried from the house. After being rewarded for their trouble, the
other two men followed his example, swearing, as they shook the landlord heartily
by the hand, that he knew the right proportion of whiskey and water better than
any man on the coast of Scotland.
Meanwhile the wife and daughter of mine host,
having been previously roused from their first slumber, were bustling about to
prepare a chamber for the reception of the invalid, upon whom her female
attendant seemed exclusively to bestow her whole care. Some proper restorative
cordials, said to be peculiarly beneficial in all cases of extreme
sea-sickness, were powerfully recommended: these the domestic promised to
administer when her mistress was in bed, but declined offering them before that
period. Having at length accomplished this point, she declared her intention of
watching by the lady through the night, lest the effects of the voyage should
again require assistance. The rest of the family therefore retired, and the
gentleman was conducted immediately to his apartment.
About an hour had now elapsed from
the time of their arrival, and a second was rapidly advancing to its close, when
a kind of suppressed noise issued apparently from the chamber of the invalid,
and shortly after a door was heard to open softly. The sound of steps
cautiously moving overhead succeeded, and in a few minutes more some person
seemed descending the staircase. As no bell had hitherto rung, the landlord’s
daughter, who happened to be the only person awake, did not deem it necessary
to quit a warm bed uncalled for; but a gentle tap at her door soon brought her
to the threshold, from which she started back, on perceiving the stranger with
a candle in his hand. Apprehensions, however, of a personal nature quickly
subsided, upon learning that the lady was again extremely ill; and as it was
become necessary to have medical advice, he requested that one of the faculty
might be instantly summoned.
The girl awakened her parents with
this intelligence; and the landlady, who had frequently on their arrival,
regretted the absence of the principal doctor in the neighbourhood, then on
professional business in a distant quarter of the country, hastened to the
invalid’s room, reminding the gentleman, as she ascended the staircase, of
having already acquainted him with this unlucky circumstance. He listened,
however, to her loquacity without evincing any particular degree of disappointment
on the subject of it, and only desired her husband would endeavour to remedy
the want by procuring any other decent practitioner within his reach.
A messenger was consequently
dispatched on this errand, though the chief part of the operator’s intended
work happened to be performed by dame Nature just as the hostess entered the
apartment; where she found the lady delivered of a dead child, to the visible
astonishment of both her male and female companion, who, incredible as it may
seem, declared such an event was totally unexpected by either of them.
This asseveration was not considered
by the landlady in a light favourable to the veracity of the speakers; and
suspicious of something wrong, from the preceding silence observed on the real
situation of the woman in the straw, she felt inclined to give vent to her
sentiments with a freedom of manner not quite acceptable to her hearers, who
she over and over again protested could not but have known the true state of
the case, and therefore must be looked up to as answerable for the consequence,
should any thing happen of an alarming description, all of which could easily
have been guarded against, had she been properly consulted on the occasion; a
midwife, she said, residing at no great distance, whose skill she could aver,
from experience, to equal, if not surpass,
that possessed by the first man practitioner in the kingdom.
A stern look of displeasure from the gentleman
interrupted the remainder of this harangue; but the pause was but momentary—for
the surgeon had no sooner made his appearance, and pronounced his patient in
danger, than the subject was resumed by the loquacious hostess, who would not
have been suffered to continue in the room, had not necessity rendered her
presence indispensible. At length it was deemed
possible to dismiss her, and she was commanded to retire, though not before the
doctor was made acquainted with the supposed ignorance of the strangers
relative to what had come to pass.
This piece of information certainly
surprised the son of Esculapius almost as much as it
had done herself; and the start of astonishment that succeeded, sufficiently
shewed his incredulity equalled her own on the occasion.
What passed through his mind was not
unmarked by the gentleman; and, though half shrinking from the steady gaze of
the surgeon, he repeated his former asseveration (which the female attendant
corroborated), in such impressive terms, that his auditor’s doubts were
considerably staggered, and he knew not what judgment to form on the probable
or improbable nature of their intelligence.
Meanwhile the mistress of the house,
who, in the language of the turf, had frequently been taken in by less
suspicious-looking guests, summoned her husband to a private consultation on
the pro and con merits
of the case. A death—a funeral—its attendant expences,
were all before her mental vision; it was not that she cared much about the two
first articles, provided the last was properly arranged.—No! Mrs. Martin could
have witnessed half the extirpation of the human race with all the indifference
of a modern philosopher of the Gallic school, if she herself only escaped with
part of their spoils: but the longer she reflected on what the strangers had
avowed, on the air of mystery that surrounded them, and a certain something
that, without being able to define, left an impression on the mind inimical to
a favourable idea of their principles, the more was she convinced of the risk
to be encountered in proportion as the length of their bill increased, without
obtaining some security against the chances that might ensue either in the
event of prolonged existence or immediate death. Some casual incidents had
already occurred to shew that their departure from the Irish coast had been
suddenly undertaken. The very small portion of luggage with which they were
provided, likewise increased this good woman’s fears; as, in her judgment, it
not only bespoke scanty finances, but likewise precluded every hope of
indemnification by other means, should pecuniary deficiences
render the detention of their trunk a necessary measure.
Having duly scanned over all these
circumstances, she proceeded to enumerate the incalculable losses sustained on
similar occasions by the easy temper of a husband who, but for her
interposition, would speedily ruin both his poor wife and child, by that
eternal and nonsensical propensity to assist others at the expence
of his own interest.
Martin, who was really a worthy
fellow, had been too long and too well accustomed to what is vulgarly styled
petticoat government, to think of contesting the matter with a woman of so
selfish a disposition; he, therefore, usually let her talk on without
interruption, and not venturing to increase the evil by open opposition,
generally contrived to practise in private, what he dared not speak when
humanity called upon his exertions in its favour.
The result of this consultation was, therefore, to clear the house of
its present guests without delay. Should the lady’s death be the consequence of
this hasty measure, those
to whom she belonged must look to that; as for any thing else, every one had a
right to take care of themselves. This, Mrs. Martin said, was the essence of
her breed, and according to its dictates she would live and die.
Her husband swallowed a gill of rum
and water in silence, and tacitly acquiesced in her sentiments, though resolved
to counteract them, if they militated too much against the feelings of his own
honest heart when put in execution.
CHAP. II.
“We know not what we fear,
“Each way, and move.”
SHAKESPEARE.
DETERMINED to
commence her operations with caution, lest the supposed adventurers should
prove quality in disguise, and the biter be bit, a circumstance which had more
than once occurred before the present juncture, Mrs. Martin watched for the
surgeon’s departure from the chamber of his patient, and beset him with a
torrent of questions relative to her and her companions. These, however, he
prudently contrived to evade as much as possible; and where that could not be
easily accomplished, the answers she received were so vague and laconic that
they rather served to heighten her fears than otherwise.
More than ever alarmed for the
future, she resolved at once to conclude the matter according to that mode of
proceeding most likely, in her opinion, to prove decisive.
Assuming an air of penitential
humility (for Mrs. Martin was an actress in her way), she repaired to the
gentleman’s door, and softly tapping at it, requested to speak with him.
No reply was obtained to this
entreaty. The door stood a jar: she looked in, and perceived the room was
empty!
“Humph!” said Mrs. Martin,
emphatically to herself—“still with the doctor’s patient—and yet I do not
recollect that they addressed each other as husband and wife! Curious enough,
faith!—But I’ll be at the bottom of it, else my name’s not Janet Martin, of
Port Patrick.”
So saying, she stepped on to the
next apartment; when having performed a similar ceremony, the door was gently
unlocked, and the female attendant, holding it half open, desired to know her
business.
In a voice of fawning servility, she
begged leave to enquire if his Honour was in the chamber.
The woman returned an evasive
answer.
The question was repeated in other
words to the same tune; and the reply proved still unsatisfactory.
Mrs. Martin was not however to be
thus got rid of; her passion, never governable, except where interest was
obviously in view, began to spurn at restraint: she gave way to the impulse,
and suddenly pushing past the servant, rushed into the room. The gentleman
stepped from the opposite side of the bed, and sternly demanded the cause of
her intrusion.
Mrs. Martin, who prided herself upon being able to see
as far into a millstone as most of her neighbours, conceiving she had now
discovered rather more than was meant to meet the eye, was preparing to open
upon the subject of her remarks in no very pleasant manner, when she was again
ordered to explain herself, or retire immediately.
There was something in the manner of
pronouncing these words that instantly stopped the flood-gates of the
landlady’s intended eloquence. She shrunk from that commanding look of
conscious superiority so visible in the gentleman’s whole deportment, and,
fixing her eyes on the floor, remained silent, while her changing colour bore
witness to the internal struggle of contending passions which agitated her
bosom.
“Leave the room, woman—we want you
not!” repeated the object of her terror. He turned to the fireside as he spoke.
Mrs. Martin had not yet accomplished
the end of her visit, and to retire as she came, was doing nothing towards the
gratification of a curiosity that now reigned more paramount than ever in her
mind; she therefore judged it requisite to squeeze out a few tears, and when
the convenient sobs that accompanied them permitted her to articulate,
proceeded, with all due humility, to acknowledge her offence, deprecate his
wrath, and bespeak his attention on a subject, in which he and his family were
alone interested.
The gentleman suddenly raised his
head from the chimney-piece against which it reclined, and regarding her with a
perturbed air, ordered her to proceed.
The lady groaned, while her female
attendant advanced to the bed, and whispered her in a low, but tremulous voice.
A few minutes seemed to restore
every thing to its former state, on discovering the nature of Mrs. Martin’s
communication, which was merely to recommend a sick nurse for the invalid, lest
she who at present acted in that capacity should be too much injured by
continual attendance to perform the office during the necessary period of her
mistress’s confinement.
Apparently relieved by this
explanation, though provoked at the secret alarm it had produced, a civil, but
peremptory negative was given to the proposition: her own services, which had
likewise been artfully proffered, were declined in a similar manner: and at
length, finding her company no longer desired, she sullenly withdrew.
The acceptation or rejection of a
sick nurse was the criterion by which Mrs. Martin proposed to judge of the
“means, or no means” from whence her chance of future advantages were likely to
accrue; for, in her calculation of probabilities, it seemed clear as two and
two make four, that no person of the least fortune or consequence, could
possibly do without that necessary appendage to indisposition in such a
predicament. The matter was therefore speedily settled agreeable to her usual
mode of conclusions on all occasions of the same description; and she retired
once more to the councils of her pillow, in order to procure an hour’s rest, or
in failure of that event, to con over the best method of conducting the
meditated attack.
In consequence of this
determination, a prodigious bustle was heard below on the following morning;
the whole house indeed seemed in an uproar, and apprehensive lest the noise
should incommode the invalid, the gentleman, who it appeared had spent the
remainder of the night in her room, rung to demand an explanation.
The landlord’s daughter answered the
summons at the expiration of a few minutes, and informed him, after some
hesitation, that a family of rank was expected in the course of the day, who
meant to sleep in the inn, and embark for Ireland early next morning; that the
noise he complained of was occasioned by preparations for their reception, and
as their retinue was numerous, her mother feared it would not be possible to
accommodate his Honour and the sick lady at the same time, the apartments now
occupied by each of them being exactly those which would be required for the
expected guests; and indeed all the rooms in the house were scarcely sufficient
for the purpose; but his Lordship had long been a good customer, and paid like
a Prince, therefore he must not be disappointed, or put to any inconveniency
whatever.
“I beg pardon, Sir—your honour seems
displeased; but I only obey my mother,” added the girl, in apparent confusion,
“and her commands none of the family dare dispute.”
“D—n your mother!” said the
gentleman, in a voice that made the poor girl tremble; then, after a short
pause, he desired to see her immediately.
Mrs. Martin soon made her
appearance, and pouring forth a thousand apologies for the message she was
under the necessity of sending by her daughter, requested to know his Honour’s
pleasure.
His Honour’s pleasure
was to continue in his present lodgings till the lady could be removed with
safety.
Mrs. Martin was extremely sorry to
say that intention could not be complied with at this juncture.
The gentleman seemed peremptory.
The landlady no less so. Her voice
began to swell into a higher key. The lady was disturbed: her nurse intreated the disputants to speak lower. Mrs. Martin heeded
not the request, and the gentleman again ordered her from his presence, in a
manner that admitted not of further hesitation. Extremely provoked, she
flounced round in a fury of passion, and brushing past a table that stood in
her way, accidentally threw down a pocket-book, with some other articles that
lay near it. The former burst open in the fall, and her eyes were instantly rivetted on the contents. Mrs. Martin’s countenance
underwent an instantaneous change, as she stooped to pick up a large parcel of
Bank notes!
A total alteration of measures
speedily succeeded, and the opposition party were now readily permitted to
retain their present station.
This concession, however, was not
made with more fawning servility on the one side, than received by the other
with an air of conscious superiority and contempt. The stranger accepted it
rather as a thing of necessity than choice; and determined to quit the unhospitable roof when the convalescent state of his fair
companion rendered such a measure no longer dangerous, he dismissed the now
obsequious landlady, with the mortifying declaration of his intentions.
The recent bustle speedily ceased on
her re-appearance below stairs; order once more arose out of choas, and the late expected noble travellers were either
contented to take up their quarters elsewhere, or, what is still more probable,
the whole story was merely a fabrication of Mrs. Martin’s fruitful imagination,
to serve a temporary purpose, for not another syllable transpired respecting
their motions.
The lady’s maid, having left the
sick room, for a little fresh air in the evening, was met by the mistress of
the house, and pressingly invited to take a seat at the family tea-table.
Unable to resist her overpowering
kindness, and recollecting she had yet a few minutes to spare before her
presence might become necessary, the woman complied; and after some preliminary
discourse, in Mrs. Martin’s usual roundabout manner, when curiosity set her
brains at work for its gratification, the following question-and-answer
conversation was bandied between her and her guest.
Landlady.— “By
the by, I beg pardon, but I think I heard your lady call you.—Bless my heart!
this memory of mine is not worth a farthing—see, if I have not forgot your name
already!”
“My name is Norris, Madam, at your
service.”
Landlady.— “Oh,
ay! now I recollect—yes, it was just so. And your master’s too?—if my memory
does not deceive me a second time, you addressed him this morning by the title
of Major; but though he may be a military man, I presume that is not his only
appellation.”
Mrs. Norris bowed, but spoke not.
The inquisitive hostess repeated her
question.
Mrs. Norris sipped her tea faster:
some of it went down the wrong way, and she was seized with a violent fit of
coughing.
In the confusion occasioned by this
incident, Mrs. Martin seemed to have forgotten the preceding interrogatory, for
she renewed her battery, by supposing the lady and gentleman were man and wife.
Mrs. Norris coloured, bowed as
before, and took another fit of coughing.
“And so,” resumed the landlady,
after a temporary pause—“and so you say they are man and wife? I was sure from
the first that was the case; for, says I, after what I saw, says I— ‘Who shall
presume to—”
“I know not what you saw, Madam,”
replied Mrs. Norris, in some confusion, “but I’m sure I never spoke on the
subject; nor can you say I did, with truth: I beg therefore to set you right on
that head, in order to prevent future mistakes relative to this evening’s
conversation.—But my Lady’s bell rings—I must hasten to her chamber.”
So saying, Mrs. Norris abruptly
quitted the tea-table, and left her entertainer completely puzzled to
comprehend the meaning of her words.
Provoked, on reflection, to find
herself so adroitly baulked of intelligence on which she had reckoned with
undoubted certainty, Mrs. Martin’s temper was beginning again to overleap the
late prudent boundaries assigned it, when the pocketbook, and all its precious
furniture, rose to mental view; and gulping down a large cup of tea, to lay the
evil spirit, she succeeded in confining its ebullitions to the domestic circle
then present, which merely consisting of her husband and daughter, they
listened in respectful silence, till the whispered surmises of a censorious
mind were suddenly interrupted by a summons from a newly-arrived guest.
It was on a Monday night when the
Major (as we shall now style him), landed with his family at Port Patrick.
Early on the morning of the following Wednesday he walked out in quest of
private lodgings; which having procured at some distance from the town, the
lady, himself, and their domestic took possession of them in the evening of the
succeeding day, in spite of the rhetoric exerted by their disappointed hostess,
to retain them in her own mansion.
During the period of their short
residence in the latter abode, the Major, except on the foregoing occasion, had
scarcely crossed the threshold.
This strict seclusion was ascribed
to his anxiety on the lady’s account; but though that was now in some degree
removed by the pleasing prospect of her approaching recovery, he did not appear
to relax in his passion for retirement, and seldom left the house, unless at a
very early or very late hour of the day. On these occasions he was usually seen
rambling amongst the chasms of the terrific rock which frowned over one part of
their romantic little dwelling, or tracing the sea-beat shore, and watching the
last rays of a setting sun sinking beneath the gliding wave, resplendently
bright with its reflected glories.
Like Hamlet, “man seemed not to
delight him;” though it could not be added— “nor woman neither,” since his
whole attention was apparently devoted to her who accompanied him, with a
solicitude that powerfully marked the interest he took in her welfare.
The small house they now occupied
belonged to a widow lady, at this time on a visit to some friends in Ireland:
the Hermitage (for so this little spot was called), had therefore been let by a
friend, during her absence. The Major paid in advance, and took it for a month
certain; but before the expiration of that period it was supposed the invalid
would be sufficiently recovered to encounter the fatigue of a longer journey.
To this point they were indeed
advancing, but by much slower steps than at first flattered their hopes, for,
in spite of all their care, the lady appeared greatly indisposed for several
days after her removal. Youth, however, and probably a good constitution, were
on her side. The disorder began to take a favourable turn towards the close of
the second week; and the little party were congratulating themselves on the
prospect of being shortly enabled to reach the place of their original
destination, wherever that happened to be situated, when some powerful, but
hidden cause accelerated their motions, and led them to risk the chance of her
perfect recovery, in order to hasten their departure from the neighbourhood of
Port Patrick.
Mrs. Norris had one evening gone
with a message to Martin, who usually made their markets for them, and was
standing in the bar with him, when a stranger entered the house, and stopped to
give some directions to a servant in the passage. The sound of this person’s
voice produced a sudden pause in what she was saying. She turned quickly round,
to observe the speaker, then started in evident confusion, and abruptly retired
to a distant corner of the room, while he walked on to the parlour.
When the door was heard to close
upon him, and Martin rejoined her, she instantly repaid the latter whatever was
due, or laid out by him, for necessaries on her master’s account, and slipping
through the back yard, hastened to the Hermitage.
Mrs. Norris, on her arrival, was
closeted some time with the Major. At the conclusion of their consultation, he
entered the lady’s apartment, and she retired to that usually occupied by
herself. Each appeared uncommonly agitated; and as the girl who had the charge
of the house in her mistress’s absence crossed the little passage leading to
the lodging rooms, she heard, or fancied she heard, the voice of distress,
intermingled with deep and profound sighs. While she yet listened, the door of
the invalid’s chamber suddenly opened, and Mrs. Norris was summoned to attend
her lady.
The Major in a few minutes entered
the kitchen, and requested a trusty messenger might be speedily procured, on
business that required immediate dispatch. This order being executed to his
satisfaction, the man was taken aside to receive his directions, and instantly
departed.
By four o’clock next morning a
carriage drove to the door. The travelling trunk stood ready corded in the
passage, which was presently fixed behind the vehicle; and its owners seated
themselves without loss of time. The postillion
cracked his whip, and the rattle of the receding wheels soon ceased to reach
the weeping girl, who remained for some minutes transfixed to the threshold,
listening to the reverberated sound as it gradually died away amongst the
mountains.
Solitary and sad, she then entered
her now lonely dwelling. The window of the Major’s late apartment commanded the
most extensive view, and there she placed herself, in order to discover if the
chaise was yet visible in that direction; but her hopes were disappointed—it no
longer appeared: and after giving a few more tears to the memory of her
generous benefactors, she prepared to set the deserted rooms in their former
state of arrangement, when something bright, and apparently of value, dropped
from one of the beds as she removed the counterpane.
On examination, it proved to be a
golden case, containing the miniature picture of a young and beautiful woman;
but whether or not intended for a likeness of the strange lady was impossible
to determine, for she had constantly appeared in a large cap or bonnet, with a
black veil thrown over them, which altogether concealed her features entirely
from observation, and even at the very climax of her sufferings, prevented the
ingenious Mrs. Martin from gratifying her curiosity, by obtaining a
satisfactory view of her countenance, in spite of the many and various
manoeuvres put in practice for that purpose.
Nevertheless, the air and tout ensemble of the picture conveyed a general idea of the
fair fugitive, that pleased the affectionate girl; who, after considering what
steps were proper to be adopted for its restoration, soon perceived the
impossibility of such a measure, as it was already too late to think of
overtaking the travellers; she therefore secreted it in a place of safety, till
the return of her mistress should determine its future destination.
CHAP. III.
“E’er gave a
glimpse from whom I am descended.”
MAHOMET.
IN something less
than six weeks from this period Mrs. Bertram, the proprietor of the Hermitage,
returned from Ireland.
The same vessel that brought the
Major and his family to Port Patrick conveyed her back, on its next trip, to
the Scottish coast. The master’s wife (who was then with him) happened to be an
old and favourite servant of this lady, and had partly accompanied her husband
on the present voyage, in order to render any service to her former mistress
that might be required during her passage home, Mrs. Bertram being usually much
indisposed on the water.
The maid at the Hermitage was niece
to this woman: and great proved her astonishment, when the latter followed her
mistress into the parlour with a child in her arms, apparently not many weeks old,
and beautiful as an angel.
At first Sally supposed it might be
one of her Irish cousins, as Mrs. Wallace had a sister married in that kingdom.
In this idea she was soon undeceived, however. Mrs. Bertram said the infant
belonged to a deceased friend of hers, and was henceforth to remain under her
protection.
The real state of the case,
nevertheless, was as follows.
It may be remembered that the sailor
who carried the trunk on the night the Major and his party reached Port
Patrick, had hastened from the inn before his companions finished their can of
grog. This man repaired to the house occupied by his captain’s wife, in order
to accompany her back to the vessel. Mrs. Wallace had expected her husband’s
arrival for some time, and being previously prepared for the voyage, instantly
attended her conductor.
Already had they weighed anchor, and
the wind continuing favourable, were plowing the
ocean with rapidity, when the mate abruptly entered the cabin, and, with a look
of inexpressible consternation, placed something, wrapped in a piece of old
stamped cotton, on the table.
“See,” cried the man, in a voice of
affright, recoiling a few paces as he spoke—“see, mistress, what I found in my
hammock just now!”
“In your hammock!” repeated Mrs.
Wallace. “How came any thing there without your knowledge?”
“Nay,” replied the mate, “that is
more than I can inform you; unless the devil, or some of his imps, are turned
carriers, and, owing me a spite, flew hither with it.”
“I do not understand you, James,”
said Mrs. Wallace, laying aside some check shirts she was finishing for her
husband, with much deliberation.
“Look at it!” returned the man, “and
then you will just be as wise as myself! The old proverb says— ‘seeing is
believing;’ but, faith, in spite of the old proverb, I can scarcely yet credit
the evidence of my own senses! All I know is, that in my hammock I found it,
here I brought it, there it lies—so examine, and judge for yourself.”
While James was thus haranguing on
the subject of his discovery, Mrs. Wallace stepped back for a light, by which
she had been working on the other side of the cabin.
She then advanced to the table which
was placed near the door, and began to comply with the mate’s request; but
before the calico covering was half unwrapped, she started suddenly back, with
surprise and dismay impressed on every feature: in the next moment she turned
an eye of scrutinizing suspicion on her companion, who, instantly comprehending
her meaning, protested his innocence, and swore, if he had no sins to answer
for but what her looks seemed to charge him with, he might go to Davie Jones’s
locker without fearing either death or the devil.
Mrs. Wallace once more resumed the
task of enquiry, and proceeded to unfold the bundle.
It contained a poor little infant,
apparently on the verge of the grave!
For the space of a few seconds she
gazed upon the deserted helpless wretch, with sensations of mingled
commiseration and horror. Its feeble voice, scarcely heard, seemed to implore
immediate relief. She possessed a kind and benevolent heart, on which the
melting cry of misery seldom failed to make a powerful impression. The child,
therefore, met with all due attention; and after fluctuating for some time
between life and death, the former at length triumphed over parental desertion,
and visible symptoms of convalescence were gradually discovered in its late
nearly inanimate frame.
It was fortunate Mrs. Wallace had
declined going to bed when she first came on board; a circumstance that
originated in her solicitude to finish the shirts as soon as possible, and
which prevented any further loss of time for the infant’s relief.
A consultation was afterwards held
with her husband and the mate, on the topic of this very extraordinary
incident; but no probable person could be fixed upon as the inhuman parent of
the poor baby.
The only female passengers who came
with them from Ireland were not supposed likely to know any thing of the
matter: the lady had indeed been extremely indisposed during the greater part
of the voyage; but sea-sickness was assigned as the cause of her illness, than
which almost nothing could be worse. As for her female attendant, she seemed
too far advanced in life to incur suspicions of such a description; nor could
any of the kind possibly attach to her appearance. Besides, none of the party
had ever been seen in the mate’s cabin; and so far from quitting their own, not
one of the crew were permitted to approach it while they remained on board—a
period which contrary winds had prolonged to an unusual length, and rendered
uncomfortably tedious.
One thing, nevertheless, was
clear—whoever proved the perpetrators of a deed so atrocious, were no doubt
capable of denying the imputation when charged with it: chance might therefore
effect a discovery at some future period, which an immediate enquiry would only
serve to crush in the first instance, by serving to put the offender or
offenders on their guard against the certain consequences of a successful
investigation.
None of the other sailors were yet
informed of what had taken place in the mate’s cabin, and it was now agreed to
let them remain unacquainted with the whole transaction. Having come to this
determination, Mrs. Wallace contrived to keep the child from their knowledge
till the vessel arrived in its destined harbour. It was then secretly conveyed
to her sister’s house, who happened at this juncture to be a nurse, and kindly
consented to take it under her care for the present, which relieved its worthy
benefactress from her immediate difficulties on a subject of so much importance
to its precarious existence.
On the following evening she waited
upon Mrs. Bertram, who had been for some time on a visit to a friend in the
same place: to her Mrs. Wallace related every circumstance of the story, and
concluded by requesting her advice and directions on the occasion.
Mrs. Bertram was her own mistress, unincumbered by any family; but, naturally fond of
children, she felt uncommonly interested in the fate of the deserted being,
whose eventful preservation seemed to be the particular work of Providence. She
reflected on the unaccountable incident with astonishment, and ordering a
carriage, accompanied by the humane Mrs. Wallace, drove directly to the
habitation of her sister.
But if interested for the little foundling
before she saw it, how much was every sentiment in its favour augmented on her
arrival! Mrs. Vere had accommodated it with a decent
change of clothes from the wardrobe of her own infant, and the alteration
produced by that and other marks of attention, had so considerably improved its
appearance, that Mrs. Bertram thought she had scarcely ever seen a more lovely
baby.
On a second visit, the ground it had
gained in her affection continued to increase; she viewed its little form with
additional partiality, and bestowed the warmest eulogiums on the two worthy
sisters, for their generous exertions in its behalf, while pecuniary aid was
liberally supplied for all necessary demands from a purse ever open to the
calls of want or affliction, and requisite instructions given relative to those
private enquiries judged proper to be made, in various quarters, on the
occasion. All hopes of success in the latter design, however, vanished, on the
recurrence of repeated disappointments: prolonged investigation therefore
became useless, and discovery ceased to appear practicable.
Mrs. Bertram possessed much genuine
sensibility of mind; her feelings evaporated not in the fashionable jargon of
those sentimental effusions which are rather the offspring of affectation, than
the pure emanations of humanity. Her eyes often swam in liquid anguish for
distress which her limited means could not relieve: but where fortune failed to
assist the most benevolent of hearts in the service of her fellow-creatures, by
advice and the soothing voice of consolation she endeavoured to remedy the
deficiency; and the weeping child of Misfortune has found her tears dried, her
sorrows diminished, and her mind unconsciously eased of its late oppression,
without being sensible at the time that the main object of her application
remained unanswered, or that she departed as poor in cash from Mrs. Bertram’s
presence as she entered.
In the present instance, however,
that lady’s ability proved happily adequate to her wishes. On the second
repetition of her visit to Mrs. Vere’s, she caressed
the little foundling with increasing tenderness, mused over its helpless state
as it lay upon her knee, dropped a liquid witness of the commiseration its
forlorn condition inspired, kissed it off from its forehead, and finally
declared her resolution to take the sole charge of its future maintenance on
herself.
Oh ye who are superabundantly gifted
with the means of succouring the wretched—ye who possess the power without the
divine, and yet more enviable inclination to do good—ye rich and opulent sons
of prosperity, think on Mrs. Bertram, imitate her example—go, and do so
likewise!
In consequence of the above
determination, Mrs. Vere continued her maternal
offices to the baby, while its new and generous benefactress remained in
Ireland; and being a female, it was christened Stella, after the worthy Mrs.
Bertram.
On returning to Galloway, a change
of measures became necessary, and Stella was then brought up by the hand.
When they arrived at Port Patrick,
Mrs. Wallace undertook to sound the Martins relative to the mysterious Major
and his family; for Mrs. Bertram could not help entertaining some latent
suspicion of her protégée’s claims to protection
in that quarter, in spite of all that had been represented to the contrary.
The purposed enquiry demanded much
management and precaution. Mrs. Bertram still wished to conceal the real
circumstances under which the child had been introduced to her knowledge,
unless some probable chance appeared for ascertaining its claims to parental
affection; and that she now almost dreaded to discover, from apprehensions of
losing the little creature, who by this time had considerably increased the
interest its forlorn and deserted condition first created in her bosom.
Mrs. Wallace, when she commenced the
subject that carried her to the inn, was too well acquainted with the
landlady’s prying, loquacious disposition, not to be extremely careful of
dropping the most distant allusion to Stella, or hinting at any circumstance in
which she was obviously implicated. Her interrogatories, artfully introduced,
and adroitly conducted, satisfied her that no relationship could possibly exist
between the parties in question; for it clearly appeared, in the course of
their conversation, that the strange lady had actually been delivered of a dead
child on the very night of her arrival at Port Patrick; which child Martin
himself saw committed to the grave next day: no suspicions therefore could
attach to her on the occasion. Neither was Mrs. Norris liable to any of a
similar description; for she was evidently too far advanced in life to lie
under such an imputation: besides, though her lady was known to have been
extremely indisposed during the voyage, she herself gave no particular
indication of the kind. So that, in short, all that transpired only served to
shew the inutility of any succeeding attempt to
accelerate a discovery which time and chance alone seemed capable of producing.
Little Stella, thus unavoidably
thrown upon the protection of strangers, proved so far the peculiar care of
Providence, that in Mrs. Bertram she found a maternal friend and benefactress,
fully qualified to supply the loss of parents, whose barbarous desertion of her
helpless infancy had evinced their inability to perform the character assigned
them by nature; but whether from a total defalcation of every virtuous
principle, or the imperious dictates of hard necessity, could not at present be
determined.
Though slightly formed, extremely
small for her apparent age, and rather of a delicate constitution, proper
management, good air, and ease of mind gradually performed their parts, and
progressive time saw her insensibly advance to the more perfect attainment of
every personal advantage. Her mental endowments were not less promising; and
before the conclusion of her ninth year she was looked upon as a miracle for
abilities and knowledge in all the few branches of education that could be
procured in a tolerable country school about half a mile distant from the
Hermitage.
As Stella thus gradually rose into
notice, her benefactress and Mrs. Wallace were equally struck with the strong
resemblance she bore to the miniature picture which had been given by Sally to
the former, on her return from Ireland.—The same soft blue eyes, the same
small, but commanding forehead, an aquiline nose apparently cast in the same
mould, similar dimples playing round the most beautiful mouth in the world, a
profusion of auburne hair, and a complexion so
brilliant that the veins were seen meandering in every direction: her features,
however, were on a less scale, and appeared of a description to remain so, even
at a later period of life. Indeed the whole figure indicated smaller
proportions when the limbs reached their ultimate growth; yet the fine-turned neck
and shoulders were alike conspicuous in both, and on every comparison the
painting and its animated counterpart visibly approximated more to each others
standard of perfection.
Observations of this nature could
not fail to produce various conjectures; and Mrs. Bertram carefully preserved
the miniature picture, which seemed to have been left by the particular
appointment of Heaven, in order to elucidate the present mystery that enveloped
Stella’s birth, at some future and more propitious juncture.
CHAP.
IV.
“Another guest there was, of sense refin’d,
“Who felt each worth, for every worth she had.”
THOMSON.
IN the neighbourhood
of the Hermitage a rich and opulent family occasionally resided, with the
younger branches of which Stella, in some of her walks from school, had
accidentally become acquainted. A private path, leading to the humble seminary,
bordered on a quarter of the pleasure grounds, where a pavilion was situated,
to which two little girls and their governess usually repaired, to commence the
tasks of the day, at an early hour of the morning, when the weather proved
sufficiently favourable for the purpose.
There, too, they were commonly to be
met with in an evening, freed from the confinement of study, and at liberty to
ramble through the plantations, innocent amusement their aim, and health,
cheerfulness, content, their constant attendants.
Frequent opportunities occurred,
during the latter period, to facilitate the intimacy that speedily took place
between these young people and our heroine. Miss Sommers,
the governess, was a most amiable and accomplished woman; she had seen much of
the world, and quick in discerning merit, as anxious to improve the natural
abilities of her fellow-creatures, she was not long in discovering that both
were possessed in no trifling degree by the beautiful protégée
of Mrs. Bertram, whose mind and manners equally interested and charmed her, and
whose avidity in the attainment of knowledge was not greater than the
gratification experienced by her worthy instructress, while occupied in
administering any degree of useful information to the ductile and grateful
Stella, who listened to her precepts with the most delighted attention,
implicitly obeyed her injunctions, hung upon every word she uttered, and
rendered herself mistress of the most difficult lessons with a promptitude and
eagerness truly astonishing.
While, by the humane aid of this
worthy woman, the hours usually allotted to relaxation and amusement in the
pavilion or pleasure grounds, proved thus propitious to the prompt and
inspiring understanding of our heroine, her name and abilities were not unknown
at the mansion-house. The extent of the latter was frequently mentioned,
accompanied by high, but just encomiums on her various acquirements: these, however,
were at first either totally unheeded, or merely considered as the giddy
effusions of youthful minds on the acquisition of an additional playfellow or
new acquaintance. At length Miss Sommers was appealed
to as a competent witness of their veracity on the occasion, and her verdict
appeared of too much importance to be totally disregarded. Mrs. Ross felt her
curiosity excited to see the theme of so much warm panegyric, and the now happy
friends of Stella were permitted to invite her to the Grove.
This mark of distinction greatly
pleased our heroine, who, though commonly of a mild and unassuming temper, had
yet certain lofty traits in her character which constantly instigated a wish to
associate with those who were either her superiors in station, or otherwise
remarkable for some praiseworthy turn of mind.
With Mrs. Ross, who was a woman of
great respectability and goodness of heart, she soon justified the previous
favourable impression received of her; and rightly supposing she was now
arrived at an age to benefit by higher and better qualified teachers than those
under whose tuition she had hitherto chiefly remained, that lady one evening
called upon Mrs. Bertram, and explained the motive of her visit by offering to
give the little girl the same chance for improvement that her own daughters
enjoyed under the eye of their excellent governess.
A proposal so evidently advantageous
for her darling Stella, was received with extreme satisfaction by Mrs. Bertram,
and readily assented to with many expressions of grateful acknowledgment: she
did not, however, think it necessary to enter upon the particulars of her
birth, or to hint at the nature of those ties by which she was bound to the
child of her adoption. Her silence on this subject proceeded from no want of
confidence in the principles of Mrs. Ross, for that lady bore a most excellent
character, but was merely observed on account of a report currently circulated
of her husband’s decided bias for people of ancient family, rank, and
consequence; which report she had reason to believe was but too well founded,
and in that case feared it might prove detrimental to Stella, by defeating his
wife’s good intentions in her favour; or, if such happened not to be the effect
of the disclosure at present, it might hereafter draw down his displeasure,
should it accidentally transpire that Mrs. Ross was fully, or even partially
informed of existing circumstances, which, she must have been convinced at the
time, would meet with his unequivocal disapprobation, had he suspected that a
poor deserted foundling, wrapped in an old calico rag, was pitched upon as a
fit associate for participating in the advantages of a first-rate education
with his daughters.
If the real state of the case should
therefore be discovered at some future period, Mrs. Bertram thought it best to
refrain from acquainting Mrs. Ross with the truth, by which means she would
have the plea of ignorance to urge as some extenuation of her offence, provided
her benevolent conduct happened to incur the unmerited resentment of a haughty
and despotic husband.
As Stella bore the surname of
Bertram, Mrs. Ross was consequently permitted to retain the commonly received
opinion of her being nearly related to the family of her benefactress.
This innocent deception had hitherto
saved the poor orphan many a bitter pang, for her mind was too sensible to
insult, and her feelings too acute to bear the “proud man’s scorn” and “all the
thousand ills that patient merit of the unworthy takes,” without suffering the
most poignant distress; and it was perhaps from a thorough knowledge of her
character in this respect, as much as any other consideration whatever, that
induced Mrs. Bertram to conceal previous transactions from her knowledge till
such time as the irresistible call of necessity rendered their disclosure no
longer practicable, or at least no longer prudent to withhold.
Nevertheless, notwithstanding all
these precautions, it must be confessed that the now public and daily visits of
Stella at Rossgrove, were rather acquiesced in by the
master of the mansion, in compliance with the wishes of his family, than
originating from any other motive of a more laudable nature.
Be that as it may, she profited
rapidly by the indulgence, and in a comparatively short period became a real honour
to her good and amiable teacher, Miss Sommers.
A man of wealth, an eastern Nabob,
was Mr. Ross; from plundering the innocent natives of a foreign country, he was
now plundered in turn by the rapacious of his own. Fond of splendour, pomp, and
shew, his retinue was numerous; his horses, his carriages, all were in style;
and the vanity of the Scotchman found no small gratification in being thus
enabled to display his magnificence in the country of his forefathers, to
revisit which he had ever looked forward from the scorching plains of Hindostan, with a degree of ardent expectation peculiar to
the inhabitants of that quarter of Great Britain, from whence he had emigrated
at an early period of life, in pursuit of what he was now abundantly supplied
with.
The mansion-house, prior to his
residence in it, had been considerably enlarged, and the pleasure grounds new
laid out in the most elegant manner. His progenitors had, for some generations,
derived no small benefit from the timber on the estate; consequently it was
always considered as a chief source of emolument, and its preservation
particularly attended to: by this means the plantations were in a thriving
state, and contributed much to the ornamental, as well as useful beauties of
the place, which, in that bleak and exposed part of the coast, derived infinite
advantage from the shelter they afforded during the general run of the most
favourable seasons.
The family at Rossgrove
consisted of the Nabob, his lady, one son, then on his travels, and three daughters;
the eldest of the latter was their first-born, and (probably from a resemblance
in character and disposition), the decided favourite of her father. Maria and
Emma were many years her junior, and, as far as could be judged at their early
period of life, infinitely more amiable in temper and manners.
Mr. Ross usually left the country a
few weeks before the Christmas holidays commenced, and returned with his lady
and daughters to a splendid house he possessed in London.
Such had proved nearly the routine of their movements since the family bade adieu to
the shores of the East. This winter a change of measures took place equally
wise and judicious.
Perfectly sensible that the two
youngest girls could not be left in better hands than with Miss Sommers, and rightly supposing they would most likely pay
closer attention to their studies in the uninterrupted seclusion of Rossgrove, than amid the gayer scenes of the capital, into
which they were yet too young to be introduced with propriety, it was now determined
that Maria and Emma should remain in the country with their governess during
the three first winters after their acquaintance with our heroine commenced.
This was the most fortunate circumstance that could have happened in her
favour, and she neglected not to make the most of the opportunity it afforded
for mental and personal improvement, the latter of which was considerably
accelerated by the aid of a very tolerable dancing-master, who was engaged to
teach at several of the most respectable houses in the neighbourhood, from
whence he derived a genteel gratuity for his periodical visits.
On the beginning of the fourth
season Stella was deprived of her companions: it was then judged requisite to
give them what is called “the finishing polish,” at one of the most fashionable
seminaries in the metropolis. In consequence of this resolution, a separation
became necessary between the young people: Stella was therefore parted from her
beloved associates; and, what proved yet a greater misfortune, likewise deprived
of the personal instructions and advice of the worthy Miss Sommers,
whose services being no longer required, was recommended to fill a similar
situation in the house of a genteel family near London.
These two events were heavily felt
by the tender and affectionate Stella, now on the eve of her fourteenth year.
Happily the loss of their company was, however, the principal circumstance she
had to regret; for on the score of useful or ornamental knowledge, and every
accomplishment that can embellish the female character, few could equal, none
easily surpass her: indeed her progress had been so great in all the different
branches which fell immediately under the cognizance of Miss Sommers, that her attainments appeared not much inferior to
those possessed by her teacher, who frequently told her, with a good-humoured
smile, that she doubted not but she would one day find a formidable rival in
her young pupil, should subsequent occurrences render the adoption of a similar
line of life necessary. As to the dancing-master’s province, she had long
encroached upon it: a light elastic form, and tuneful ear, gave her infinite
advantages in this respect; and her easy movements in the mazy windings of the
cotillion, the Scotch reel, or the lively country dance, conveyed ideas of
elegance and airy grace personified to every spectator.
Alone ignorant, in a great degree,
of the practical part of music which Miss Sommers was
not qualified to teach, the few instructions accident had supplied her with,
were of too limited a nature to be of much service, though by attention and
application she hoped in time to remedy the deficiency that a want of proper
assistance occasioned. Already she could play several little airs on a harp,
the joint present of Maria and Emma, who supplied her with many of the most
fashionable pieces of music, and a number of other memorials of their
remembrance by every opportunity that occurred for the purpose. In warbling a
“wood-note wild,” or singing with heart-felt pathos the sweet melodious strains
of her native land, few could, however, excel her.
Left to the comparative solitude of
her early home, she now resolved to devote an hour or two every morning to the
acquirement of some further knowledge in this favourite and fascinating
science: but though the vocal harmony of Metastatio
was easily poured forth in all its native and energetic purity, that which
depended on mechanical execution proved infinitely more difficult of attainment
than, in the ardour of youthful expectation, she had previously flattered
herself would be the case. Her solicitude for this additional accomplishment
did not escape the observation of Mrs. Bertram, who had private reasons for
encouraging every attempt of the kind.
CHAP. V.
“Serene, yet warm; humane, yet firm her mind;
“As little touch’d as any
one’s with bad.”
THOMSON.
MRS. Bertram was the
widow of an officer who possessed a small landed property amounting to
something about two hundred pounds per annum. The pension that fell to her on
his decease, together with this sum, of which he bequeathed her the life-rent,
proved for some time the total amount of her annual resources. At length, by
the death of a brother, she became mistress of the Hermitage, and having always
been particularly partial to that spot, finally fixed her abode in the
neighbourhood of Port Patrick. This little place brought her nearly thirty
pounds more; so that, upon the whole, she was looked upon as an opulent person
in that part of the kingdom. Her pension, as an officer’s widow, however, ceased
with her life; and the jointure left by her husband descended, on that event,
to the heir-at-law, with whom he had never been on any terms of friendly
intercourse for many years previous to his demise.
Of her present annual income nearly
thirty pounds was therefore all she could legally call her own; and of that
small sum ten had long been appropriated to the use of a distant relative of
her husband, from whom she had formerly received some material piece of
service. The remainder, left from the rents of the Hermitage, she secretly
determined to bequeath Stella, as some future provision against the chance of
absolute indigence, though far removed from all pretensions to a competent
independency.
Mrs. Bertram possessed no domestic
tie, no family connexion in the wide-extended circle of creation, who could
have any claim whatever on her finances; of course she conceived herself at
liberty to dispose of her own immediate property according as the dictates of
inclination might direct; and that inclination leading her to settle it upon
the friendless child of her adoption, she obeyed its impulse, by appointing
Stella the future heiress of the Hermitage.
This legacy, she well knew, was by
no means adequate to the purpose of maintaining her in a state of inactive
ease, and any material addition to the sum, from annual savings, happened to be
out of the question, for she had several necessitous pensioners, whose yearly
demands were nearly equal to the source that supplied them, and from whom the
divine sensation of humanity forbade her to withdraw the support they had been
accustomed to receive. Stella, she considered, was young, and might possibly
still be so at the period of her decease: she was therefore better able to
struggle with difficulties, or to surmount them by industrious exertions, than
the aged or infirm offspring of want and misfortune.
The idea first suggested in jest by
Miss Sommers, of “rivalling her teacher in the
governess line,” repeatedly occurred to Mrs. Bertram, as a consideration that might
hereafter be of importance, by enabling her protégée to
provide for herself, when the friendly heart that now protected her from every
evil was mouldering in the dust, and no longer capable of dictating that advice
she had hitherto followed with so much honour to herself and satisfaction to
her worthy benefactress.
To encourage every wish for an
increase of knowledge, under this view for futurity, was therefore a maxim Mrs.
Bertram studiously adhered to; and her ward being consequently allowed sufficient
time for mental improvement, failed not to profit by the kind indulgence.
Mrs. Bertram’s character and conduct
were such as to procure her much general esteem; but the number of those
admitted to her more particular friendship was very limited. She happened to be
partial to retirement; and a mind well stored with many valuable acquirements
drew an inexhaustible fund of amusement from its own resources, without being
under the necessity of applying to foreign aid for that purpose.
Every situation in life, however,
has its advantages and disadvantages. If Mrs. Bertram was happier in several
respects than her neighbours, one great drawback to the comforts she otherwise
enjoyed, brought her state pretty much on a level with those apparently less
fortunate beings who surrounded her. A constitution, originally delicate, age
and increasing infirmities had now rendered considerably worse. This excellent
woman seldom indeed experienced the blessings of good health for any length of
time through the year; a circumstance which had partly induced her to acquiesce
in Mrs. Ross’s wish to give Stella the benefit of Miss Sommers’s instructions,
conscious she was herself unequal to the task of constant application, and
those mental exertions such an undertaking required, in her then weak and
frequently indisposed condition.
As her protégée
advanced in life, she found an ample recompence for
her benevolence in the filial love, uniform attention, and promising abilities
of our fair heroine, whose company was always a sure resource in the day of
sickness, when unable to use any exertion for self-amusement from her own
individual share of intellectual knowledge.
On all these occasions Stella
appeared to find no gratification beyond the limits of her friend’s apartment.
She was her constant companion; she read to her; she sung, when the invalid was
able to bear it; she was, in short, the cheerful administering angel to all her
wants and wishes, and never seemed so happy as when her attempts to please or
entertain proved thoroughly successful—which, in fact, was generally the case.
Thus situated, between the hours
spent with her maternal protectress, and those
dedicated to the purposes of education at the Grove, Stella had little leisure
to form any extensive circle of acquaintance, even in the early part of her
life; and afterwards, when the separation from her young friends took place,
Mrs. Bertram’s additional complaints left her less time than ever for so doing.
With one or two respectable
families, however, she was rather on an intimate footing; and when Mrs.
Bertram’s health allowed of her absence, that lady insisted on her visiting
them, by way of a little relaxation from the confinement of a sick chamber, or
the intensity of the application usually bestowed upon scientific pursuits.
Stella, who was naturally of a
cheerful disposition, constantly derived some new fund of amusement from these
little temporary excursions, with which, on her return home, she exhilarated
the spirits of her benefactress, who observed, with infinite delight, that,
young as she was, the Hermitage seemed to possess a preference, in her opinion,
over every other spot to which she resorted: it was, indeed, a little
terrestrial paradise, and well deserving the partiality she evinced for it.
Nearly two years elapsed in this
manner without producing any material occurrence. Our heroine kept up a regular
correspondence with her late governess, and was not unfrequently
gratified by an epistle, or a small memorial of remembrance, in the form of
some elegant trifle, from her young friends in London, and occasionally invited
to the Grove, when the return of summer brought back its temporary inhabitants
from the metropolis.
The latter circumstance did not,
however, greatly enlarge the sphere of her acquaintance; for she never was
asked to the mansion of wealth and grandeur when any person of rank or
consequence happened to be a visitor there.
Stella was now fast advancing to
womanhood, and to be looked upon as a fit companion for the rich and haughty
Miss Ross, though formerly tolerated in the light of a playfellow to her
younger sisters, was not to be thought of: Mr. Ross, therefore, hinted to his
lady (who still retained her partiality for our heroine), the great impropriety
of familiarizing a little insignificant country girl with that style of society
which the ill-judged nature of her education might hereafter induce her to
regard with an equalizing eye, very unsuitable to her lowly situation in life,
and perhaps even inspire the presumptuous idea of arrogating to her own
imaginary merit every mark of condescension derived from the censurable
suffrage of superiors to a creature almost of their own creation.
So argued the adventitious pride of
birth—so spoke the man whose importance originated in the golden harvest he had
reaped with the resistless hand of force, from the legal, but unfortunate
possessors, in a far distant region, where the conviction of riches proves
certain destruction to the hapless natives, and poverty is considered as the
greatest crime their European plunderers can possibly be accused of.
Mr. Ross had no defalcation from the
general system of fortune-making in the east, to reproach himself with: there
he pursued the same plan so long, so successfully adopted by his predecessors,
and had returned to the land of his forefathers a Nabob in every sense of the
word.
CHAP. VI.
“’Tis such fools as you
“That make the world full of ill-favour’d
children;
“’Tis not her glass, but you that flatter her;
“And
out of you she sees herself more proper
“Than
any of her lineaments can shew her.”
SHAKESPEARE.
WE have already
hinted that Miss Ross was the distinguished favourite of her father. This
circumstance, however, seemed productive of no real advantage to the young
lady; on the contrary, the evil propensities of her mind (and of these she
possessed a tolerable share), had been permitted to acquire additional
strength, by the erroneous indulgence of a mistaken parent, in whose opinion
she was all perfection.
While Stella was only considered in
the light of a mere child, retained as a humble companion to the younger
branches of the family, Miss Ross cared nothing about the matter: now, when
mental cultivation and personal attractions conspired to render her
pre-eminently conspicuous, envy, ever a predominant trait in that lady’s
character, marked our heroine as an object of peculiar hatred, by secretly
whispering that the lowly ward of the unassuming Mrs. Bertram might possibly
become a formidable rival to the first-born offspring of a rich and powerful
Nabob, even in the very articles which least admit of female
competition—beauty, and its certain attendant, admiration. Indeed it could
hardly escape the most superficial observation that the “little insignificant
country girl” was already her superior in those adventitious advantages, on the
possession of which this high-bred favourite of Fortune particularly valued
herself.
Blind to his daughter’s defects, and
indulgent to her follies, Mr. Ross soon imbibed all her prejudices, and Stella
gradually incurred his dislike in proportion to the increasing antipathy of her
unprovoked and malicious enemy, who seized every opportunity of representing
her most innocent actions in the worst point of view. Happily, the mistress of
the house was not to be influenced so easily; she knew Margaret’s natural
disposition, and speedily penetrated the motives of her conduct: Stella
therefore still maintained that place she had long held in her opinion, and
usually passed the period allotted for her visit in a tête-à-tête
with her respected patroness, whose declining state of health, about this time,
frequently rendered an indiscriminate crowd too fatiguing and oppressive for
her strength and spirits: of course, the seclusion she preferred on these
occasions made the society of such a companion as Stella extremely acceptable.
When indisposition, therefore,
confined her to the limits of her own apartment, our heroine adopted the same
mode of conduct observed at the Hermitage, during Mrs. Bertram’s illness:—she
sung, she read, she assisted Mrs. Ross in any piece of fine needle-work which
happened to be in hands at the time; and, in short, endeavoured to soften the
painful or tedious moments of distress by every possible means best calculated
for the purpose.
While thus occupied in the
retirement of a sick room, that lady’s affectionate daughter had little
objection to her vicinity; on the contrary, it was looked upon rather with a
favourable eye than otherwise. One ruling idea governed uniformly the actions
of Margaret Ross:—that bloated idol self happened
to be almost the sole object of her idolatry; and, to gratify its voracious
demands, every other exterior circumstance was continually rendered
subservient. The visits of the “little insignificant country girl” were
therefore passed over in silence, because they relieved her from the necessity
of personal attendance, where individual considerations made the semblance of
filial duty sometimes a requisite measure, in order to furnish an opening for
animadverting on the acute nature of feelings she never experienced, with all
the studied grace of fashionable refinement, and the elegant sentimental cant
of modern pretenders to sensibility.—Sensibility! hackneyed theme of
declamation! now
“More honour’d in the
breach, than the observance;”
for, alas! thy
effusions are no longer
“Warm from the heart, and faithful to its fires.”
No! its ill-regulated
ebullitions are merely sported for the purposes of deception—in order to teach
the liquid eye to languish more irresistibly, to spread a voluptuous tenderness
over the features, or to afford an opportunity for exhibiting the human form in
the fascinating attitude of interesting despondency; while the mental system,
which contains that spark of celestial essence that alone connects us with the
Deity, is degraded by the disgusting trammels of affectation, and, occupied
merely with exterior arrangements, melts not at the touch of real woe, nor
secretly harbours that divinely sympathetic emotion which originally emanating
from a Superior Being, seems to approximate its possessor to something beyond
the common boundaries of mortality.
That air of haughty reserve and
repelling coldness of manner that invariably marked the reception of Stella
when Mrs. Ross was no longer confined to her apartment, could not be supposed
to pass always unnoticed, even by the most superficial observer:—no wonder,
then, if the unsuspecting ward of Mrs. Bertram was frequently astonished with a
conduct so inexplicable: but conscious of no intentional offence to irritate
the passions of another, no presumptuous behaviour to require humiliation, the
innocent object of unmerited dislike ascribed those appearances, which were
sometimes sufficiently obvious, to the natural disposition of the father and
daughter, whose self-command, she had often remarked, was not much calculated
to give them a first-rate claim to pre-eminence in the ancient school of real
philosophy.
Thus judging with candour, she
became convinced the subject of her frequent surprise could only proceed from
constitutional defects, which required more commiseration than resentment: but
though such might be the case, she did not find herself at length disposed to
encounter the capricious consequences which perpetually resulted from them, and
therefore formed the resolution of limiting her visits to the apartment of Mrs.
Ross, when that lady found her health in a situation which prevented her from
mingling in the society that occasionally resorted to the Grove. In conformity
with this determination, all invitations from that quarter were politely
declined, unless when the mistress of the mansion happened to be thus
unfortunately situated.
Mrs. Ross possessed much good sense,
feeling, and humanity: she early remarked the visible superiority of Stella’s
character, and delighted to increase her store of knowledge by communicating
what she herself had attained during her intercourse with the inhabitants of
various and distant countries: but her discourse was chiefly directed to the
necessity of self-government; the dreadful effects resulting from a want of
which, she endeavoured to place in a striking point of view, by relating
numerous facts calculated to exemplify her position, and all drawn from
well-authenticated incidents in different quarters of the globe. Without a due
attention to this single, but important article of conduct, she considered the
most brilliant accomplishments of no avail, and liable, on every little start
of passion, to be totally obscured, or, at best, only an aggravation of errors,
which ought to have been previously eradicated from the mind, if they could not
be restricted to proper bounds.
Mrs. Ross had frequent occasion to
regret the mischiefs arising from an improper mode of
education in the person of her eldest daughter, at the period of whose birth
she herself happened to be a very young woman, and too volatile to reflect much
upon subsequent consequences.
Various circumstances had indeed
occurred to give her mind a more serious turn; but at too late a period to
expel from that of Margaret those evil propensities which already had taken
root in a soil particularly prepared for their reception, and composed of
materials sufficiently obstinate to persevere in rejecting any attempted
innovation on its customary system.
All that could therefore be done by
the conscious mother was, to guard against similar mismanagement in the junior
branches of an increasing family; and this she flattered herself with having
partly accomplished, by procuring so able a preceptor as Miss Sommers, though finally obliged to acquiesce in depriving
them of that advantage in obedience to her husband’s determination of placing
them under what was styled more fashionable tuition:
a determination, however, by no means congenial to her own opinion, and to which
she consented with much reluctance.
On the second summer after Maria and
Emma left Rossgrove, a regiment of light horse came
to be stationed in this part of the kingdom. Many of the officers were men of
rank and fortune, whose appearance was prepossessing, and whose whole
deportment bespoke their intimate acquaintance with the higher circles of life.
The military, generally considered
as an agreeable addition to society in most situations, become doubly valuable
in proportion to the circumscribed nature of the neighbourhood, and the
superiority of their manners to the inhabitants of those small provincial
towns, where a temporary residence is often assigned them.
Miss Ross, who affected to look with
sovereign contempt on the swains of her father’s native country, conceived she
was never in her proper element unless when surrounded by the gay and gallant
heroes of the sword; while they, on their part, shewed no kind of reluctance to
partake of the good things with which the Nabob’s table was always profusely
replenished, nor were backward to repay his favours in that coin apparently
most acceptable to the young lady’s palate—unceasing attention, and flattery
unbounded!
Margaret Ross felt, indeed, a
continual inclination for monopolizing the one, and possessed a stomach capable
of digesting the other in any form or proportion whatever.
CHAP. VII.
There is a fate in the affairs of men,
Rough-hew them how we may.
ABOUT this period an
acquaintance of hers, who had lately been married to one of the corps, but had
not yet joined them, was expected, with her husband, to be quartered in the
neighbourhood.
Though no particular degree of
intimacy had hitherto existed between this lady and Miss Ross, the latter
became extremely impatient for her arrival; an event which was no sooner
announced, than, with all the ardour of the closest friendship, she hastened to
pay her respects, and invite her to the Grove. Here the stranger was shortly
requested to take up her sole residence; and her acquiescence with the most pressing
entreaties was attended by consequences peculiarly agreeable to her new friend,
as it proved the means of creating a much greater intercourse with the corps,
some of which seldom failed to accompany Colonel Arabin,
when he returned in the evening from head-quarters.
All was now gaiety and amusement
under the roof of Mr. Ross. His lady, however, did not appear to gain strength;
on the contrary, her complaints became daily more stationary; but she had the
best advice that could be procured on the occasion, and every thing which money
commanded within her reach. What then signified the total neglect of a
fashionable daughter? or how could she be so unreasonable as to imagine people
had leisure to bestow on invalids, even though a mother might happen to come
under that denomination, when there was scarcely sufficient time for the
various and more interesting avocations that hourly engrossed the mind of the
thoughtless and unfeeling Margaret? Besides, was there not the humble,
convenient Stella Bertram to take the drudgery and prosing uniformity of a
sick-room confinement off her hands? Certainly! As the ward of Mrs. Bertram was
known to be a particular favourite with Mrs. Ross, that lady’s daughter could
not reproach herself with any very material breach of the filial duties, while
her place chanced to be supplied by a person so much more to the taste of her
mother; especially as she had now so many increasing demands on her time and
attention.
Human nature is seldom at a loss to
find or create an excuse for pursuing the predominant bias of inclination:—Miss
Ross flattered herself she had performed wonders in this line of discovery, and
secretly applauded her adroit management on the occasion.
But the life of man is said to be
full of vicissitudes, and that allotted to his female helpmate seems no less
condemned to feel the curse of instability. Miss Ross imagined she had
tolerably provided against the weathercock nature of sublunary enjoyments; but
wiser and more experienced politicians than poor Margaret, have been suspected
of reckoning without their host in cases of higher import.
The range of apartments particularly
occupied by her mother was situated at a distance from those assigned for the
reception of company, and opened, by a private door, upon a quarter of the
shrubbery, which was little frequented, and from whence a winding path led to
the habitation of Mrs. Bertram.
It was in tracing this direction
that Stella had first attracted the notice of her young companions; it was
likewise in this direction she usually reached the dressing-room of their
mother, without being under the necessity of appearing to the rest of the
family, or encountering the eyes of strangers. Miss Ross had taken an early
opportunity of intimating her approbation of this entrance as the most
convenient one for our heroine to adopt in her visits to the invalid; and the
manner in which the hint was conveyed, seemed paramount to an actual
prohibition of any other mode of ingress. In fact, the matter in itself
appeared so totally indifferent to Stella, that she uniformly adhered to the
same path, without deviating, or wishing to deviate, from the letter of her
instructions.
Nothing therefore was likely to be
apprehended from a mal-à-propos
discovery of our heroine’s lovely face, or elegant figure, in these occasional
peregrinations to the remote apartment of Mrs. Ross, whose dutiful daughter,
absorbed in dissipation, and freed from the shackles of filial attention,
though fettered by those of selfish gratification, continued to trace the same
thoughtless circle of giddy amusement, till roused from the vortex of delusive
pleasure, by a sensation of mortified pride and disappointment, she was at
length secretly forced to acknowledge that “all is vanity and vexation of
spirit” below!
The presumptive heir of Rossgrove still remained abroad, for the double purpose of
completing the grand tour, and effecting the restoration of his health, which
had lately been somewhat on the decline.
The intelligence transmitted by his
travelling companion was far from satisfactory on this subject; and there
appeared much cause to apprehend that a constitution naturally delicate, the
deficiencies of which had been still farther increased by a free style of
living, would not long be able to maintain its struggle for terrestrial
existence.
This information gave his mother’s
heart many a bitter pang, though it was received with the utmost nonchalance by her daughter, with whom the young man had
never proved a favourite, and on whose demise, if prior to her own, she
reflected with much Christian fortitude, so many advantages must eventually
accrue, to compensate for the trifling loss of an only brother.
It had been customary to give an
entertainment on the anniversary of his birthday; and Margaret, fearful, no
doubt, lest another opportunity for celebrating it might not offer, prudently
determined to make the most of that now in her power, the period of which
rapidly approached.
During the time of her mother’s
indisposition, she acted, of course, as mistress of the mansion. This happened
to be the case at present. No circumstance of profusion or splendour was
therefore omitted that could possibly contribute to the vanity of the
entertainers, or gratification of their guests. The military received a particular
invitation, and cards were likewise sent to all the neighbouring gentry; the
regimental band had orders to attend on the occasion, and a dance was to
conclude the festivities of the day.
As Stella was enthusiastically fond
of music, Mrs. Ross requested she might be with her at an early hour; for
though her own health was not in a situation to let her mingle in the expected
crowd, she wished her young friend to be gratified by the harmony of sounds
Colonel Arabin had provided: besides, it was the
commemoration of her son’s birthday, and she felt a sensation of pleasure that
absorbed every other feeling for the present; and this sensation she imagined,
would receive a considerable addition by the participation of a mind so
congenial with her own—a mind which had uniformly endeavoured to mitigate her
mental and corporeal sufferings by every exertion of affection and gratitude,
her limited means, but willing inclination, could devise for the purpose.
This invitation from Mrs. Ross did
not, however, meet with the approbation of one whose claims upon the obedience
of our heroine were always implicitly acknowledged and religiously complied
with.
Mrs. Bertram conceived that lady
could not be at any loss for society at such a juncture, as, no doubt, many of
the visitors would request permission to pay their respects to her on the
celebration of this event: and therefore the presence of Stella not being
materially requisite, it was judged better for her to remain at the Hermitage,
than, by risking an accidental encounter with any of the gay, dissipated, young
men, then at the mansion-house, subject herself to the chance of forming an
acquaintance with those who might imagine her beauty and apparently unprotected
condition gave a licence to presume on some very casual interview as an excuse
for introducing themselves hereafter to her more immediate notice: a
circumstance which would prove by no means favourable to the future views
entertained for her establishment in life.
Mrs. Bertram knew that the greatest
circumspection of conduct was required for the character of a teacher or
governess, in any respectable family. She had frequently remarked, with secret
anxiety, the aspiring temper of her protégée, and
perceived, with astonishment, the easy, but unassuming air of equality visible
in her manner, even when in company with people evidently her superiors in rank
and fortune. From observations on this natural bias of her disposition, she
wisely feared Stella, if permitted to mingle in such an assemblage as was now
expected at the Grove, might allow her thoughts to soar beyond the limits of
the lot that, in all human probability, awaited her; by which means peace and
contentment would for ever be banished from her bosom, and every rational
prospect of a comfortable establishment totally done away.
Such were the chief reasons which
instigated Mrs. Bertram to withstand the imploring look of poor Stella—a look
that spoke powerfully in favour of Mrs. Ross’s request.
Another, but more secret motive,
enforced the necessity of this disappointment.
The house-steward at the Grove, a
gentleman by birth, sensible, prudent, and friendly, on whose representation
she could perfectly rely, had mentioned a circumstance in confidence, which led
Mrs. Bertram to put a decided negative on the projected visit.
It has already been noticed that
when she happened to be in a tolerable state of health (for otherwise no
consideration could prevail on her ward to quit the Hermitage) Stella was
permitted to attend in the solitary chamber of Mrs. Ross, to which, by the
particular directions of that lady’s daughter, she almost uniformly entered by
a private door. Hitherto this mode of ingress had been pursued agreeably to
Margaret’s wishes; that is to say, without producing any disclosure of the lovely
girl’s beautiful features or fascinating form. But
“There is a fate in the
affairs of men,
“Rough-hew them how we
may;”
and in those of women
likewise, as Miss Ross speedily experienced.
In spite of all the caution
religiously observed on these occasions, time and chance defeated the
low-minded vigilance that thus built its illusive fabric of personal
superiority on the basis of that obscurity in which charms, so much more
pre-eminently striking, were endeavoured to be kept from public, or even casual
investigation.
Some of the officers had one evening
caught a transient view of Stella, as she crossed the gallery for a book Mrs.
Ross wanted from the library. Of this incident she herself still remained
ignorant; but on them it made a deep and lasting impression.
It happened that, Mrs. Ross
excepted, none of the family knew of her being then in the house: the
domestics, therefore, when interrogated on the subject of her name and usual
place of residence, could afford the curious enquirers no sort of satisfaction
relative to the fair object of their solicitude. No pains, however, were spared
for that purpose; and success would probably have crowned their labours, had
not a return of Mrs. Bertram’s complaints at this critical juncture, confined
her affectionate companion to the limits of a sick room at the Hermitage.
Some time now elapsed ere she had it
in her power to revisit the Grove: but, at length, Mrs. Bertram’s illness took
a favourable turn, and she insisted on her protégée
obeying the summons of Mrs. Ross, who had repeatedly requested to see her.
On her arrival, she was informed
that two ladies from the neighbourhood had called in, and were then with the
mistress of the mansion.
Unwilling to intrude under such a
circumstance, she left the house, and walked to a retired alcove in a remote
part of the shrubbery, where seating herself, her attention was speedily
occupied by a volume of Thomson’s Seasons, which she happened to put in her
workbag on leaving the Hermitage.
About half an hour had elapsed in
this manner when the sound of voices at no great distance reached her lonely
retreat: loud bursts of laughter announced the gay and happy votaries of
pleasure were approaching. She listened for a moment, and then following the
direction of her ear, turned to a small window, in order to discover if she was
likely to be disturbed by their nearer vicinity.
From this apprehension, however, she
was soon relieved. Miss Ross, with a large party, amongst which appeared
several of the military gentlemen, was crossing a walk that wound near the
alcove, and presently turned into another, leading to the green-house. Stella
felt rejoiced at the certainty of escaping their notice, and immediately
turning from the window, was preparing to resume her former studies, when,
glancing a look towards the door, the book dropped from her hand, on perceiving
a very handsome man, in the military uniform, with folded arms and an air of
pensive dejection, silently regarding her, as he leaned against a tree directly
opposite where she had placed herself.
Startled and disconcerted at a
circumstance so totally unexpected, she suddenly rose, and as suddenly reseated herself, uncertain whether to remain, or, by
quitting the alcove, endeavour to make the best of her way to the house; which
could not, however, be accomplished without passing almost close to her
unwelcome neighbour.
From this state of irresolution she
was quickly released by a second repetition of similar sounds to those which
had recently alarmed her. The same party again appeared. Her silent companion
abruptly started from his position, sighed profoundly, and darting into the
thickest part of the adjoining wilderness, instantly disappeared from her view.
Stella instinctively followed with
her eyes the direction he had taken. The circumstances of this strange incident
seemed to have struck her as something singular, and the look and elegant
figure of the unknown were still before the eyes of her imagination, when, on
rising to retire from the alcove, she once more discovered Miss Ross and her
guests strolling through the western plantation. The voice of mirth and gaiety
still broke at intervals on the calm repose of a most beautiful evening. Our
heroine paused to observe their motions, and eagerly sought for the form of the
stranger almost the happy group; but her endeavours were fruitless—he appeared
not in the number, and the mental vision alone presented his resemblance.
Having by this time tolerably composed her late agitated spirits, she now bent
her steps to the mansion, in expectation Mrs. Ross’s visitors would be
departed; and found her conjectures in that respect right.
At a late hour she returned to the
Hermitage, without obtaining any further knowledge of the elegant stranger,
whose form and pensive air still floated on the surface of her memory, with a
sensation hitherto unknown to her gentle bosom.
The house-steward, Mr. Benson,
accidentally overheard the two officers who saw her cross the gallery,
conversing on the subject; and their subsequent enquiries creating more than a
suspicion of their ultimate tendency, he thought it necessary to acquaint Mrs.
Bertram with the nature of his sentiments on the occasion. The adventure of the
alcove we have related from our own individual knowledge of its authenticity: Stella,
either from inadvertency or forgetfulness, or some other cause, had neglected
to mention the affair; which seemed surprising on reflection, for every little
secret had, till this period, been shared with her kind and maternal
benefactress.
Mr. Benson’s intelligence was
gratefully received by his prudent auditor. It happened to be given a very
short time before the approaching birthday, and finally determined her
intentions respecting her protégée’s
motions.
In addition to the above
information, she likewise learned that one of the gentlemen who had expressed
so much solicitude relative to Stella, was unfortunately a particular favourite
with Miss Ross; and even reported to be at this very juncture on the footing of
a successful and acknowledged admirer of that young lady, who was asserted to
prove too tenacious of her claims on his heart to tolerate any “rival near the
throne;” far less the humble Stella, for whom she had long evinced the most
decided aversion.
Of her temper and disposition Mr.
Benson was sufficiently assured to think the foregoing circumstances of some
consequence to the inhabitants of the Hermitage, for whom he entertained the
highest sentiments of regard and veneration.
He knew it was totally impossible to
say what length the ebullitions of disappointment and revenge might carry the
irritated mind of Margaret, if any casual incident occurred to rouse her
ungovernable passions: he therefore advised, as a preventative to apprehended
evils, that Stella should not even trust to the seclusion of Mrs. Ross’s
apartment, but, under some plausible excuse, refrain entirely from visiting at
the Grove during the expected festivity, lest, in the hurry and confusion of so
complicated a scene, some unforeseen occurrence might possibly favour the
wishes of the gentlemen, and create much future mischief.
Mrs. Bertram, always the avowed
friend of propriety, coincided in the wisdom of this opinion; and Stella
acquiesced in the decision, without enquiring into the particular motives from
whence it originated, or uttering a single complaint, by which the intrinsic
value of the sacrifice could be ascertained.
CHAP. VIII.
“Graceful with hills, and dales, and leafy woods.”
THOMSON.
THE situation of the
Hermitage was beautifully romantic: it stood in the centre of an extensive
garden, surrounded by a fence of evergreens, thickly interwoven with a great
profusion of sweetbrier and honeysuckle. Nearly half the circumference was
defended from the bleak north-easterly winds by a semicircular range of picturesque
and lofty rocks, partly covered with verdure, and partly with a venerable,
though not numerous quantity of trees; while a foaming cascade, rushing from
one of the highest points of elevation, dashed over every intervening
impediment, and presented a prospect truly grand and magnificently impressive,
till, reaching the ground, it afterwards glided gently along in a meandering
stream, that encompassed one side of the premises, and finally disappeared in
the woods of Rossgrove.
If this charming little spot failed
in any particular feature of rural fascination, the deficiency would have
originated in a want of timber, had not part of the Nabob’s extensive
plantations entirely done away the objection, by approximating so closely to
the fragrant fence, as to convey the idea of acknowledging but one and the same
wealthy master. This circumstance, adding equally to the beauty and comfort of
the situation, was peculiarly desirable in a quarter of the country not
superabundantly stored with those noble productions of the earth, and which was
exposed, during the dreary months of winter, to all the changeable and chilling
blasts of an inclement sky.
The predecessors
of Mr. Ross, as we have already observed, had indeed paid such uncommon
attention to this useful and ornamental object, that even the cynical Doctor
Johnson himself might, here at least, have discovered woods and groves worthy
of his most fastidious and reluctant approbation.
In a quarter of the stupendous rock,
where an intervening projection excluded the ruder traits of the scene, and
only admitted a confined view of the precipitous torrent dashing down in a
thousand varied forms, an excavation had been made by the hand of Nature, which
that of Art afterwards modelled into a delightful little retirement, well
adapted for solitary mediation: it seemed indeed to have been the temporary
habitation of some religious recluse during the darker ages of the world, when
the gloomy reign of superstition held its despotic sway over the reasoning
faculties of the mind, and taught mankind to believe that to render themselves
voluntarily unhappy was the most acceptable service they could do a good and
beneficent Being, whose every action breathes peace and inexhaustible
tenderness to the whole human race.
This idea of the place appeared more probable from the
particular nature of its situation: for at no great distance stood some fine
old ruins, once the abode of a pious and holy community; who, in the profound
retirement of such a retreat, seemed to have bid an eternal adieu to all
intercourse with the busy haunts of men, and, undisturbed by external objects,
here held the even tenor of their way,
“The world forgetting, by the world forgot.”
The grotto, as it was called, looked
down upon this fast decaying edifice, which formed a picturesque termination to
a view cut through a part of the plantations fronting the east side of Rossgrove. Stella had adorned it with some elegant
shell-work and shining spars: a small old-fashioned press filled a nich in the wall, the lower division of which contained a
judicious arrangement of these beautiful articles, and on the upper shelves
were a few well-chosen books: an oaken table, two or three chairs, and a kind
of sofa, nearly composed the remainder of the furniture: the latter stood in a
recess, round which were placed several flowering
shrubs in large pots: exactly in the front was a curiously arched casement,
which projected considerably beyond the recess, and extending over the stream
below, in a bolder direction than the body of the grotto, appeared to hang
suspended in the air.
The ascent was by several steps rudely cut in the
rock, and the entrance, top, and sides were romantically shaded by some
venerable-looking trees, which, from time immemorial, had forced their roots
through the crevices of the stone, and continued to “rear their old fantastic
form on high,” in spite of the northern wintry blast that frequently roared
through their bending branches, and shook their elevated trunks almost to final
destruction. This aerial situation presented a commanding view of the Grove,
with its proud turrets rising in the midst of the gay and now verdant foliage
which surrounded it.
The little chamber was the favourite retreat of our
heroine: she had been permitted by her kind benefactress to consider it as her
own; and when otherwise unoccupied, an hour or two was usually here devoted to
drawing, reading, or any particular study that required uninterrupted
attention.
Mrs. Bertram’s house, though not of the largest
dimensions, was extremely commodious and well laid out. The furniture was
plain, but neat; and every article conveyed
an idea of elegant simplicity, which
bespoke the inhabitants possessed of superior minds, where judgment and
taste alike united to produce the useful and ornamental: the latter, however,
owed its existence to no extraneous aid. Of the chief part of it Stella
happened to be the architect: she adorned the walls with the most beautiful
drawings; the sofa, the chairs, were principally worked by her; and the graceful,
airy festoons which hung above the paintings, vied with nature in brightness of
colours and delicacy of design. In short, all was strikingly pleasing, and in a
style very different from the common run of the neighbourhood, without
appearing to deviate, in the smallest degree, from the station in life which
their limited finances had assigned them to fill.
The garden was well stored with
fruit-trees, vegetables, plants, and flowers of various kinds. These,
considering their northern situation, were thriving and productive; for which
they were greatly indebted to the shelter afforded by the Nabob’s plantations,
and the high range of towering rocks that preserved them, in some degree, from
the violence of the storm on that side, from whence it occasionally raged with
most intemperate fury. The shrubbery, thro’ which wound a path that led to the
grotto, was kept in excellent order, and never permitted to exclude a view of
the old ruin, which formed a very picturesque prospect form the upper story of
the dwelling. While the wide extended ocean presented one still more
interesting and sublime, though further removed from the premises.
At one of the windows from whence
the latter object happened to be most perceptible, Stella often watched, with
trembling anxiety, the wave-tossed bark, struggling with the warring elements,
whose raging spirit seemed every instant fraught with tremendous destruction,
and ready to ingulf the exhausted, terrified
wretches, who, alternately soaring aloft on the high-towering billow, or
immersed in the world of waters below, as they rushed, with irresistible speed,
from their aerial elevation, saw nothing short of death, in its most horrid
form, in every quick, approaching movement of the creaking and dismasted vessel.
Sighs, profound, sympathetic, and
sad, burst from the agitated bosom of our heroine, as her eyes dwelt on the
melancholy and heart-rending source of her solicitude; while the total
impossibility of administering the smallest aid to the care-worn sufferers,
created a sensation of awful and overwhelming resignation, too indefinable for
description, too oppressive and terrific to evaporate in words.
Sickening at the too certain
conclusion of the dreadful scene, Stella, on all such occasions, felt the
inefficacy of human wisdom to ensure the continuance of rational content; else
the original lot assigned us by Providence would (in her opinion) have
prevented many evils, could we have remained satisfied with our portion of
worldly goods, which few people, in one shape or other, are totally deprived
of. Grasping at more than is allotted us, we frequently lose the little that
might have sufficed for all our wants; and life itself is but too often
sacrificed to an immoderate thirst after a delusive and most unconquerable inclination
for unceasing accumulation.
When restored tranquillity smoothed the troubled surface of the
deep, and the white-sailed vessel,
whose bright painted sides gaily glittered in the refulgent beams of a setting
sun, glided along her liquid course, unmolested by the furies of the storm, our
heroine has figured a thousand charms within the floating fabric; and almost
wished she had been one of the happy number who were thus borne, insensibly, to
other climates and more propitious skies—expectation seated at the helm, and hope beating high in every breast.
Formed by circumstances, and led
astray by every fallacious appearance, our judgments are hasty, our conclusions
often rash. The apparently ill-starred mariner, even while struggling with the
fiercest blast of the tempest, is equally the care of Providence with those who
skim over the bosom of the calmer ocean, and reach their destined port in
safety. From the hour of human trial none are, however, exempted: all mankind
have their destined portion of evil, and he who feels it not at present, ought
to look forward to futurity with fear and trembling.
On the evening of that day set apart
for commemorating the birth of a male heir to the domains of Rossgrove, Stella happened to be engaged in one of the foregoing
contemplations. The sea proved unusually smooth, the air serene, and a vessel,
slowly moving at a distance, seemed to enjoy the voluptuous repose that reigned
over every object, as the sunny rays gilded the milk-white canvas with gleams
of radiance, or trembling on the waters below, displayed the reflected forms of
the bark in innumerable fantastic shapes.
Stella thought
the sailors must be happy, for every thing seemed to wear a smiling aspect
around them; while a sigh followed the conviction that she herself was at that
very moment the child of disappointment and solitude.
A cheerful and well-regulated mind
has many internal resources against the casual incidents of life. Our heroine
was not of a disposition to renounce one possible good, because another
happened to be placed beyond her reach: she shook off the pensive dejection
that pervaded her thoughts, and endeavoured to turn them on more enlivening
reflections.
This mental effort did not pass
unrewarded. Deprived of the musical feast she had secretly promised herself, an
unexpected succedaneum offered to compensate, in some measure, for the
sacrifice filial duty imperiously exacted. She descended the staircase, and
bent her steps to the grotto, in order to amuse herself with giving the finishing
strokes to a landscape which had been left but half completed in the morning.
CHAP. IX.
“Where shou’d this music be?
i’ th’ air, or earth?
“It sounds no more: and, sure, it waits upon
“Some God o’ th’ island!”
SHAKESPEARE.
THE sunbeams still
continued to play upon the bosom of the ocean, and lengthened the shadows of
every surrounding object, as our heroine, unconscious of the pleasure that
awaited her, advanced to her favourite retreat.
While slowly winding along the path
that led to the end of her walk, strains, soft and harmonious, seemed to be
wasted on the evening breeze, which at this period blew directly from the
Grove. She stopped to listen, but the sound had ceased. In an instant the
well-known grand and solemn march of the forty-second regiment broke, at
intervals, upon the stillness of the preceding pause, and absorbed every
faculty in immoveable attention. It happened to be a favourite piece of music
with Stella, and though much of its beauty was unavoidably lost, from the
nature of her situation, yet, in spite of this circumstance, it had never been
heard to such advantage before.
Every terrestrial enjoyment, however, has its limited
period; and what was derived from the present, speedily terminated. For some
time its renewal was eagerly, but unsuccessfully expected. At length she
proceeded to an angle of the rocky barrier: again it met her in the seraphic
strains of “Lochaber,” and again died away amid the murmurs of the gurgling
stream that rushed over some obstructing impediments to its progress, beneath a
rustic wooden bridge, on the railing of which she now leaned, solicitous to
catch the sweet notes so recently borne on the passing breeze, and which still
continued to vibrate on her delighted ear, long after the invisible musician had
ceased playing.
Rightly judging that the more aerial situation of the
grotto would enable her to hear the melody, if repeated, to greater advantage,
she started from her reverie, hastened forward, and ascending the steps with
the light and graceful motion of a sylph, took her station at the door, totally
unmindful of the unfinished landscape, or any other consideration by which her
thoughts had lately been occupied.
She was not mistaken in this idea. A few minutes had
scarcely elapsed before her expectations were fully gratified; and she now
plainly discovered (what indeed had been previously suspected) that it was the
military band at the Grove by which her enraptured senses were thus fascinated.
The shades of twilight gradually
spread their grey mantle over the face of nature, unnoticed by the delighted
Stella; she marked not their progress, nor heeded the flight of time: all but
the present enjoyment seemed to have vanished from remembrance. With some of
the music she was well acquainted, and the vocal melody of her harmonious
voice, almost unconscious of the exertion accompanied, at intervals, the
floating notes, which appeared to skim over the gently waving top of the lower
plantations, and stealing up the sides of the rock, imperceptibly died away, or
swelled into louder cadence, according to the pleasure of the performers.
During a pause, after warbling one
of her native airs with peculiar pathos, a rustling kind of sound suddenly
attracted her notice. She stepped from the threshold to discover the cause, but
perceived no living object near her: even the feathered songsters of the woods
had retired for the night, except two thrushes, who occasionally answered each
other from the neighbouring plantations. The lateness of the hour now, for the
first time, struck her, and a sensation, bordering on alarm, throbbed at her
heart, which was not lessened by a circumstance that quickly followed: for the
low-whispered accents of a human voce conveyed, like the music, on the gentle
breeze, seemed to proceed from some quarter evidently at not great distance,
but yet not sufficiently near to distinguish their particular import: once,
however, her own name, or something similar, struck upon her ear. The impulse
of the moment carried her instantly back to the grotto, where, scarcely daring
to breathe, she stood agitated and irresolute. At length she softly stole a
second time to the threshold, and half concealing herself behind the door, once
more endeavoured to ascertain what was, or was not to be apprehended.
While listening in this attentive
position, an idea suddenly occurred, which did not appear improbable:—possibly
Mrs. Bertram had sent the maid in quest of her. The conjecture was more that
feasible: she darted from her hiding-place, flew down the steps, and hastened
to obey the imaginary summons with uncommon speed.
Still an impression, verging on
something like fear, led her frequently to regard the vicinity with a
scrutinizing and anxious eye; but, except the bright streams of light that
occasionally gleamed through the trees from the windows of the Nabob’s festive
mansion, and now and then afforded transient glimpses of the gay and happy
groups, rapidly moving to and fro in the mazy windings of the dance, nothing
appeared to create any fresh alarm: her apprehensions, therefore, began to
subside in the foregoing supposition, when, all at once, they were again
renewed by perceiving an unusual emotion amongst some of the thickest parts of
the bushes. Stella involuntarily recoiled, and abruptly stopped in the midst of
her progress: but presently recollecting herself—
“It is but one of the sheep which
has strayed from its companions,” said she: “at any rate, I shall soon be at
home.”
Stella did not “whistle” at this
juncture “for want of thought:” she certainly attempted to sing, however,
though from a very different motive; for, in order to drown too much of that
troublesome intruder, the beautiful plaintive air of Roslin
Castle was hummed in a low key, as she hurried on with more speed than
attention, to her steps, till their progress was unexpectedly impeded by a
broken branch which caught her gown on one side of the road; and fear, aided by
the increasing shades of night, giving it a mortal shape, she rushed forward,
to disengage herself from the grasp of an imaginary being, till, stumbling over
a stone that lay in her way, the agitated form of our heroine fell, extended
and helpless, on the earth. Her senses fled for an instant, but were quickly
recalled by an exclamation uttered in a masculine voice, which burst from some
person who rushed from the wooden bridge. Their restoration, however, was but
transitory: additional terror and dismay took possession of every faculty, and
a second temporary suspension of the mental powers succeeded.
On her recovery, she found herself
supported in the arms of a stranger; but concluding the emotion under which she
laboured had possibly deceived her, she turned her head in order to ascertain
her real situation, and immediately her assistant exclaimed, in accents of
surprise and pleasure—“Our fair incognita, by
Jove!”
Stella again raised her eyes, and
perceived another person, whose face, however, was too much in the shade to be
easily discerned. He seemed deeply immersed in thought, and returned not any
answer to the observation of his companion, but stood rooted to the spot with
folded arms, intently gazing on the trembling and agitated Stella.
The moment she was able to move, her
acknowledgements were returned, in a low and tremulous voice, for the recent
aid afforded her, and the profuse offers of further assistance, which were
rapidly uttered by the only one of the strangers who seemed to have the full
use of his tongue. The continuation of his services, however, was civilly
declined; and she positively refused his ready-tendered arm, declaring herself
sufficiently recovered to conclude what remained of her short walk alone.
The latter part of Stella’s reply
certainly conveyed what might be called rather a broad hint; but though
intended to indicate her wish for their absence, it did not suit the views of
her new acquaintance to understand it in that light; and, in spite of her
efforts to the contrary, he who had been the most active to assist her
continued at her side, while his friend, in silence, followed slowly behind,
apparently absorbed in a reverie of some interesting, but melancholy
meditation.
Though vexed and disconcerted at
finding herself thus subjected to the company of strangers at such an hour and
place, and uncertain in what light their unexpected appearance might be viewed
by Mrs. Bertram, our heroine was under the necessity of submitting to an evil
from which she found it impossible to escape. This circumstance excepted, no
other cause of complaint remained; for she had been treated with the utmost
respect, and the most polite attention, by one of her assiduous companions;
while the other appeared to take no concern whatever in any thing that was
passing before him. Ashamed, therefore, to evince any further reluctance to the
company of a person who expressed so much anxiety on her account, yet unwilling
to sanction a perseverance which she could not now help regarding as something
bordering on a degree of officious intrusion, Stella walked silently along,
merely returning short monosyllables to those parts of his discourse from
whence it was impossible to withhold some sort of reply; thus endeavouring to
mark, by the laconic nature of her answers, the disapprobation with which she
listened to him, and her impatience to conclude an interview already too much prolonged,
and commenced under circumstances too disagreeable to be remembered with any
great degree of pleasure.
The overhanging rocks under which
their path hitherto lay, had, during their course in that direction, prevented
them from deriving much benefit from the bright beams of a clear, beautiful
moon, which soared in calm, majestic splendour over the frowning mass that
enclosed that quarter of the garden. On reaching a more open situation, where
the rocks had no longer power to produce this effect, she speedily discovered
the military uniform, and the nodding plume that adorned the shining helmet of
her unwelcome companion. On turning her head, to glance a look of similar
enquiry over the figure of their silent attendant, her eyes met his so earnestly
fixed upon her face, that she instantly withdrew them in much confusion, but
not before the motive of the hasty survey was accomplished, for he too wore the
same garb.
Another discovery, however, and one
still more important, originated from this gratification of her curiosity; for
she immediately recognised in the mute gentleman’s features the very identical
person who had formerly occasioned her no small alarm and perturbation at the
door of the alcove in the shrubbery.
More agitated than she had ever felt
herself on any former occurrence, an unaccountable tremor pervaded her whole
frame, and her heart throbbed with such violence, that, scarcely able to
support herself, she moved on with increasing difficulty, and almost wished for
another offer of the assisting arm, which had been so frequently rejected with
the most determined obstinacy.
The foregoing little incident,
trifling as it certainly appears, nevertheless produced an evident effect on
the hitherto unsocial stranger. He presently stepped forward, and, as if the
eyes of Stella had broke the spell by which the powers of language had been
suspended, now joined in the conversation, if indeed what passed could come
under that denomination, for the faculty of speech seemed almost exclusively
confined to his more voluble companion, who appeared not in the least
disconcerted by the silent proofs of inattention with which his female auditor
repeatedly honoured him.
Stella now soon understood that her
conductors were two of the guests assembled at Rossgrove;
and the little she had as yet seen of the world led her to suppose they were
persons of some consequence.
At the door of the Hermitage she
repeated her acknowledgments, and bidding them adieu in a manner that precluded
all further intrusion, abruptly entered.
CHAP. X.
“There’s nothing ill can dwell in such a temple:
“If the ill spirit have so fair a house,
“Good things will strive to dwell with’t.”
SHAKESPEARE.
THE escort of Stella
were indeed what they had represented themselves—military men, and the visitors
at the Grove: they likewise happened to be two of the number who had formerly
seen her; but of this latter circumstance she yet remained ignorant.
Many had proved the enquiries set on
foot respecting our heroine from the period of her first discovery in the
gallery: even Colonel Arabin, though residing under
the roof she was supposed to inhabit, had never chanced to meet with the object
of their pursuit; and his lady remained either in the same predicament, or
pretended to be totally unacquainted with her existence.
Defeated in their attempts for
information at the juncture when most ardent for its attainment, and afterwards
entirely occupied by a variety of intervening engagements, her image seemed
gradually obliterated from the memory of two of the gentlemen, while on that of
the third it made an impression, deep, lasting, and indelible. Yet, strange as
it must appear, he who was really the most interested person on the occasion,
apparently evinced the greatest indifference, and observed the most stoical
silence on every introduction of the topic with his brother officers.
The second view of Stella, which he
accidentally obtained in the shrubbery when strolling through it with Miss Ross
and her party, completed the destruction of his peace, without producing any
defalcation in those sentiments of honour and moral integrity, on the
possession of which he had hitherto justly valued himself.
The foregoing incident will partly
be explained when it is added, that the secret lover of Stella was already the
avowed admirer and affianced husband of Margaret Ross, and the identical person
alluded to by Mr. Benson, the house-steward, in his communication to Mrs.
Bertram.
Major St. Vincent, however, was a
man of honour in the strictest sense of the word, and where that unfortunately
interfered with the bias of inclination, the latter was uniformly sacrificed to
the former; not, perhaps, without some internal struggle, but generally free
from every indication of apparent hesitation.
In the present instance, he
cautiously adhered to the same conscientious line of conduct; and the motives
which dictated this mode of proceeding will, we trust, sufficiently recommend
him to the favour of our readers when hereafter acquainted with them.
But it may be asked, could a man of
real honour give his hand to one woman, while his heart was in the possession
of another? In most cases of a similar description this question may be easily
answered: in the present one, general conclusions, drawn from received opinions,
will probably prove erroneous.
The evening of the birthday happened
to be uncommonly warm and oppressive; a circumstance which the numerous
assemblage of guests contributed considerably to increase. Major St. Vincent
found it particularly fatiguing, and seized the first favourable opportunity of
quitting the room, in order to procure a little fresh air in the shrubbery. In
crossing the vestible, he was joined by Captain
Montague, and, arm in arm, they strolled out together, impelled by the same
motive.
Refreshed and invigorated by the
gentle and healthy breeze that gave a tremulous movement to the surrounding
foliage, they continued to saunter along for some time, inattentive to the path
they followed, and solely occupied by the discussion of a professional subject,
which had given rise to a variety of different opinions before the company
separated in the eating room. At length their progress was suddenly arrested by
the rivulet, which, in the direction they pursued, appeared too broad to pass
without the aid of other assistance than now offered for that purpose.
Beyond this barrier to their steps
the prospect was invitingly lovely. They had formerly passed the Hermitage once
or twice by a different road, but the weather proved unfavourable for an advantageous
view of its romantic situation, and no subsequent circumstance had occurred to
recall it to their memory amidst the hurry of regimental arrangements, and the
succeeding engagements that necessarily occupied their time for a considerable
period after their arrival in Galloway.
With the owner of this little
secluded spot they were likewise unacquainted; for Miss Ross’s manœuvres were too successfully conducted to admit of
introducing either Mrs. Bertram or her beautiful protégée
to their knowledge. No suspicion, therefore, arose that the object of so much
curiosity happened to be the inhabitant of the very place they were now
contemplating with such infinite pleasure, every additional view of which
increased the wish for a more minute investigation. The intervening brook
merely served as a stimulus to more active exertion:—they followed up the
stream; in order to discover a place to cross it, and at length reached the
vicinity of the rude steps that led to the grotto. Here, while they paused on
the next course to be adopted for the acceleration of their design, the
melodious warblings of a female voice, evidently in
unison with the military band at the Grove, all at once rivetted
them to the spot. They listened with rapturous astonishment, and scarcely
ventured to breathe or move, lest the celestial notes, proving the illusion of
fancy, should cease to charm their fascinated senses. The seraphic strains
seemed to vibrate on their ears from above; and Major St. Vincent first broke
the silence, by observing they certainly proceeded from an angel.
“Or rather some charming woman in
the form of one,” replied his friend. “But hark! again it floats on the air:
and see!” continued he, looking upwards to where the nymph-like form of the
lovely songstress was stationed.
“Ah! yes, by heavens, a celestial
being!” exclaimed the transported St. Vincent, totally thrown off his guard as
he followed the direction of his companion’s eyes: “yes, an angel, in faith!”
“Hang celestial beings!” cried
Montague, in a gay tone of voice; “give me the human form divine in female
shape—the supernatural is not to my taste:—
“I take the body, you the mind,
“Which has the better bargain?”
Follow me, and we’ll
endeavour to ascertain this point immediately.”
So saying, with a sudden spring he
bounded over a part of the fence which happened to be in a less thriving
condition in this quarter of the garden; and St. Vincent, equally agile,
speedily imitating his example, they soon reached the wooden bridge, where,
leaning on the rustic paling, they paused again, to reconnoitre the environs,
and reconsider their future plans of operation.
From this position, a full view of
the grotto was easily obtained, and a few minutes had scarcely elapsed before
another song from that quarter fixed their eager eyes upon it in attentive
silence.
To ascertain whether or not this
melody was produced by any person residing in the vicinity, now became an
object of some importance.
That the vocal performer was a being
of a superior order to the common run of the lower class of the community,
admitted not of a doubt; and as they were given to understand that most of the genteeller families in the neighbourhood had accepted the
Nabob’s invitation to the Grove, they could not comprehend how she who appeared
so well qualified to make one in such an assemblage, had not joined the festive
group on this memorable occasion. If an inhabitant of the small house they had
recently admired, she was not only a neighbour, but the nearest one too, to the
Grove. This observation increased their surprise at her absence, which, it was
plain, could neither have been caused by her own indisposition, nor that of any
near relative; for in that case her mind would have experienced sensations very
different from those by which it was now evidently occupied.
Montague was positive there must be
some mystery in the business: he protested he could not sleep till he knew
whether she had descended from the clouds, rose from the sea, like another
Venus, or been merely introduced into the world in a similar manner with
themselves. To authenticate this point, and procure a better view of the
imaginary divinity, they ascended the eminence in a different and more
difficult direction; and it was in the course of their progress that the
subject of their pursuit was alarmed by the rustling amongst the bushes,
accompanied by the pronunciation of her name, which Captain Montague suddenly
recollected was that by which the owner of the Hermitage had once been
mentioned to him.
Having tolerably well ascertained
the path she must unavoidably pursue in her descent, and unwilling to increase
an alarm which they perceived was already sufficiently distressing, they
renounced their recent intention of abruptly intruding on her retirement, for
which no decent apology could easily be offered, and softly resumed their
station on the bridge, along which she must evidently pass at all events.
One consideration, however, chiefly
inclined them to adopt this measure:—it was not probable she would be alone in
the grotto at so late hour; and one of the gentlemen, it has formerly been
hinted, had particular reasons for cautiously avoiding every degree of eclat on the occasion.
In the event of our heroine
appearing with a companion, it was much easier to escape observation amidst the
adjoining thickets, than being under the same roof with her.
The result of this determination has
already been shewn, as likewise the subsequent proceedings that sprung from it.
CHAP. XI.
“My life is yours, nor wish I to preserve it,
But to serve you.”
CONGREVE.
MAJOR St. Vincent was
the second son of a genteel, and, in some of its branches, noble family, in the
south of England, whose veins were more copiously supplied with the honourable
stream of ancestry, than their coffers filled with the golden gifts of Fortune.
The former had been preserved pure and unsullied through the lapse of many
generations, while the latter had suffered much diminution—from a variety of
unfortunate circumstances; the chief part of which is foreign to the subject of
our history, and therefore unnecessary to dwell upon at present.
But though thus unprovided
with adequate means for supporting the pride of birth in all its pristine
lustre, splendid expectations, of considerable magnitude, were not wanting to
gild the prospect of futurity with brighter colours. The Major’s father was
nephew to Lord Fitzhenry; and in the event of the
latter dying a bachelor, was next heir to the title and estate.
To this period they looked forward
as that which was to replace them in their proper rank in life; and, in the
meanwhile, they expressed no repugnance to increase their existing consequence,
by the union of the young soldier with a woman of respectable connexions, but
still larger fortune.
The intended bride was no other than
the favourite and first-born offspring of Mr. Ross. At one of the fashionable
watering places which that lady had visited in the course of the preceding
year, she first commenced an acquaintance with Major St. Vincent, who happened
then to be quartered in the neighbourhood.
His tall, elegant, martial-looking
figure, dignified air, and highly-polished manners, united to a set of features
possessing every trait of masculine beauty and expressive intelligence, soon
attracted her attention, and recommended him to particular notice long before
the charms of a well-cultivated understanding made any impression on her
volatile and indiscriminating mind; though the superior advantages he enjoyed
in this enviable respect rendered his company, even at so early a period of
life, peculiarly acceptable to the judicious and well-informed few with whom he
always endeavoured to associate.
To be regarded as an object worthy
of attention by the handsome, the all-accomplished St. Vincent, was considered
as a certain passport to celebrity by the fortunate female destined to receive
such a mark of distinction: but though the wish to secure it proved nearly
universal, the means were rather difficult of attainment.
St. Vincent, though young, happened
to be of a more serious thinking turn of mind than is usually met with at his
age; yet his temper was ardent, and his passions strong. A certain air of
reserve (perfectly consistent, however, with good-breeding) gave to his
appearance an idea of mental superiority, that occasionally repressed
presumptuous vanity, and kept intrusive familiarity at a distance. The
superficial coxcomb and trifling coquette were, of course, seldom at ease in
his presence; though the former often affected to be thought on an intimate
footing with him, and the latter sedulously sought to obtain some exclusive
proof of his attention.
Miss Ross immediately placed Major,
then Captain St. Vincent, amongst the number of her particular favourites; and,
agreeably to her usual mode of proceeding, determined to be “aut Cœsar, aut nullus,”
in his opinion. Louis the XIVth of France possessed
not a greater rage for universal dominion than the daughter of the Scottish
Nabob; which urged her to set every engine at work to establish her projected
empire. St. Vincent’s mother and sister, then at the same watering place, soon
perceived a partiality which Margaret took little pains to conceal. Her fortune
entitled her to rank with the highest circles in genteel life; but report, with
its hundred tongues, had more than doubled its actual amount: had it been tem
times as much, however, it would not have appeared too great for him to whom
these two ladies secretly destined it. They seized every possible opportunity
of paying her the most flattering attention, and, by the intimacy that was
speedily formed between them, furnished innumerable openings for facilitating
an union apparently productive of so many advantages to a beloved son and
brother.
Unfortunately, these efforts in his
favour did not produce an adequate effect on his side of the question. St.
Vincent was uniformly well-bred, and politely attentive to the daily guest and
companion of his mother and sister: his heart, however, took no part in the
family scheme for his advantage; it remained uninterested by the lady’s evident
predilection in his behalf, and unaffected by all her blandishments.
In fact, though she might
congratulate herself on almost the exclusive enjoyment of his company in the
domestic circle, her progress, in other respects, was not of a description likely
to bring the ultimate object of her wishes to a speedy conclusion. Margaret,
nevertheless, saw matters in a different light—a light more consonant to her
vanity. For the first time in her life she fancied herself under the influence
of a permanent attachment; and her constant appearance with the St. Vincent
family seemed to countenance the current rumour of a matrimonial engagement
being on the tapis.
This idea met with no discouragement
from the female quarter of the house; by the gentleman, however, it was heard
with a degree of indifference that did not even induce him to take the trouble
of contradicting it.
In this state were affairs situated
when the regiment to which he belonged was unexpectedly ordered to another part
of the kingdom.
Somewhat surprised at having yet
received no explicit declaration of his sentiments, Miss Ross conceived this
circumstance would certainly bring matters to a crisis, by hastening an event
so truly desirable. The gentleman, however, proved in no such haste, and departed
without coming to the much wished-for eclaircissement.
Astonished, piqued, and mortified by
a disappointment so totally unforeseen, Margaret received the first
intelligence of his absence with sensations not easily to be defined.
At the time when this circumstance
happened, a week had yet to elapse before the division to which he belonged
expected to quit their present quarters; and in the interim, she had been
prevailed upon to spend a day or two at a friend’s house in the neighbourhood.
To the pressing invitation she received for this purpose, Miss Ross readily
acceded, from an idea that St. Vincent, hurt by the implied indifference her
departure at such a juncture evinced, would immediately follow, and come to the
long-desired explanation. His mother and sister saw the motive of her absence,
and secretly flattered themselves with a similar consequence resulting from it.
Sufficient leisure would still remain for future arrangements; while, at the
same time, they fondly hoped the appearance of a period so limited might
possibly conduce to accelerate the grand object of maternal solicitude.
By some manœuvre or another
it was found necessary to alter the order of the route; and St. Vincent, of
course, marched with the second, instead of the last division, before the
unfortunate Margaret suspected the deprivation she was doomed to lament.
But though thus disappointed in a
personal interview, still a letter could equally explain his sentiments; and
that compensation might yet be in store for her. Prepossessed with this notion,
when the first shock of the moment had a little subsided, she hastened from her
lodgings to those occupied by Mrs. St. Vincent, and contrived to introduce the
enquiry with an air of affected carelessness, very foreign to the nature of her
real feelings on the occasion. Nothing satisfactory, however, succeeded this
attempt at dissimulation: a cool complimentary card was all that appeared
addressed to her by St. Vincent.
Her frame trembled, her eyes flashed
fire, as she ran over the contents. Mrs. St. Vincent and Louisa marked the
rising storm with sorrow, and gave a half-suppressed sigh to the apprehended
destruction of their hopes. They tried, nevertheless, to exculpate the
offender, by resting his defence on the plea of professional necessity, and the
well known fact that a soldier’s time is not at his own command.
Margaret made no comments on the
humiliating subject: she listened to them in silence; but a sullen air of
supercilious incredulity pervaded every feature, and bore witness to the
internal tempest that raged within her haughty bosom. She seized an early
opportunity of retiring from the presence of friends recently so dear to her;
and on returning home, hastened to her own apartment, where her former lover’s
farewell-note speedily underwent a second perusal, which almost as speedily
sealed its final destruction: with every mark of contemptuous indignation, it
was instantly torn in a thousand pieces, and the mutilated fragments scattered
round the chamber.
In the course of the succeeding
evening, Miss Ross appeared in the public rooms as formerly. Her dress was more
splendid, her ornaments more numerous than usual: wounded pride produced an
uncommon flow of artificial spirits; and self-consideration brought her even to
mention the truant swain with every indication of the utmost nonchalance.
Margaret played her cards so
artfully, that though the true state of the case remained dubious with some of
her acquaintance, the greater part of the number were completely duped on the
occasion; and, what was still more extraordinary, she duped herself! By a
constant adherence to the same mode of conduct, the actress became an adept in
the part she had undertaken to perform, till habit rendered it easy; and her
natural passion for admiration continually hurrying her into the vortex of
folly and dissipation, new pursuits every day started up—new objects occurred
to occupy the mind, to detach it from useless sensations of regret, and to
banish from remembrance all painful retrospections of the past. St. Vincent
seemed no longer to retain a place in her thoughts: or if his idea did
occasionally force its way on her memory, the same giddy round of amusement was
immediately recurred to, and all intrusive reflections were driven from their
hold by a double portion of fashionable resources, of which she had always
sufficient at command.
The persevering, though concealed
endeavour thus made to the extirpation of his image, too plainly proved the
strength of the enemy she struggled to dislodge. Margaret repeatedly supposed
she had conquered all remains of her former attachment for the now reprobated
St. Vincent; and it was not till accident once more threw him in her way, that
she secretly acknowledged herself undeceived in this fallacious idea.
CHAP. XII.
“If I boast of aught,
“Be it to have been Heav’n’s
happy instrument,
“The means of good to my ill-fated parents.”
ROWE.
MISS Ross, by the
demise of a maternal uncle in the West Indies, had received a considerable
addition to the fortune settled upon her by the Nabob, when the troops under
Colonel Arabin’s command arrived in Galloway. Her
vanity, increased by this unexpected accession of wealth, seemed to have
imbibed more inflated notions of individual consequence than any hitherto indulged;
and on the first intimation of her recreant knight’s vicinity, she fully
determined to treat him with the utmost hauteur and
every mark of the most fortifying indifference, should a wish to avoid the
imputation of peculiarity subject her to the necessity of seeing him at the
Grove with his brother officers.
This resolution was tolerably well
adhered to during the course of the first fortnight: about the end of that
period, almighty Love resumed his former station in her heart, and, gradually
aided by powerful auxiliaries, seemed to recommence his reign with every
prospect of ultimate success.
Previous to the northern march of
the troops, St. Vincent had obtained permission to remain a few weeks with his
relations, from whom he had been absent for some time antecedent to this
period.
On reaching his paternal home, he found a
highly-valued father visibly declining in health, and painfully embarrassed in
circumstance, while evident traits of dejection and low spirits sat gloomily
impressed on the pensive countenances of his other relatives.
The original cause of these
distressing appearances was reluctantly explained, to which he listened with
sensations of suppressed anguish; which, unhappily, furnished too many
additional instances of incurable depravity and boundless extravagance to those
already frequently deplored, in the unprincipled conduct of an elder brother.
Colonel St. Vincent (for he was
likewise in the army) happened to be one of those characters who prefer
self-gratification to the comfort and peace of dearest and nearest connexions;
both of which are but too often sacrificed to an insatiable inclination for
every vicious pursuit, and every species of expensive amusement. It proved
necessary, however, to keep on good terms with their uncle Lord Fitzhenry, whose temper was none of the best, and who had
more than once threatened to marry, when any casual intelligence relative to
the Colonel’s irregularities unfortunately reached him. The parents of that
misguided young man, therefore, anxiously endeavoured to conceal his errors
from public knowledge; for the loss of his Lordship’s favour would have
involved the whole family in final and irremediable ruin. The prodigal’s wants
were consequently supplied with as little noise as possible; till what remained
from the purpose was almost swallowed up by the perpetual demands of numerous
and increasing creditors; some of whom, upon finding the source nearly
exhausted from whence they had hitherto had their claims duly answered, began
to speak of adopting more vigorous measures, and even plainly hinted their
design of applying to Lord Fitzhenry on the occasion,
who, it was supposed, would not permit his presumptive heir to linger out the
residue of his existence within the walls of a loathsome prison.
This threat, sufficient of itself to
create a serious alarm, was quickly succeeded by an intimation that Mr. St.
Vincent himself would certainly be arrested for a debt of some magnitude, if
means were not taken to repay it before the expiration of five months from the
period assigned for the settlement of the business.
Such was the state of affairs when
the younger St. Vincent procured leave of absence to pay a short visit to his
father’s family.
A drowning person is ready to catch
at the first object which bears the smallest prospect of present assistance.
The unfortunate Mr. St. Vincent had repeatedly turned his thoughts on every
probable means for averting the threatened storm, without deriving the most
trifling degree of consolation from the melancholy and futile reflections that
occurred on the subject; when the Major’s appearance recalled to his mother’s
remembrance the principal events which had taken place at their last meeting,
and gave birth to an idea, that was presently communicated to her husband, as
the most feasible means that remained to extricate them from those impending
difficulties, the dread of which was rapidly hastening him to a premature
grave. This resource was no other than to attempt the accomplishment of the
former much wished-for alliance between her son and Miss Ross; the revival of
whose partiality for the Major she fondly flattered herself might be easily
effected, if he would only agree to sanction the projected design with his
approbation and consent.
The strong mind and filial piety of
the young soldier was well know to his parents: the first, they were persuaded,
would induce him to sacrifice his own feelings, if necessary, for their
tranquillity; from the latter every thing was to be hoped, should success crown
the measure, and the lady retain her late prepossession in his favour; and of
this circumstance Mrs. St. Vincent could not admit a doubt: the father also
coincided in the same opinion; and Louisa, when informed of their scheme, was
positive no woman could ever totally eradicate an attachment once inspired by
such a man as her brother Henry. After several subsequent conversations on the
topic, their expectations became more sanguine; and their joint wishes were
consequently signified to him in the most tender and affecting terms.
The heart of Henry was perfectly
disengaged at this juncture, and though the beauty of Miss Ross might, in some
degree, have captivated his senses, her mental endowments (cautious as she had
ever been to suppress every reprehensible tendency in his presence) were by no
means calculated to secure his affections: he therefore paused a few minutes
after the communication.
“It is true my own happiness,” thought he,
“can never be implicated in such an union; but if that of my beloved parents is
at state—if to me they look for their only chance of comfort on earth—”
He raised his eyes before the
sentence was concluded, and met those of the two people dearest to him on earth
fixed upon his face with an expression of anxious expectation and agonizing suspense,
which spoke volumes to his feelings, and at once determined his conduct.
The sensible and well-regulated mind
of this worthy young man was inconceivably shocked to observe the agitation of
his parents, when he reflected that on him they depended for the restoration of
their peace; but his heart was too full for utterance, and language refused to
come to his relief. He gazed upon the trickling drops that chased each other
down their pallid, care-worn cheeks for a single moment; then abruptly pulling
out his handkerchief, turned to the window, in order to conceal the emotion he
could no longer suppress.
His fate was now advancing to a
crisis: he saw, he felt this to be the case; felt it too without experiencing
any individual satisfaction arising from the conviction on his own account:
prompt acquiescence, however, became requisite to relieve the tortured bosoms
of those to whom he owed his birth. An exertion was therefore made to banish
every selfish consideration:—he turned from the window, bent one knee before
them, seized a hand of each, pressed it emphatically to his lips, then rose,
bowed in silence, and hurried from the room.
The distressed parents uttered not a
syllable during this scene, which passed with rapidity. Deeply affected by a
thousand oppressive sensations, they continued gazing upon each other till the
sound of his retiring steps died upon their ear. Mr. St. Vincent then extended
his arms, and folding his agitated, weeping wife to his bosom, sobbed aloud,
mingling scalding tears of regret with those of admiration and gratitude, for
the cruel necessity that forced them to require what was evidently not granted
without a secret pang of reluctance.
Such an instance of filial duty from
one son seemed almost to compensate for the sufferings entailed upon them by
another; and their acknowledgements to Providence were profuse and sincere, for
the critical relief thus obtained through his means.
Every thing now soon wore a
different appearance under the roof of Mr. St. Vincent. The creditors of the
Colonel were prevailed upon to wait a little longer, and the semblance of
health once more began to visit the father’s countenance.
The temporary forbearance of the
principal claimants to whom he stood indebted, was a point of the utmost importance
to Mr. St. Vincent, as it prevented any disclosure of existing circumstances
from reaching his uncle, whose fortune, having chiefly descended to him by the
maternal side, was entirely in his own power to dispose of in what manner he
judged most proper: a privilege he frequently threatened to use in favour of
some distant relations of his mother’s, when any of his nephew’s family
happened, though unintentionally, to incur his displeasure. The small portion
of wealth he inherited from his father was strictly entailed, and would have
proved very inadequate to the support of title without the additional aid of
the other.
As the final success of their new
scheme was still hid in the womb of futurity, and depended on contingencies
which could not be yet ascertained, it was agreed that nothing should be said
to Lord Fitzhenry on the subject till such time as
the sentiments of the lady were first sounded; for the Major seemed far from
entertaining any expectations so very sanguine as those adopted by his mother
and sister on the occasion; on the contrary, he concluded vanity, wounded
pride, and insulted affectation, if she ever had honoured him with any real
degree of the latter, had long since probably excluded him from all share in
her remembrance. The northern destination of the regiment was considered as a
most fortunate incident at this period, and seemed happily adapted to afford
opportunities to ascertain this matter, without carrying the appearance of any
premeditated design for that purpose.
Mrs. Arabin,
who happened to be related to the St. Vincent family, and at this juncture with
them on a visit, promised to facilitate their wishes by every possible exertion
in her power.
On the second week after this
arrangement, Henry St. Vincent escorted that lady back to her husband, and then
proceeded with the troops to Scotland.
The parting with his parents and
sisters was affecting and solemn: the former, with streaming eyes, pressed him
to their hearts, calling him their better angel—he on whom every hope, every
prospect of future tranquility depended; the latter
clasped their arms round his neck, and sobbed upon his bosom: every look and
action spoke sensibility and gratitude for this seasonable relief from the
recent terror of apprehended ruin.
In the comparative happiness thus
dispensed to others, St. Vincent experienced that internal gratification which
the conscious sense of a virtuous deed uniformly bestows, and which, for a
certain period, is sometimes sufficiently powerful to absorb every intrusive reflections
of a more selfish description.
CHAP.
XIII.
“Fondly make a merit of forgiveness,
“And give to Fate a second opportunity,
“If the first blow should miss.”
ROWE.
IT has already been
hinted that Miss Ross proved too good a Christian to persevere in harbouring
any lasting degree of resentment against the once distinguished, though truant
favourite of a former day.
Mrs. Arabin,
true to her promise, contributed considerably to the acceleration of this
circumstance, and smoothed the way for the Major’s reinstatement in the lady’s
good opinion, by the most adroit management of her temper and disposition.
Inexpressibly flattered by the
returning devoirs of the only man who had ever, in fact, found the real way to
her heart, every remaining sentiment of wounded pride or displeasure gradually
lessened, till at length all recollections inimical to his views were finally
obliterated from her memory. Aided, therefore, by the lurking auxiliary he
still retained in her breast, united with the friendly exertions of the Arabins, St. Vincent shortly perceived the garrison was
ready to surrender on proper terms. As the indifference he felt to this
ill-sorted union did not appear likely to subside by a more intimate knowledge
of Margaret’s character, though the reprehensible parts of it continued to be
carefully concealed from his view with the most cautious, but difficult
perseverance, he rightly judged that a sacrifice thus unavoidably necessary
could not be too speedily accomplished; and, secretly ashamed to find a latent,
lingering bias to procrastination frequently intrude on his better intentions,
the dictates of filial magnanimity at length determined him to put further
hesitation out of the question, by immediately availing himself of her visible
partiality in his favour. In consequence of this resolution, Lord Fitzhenry was made acquainted with the future brilliant
prospects of his nephew, and every thing speedily so arranged as to preclude
any possibility of retraction on his side with honour.
This circumstance was no sooner
ascertained than the breast of St. Vincent seemed eased of an oppressive
burthen. To know the worst, is said to be some relief: he felt it as such on
the present occasion, and looked forward to the ultimate conclusion of the affair
with a sensation of stern, persevering resignation, which frequently pervades
superior minds when acquiescence becomes requisite in any pressing contingency
against which their feelings instinctively revolt; and, in whatever light he
considered it, such, in this instance, appeared to be the case with himself,
though he could not well account for it.
Margaret Ross was handsome, elegant,
accomplished, and rich: what more could be reasonably required?—and from whence
originated that inconceivable something, approaching almost to repugnance, by
which his heart was actuated on the occasion? Her evil propensities he was yet
unacquainted with: of her foibles indeed this could not be said; but human
nature is liable to such, and proper management, with increasing years, might
effect a beneficial change where confirmed depravity of disposition was
presumed to have not footing. Strange then that indifference would not give
place to warmer and more appropriate sentiments for a woman to whose
acknowledged preference he was so infinitely indebted! The nature of his
feelings seemed to be of that description peculiarly inimical to alteration or
amendment, so difficult to define, yet so well expressed by the Poet:—
“I do not like thee, Doctor Fell;
“The reason why I cannot tell—
“But I don’t like thee, Doctor Fell.”
Nevertheless, he
entertained no particular predilection for any other woman whatever; and if his
bosom did not receive Margaret Ross as its welcome mistress, she had,
notwithstanding, no complaint to make of a rival in his affections.
In this manner were affairs situated
at Rossgrove, when the accidental appearance of our
heroine first convinced the intended bridegroom he had still a heart to dispose
of, and fatally removed the veil of indifference from the eyes of the
unfortunate youth, which had hitherto somewhat served to support his mind in
the ordeal trial he had gone through in the performance of filial duty.
Unconscious, in the first instance,
of the real motive that propelled him forward in the path of enquiry that
succeeded her discovery, St. Vincent imagined it was merely to gratify the
whimsical humour of the friends who accompanied him that he felt stimulated to
obtain a further knowledge of the lovely girl they had seen in the gallery.
The incident that procured him a
second view of her in the alcove originated in a wish to preserve the nest of a
thrush from the depredations of two school-boys, who were preparing to carry
off its young inhabitants, when the cries of the parent bird brought him from
his party to their relief. It was in returning from the accomplishment of this
humane deed by a different path through the shrubbery, that the figure of
Stella, in her solitary retreat, unexpectedly caught his view, and fixed him to
the spot with sensations of surprise and admiration.
What these might have produced it is
difficult to say, had not the voice of his affianced bride roused him from the
dangerous reverie to a recollection of his situation, and hurried him from the
cause of it.
The investigation into the nature of
his feelings that succeeded this unlucky interview, and the conclusion of the
self-examination upon which he entered, were equally unfavourable to his peace,
and left but little room for individual congratulation on the ostensible score
of filial obedience.
Henry St. Vincent, strict in
principle and enthusiastic in all his ideas of moral rectitude, was deeply hurt
to find that that degree of indifference which had hitherto contributed to
preserve him from forming any of those desultory attachments so commonly
engaged in by young men in the military line, now no longer existed; and
shuddered to reflect that it had vanished in favour of an entire stranger
almost at the very moment when he was upon the point of giving his hand at the altar
to a woman whom he had publicly avowed as chosen for his future partner through
life.
His compliance with the wishes of
his parents, their peace, perhaps their very existence, the happiness of his
family, his own character in the eyes of the world—all, all was now at stake;
and he shrunk from the certain consequences that must inevitably follow the
smallest deviation from the narrow and difficult path of propriety.
It was evident indeed that on the
manner in which he conducted himself at this critical juncture depended the
share of mental ease and respectability he must hope to enjoy hereafter, and an
internal self-approbation, which proves the first of all earthly considerations
to a well-regulated mind, and which the world can neither give nor take away.
In a character gifted, like his,
with the stronger power of reason, passion is seldom long permitted to act in
open opposition to the dictates of morality or honour: it sometimes, however,
unfortunately happens that the violence of the one is proportionably
great to the energies of the other. St. Vincent fatally experienced this truth,
and felt, with deep regret, that the sensibility of his heart had never before
been fully called into action, nor placed in a state of warfare with the cooler
determinations of judgment.
Restless and unhappy, the sleepless
hours of night stole heavily away: but the solitary pillow is often a faithful
counsellor. Though astonished to find his feelings so refractory and acute, and
shocked to think the influence of the passions could be productive of such an
internal struggle, the empire of the latter began to recede before the
suggestions of wounded honour; and ere the first dawn of the following morning
appeared, a resolution was taken to encounter, with becoming fortitude, the
fate necessity had imposed upon him.
The result of this determination was
to hasten forward the completion of the task filial affection enjoined him to
accomplish, with additional dispatch, and in the interim to avoid every
probable chance of any succeeding interviews with her in whom all his secret
misery originated.
But though the last-mentioned
intention might be, and certainly was, strictly consonant to the rules of
propriety and wisdom, it may perhaps be again asked if the wish to accelerate his
nuptials with one woman, while his heart was in the possession of another, be
equally entitled to come under either of these denominations; or even
privileged in any respect whatever to assume the name of an honourable
transaction, when interested motives were incontrovertibly the chief, if not
sole inducements to the conclusion of a reluctant union with Margaret Ross.
With all due submission to the imperial fiat of superior casuists, we think
these interrogatories may be answered in a manner highly praiseworthy to Henry
St. Vincent.
It has already appeared that his
father’s credit in the world was at stake before the lady’s affections were
ascertained to be permanently fixed: now that they were acknowledged to be so,
and that she was willing to bestow the means of procuring tranquillity to that
father, could any man, possessed of reflection or sensibility, bear to
sacrifice the peace of all those who were, or ought to be most dear to him,
merely for the sake of indulging a recent and visionary attachment, which,
obtained at such a price, would undoubtedly end in bitterness of heart,
self-reproach, and probable disappointment, since he remained even ignorant if
a reciprocity of sentiment was experienced in his behalf? No: the suppression
of his feelings, the victory of gratitude over inclination, were but poor
compensations for the wealth and tenderness so generously bestowed upon him:
and if that warmth of affection which usually marks a first attachment was
unhappily wanting on his side, it became doubly requisite to make up for the
deficiency by every act of friendship and attention to her wishes. These, he
well knew, could only be gratified by the completion of the meditated union
with the person who exclusively possessed her heart; and that heart ought not
to suffer for its promptness to furnish him with the power of extricating a
much-loved relative from the threatened tempest that still was suspended over
his head, and ready to involve every other member of the family in the same
ruin.
So mentally reasoned the meritorious
and noble-minded St. Vincent. Nevertheless, though the spirit proved willing,
the flesh continued weak. The actual performance of the ceremony could alone,
therefore, secure him from those returns of irresolution under which he occasionally
laboured, in spite of every effort to the contrary; and towards it he
constantly looked with mingled sensations of solicitude and reluctance. Henry
knew he could safely rely upon the strength of his principles for conducting
him through the allotted path with propriety, when human frailty had no longer
any remaining excuse to gloss over the erroneous wanderings of a fluctuating
heart, or any illusive pretence for imagining an endless felicity with a
different woman from her whose domestic lot seemed henceforth so closely
interwoven with his own.
The impatience now manifested by her
late philosophical lover for the accomplishment of their union, was received as
a flattering proof of increased attachment by the elated Margaret; and his
request that an early day might be named for the purpose, acceded to without
any very apparent degree of reluctance.
From the moment in which he had
reason to suspect the nature of his sentiments for the fair stranger, St.
Vincent endeavoured to regulate his actions according to the strictest rules of
honour and propriety: if his thoughts, therefore, would sometimes play the
truant, and wander, unpermitted by judgment, in the
wide and illusive field of imagination, his conduct at least was under the
control of prudence, and, barring the accidents of chance, such as he had no
cause to be ashamed of.
CHAP.
XIV.
“High arbiter
“Chance governs all.”
MILTON.
THOUGH the last
interview in the garden of the Hermitage did not serve to lessen the misery and
oppression of heart under which Major St. Vincent laboured, yet it was not
productive of any alteration in his conduct: the same, or rather a greater
degree of caution was observed to regulate all his motions, and in proportion
as he became sensible of his danger, he took measures to resist it.
The best intentions, however, may be
disappointed, and even rendered nugatory, by the very means taken to ensure
their success. The precautions adopted by St. Vincent unfortunately had this
effect, and proved the source of fresh mental embarrassments, instead of
contributing to remove those which already existed: for had not his solicitude
to avoid every subject that led to any knowledge of our heroine’s name or
situation prevented a disclosure of these two circumstances, it is probable he
would have spared himself the fatal indulgence of listening to her melodious
voice, and the subsequent pangs that arose from their unexpected meeting in the
garden.
Two evenings previous to that fixed
upon for his union with Miss Ross, St. Vincent felt his spirits unusually
depressed: but inclined to ascribe this circumstance to any cause rather than
the right one, he concluded it was occasioned by overheating himself while
exercising a vicious horse, which the riding-master had found difficult to
manage in the morning. A little fresh air, however, he supposed might be
serviceable; and under this impression he stole, unperceived, from a close and
crowded drawing-room, in order to take a solitary ramble in the woods.
Nature happened to be in one of those moods most
congenial to the contemplative mind—calm, mild, soothing, and serene. Every
surrounding object seemed to feel her influence: not a leaf appeared to move;
and the solemn stillness that reigned was only interrupted at intervals by the
evening songs of the little feathered choristers, the drowsy hum of the
circling beetle, the faint lowing of the distant cattle, or the shrill whistle
of the distant labourer, winding along to his humble dwelling, after the daily
toils of the field were over, and the sweat of his brow had furnished the
homely board with more than the most voluptuous epicure can frequently
command—peace, contentment, sound health, and a good appetite.
With folded arms, and eyes bent upon
the ground, St. Vincent pensively moved along. The direction he took was
different from that leading to the Hermitage: but though his steps retraced not
the prohibited quarter, thought, that uncontrollable something, which cannot
always be confined to its mental prison, nor uniformly regulated by the force
of reason, insensibly pointed to the peaceful and romantic residence of his
bosom’s queen.
The sensations produced by the
wanderings of fancy, however, were now become more sad than violent:—suspense
was upon the eve of becoming certainty, and despair, no longer fed by the
illusive suggestions of deceitful hope, dwelt upon the approaching ceremony as
the stern decree of irremediable necessity, from whence there remained no
possibility of escape; while, on the other hand, the conviction of having acted
right occasionally dissipated the melancholy reflections which at times
absorbed his mind, and spread a glow of self-approbation over every feature,
which made him feel that to persevere, is to succeed in well-doing.
Secretly congratulating himself on
the small degree of temporary tranquillity which, on the occurrence of this
reflection, pervaded his breast, he pursued his walk, too much immersed in
contemplations on the past and future, to remark that he had quitted the nearer
plantations, and was crossing a park ornamented with extensive and numerous
clumps of trees, through which lay a private path, usually taken by foot
passengers who resided on the estate of Rossgrove;
when his attention was suddenly roused by a shriek of horror, and which was immediately
succeeded by a hollow, growling sound, which murmured from the other side of a
thicket apparently at no great distance: the first was evidently the voice of
distress, the second threatening danger. He darted immediately forward to the
spot from whence it appeared to proceed; but ere it could be reached, another
exclamation of terror, louder than the former, burst upon his ear, and in the
succeeding instant a female figure rushed from behind some trees in the closest
quarter of the thicket, and dropped senseless at his feet.
The cause of her alarm soon became
obvious.—A furious bull appeared in view: his glaring eyeballs were fixed upon
the prostrate being before him, and the half-suppressed bellowing that sullenly
issued from his foaming jaws seemed to announce inevitable destruction, had not
timely assistance been at hand for her protection.
Major St. Vincent perceived there
was not a single moment to be lost: he caught her up in his arms, and lowering
her on the other side of the wall that enclosed the park, instantly sprang
after her. Fortunately, the circumstance happened near the verge of the field,
otherwise the preserved and preserver might equally have suffered.
Thus deprived of his intended prey,
the enraged animal abruptly stopped in the middle of his career, and tearing up
the earth with his feet, made the park re-echo with the most tremendous
roaring; then, moving on at a quicker pace, sometimes snuffing the air,
sometimes running with his nose close to the ground, the terrific sound sinking
again at intervals to a sullen murmur: she raised her head just as the late
object of her fears happened to be sinking from view on the other side of the
wall; but apprehensive he was only recoiling to renew the charge with renovated
vigour, she cast a frantic glance on the face of her supporter, wildly clasped
her arms round his neck, and, heaving a profound sigh, again fainted on his
bosom.
The look, the air, the action,
graceful even in the midst of distress and terror, now, for the first time, flashed
with recollected anguish on his heart. With an agitated and trembling hand, he
put aside her veil and a profusion of auburn ringlets that, displaced and
disordered, had hitherto, in the confusion of the moment, concealed her
features from particular observation. Montague happened to turn round at this
instant, and the name of Stella Bertram burst from his lips, accompanied by an
exclamation of surprise, while he fixed the quick eye of scrutinizing enquiry
on his unhappy friend, whose countenance but too faithfully portrayed what was
passing in his tortured mind.
Yes, it was Stella Bertram whom he
had delivered from approaching danger, whom he now pressed to his throbbing
bosom, whose arms were entwined round his neck, whose form unresistingly rested
where he would gladly have retained it for ever! Again he removed the luxuriant
ringlets, which had a second time escaped from the temporary confinement in
which they had been placed by the fingers of her ill-starred lover; and while
he gazed upon her pallid, but beautiful countenance, the big drops of
half-suppressed tenderness slowly coursed down his manly cheeks, and sighs of
better regret issued from a breast torn by the conflict of warring passions,
where the late erected barrier of fortitude no longer resisted the enemy it was
raised to repel, and the struggle between love and honour seemed equally to
preponderate, and equally bent on victory.
At length the magnetic name of
Margaret Ross, emphatically pronounced by the sympathizing Montague, recalled
his wandering thought to some degree of recollection. He saw, with increasing
horror, the precipice on which he stood, and the yawning gulf of infamy that
opened before him seemed ready prepared to swallowed him up, should the nature
of his present conduct lead to error or self-desertion.
St. Vincent started from the humiliating
contemplation, and heaving another profound sigh, endeavoured to free himself
from her clasping hands; but his emotion became too great to accomplish it, and
in a frantic voice he called upon Montague to assist in the painful
undertaking, if he did not wish to see his miserable friend start into instant
madness.
The compassionate observer of this scene no sooner
perceived the original cause of all the present mischief disqualified for any
further attempts of a similar and dangerous tendency, than he had flown to a
neighbouring brook for some water, with which, having filled his helmet, he
hastened back, in order to apply it for the relief of the fainting Stella, when
the emotion of her agitated supporter particularly attracted his attention, and
drew from him the name of his future bride as the most likely means to give his
thoughts a different direction.
Captain Montague had not the same
motives for caution as the Major: the adventure in the garden of the hermitage
had consequently been followed up by a world of information relative to the
history of its inhabitants, with the chief part of which St. Vincent was
totally unacquainted.
Though from considerations of
delicacy the Major had been prevented from recapitulating the utmost extent of
those domestic embarrassments which left him only one line of conduct to
pursue, they had long been on too intimate a footing with each other for
Montague to remain altogether ignorant of the unfortunate predicament in which
he was placed;—he knew enough of his affairs to be convinced they were trying
and critical: to rouse him from the dangerous empire of the senses was,
therefore, the office of friendship; and its exertions to effect that salutary
purpose never appeared more necessary than at this moment, when all that seemed
most important to his peace and well being as a man of honour, was evidently at
stake. Montague’s manners and exterior were fashionable; but his principles
were just, generous, and humane; and he acted accordingly.
The contents of the helmet, copiously
administered, soon began to operate: Stella gradually regained her mental
faculties; and her limbs becoming more flexible, Montague gently unclasped her
fingers, and taking the place St. Vincent reluctantly resigned, continued to
bathe her temples and hands till such time as her recovery seemed nearly
accomplished.
While engaged in this humane
employment, his companion, with an air of the deepest dejection visible on
every feature, silently observed all that was passing, without making the
smallest effort to take any further share in it.
It was not long before Stella now found herself able
to return home; and, with the most interesting expression of countenance, the
timid blush of modesty dying her cheeks with its finest tinge, she gracefully
acknowledged her obligations for the protection afforded her.
A deeper shade of blooming colour
became obvious as she turned to address her first preserver in a more marked
and energetic manner: her eyes, which she scarcely raised to his face, were
instantly withdrawn on meeting his, and fixed upon the ground in evident
confusion, while every native charm appeared heightened by the celestial
indication of gratitude and sensibility which beamed over her lovely
countenance.
In elegant and appropriate language she
mentioned the sense entertained of his manly exertions in her favour, and spoke
of the pleasure it gave her to find he had not been a sufferer himself by his
humanity.
The tone of her voice, the
quickly-averted look that retired from his more steady gaze, her dignified, yet
truly feminine figure, with the thousand attractions which appeared in every
word and motion, all sunk deep upon his heart; but though they throbbed there with
painful violence, the powers of his tongue seemed suspended, and the short
sentence he attempted to utter in return was too inarticulate to be
intelligible.
Stella regarded him for a moment in
silence: her heart partook of the perturbation with which his was agitated, but
the emotion it produced proved less visible. She wished to be alone, however,
and, curtsying to the two friends, was proceeding to the public road, when
Montague, perceiving his companion make an involuntary movement to accompany
her, judiciously stepped forward, and waving his hand with a repulsive motion
to St. Vincent, called his dogs from the park, whither they had rambled; he
then strung after our heroine, and insisted upon seeing her to the Hermitage,
though she endeavoured to save him this additional trouble by every possible
argument in her power.
The truth was, as
we have noticed above, she eagerly longed for an opportunity of giving vent to
her feeling in solitude and freedom. A degree of unusual languor hung upon her
spirits: at first she ascribed it to the effects of her recent alarm; but the
look of disappointment and chagrin which unconsciously marked her features as
she turned her head once of twice on some frivolous pretence, and perceived the
still immoveable form of St. Vincent, seemed to say his presence would have
been tolerated with less reluctance, if necessitated to permit the attendance
of a conductor. The observations made by Captain Montague on the occasion
presently convinced him there was a deeper cause for her apparent dejection
than the ostensible one she chose to assign for it.
CHAP. XV.
“The long-expressed hour is come at last.”
DRYDEN.
OVERWHELMED by a
multitude of melancholy reflections which successively rose in his mind, St.
Vincent, immoveable and sad, mournfully watched their receding steps, till
Stella’s white dress was enveloped in the shades of night, and distant forms
could no longer be discriminated.
He remained, nevertheless, with his
eyes still following the direction they pursued, when the animal that had
proved the original cause of this unfortunate interview once more caught his
notice. A striking alteration had now taken place in his appearance: no longer
the threatening, furious assailant, whose formidable voice made the woods
re-echo with his roar, whose approaching motions seemed pregnant with probable
destruction; but stunned, bruised, and calmed, he appeared to move with
difficulty, and slowly wound his way to the distant plantations. The
circumstance of his re-appearance, however, produced an unpleasant effect on
the mind of Henry St. Vincent: it again called to his mind every recent
occurrence, and rousing him from the temporary torpor into which he had sunk,
increased the agitation of the moment. He started from the tree against which
he leaned, and throwing himself upon the spot which Stella had quitted, gave
way to the anguish that swelled his heart almost to bursting. In a character
possessed of so much energy as his, every predominant sensation reigns with
despotic sway. To sentiments similar to those by which he was now influenced,
the Major had hitherto been a stranger; and his brother officers, when rallying
him on the topic of that indifference for which he had long been remarkable,
frequently prophesied it would one day be expelled by a passion ardent in
proportion to the imputed apathy with which they charged him. This
prognostication at length was accomplished:—the preceding deceitful calm had
vanished in a wild whirlwind of contending emotions: his best founded and most
rational determinations were ineffectually formed: instable and contradictory
in his conduct, all the ungovernable impetuosity of a first and sudden
attachment seemed to throb through every vein at the most unlucky period it
could possibly have chosen to render its victim completely miserable.
From a train of mortifying
reflections on the fragile nature of all human resolutions, and the futility of
dependance on the best arranged plans of terrestrial
wisdom, the wretched St. Vincent was first roused by the sound of an
approaching rider. He started up, and saw Colonel Arabin
galloping past to the Grove, without discovering his vicinity.
To the Grove he now likewise bent
his way; and on entering the house, immediately repaired to his own apartment,
where he remained till his thoughts were sufficiently collected to appear below
stairs.
It is now time to account for the unexpected rencontre with our heroine on the side of
the mansion.
About a mile beyond this quarter of the domains lived
the family of Mr. Adair, in which were several young people, with whom Stella
occasionally associated. She had gone to visit them at an early hour in the
morning, and two of the ladies accompanied her back to the park gate, where
they separated, without suspecting the danger that awaited her in her solitary,
but usual walk through the plantations.
Accustomed to the path, and hitherto
in all her excursions unmolested by any similar occurrence, she had already
traversed two thirds of her way, and entered one of the closest thickets, before
her formidable neighbour was discovered. What followed has been related in the
foregoing pages.
Stella had acquainted Mrs. Bertram
with the particulars of the interview that took place between her and the
military strangers in the garden. It was supposed some enquiries would
naturally be made after her health in the course of the succeeding day; and in
this idea they were not mistaken. Captain Montague called in the forenoon; but
Mrs. Bertram happened to be absent on a charitable visit to a sick neighbour,
by whom she was unexpectedly sent for, and consequently saw him not. Thus
circumstanced, it was not the intention of her protégée
to receive him if he appeared at the Hermitage, and the servant was directed to
answer him accordingly.
By some misapprehension of the girl,
he was, nevertheless, admitted before Stella could effect her escape from the
parlour; but though disappointed in this intention, she found little cause for
after regret. Montague, lively and animated as he appeared, was yet uniformly
respectful in his conduct and address. His manners were extremely pleasing, his
mind well cultivated, and his air that of the gentleman and soldier. Stella, in
spite of her utmost caution, could not help being pleased with his company and
conversation: she gradually relaxed from the reserve which had marked his first
reception; and the hour allotted for his visit elapsed unperceived by either,
till the clock striking two warned him of the flight of time, and the necessity
of departing, in order to attend the arrangement of some regimental business at
Wigton, from whence he had not been able to revisit
the Grove till the memorable evening when his critical arrival proved of such
material importance to St. Vincent and our heroine in the park of the Nabob.
Mrs. Bertram, when informed of
Captain Montague’s appearance at the Hermitage, expressed no displeasure on the
occasion; it was a mere matter of course visit, and expected to happen: neither
did any prohibition pass her lips relative to a repetition of it; for, in fact,
she imagined she knew Stella too well to suppose she would take upon her to
encourage a step of this kind unsanctioned by her knowledge or approbation.
Should such an event, notwithstanding, occur, she secretly determined to give
it her decided negative, provided it appeared that their intrusive guest
happened to prove the affianced husband of Miss Ross—of whose name, as likewise
his companions, they were yet ignorant.
No attempt was made, however, to put
her prudent determination in practice, for neither of the gentleman had
hitherto returned again to the Hermitage.
The very important service Captain
Montague had contributed to render her in the park, led Stella to conclude that
her late safeguard might once more be introduced under Mrs. Bertram’s roof
without any apparent breach of propriety: she consequently yielded to his
pressing entreaties for that purpose, and permitted him to follow her into the
parlour; but finding no one present besides themselves, Stella, after a slight
apology for her absence, went in search of her maternal friend, who by this
time was labouring under a considerable degree of anxiety on account of her
return from Mr. Adair’s at so untimely an hour of the night.
A brief relation of the evening’s
adventure succeeded the joyful exclamation that hailed her appearance; and Mrs.
Bertram, her heart overflowing with the warmest sensations of gratitude,
hastened down stairs, to pour forth its effusions for the friendly protection
afforded her darling Stella. This she did in a manner and style so far beyond
his expectations, that her auditor no longer wondered at the superior
accomplishments and polite address of his young companion.
Montague, though naturally of a gay,
volatile disposition, which sometimes led him astray from the narrow path of
worldly prudence, was yet possessed of many estimable qualities: his heart was
benevolent, his temper good; he abhorred every species of criminal indulgence;
and, though frequently involved in difficulties, from a great flow of animal
spirits, and an open, generous turn of mind, his were rather the frailties
incident to human nature, than the vicious depravities that degrade it below
the level of the brute creation.
When removed from the vortex of
folly, and no longer instigated by emulation to figure in the fashionable
circles of life as a first-rate man of the ton,
few young persons could acquit themselves better, or appear in a
more advantageous light. Accustomed to mix with indiscriminate multitudes, he
soon perceived that those with whom he was now in company were of a description
infinitely above the common level of the country people, and by no means
ever-day characters.
Pleased to find himself so agreeably
disappointed in the appearance and behaviour of the old lady, and still more
captivated by the winning graces of her beautiful ward, whose attractive
manners seemed to have acquired additional charms by the encouraging presence
of her beloved and parental benefactress, Captain Montague displayed that fund
of information and good sense, which he really possessed, with so much
propriety, and in terms so respectful, that he speedily gained the favourable
opinion of his new acquaintance; who, upon discovering he was not the intended
bridegroom, at length acceded to his earnest request of being sometimes
permitted to call at the Hermitage: after which he departed, highly delighted
with so agreeable an addition to the friendly circle of those to whom he was
already introduced in this hospitable quarter of the kingdom.
On the third day from this period,
Major St. Vincent became the husband of Margaret Ross.
Lord Fitzhenry
sent him an order upon his banker for five thousand pounds, as a marriage
present, and the Nabob gave thirty thousand more, as a wedding portion with his
daughter.
The first sum, with another to the
same amount from his wife’s fortune, was forwarded immediately to his father.
This seasonable supply set the old gentleman entirely at his ease; and there
remained a tolerable surplus after paying off all his own and the most
clamorous of the Colonel’s creditors.
The capability to
perform this act of filial duty gave the first pleasurable sensation to the
aching heart of the donor it had long experienced, and encouraged him to
persevere in the narrow, but consolatory path of moral rectitude.
Miss Ross, now become Mrs. St.
Vincent, and at the height of her wishes, seemed to have nothing further to
desire: all nature appeared smiling to her view; and her inflated ideas of
individual consequence, swelled into greater magnitude than ever, apparently
led her to forget that she was subject, like the rest of her fellow-creatures,
to the changes of life and the vicissitudes of an ever-varying world.
CHAP.
XVI.
“Helas! vous
voyaz que je vous suive
par-tout!”
THE second week after
the conclusion of the ceremony had previously been fixed upon for a grand
field-day of the troops at Wigton, where the
remainder of the corps, quartered in different parts of the neighbourhood, were
ordered to form a junction on the occasion.
As the officers were all under the
necessity of attending this assembling of the regiment, it was proposed to
include the bride and her female companions amongst the spectators, and after
spending the day at Wigton, to bring as many of the
gentlemen back with them in the evening as could be spared from their
professional duties at the time. This plan was accordingly put in practice; and
the party proceeded in high spirits to the appointed rendezvous.
The Adair family, having received
intelligence of the approaching military manœuvres,
had prevailed upon Mrs. Bertram to indulge them with the company of their
favourite Stella, who having never before been present at any exhibition of the
kind, formed a thousand ideal sources of gratification in the ardour of a
sanguine imagination, which the occurrences of the day were fully expected to
realize.
These suppositions were not entirely
disappointed. The troops performed their various evolutions in a manner highly
honourable to their commander; and the many-headed multitude who witnessed
their well-conducted movement, evinced their approbation by repeated plaudits:
all went on in due order, and, but for one unlucky accident, the day would have
concluded to the universal satisfaction of the numerous groups that lined the field
of action.
Some little cloud is ever rising to
overshadow the transient gleams of terrestrial enjoyment—some dark shade to
envelop the smiling face of innocent pleasure still approaches, with the sombre
veil of disappointment in its train. At present, it is true, our knowledge of
futurity is limited and imperfect; but a clearer view into its mysterious
regions, without the ability to escape from impending evil, would certainly add
little to the real happiness of life; and, endowed with the power of prescience,
the end of our creation would probably remain unanswered; since, forewarned of
error, and enabled to avoid its pernicious effects, man would soar beyond the
boundaries of mortality, and vie with superior beings for pre-eminence of
station: a consummation, however flattering to the weakness of human vanity,
yet surely by no means “devoutly to be wished,” since He who placed us here
“with all our imperfections on our heads,” undoubtedly best knows our proper
rank in the world; and as “whatever is right,” so ought we to rest contented
with the dispensations of an all-wise and omnipotent Ruler, who must be a
competent judge of our allotted powers to fill the transitory portion of
existence assigned us on earth, and in whom we live, move, and have our being,
amidst the wide extended circle of his works below.
Mrs. St.Vincent, however,
was not much accustomed to moralize: what of desirable the world possessed, or,
at least, the means to command it, had hitherto been in her power; and she
apprehended not any material alteration in the system of enjoyment, while the
ability of procuring every gratification remained unimpaired: even the
long-harboured dislike entertained for the humble, unassuming Stella began to
subside into indifference, when an unfortunate circumstance revived it with
additional force, and led her to suspect that even unbounded wealth itself was
inadequate to render happiness altogether permanent, or terrestrial
tranquillity free from occasional interruption.
Some of the events of this memorable
field-day were calculated to teach her both these sad truths; but she received
the lesson without benefiting by the moral to be drawn from it.
The various manœuvres of a
well-conducted mock-fight had now almost terminated, without producing any
accidents of a disagreeable nature which not unfrequently
take place on similar occasions; and Major St. Vincent having dismounted, and
consigned his prancing charger to the care of a servant, was walking arm in arm
with a brother officer on one side of the field, when his eye rested on Captain
Montague standing before a group of female spectators, with some of whom he
appeared engaged in particular conversation.
St. Vincent, whose looks had for
some time wandered over the surrounding multitude, unconscious of the
propelling motive that dictated the survey, now made an involuntary stop; and a
second glance served to convince him his suspicions were well founded, when the
idea of Stella Bertram occurred to his mind as the person to whom Montague was
directing his discourse. It proved, indeed, as he had surmised:—Stella, dressed
with the most elegant simplicity, and seeming more attractive than ever, soon
caught his sight.
He gazed upon her for a moment in
silence; then bowing, and suppressing a rebellious sigh, moved slowly along the
front of the spectators.
Their eyes, however, had again met,
but the glance was transient, though felt through every throbbing vein; and the
cheeks of Stella were suffused with the deepest shade of crimson, as she
modestly returned his passing compliment.
“That is a devilish fine girl,
faith!” observed the officer who accompanied him. “Your bow acknowledged her as
an acquaintance—cannot you contrive to rank me likewise in the happy number, by
a speedy introduction to her notice?”
“The term of what you style
acquaintance has not been sufficiently long to authorize such a freedom,”
replied St. Vincent, gravely.
His companion was going to re-urge
the request, when he was interrupted by the appearance of Mrs. St. Vincent and
the ladies of her party, who were crossing the field as the Major spoke.
At this instant a vicious horse
broke from the ranks, and, after dismounting his rider, continued to plunge and
scamper over the ground with alarming velocity.
The fellow having regained his legs,
replaced his fallen helmet, and muttered a few hearty curses on the
ungovernable animal, endeavoured to stop his rapid career, and had nearly
caught hold of the reins in a corner of the field, when the object of his
pursuit suddenly starting back, eluded the accomplishment of his design, and
springing past him once more, made the best use of his temporary freedom.
Another soldier now came to the
assistance of his comrade, and the terrified spectators perceiving their united
efforts only contributed to increase the dangerous rapidity of the horse’s
motions, were hastily beginning to disperse, when a partial opening, occasioned
by the retreating multitude, presented itself near the spot where Stella and
her companion were stationed.
The horse being now hard pushed, and
probably seeing no other likely method of effecting an escape from his
pursuers, made directly for this gap at a furious rate; and his progress was
upon the point of proving decidedly fatal to a lovely little girl, about five
years of age, who happened to belong to our heroine’s party, from which she had
imperceptibly strayed a few paces distant, when Stella, insensible to those
sensations of individual consideration which withheld the nearer relatives of
the child from risking their own safety for her preservation, darted from the
trembling, agitated group, and at the imminent hazard of her own life, snatched
the helpless little creature from approaching destruction.
The panting, astonished animal
abruptly sprang aside, and suddenly turning round, was again preparing to bound
away, when some of the officers, who had hitherto been occupied in protecting
the ladies from the apprehended danger of its approach, rushed forward, and
happily secured him before he could make good his retreat.
The field now rang with repeated
plaudits on the magnanimity and self-possession thus critically exhibited by
Stella, and all crowded round to discover the female who had given so striking
a proof of determined courage and innate greatness of mind.
Captain Montague had previously been
called away by the quarter-master of his own troop, with whom he was conversing
at a distance when the foregoing incident happened.
The burst of noisy applause that now
broke forth occasioned a sudden pause in what he was saying; and he hastened to
the spot, in order to learn the cause in which it originated. He pushed through
the crowd, and discovered Henry St. Vincent supporting a female on the ground,
who, herself pale and trembling, was endeavouring to staunch the blood that copiously
flowed from the nose of a girl seated on her knee, while the varying emotions
which alternately marked her assistant’s expressive countenance as he observed
a similar stream descend from one of her own temples, betokened the deep
interest he took in a circumstance to which she herself, entirely absorbed in
her solicitude for the safety of another, paid no manner of attention.
At the distance
of a few paces Mrs. St. Vincent was displaying the intense nature of her
feelings in a violent fit of hysterics: surrounded, however, by so numerous a
train of attendants, that her husband no doubt concluded his aid immaterial on
the occasion; for he attempted not to quit his present position, nor even
appeared conscious of his lady’s indisposition, till Montague, perceiving it
was Stella Bertram whom his circling arm supported, and, apprehensive of this
circumstance drawing upon him observations on the impropriety of a conduct so
unguarded, whispered his disapprobation, and brought him speedily on his feet.
CHAP. XVII.
“Our senses are often the masters of our mind, and
reason vainly opposes itself to the liveliness of
their impress-
sions.”
GODWIN.
THE surgeon of the
regiment now appeared, and effectually stopped the bleeding. That which flowed
from the child originated in the blow received by the violence of her fall when
first thrown down in the hurry of an attempted, but unsuccessful escape. The
wound which had disfigured the face of Stella could not be so easily accounted
for, as she was too much agitated by her fears for the little girl to be
capable of ascertaining the precise nature of what she suffered herself: it was
but slight, however, and probably serviceable in its effects, as the loss of so
much blood perhaps saved her, at this critical juncture, from a fainting fit.
No sooner was she raised from the
ground, than the voice of applause again resounded through the field.
Hitherto heedless of every
occurrence that passed, while her mind was exclusively occupied by the object
of her care, our heroine suspected not that for her the re-echoing plaudits
were uttered, nor once supposed the exertion of so much intrepidity formed a
claim to any uncommon portion of approbation: great, therefore, was her
astonishment and consequent confusion when, on raising her head at the noise,
she perceived every eye fixed upon her, and heard her name repeated with
accompanying expressions of praise and admiration.
Timid and abashed, she shrunk from
the oppressive gaze of public notice, and disengaging herself from the supporting
arms of the Adairs, retired behind some of the
multitude, under pretence of enquiring after the child, who was now under the
care of another protector.
Louisa St. Vincent, the favourite
sister of the Major, had been invited to Rossgrove on
the celebration of her brother’s nuptials, and was at this time amongst the
number of those who were engaged in the restoration of Mrs. St. Vincent’s
senses.
Conceiving the Major’s presence
might possibly prove more conductive to this end than any other circumstance
whatever, she hastened to try the experiment by summoning him to her
assistance.
At the crisis of her arrival, St. Vincent had only
eyes and recollection for one single object in creation; and that object was so
far from proving his wife, that he actually remembered not such a connexion
existed amongst the number of his late domestic acquisitions.
Though he had resigned his lovely
burden to the care of her female friends, he found it yet impossible to quit
the spot on which she remained. Absorbed in anxious solicitude for the report
of the surgeon, he watched every turn of his countenance, as the latter
examined the wound on her temple, with an expression of mute expectation and
torturing suspense, that left no room in his bosom for any other subject
foreign to the interests that important one created.
His eyes and thoughts
were still fixed on the spot she had recently occupied, when his sister
approached him. Ignorant of any other cause for dejection than the reluctance
with which she knew he had commenced his matrimonial career, and flattering
herself even that had now vanished before the efforts of reason and the
splendid prospects that opened upon his view, Louisa remarked his pensive,
unhappy air with a secret pang of anguish she could hardly suppress. She
advanced, however; and fixing her swimming eyes on his face—
“My dearest Henry,” she softly
whispered, “recollect yourself! Come,” she added, laying her hand upon his arm
as she spoke, “Mrs. St. Vincent is ill—for Heaven’s sake, hasten to her relief,
I beseech you!”
The voice and imploring look of this
beloved sister vibrated on his heart: he gently pressed her offered hand, and
drawing it under his arm, accompanied her whither she pleased to lead him.
Mrs. St. Vincent was upon the
recovery when they reached her; but jealousy, resentment, or affectation
(perhaps a portion of each) produced another fit. Her husband approached to
tender his assistance, and had already taken his seat by her side in the coach,
to which she had already been conveyed, when, upon the temporary return of her
senses, she repulsed him with a disdainful air, and once more exhibited the
modish sensibilities of an injured wife by the extent of her hysterical
ravings, which, like the insanity of Hamlet, had matter in its madness.
The astonished husband listened in
silence, and at length turned from her with evident marks of disgust.
At this moment the coachman
appeared, and beckoning the fellow to approach, he directed him to bring the
horses, and proceed with the carriage to the Grove, as his mistress, much
indisposed, was at present seated in it, and no doubt anxious to return home.
His mistress instantly countermanded
the order, and thanked Heaven she was sufficiently competent to direct her own
motions.
The Major bowed, and jumped from the
coach, without seeming to notice this spirited proof of intelligence.
Colonel Arabin
took him aside, and spoke for some time with much apparent earnestness to his
almost silent auditor.
We have elsewhere observed that to a
person manly and elegant, St. Vincent united a mind cultivated, energetic, and
sensible, with a heart rich in the possession of every grace, every virtue,
that could adorn or dignify the human character.
Prior to his unfortunate knowledge
of Stella Bertram he was noted for a magnanimity and self-recollection superior
to the generality of men of his age; for even at the period of his union with
Miss Ross, this young man had but just concluded his twentieth year;
notwithstanding which, Lord Fitzhenry’s parliamentary
interest, in conjunction with his own personal merit, had advanced him to a
rank in his profession which many a gray-headed
veteran finds it impossible to attain, unaided by the assisting hand of such
powerful auxiliaries.
If any undertaking of difficulty called
for his exertions, he was bold and enterprizing; if
misery, or any description of wretchedness, claimed his commiseration or
relief, tenderness and benevolence swelled his bosom, and raised the ready tear
into his eye: too open and generous to give offence, he was little apt to be
offended; and those individuals who were attached to him from the attractive
suavity of his manners (in spite of his natural bias to a serious, but not
repulsive turn), and the winning graces of his conversation, in every intercourse
of friendship found new and heightened motives to confirm and rivet their
esteem. A character of this description, though subject, like all the human
race, to occasional error, was yet open to conviction when the ebullitions of
passion began to subside, and make way for the cooler dictates of reason.
Colonel Arabin’s
judicious arguments, assisted by the rhetoric of Captain Montague, who joined
them, produced the desired effect. St. Vincent secretly felt that his wife had
some cause for dissatisfaction with his conduct, and the recent displeasure she
had given birth to was speedily turned into another channel: self-reproach
filled his breast; he considered himself as the principal culprit, and once
more formed the often-repeated resolution of keeping a stricter guard over his
actions.
While the two friends of the Major
were thus exerting their influence to reestablish
tranquillity and good-humour, Mrs. Arabin was no less
meritoriously employed in a similar, but more difficult attempt to appease the
mind of Mrs. St. Vincent.
Soon after the Major’s hasty
retreat, she had prevailed upon his angry lady to quit her carriage for the
open air, and whispering Louisa to keep the rest of their party at a distance,
insensibly led Mrs. St. Vincent to another quarter. She then commenced the
chief object of their tête-à-tête
in the most cautious, yet energetic terms she could devise, for the purpose of
effecting a reconciliation, which those who witnessed the late violence of her
temper were anxious to accomplish on the Major’s account, for whose happiness
the whole circle of spectators seemed much interested during the scene that
took place in the carriage: the number of these, however, was not great, and,
fortunately, all appeared equally eager to bury the transaction in oblivion.
To combat with determined obstinacy,
and argue where reason was unattended to by the auditor, was a task that
required all Mrs. Arabin’s patience and management in
the execution. One string alone seemed to vibrate on the wayward Mrs. St.
Vincent’s feelings: her friend soon perceived she had touched the right key,
and pursued the advantage it offered, with some prospect of final success.
The chief part of the foregoing fracas had originated in the violence of
Mrs. St. Vincent’s attachment to her husband, who she imagined had never
appeared more strikingly captivating or conspicuously interesting than through
the course of this unfortunate day. To think he could bestow the smallest
degree of particular attention on any other object than herself, was a
supposition not to be borne: that Stella, the long detested Stella, should
prove that object, was still more insupportable. Mrs. Arabin
ineffectually endeavoured to eradicate this idea, which appeared to have made a
strong impression on her mind; and from arguing with her on the topic,
proceeded to warn her against pushing her resentment too far, lest her
husband’s affections should ultimately fall a sacrifice to conjugal discord,
and, by rendering her society disagreeable, prove the groundwork of the evil
she apprehended, in forcing him to search for that tranquillity elsewhere which
his wife refused to afford him at home.
Mrs. St. Vincent started at the bare possibility of an
idea which she had, in some measure, already admitted as a bosom guest; and
softening by degrees as Mrs. Arabin continued her
discourse, she at length melted into tears. A few minutes more completed the
triumph of affection over the feelings of wounded pride and apprehended
estrangement from a still adored husband.
The temper St. Vincent was now
improved favourable to the vanity of his lady, who, though she would rather
have submitted to any concession when her passion subsided, than risk the
threatened possibility held forth by her friendly monitor, nevertheless received
him with an air of haughty condescension, perfectly in character, while secret
pleasure throbbed through every pulsation of her heart at so fortunate a
termination to an affair which, from the now recollected nature of his looks,
and the abrupt manner of his quitting the carriage, seemed to promise a far
different and less amicable conclusion.
CHAP. XVIII.
“Let not that devil which undoes your sex,
“That cursed curiosity, seduce you
“To hunt for needless secrets, which neglected
“Shall never hurt your quiet.”
ROWE.
THOUGH no competent
apology can properly be offered for such a public display of intemperate
violence and unseasonable resentment as Mrs. St. Vincent exhibited on the
foregoing occasion, yet justice compels us to acknowledge she had some private
and stimulating motives for her conduct; which, though they cannot wholly
exculpate, may at least, in a certain degree, extenuate her errors, when the
nature of her ungovernable disposition is duly considered.
Stella, it may be remembered, she
had taken every precaution to exclude from the Major’s knowledge; and she
flattered herself this circumstance had been effectually accomplished, till an
accidental discovery took place, on the very morning of the field-day, which
fatally undeceived her in that respect, and roused to its climax every dormant
passion inimical to our heroine, in her malignant bosom.
While dressing for the projected
excursion, several smart-looking girls were observed from her window crossing
the park. She enquired who they were, and was answered by her maid, after a
cursory survey—
“Probably Miss Bertram and some of
her friends going to view the troops: though,” added Jenny, in the following
moment, “I think she cannot be one of them neither, as she would scarcely
venture that way again, after what happened so lately in the park.”
“And pray what did happen in the
park?” asked Mrs. St. Vincent, carelessly turning from the window as she spoke.
Jenny expressed much surprise that
her master, and her master’s friend, Captain Montague, had never thought of
mentioning the subject; and proceeded to remedy their negligence by giving a
most exaggerated detail of the bull adventure, such as she had received it from
common report, in the first instance—in the second, with as many embellishments
of her own as rendered it almost a new creation, and that by no means of a
description to give any very favourable impression of the part performed by
Stella in the drama, even supposing (which, however, was not the case) her
mistress had been previously partial to our heroine.
The whole harangue was, indeed, but too well
calculated to inflame the irritable temper of Mrs. St. Vincent, already, on
every trivial occurrence, sufficiently inclined to a jealous tendency, where
any defalcation in the affections of St. Vincent appeared to be implicated. Her
agitation was extreme; she trembled with ill-restrained rage, and for some time
experienced the most agonizing sensations. At length wounded pride came to her
assistance, and began to remind her that the man to whom she had recently given
her hand at the altar, owed her too many obligations, and must be too much
attached to a woman of her merit, fortune, and personal attraction, to wander,
even in idea, from one he had evidently preferred to all the rest of her sex,
and sanctioned that preference by the most public, solemn, and binding tie on
earth.
Those, therefore, who discovered
Stella sitting with her husband and Montague at the park wall, and even,
shameless creature! leaning her head upon her supporter’s bosom, while his arms
encircled her passive form, possibly knew not one of the gentlemen from the
other; of course, Captain Montague was far more likely to be the person alluded
to than the Major.—Yes, it must be so! it could not possibly be her dear Henry!
The longer she reflected upon it, the less probable it seemed that he would
condescend to demean himself by any familiar intercourse with a mere upstart
chit—a country girl, whom Mrs. Bertram maintained from charity. Yet still, she
thought, he might be sounded at a distance on the subject. The creature was, by
some people, supposed to be handsome, and men were apt to be thrown off their
guard in such company. Oh! if he could by guilty of—yes, she would speak to him
immediately.
After Mrs. St. Vincent had finished this
mental soliloquy Jenny was directed to call her master without delay.
Her master had set out an hour ago
to join the troops, was the answer returned on Jenny’s re-appearance.
“Enquire for Captain Montague then,”
exclaimed Mrs. St. Vincent, in a voice of impatience: “tell him I must see him
directly.”
“Captain Montague accompanied my
master, Madam.”
“He seldom does otherwise, I think,”
was the reply: “Birds of a feather—”
Mrs. St. Vincent checked her self,
and turning to Jenny, asked if she had heard of Stella being visited by any of
the officers before or since the park affair.
Jenny answered in the affirmative.
The subsequent question was
natural:—
“Was Mr. St. Vincent of the number?”
“It was so reported, Madam.”
Mrs. St. Vincent changed colour,
swallowed a glass of water, and, after a silence of some length, her dress
being completed, joined the party below stairs, with an appearance of mental
ease, little in unison with her real feelings.
Predisposed to suspicion by the foregoing
communication, she entered her carriage with the secret determination of
watching her husband’s motions, and endeavouring to discover if he paid any
particular attention to the now more than ever detested Stella.
In order to ascertain the actual
presence of the latter, and the quarter of the field in which she had taken her
station, it was necessary to reconnoitre the spectators; and, for this purpose,
she seized an early opportunity of walking round the space where the troops
were first assembling from different directions.
As the manœuvres of the day
were not yet commenced, some of the officers accompanied the female party in
their perambulations. In passing a small group that stood rather more backward
than the neighbouring multitude, one of the military gentlemen abruptly
exclaimed—
“D—n me! if Montague has not already
got acquainted with some of these girls! That fellow is never out of his way!”
They were now nearly fronting those
of whom he spoke. Montague seemed deeply engaged in conversation with one of
the number, and standing with his back to the Rossgrove
party, saw not their approach.
“We must grant him the merit of
discernment, however,” observed another of the officers, applying his eye to an
opera-glass, as he slowly advanced; “for, by my soul, I scarcely ever saw a
handsomer face, or more elegant figure than she to whom the happy dog is now
addressing himself!”
The ladies involuntarily stopped, to
regard the object of an eulogium so pointed, and Mrs. St. Vincent instantly
discovered the person of whom she was in search. The flush of indignation
spread over her countenance, as she recognised our heroine in the character of
Montague’s new acquaintance.
“Perhaps” thought she, “his friend
the Major may not be far distant: they are noted for being seldom asunder.”
The spontaneous idea had insensibly occurred,
and she shuddered lest it should prove but too well authenticated. The event
justified her fears; for St. Vincent was discovered making his way through the
crowd, as if he had been retiring from that very spot to another quarter of the
field.
This was certainly the case; but the
cause of it happened to be not exactly what she imagined, for he had passed
through the multitude merely to speak with some of the men who were leading
about several young horses behind the spectators.
A look of ineffable contempt was now
directed to the innocent Stella, who, unconscious of any merited reason for
displeasure, respectfully curtseyed, as the haughty, supercilious Mrs. St.
Vincent stalked disdainfully past her.
To this mark of attentive politeness our heroine
received not the smallest similar return from Mrs. St. Vincent. Not such was
the case, however, with that lady’s male escort:—the officer who spoke last,
being now close to Captain Montague, slipped his arm through that of the
latter, and turning him suddenly round, under pretence of speaking on some
regimental business, began to discourse with great, though unconnected
volubility, while his wandering eyes were perpetually directed to the blushing
Stella, who shrunk from the bold stare of curiosity, and retired behind one of
the Miss Adairs to avoid his notice.
Meanwhile Louisa St. Vincent having
caught a transient glimpse of Montague’s new acquaintance, and eager to procure
some intelligence of so lovely a girl, beckoned him and the other gentleman to
advance. They bowed to Stella, and obeying the summons, heard Mrs. St. Vincent,
as they joined Louisa, reply to an interrogatory on the subject by
sarcastically observing that she really knew little about her, but believed she
was the person who got a smattering of education while in the humble station of
a toad eater to her two sisters, Maria and Emma.
The manner, more than the words, in
which this curious piece of information was conveyed, struck the auditors as
something extraordinary; and a short pause instantly ensued.
Montague smiled as the lady spoke.
It was not a smile of admiration, nor of coincidence of sentiment; neither was
it the smile of complaisant credulity, polite approbation, or obsequious
applause: no, nothing of the kind appeared: it merely seemed to indicate a superiour, but suppressed degree of information on the
subject, well calculated to increase suspicion, if already entertained, or to
create it, if otherwise.
Alike ignorant of the previous
circumstances which had occurred to discompose her temper, as unconscious of
observation at the time, Captain Montague suspected not the effect produced by
his smile on the irritable nerves of Mrs. St. Vincent, whose curiosity proved now
sufficiently roused to surmount every opposing obstacle in the way of its
gratification.
Such was therefore the state of her
mind when the incident at the conclusion of the field day took place, and
operated to cause a more public display of feelings (equally violent and ill
regulated) than, under different circumstances, might possibly have happened.
Perhaps the serious and pensive air
of dejection that continued to pervade her husband’s appearance, did not much
contribute to the preservation of her late restored cheerfulness; for the small
portion of good-humour recently assumed was but of short duration, and once
more vanished, like the evanescent impressions of a morning dream, before
another event which occurred in the course of the evening.
What that event was, will appear in
the succeeding pages, if the reader has patience to peruse them.
CHAP. XIX.
“In ev’ry peevish mood she
will upbraid:
“If I but look awry,
“She cries— ‘I’ll not endure it’.”
DRYDEN.
THE female party from
Rossgrove dined at the inn with the officers, and the
military band played during the time they remained at table.
Stella and her companions happened
to be in an adjoining house, from whence, as the tavern windows remained open,
the music was heard distinctly.
During the pause in the performance,
one of the gentlemen called upon another for a toast.
“I will give you,” replied the
latter, “the fair and magnanimous Stella Bertram, provided my right-hand
neighbour has no objection.”
“No, faith, none in the world,” was
the answer, in a voice she instantly recognized for that of Captain Montague;
“But the labourer is worthy of his hire: we will drink her in a bumber, if you please.”
“By my soul, Major, I should be
devilishly jealous of that girl, were I in Mrs. St. Vincent’s situation!”
exclaimed another speaker, with a loud laugh.
“And why so, Sir?” asked the person
to whom he addressed himself, in a stern and serious accent.
“Because you—”
The remainder of the sentence was
drowned in the louder voice of Captain Montague, who seemed to be speaking at
this instant to some one across the table.
Mrs. Arabin and Mrs.
St. Vincent soon after appeared at one of the windows: they seemed to converse
in a low, whispering voice—the former, with apparent earnestness, the latter,
with an air of sullen dissatisfaction and ill-humour.
Stella, disconcerted by what had
previously passed relative to herself, had retired from her first station,
likewise at an open window; and being now seated by the mistress of the house
at the tea-table, no longer overheard the various topics that were discussed,
though near where she was. The Miss Adairs soon
followed her example; and good-humoured cheerfulness reigned uninterrupted
round the festive board, till the happy group, tempted by the fineness of the
evening, departed to take a ramble in the neighbourhood.
A similar proposal had been made by some of the
gentlemen at the tavern, in order to visit the ruins of the old castle, which
once reared its gloomy walls on the south side of Wigton.
Approaching an angle of the now
desolated and gloomy edifice, a voice, singing one of the tunes recently played
by the band, caught their attention. The vocal performer seemed to possess
great taste, and the strains were warbled in the softest purest style of harmony.
St. Vincent abruptly stopped short in the midst of something he was saying to
one of the ladies, while Montague contrived to disengage himself from another,
and joined him. The rest of the company proceeded a few steps further, and then
paused, to listen, for the next song was continued in a much lower key. At
length it totally ceased, and again they advanced forward, eager to discover
the hitherto invisible musician.
It proved to be Stella, seated under
the shade of some venerable-looking trees which half concealed the remains of
an old Gothic arch, on the mutilated, moss-covered stones of which she and her
companions had placed themselves, to observe the setting sun, which was now
disappearing with uncommon beauty; while at intervals she entertained them with
a repetition of the most favourite airs played by the band, and endeavoured to
suit her voice to a fine echo that happened to be in the vicinity.
Rays of the bright luminary rested
on her form, and seemed to mark her for something more than human, when, from
her elevated situation on the mouldering side of the ruin, the refulgent beams,
partially darting through the foliage, first gave her to the view of those
already charmed with her melody.
Confused and abashed by the
appearance of such unexpected auditors, our heroine’s distress was augmented
when the recollection passed through her mind, like a flash of lightning, that,
under circumstances nearly similar, she had formerly been surprised by Captain
Montague and his companion: that companion might now make one of the present
number, for their uniform announced their profession. She glanced a hasty eye
over the group; but either the distance was yet too great for particular
discrimination, or her increasing agitation prevented the discovery of him whose
image was but too frequently before her mental vision: the song, however,
ceased, and she remained silent. Probably from an idea that their approach had
interrupted the harmonious strains which seemed so peculiarly adapted to the
hour and surrounding scenery; or, more probably still, from a manœuvre of Mrs. St. Vincent, who perhaps recognised, or at
least suspected the songstress to be her apprehended rival, the party turned
into a different direction, and were soon lost to the view of Stella and her companions.
Persuaded there was no further
interruption to be feared from this quarter, she was easily prevailed upon to
resume her former occupation in the musical way, which was recommenced by
giving them that pretty little air composed by Lady Elizabeth Heron, called,
“The Banks of Cree,” the words written by Mr. Burns, beginning—
“Here is the glen, and here the bower;”
and had just finished
the first line of—
“Wilt thou be my dearie?”
by the same charming
poet, when a second stop was put to “the woodnote wild,” equally unexpected as
the former.
One of the officers darted abruptly
past a projection of the ruins, and seizing her hand with the easy assured look
of an old acquaintance, gaily swore he would be her dearie
to all eternity.
Stella started from her seat, and
disengaging her hand with an air of cool contempt, began to descend from her
elevated station.
Mr. Jones regarded her for a moment in
silence, then followed her steps, and with all the well-bred assurance of high
life, protested she must positively proceed with her song, otherwise he could
not consent to let her depart so abruptly; after which, again seizing her hand,
he attempted to reseat her.
Surprised by such an instance of
persevering freedom in an entire stranger, Stella recoiled from his touch in
visible emotion. A few seconds, however, afforded sufficient leisure for
self-recollection, and with an expression of natural dignity, that awed even
impertinence into forbearance, she coolly requested to know by what right he
conceived himself entitled to command her emotions.
Stella, “mild as a morning in May,”
when properly treated, and blessed with a disposition remarkable for its
sweetness and urbanity, possessed, nevertheless, a competent portion of spirit
to repress the encroachments of vanity, and assert her own free agency on all
occasions like the present. She once more haughtily withdrew her hand, and
prepared to retire, when the words “Silly, affected girl!” pronounced in a sarcastical accent, caught her ear. She turned hastily
round to discover the speaker, and perceived Mrs. St. Vincent observing her
with every symptom of displeasure and resentment on her countenance.
Stella regarded her for a moment with a steady
look: her spirits rose against so many proofs of unmerited ill-usage, and
conscious innocence strengthened her mind with more than usual firmness.
Mrs. St. Vincent was either unable
to bear the expressive eye that now seemed to scrutinize her inmost thoughts,
but which hitherto had sunk beneath her own overpowering gaze, or wished to
conceal her increasing agitation, for she turned her head, under pretence of
speaking to one of the ladies who happed to be a few steps behind the rest of
the company.
The first object that at this
juncture attracted her notice was Major St. Vincent and Captain Montague,
conversing in a low voice, while the direction of their eyes apparently pointed
to Stella as the chief topic of their conversation.
In a few minutes they separated: St. Vincent advanced
to join his lady, and Montague soon after accosted Stella, whose countenance
spoke a very different reception from that which his brother officer had lately
experienced. Inattentive to some casual observation of her husband’s, who was
now at her side, Mrs. St. Vincent emphatically asked one of the ladies if she
had ever seen a more affected or forward person than the country girl with whom
Captain Montague appeared on so familiar a footing of intimacy.
This interrogatory was evidently
intended for more than her to whom it seemed ostensibly addressed: Montague
heard it, and cast a glance at the speaker sufficiently intelligent to convince
her the source from whence it originated was not totally unknown to him.
Mrs. St. Vincent’s face was in a
glow: she stooped, to conceal the tell-tale emotion, under pretence of
disentangling her petticoat from a briar, and, in the meantime, repeated her
question, which yet remained unanswered.
The lady hesitated, and gave an
evasive reply.
Louisa St. Vincent prevented another
repetition of the query, by eagerly protesting she could not agree with her
sister; for, in her humble judgment, the young woman was beauty, sweetness, and
unassuming modesty personified.
“Pray, Henry,” she continued,
looking up at her brother, “is she not the lovely, generous girl, whose
well-merited applause resounded through the field this morning, and the same
who was toasted at the mess? I was so agitated by Mrs. St. Vincent’s
indisposition, when she so generously exerted herself in behalf of the child,
that my thoughts were entirely occupied, and left me no leisure to bestow my
attention on any thing less interesting; but if I rightly recollect, you were
an eye-witness to her magnanimity, and can inform me if my present conjecture
be well founded.”
“No doubt he can,” said Mrs. St.
Vincent, with peculiar emphasis, glancing a look of particular meaning at her
husband as she spitefully uttered the laconic sentence.
Of the insinuation conveyed in these
few words, he took not the smallest notice, but turning to his sister, with an
air of affected unconcern, briefly answered in the affirmative, and
almost instantly began another topic of
conversation.
We are sometimes apt to overdo,
where to underdo is merely intended: it was the case
at this juncture: the tone of the Major’s voice, his abrupt reply, and
immediate change of subject, passed not unheeded by Mrs. St. Vincent; again she
cast a quick penetrating glance on his face, then whispered some imagined jest
to one of the party on the other side, and burst into a hysterical fit of
laughter.
Major St. Vincent either chose not
to notice the wit of his fair and perverse helpmate, or remarked her conduct
with the utmost indifference.
CHAP. XX.
“Form’d to delight, to love,
and to persuade,
“Impassive spirits and angelic natures
“Might have been charm’d
like yielding human weakness,
“Stoop’d from their heav’n, and listen’d to his
talking.”
ROWE.
MEANWHILE Captain
Montague had been occupied in describing various parts of the ruins to the Miss
Adairs and his friend Stella, who, ever eager to
obtain every degree of information, found her self not only instructed by the
communication, but likewise highly gratified by such an instance of his
inclination to oblige her, at a period too when one of her own sex, whom she
had never intentionally offended, seemed sedulously watchful to shew her every
make of disrespect and unqualified contempt in her power. Sensible of the debt
due to his well-timed humanity, which appeared particularly calculated to do
away the bad impression Mrs. St. Vincent wished to give of her character and
situation in life, our heroine listened to his discourse with visible
complacency, while gratitude displayed itself in every intelligent feature.
Mr. Jones, the now crest-fallen
beau, who had recently taken the office of her director in the musical line,
and for some time been ineffectually endeavouring to obtain her notice by a few
commonplace remarks on the topic of discussion, convinced at length of the inutility of further perseverance, and disconcerted by the
repeated rebuffs he experienced, finally returned to his party, swearing the
little virago had the spirit of an Emperor in her composition, though to
Montague she appeared sufficiently condescending, else he was devilishly
mistaken: Stella harboured no sentiments beyond the actual limits of friendly
regard from Captain Montague, neither did Captain Montague experience any
warmer sensation for Stella Bertram.
Will the same assertion hold good
respecting her opinion of Henry St. Vincent? Truth has previously forced us to
answer this question in the negative. Yet Stella was innocent of evil
intention; for she knew not the real situation of him whose image occupied the
secret recesses of her heart; neither was the true state of that heart, or the
whole extent of its feelings, as yet fully ascertained by our young and
beautiful heroine.
Previous to the commencement of the
field-day the name of St. Vincent had never reached her; Montague merely
mentioned him by the appellation of his friend, when any casual recurrence to
preceding events was occasionally introduced. Mrs. Bertram imagined her protégée chiefly indebted to the Captain
for her critical preservation from danger; and Stella felt too much agitated
and confused, on every retrospection of the past in which the Major was so
deeply implicated, to be desirous of dwelling on his particular share in the
transactions which had taken place; though her gratitude was by no means
withheld from evincing itself in general expressions of acknowledgment.
Thus, from a strange coincidence of circumstances, she
suspected not that he who gradually began to occupy her secret thoughts, over
which he had already imperceptibly acquired a considerable degree of influence
before she was aware of the dangerous intruder, happened to be the destined
husband of the proud and supercilious Miss Ross; from whose repulsive manners
she shrunk with disgust, and from whom the most unfeeling humiliation and
contempt had continually been her portion.
Another circumstance contributed to
her ignorance in this respect. St. Vincent had never called at the Hermitage
either by himself or in company with Captain Montague; Stella, therefore, had
not met with him, but now and then by accident; and those meetings, though of a
nature sufficiently distressing to leave an indelible impression on her own
mind, seemed to be either entirely obliterated from his, or herself considered
in too insignificant a point of view to be judged worthy of any further
attention.
She felt piqued as this idea arose
in her mind, and fancied a confirmation of it visible in the conduct of Captain
Montague, who apparently avoided every subject which might lead to any
introduction of the one, in which she was secretly most interested.
Wounded pride therefore proved, for
one, more powerful than curiosity in a female bosom, and instigated our heroine
to follow the example thus set by others, of refraining from all enquiry on the
occasion.
But Stella, though she might, in
some measure, agree with the Poet in thinking that—
“Where ignorance is bliss,
“’Tis folly to be wise,”
was not long
permitted to enjoy this negative state of happiness.
Major St. Vincent, always a fine figure, was
particularly so on horseback; easy, graceful, commanding, he appeared superior
to all who were near him:
“As if an angel dropp’d down
from the clouds,
“To turn and wind a fiery Pegasus,
“And witch the world with noble horsemanship.”
With no less
management St. Vincent seemed to direct the spirited motions of a high-mettled charger during the manœuvres
of the memorable field-day, in the course of which many admiring plaudits were
justly bestowed on his manly, elegant form, and martial appearance, by the
gazing spectators, who followed him with their eyes wherever he moved.
To these marks of approbation the
heart of our heroine beat responsive; for under the glittering helmet and
waving plume, the cherished, but secret object of her daily meditations and
midnight dreams was speedily recognised. But by how bitter a pang was this
recognition accompanied, when the fatal discovery that he was already the
husband of another, succeeded it!
Sickening at the idea, and now eager to quit the
field, the entreaties of her friends alone prevailed to retrain her from
retiring. Her spirits, however, were totally fled; she felt no longer amused or
interested by the gay scenes passing before her—all nature seemed suddenly
obscured to her view; till the dangerous situation of the little girl recalled
her thoughts from individual considerations to the more active exertions of
humanity, and by changing the channel of gloomy reflection, led her to adopt
the semblance of cheerfulness, in order to avoid the jests of her companions,
who, ignorant of the officer’s name in whose arms she had been supported when
administering relief to the child, already insinuated more than common motives
of compassion stimulated his attention to her then situation.
Stella, delicate in her ideas of
propriety, and strictly adhering in her own conduct to the notions she
entertained of it, where the female character was in any degree implicated,
started at this bare surmise, and endeavoured not to confirm it by any
inadvertency on her side, with an anxiety and solicitude that increased their
desire to tease her, and served to confirm the former suspicions of Captain
Montague, who accidentally overheard something said on the subject as he
mingled in the crowd where she stood.
Hitherto at a loss to define the precise
nature of those sentiments which had caused her so many distressing moments,
Stella now imagined the discovery accomplished. It originated, she supposed, in
a presentiment of the unhappiness that awaited her chief benefactor in an union
with the haughty daughter of the Nabob; and a sigh of regret followed the
thought, that he to whom she owed so many obligations should prove the husband
of a woman apparently possessing a mind and manners so unlike his own.
Stella fancied the sigh she heaved
was due to the fate of St. Vincent; but it proceeded from a yet nearer source
of interest; and while a silent tear dropped on the conviction that his peace
was for ever wrecked, his tranquillity fled for ever, the liquid witness of her
feelings flowed alike from one troubled source of anguish, and no less evinced
her sympathetic solicitude for his future destiny, than the sad, the hopeless
certainty that disappointed and probable wretchedness must henceforth be the
inmate of her own bosom. The mandate, however, was sealed—the irrevocable
ceremony past: why then should she weakly permit her thoughts to dwell on the idea
of a man with whom, and his concerns, she was totally unconnected—and a married
man, too? Was this mental debility the sole fruit of Mrs. Bertram’s advice, of
Miss Sommer’s instructions?
A brighter red suffused our
heroine’s lovely cheek, as she asked herself the humiliating question. She
raised her eyes to heaven, and again bent them on the ground, as if oppressed
by a sense of her own unworthiness. At length the proud, the internal
conviction of conscious innocence seemed to invigorate every faculty of her
soul, and checked any dormant inclination to commiserate the lot of one whose
selfish heart could lead him to make such an election—an election that could
only be the offspring of sordid avarice and equally inimical to every prospect
of present felicity, as destructive of all future enjoyment through life.
Stella wondered what evil spirit had lately influenced
her ideas, and taught them to wander from the tranquil path in which they had
hitherto held their even way. Another circumstance likewise puzzled her to
account for:—why should Major St. Vincent create any emotion in her breast?—why
was her face covered with confusion on his casual appearance—he who had never,
but from the natural impulse of humanity, paid her the smallest degree of
attention, and apparently regarded her, on all other occasions, in the most
insignificant point of view? or wherefore did her tongue hesitate in the
performance of its office, when he became the subject of conversation? Was she
situated in the same predicament with Captain Montague? Certainly not; on the
contrary, unembarrassed, and perfectly at her ease, nothing of the kind was
ever experienced in his company.
All this appeared unintelligible to
the yet partially enlightened Stella Bertram; and gladly would she have applied
for a solution of the enigma to the superior wisdom of her maternal friend, had
not some strange restraining sensation withheld her from entering on the
painful topic.
Major St. Vincent, however, was married; and in these two little words
dwelt a talisman sufficiently potent to drive, or to attempt driving him from
her thoughts. In a well-regulated mind, early imbued with the principles of
religion and moral integrity, virtuous exertions are generally attended with
ultimate success; and though its extent may not be altogether consonant to our
wishes, we are, nevertheless, certain to derive no small benefit from the
reflection, that a governing sense of duty, and a conscientious adherence to
what our inward monitor prescribes as the right line of conduct, prove the
chief motives of our actions, and the unerring guides by which we direct our
fragile steps from the thorny and lacerating path of self-reproach, or galling
retrospection.
Our heroine’s comprehensive mind
glanced a quick, but reflective eye over these considerations; and she
instantly formed a resolution to adopt them as a preservation against the
illusive deception of a too tender heart.
This determination was not like that
formerly adopted by the then Miss Ross, on the abrupt departure of her supposed
admirer, resentment claimed no share in it, and the emotions of wounded pride
subsided in the more rational recollection of the deficiency of her title to
any other mode of conduct from a man who had never, in the smallest instance,
given her the most distant cause to imagine he entertained any particular
prepossession in her favour; but, on the contrary, evinced his total
indifference towards her by the strongest proof he could possibly give—his
marriage with another woman!
The longer these reflections were
dwelt upon, the more she became astonished at the self-deception which had been
permitted to take possession of her mind, and her resolution proportionably strengthened to resist its future progress.
CHAP. XXI.
“I’ll grow proud,
“As gentle spirits still are apt to do
“When cruel slight or chilling scorn falls on them.”
MISS H. MORE.
IN pursuance of this
prudent intention, Stella yielded to the new-formed wish which at this moment
occupied her thoughts, and, once more inspired by the innocent gayety of her
friends, became apparently gay in her turn; but though this strain of
cheerfulness proved rather an effort of the mind than the spontaneous effusions
of a heart at ease, neither the company, nor the time, in which it was
displayed, was calculated for nice discrimination, or adequate to ascertain its
genuine source.
Happy to find herself relieved from
insinuations that wounded her self-consequences, and jarred on those secret
feelings which she wished to suppress, her spirits, now gradually
tranquillized, seemed to have returned to their usual channel; and during a
ramble round the ruins of the Castle, she had readily complied with the request
of her companions, who were desirous of hearing her sing in that particular
quarter of the desolated fabric where the echo reverberated most powerfully.
The unexpected appearance of Mrs.
St. Vincent and her friends put an end to this innocent amusement, without
compensating for the interruption by substituting any thing as an equivalent in
its place. Stella imagined that lady viewed her with an air of more than usual
haughtiness, and, provoked by the unceremonious address of the military hero,
who seemed to think, like too many of his cloth, that scarlet and cockade
authorized any degree of impertinence in country quarters, a conscious feeling
of mental superiority, for the first time, inspired her with a spirit of
retaliation, that enabled her to look the insolence of wealth and the
imbecility of intellect in the face with a steady eye, which appeared to be
tolerably understood by those on whom it rested.
This day, the dawn of which was
ushered in by expected scenes of pleasure to the inhabitants of Rossgrove and the Hermitage, had finally been productive of
chagrin to each of the parties. Mrs. St. Vincent, who, under the semblance of
careless indifference, watched every turn of her husband’s countenance, and
regulated the whole of her observations by the standard of a jaundiced
imagination, fancied she saw a thousand additional causes for dissatisfaction
in the conduct of the Major and Captain Montague. The attentions paid by the
latter to our heroine she had had several opportunities of remarking in the
course of the day: these, however, appeared more the result of good-humoured
politeness than any sentiment of a warmer description; and the expression of
pleasure that illumined their features, when conversing with each other, was of
too open, too unembarrassed a nature, to justify the idea of a particular
attachment in either of the respective parties. St. Vincent’s manner and looks
were totally different; it was impossible, she mentally said, to overlook this
circumstance: he betrayed himself on every occasion where the little
presumptuous gypsy was in question.—Mrs. Arabin spoke
of his humanity being the sole instigation to his conduct in the earlier part
of the day: but she would be glad to know how that apology could possibly be
accepted for what passed during the time they spent in the environs of the old
Castle, where his behaviour proved equally reprehensible and particular, if it
might be judged of by the nature of his looks, and that air of suspicious
caution which is seldom or ever adopted without the internal conviction of
something wrong that requires concealment; and never were these appearances
more obvious than during the period of dinner and at the old ruins. She saw his
defalcation from propensity, not to give it a worse name, in every word and
action; while the striking intimacy existing between him and Montague warranted
the conclusion that the latter was the convenient confidant of the former, and
his willing representative on occasions where he durst not openly shew the
insufferable depravity of his own morals. Under an impression so unfavourable
to Montague, it cannot be wondered at if her dislike to that gentleman soon
equalled the hatred she bore the innocent and unoffending Stella.
The incidents of this eventful day may be considered
as an epitome of our progress through life. Replete with fallacious prospects
of enjoyment, brilliant hopes and expected pleasure break upon our view in the
commencement of our career, and the sparkling eye of youth dwells delighted on
the fascinating images which present themselves in the self-created mirror.
Reverse the illusive picture, and see what follows. Disappointment, chagrin,
sorrow, and despair accompany the decline of life, at the commencement of which
the accomplishment of every wish, the indulgence of every gratification, were
rashly supposed attainable. But let not the wisdom or goodness of Providence be
arraigned, because this best of all possible worlds happens not to be formed
exactly to suit the various tastes of those who inhabit it: our task is to
conduct ourselves properly through the part assigned us, and to leave the
result of the whole to a high and omnipotent Director.
Mrs. St. Vincent was seldom in a happy disposition of
mind when the spirit of moralizing seized her: reflection, however, seemed not
to be her fort; unless when some
ideal necessity of an unpleasant description drove her to adopt it, as a last
resource, under the pressure of apprehended evils, which perhaps solely
originated in the chimeras of a distempered fancy, it was never admitted; and
when admitted, scarcely ever productive of any permanent or beneficial effects.
She now returned home, extremely out
of temper, of which her husband appeared evidently the cause, for, in spite of
every wise determination, the irritable nature of her disposition proved too
powerful for total suppression.
The mind of Major St. Vincent was
not more at ease, though differently affected; and there were moments when he
was mentally forced to acknowledge that the sacrifice made to parental
tranquillity was infinitely greater than previous appearances rendered
probable.
As for poor Stella, that degree of
fortitude recently evinced, and which, in the ardor
of youth and sanguine expectation, was considered as a fixed principle of
action, gradually disappeared; her spirits failed her, her look became
dejected, and it soon cost her no small exertion to retain the bare semblance
of composure during the remainder of her short visit in Wigton.
On the succeeding evening she bade her friends at that place farewell, and,
accompanied by the Miss Adairs, they took the road to
their respective habitations.
These young ladies, one excepted,
parted from her at a small distance from their own house; Charlotte persisted
in seeing her a little beyond it.
The evening was far advanced before
they reached the last plantation that lay nearest the Hermitage; she insisted
therefore that her companion should either return immediately, or, proceeding
onward, remain with her till the following morning.
To comply with the latter request
happened not to be in her power at the present juncture; of course, they
parted; and Stella, who had hitherto restrained her tears with difficulty, now
unobserved and alone, permitted them to flow without interruption.
Apprehensive of alarming Mrs.
Bertram by the traces of sorrow still visible on her pallid cheeks, though the
first gush of solitary anguish had somewhat subsided; and solicitous to conceal
the real state of her heart from that worthy friend, before whom she could not
muster sufficient courage to assign any satisfactory cause for her uneasiness,
far less disclose the genuine source of it, she turned from the path leading
directly to the door, and opening a small gate, of which she always kept a key,
entered a covered walk on the opposite side of the garden, that wound in a
romantic direction to the grotto.
The conflict of internal anguish, more than the
fatigue arising from her late excursion, insensibly overpowered the agitated
frame of our heroine. Her first intention was, to reach the grotto, and remain
there for a few minutes, till the acquisition of more composure enabled her to
meet the enquiring eye of Mrs. Bertram; but, weak and weary, she threw herself
on one of the stone seats near the bottom of the ascent, and resting her head
on her hand, sunk into a profound reverie.
The elegant figure of Henry St.
Vincent, manly, dignified, and graceful still returned with fatal perseverance,
and swam before her mental vision—that St. Vincent, whose intrusive image, sad
and recent experience had now taught her, was, alas! become too stationary to
be easily eradicated from her heart!
“Wretch!” cried the weeping Stella
to herself, “is he not a married man—the husband of Mrs. St. Vincent? Oh why
can I longer doubt the nature of my feelings? Why have the events of this
ill-omened day opened so culpable a source of self-reproach and misery? Why was
I not sooner made acquainted with his engagements at the Grove? But
fool—presumptuous fool, that I am! what difference could that information have
made in my situation? Would a man in his rank of life have bestowed a thought
upon one in mine? Ah, no, no! Now indeed I bitterly feel the justice of Miss
Ro—I mean Mrs. St. Vincent’s animadversions on the impropriety of that superior
mode of education I received under her father’s roof. Why was I taken out of
the humble station allotted me? Why were notions instilled into my young and
ductile, but too aspiring mind, calculated to remove the distinctions of birth,
and mist of ignorance, and to give the reasoning faculties a wider range to
ascertain the extent of their original powers?
But, good Heavens! am I indeed
become so ungrateful a being as to dare arraign the wisdom of those for whose
indulgent kindness I ought to feel so infinitely indebted? Have not the favours
heaped on me, now repining, enabled me to rise above the malice of Fortune, and
bestowed that source of intellectual enjoyment which the world cannot take
away, and which, by the mental equality it creates, gives the lowly inhabitant
of the cottage a compensation for wealth, sometimes the only advantage
possessed by those who vainly conceive themselves pre-eminently exalted above
their fellow-creatures?
“Ah! but,” continued Stella, “has
not that very circumstance proved the bane of my peace? Yes, I have already
said it has! In this one individual instance, better had it been for me had I
remained in the rank I was originally destined to fill: then, perhaps, I had
never raised my thoughts beyond their proper limits, never formed my estimate
of happiness by objects too exalted for attainment.—And yet, riches excepted,
let me ask myself in what I am so much inferior to the uninformed, supercilious
Mrs. St. Vincent. Humility would probably answer, ‘In every thing;’ but Justice
gives a different decision.
“Yes, conscious
worth whispers a proud superiority in mental endowments, which at times raises
this swelling heart above the low-minded indignities of the unfeeling,
capricious Mrs. St. Vincent! Let me then retain this enviable distinction by
continuing to respect myself, by remembering I have not, nor ever can have, any
legal claim upon the husband of another.—But is it indeed possible? Have I
given way to such an idea, even for a single moment? Unworthy Stella! weak,
erring girl! hasten to regain thy own approbation by a less reprehensible mode
of proceeding; endeavour to exclude from thy thoughts the fatal cause of the
evil; once more try to persevere in well-doing, and the merit of good
intentions will at least be thine.”
The sincerity of our heroine’s
determination on this subject was speedily ascertained in a manner she little
expected at the time.
END OF VOL. I.
LANE, MINERVA-PRESS,
LEADENHALL-STREET.